1.28.2005

new gameboard.

i always forget to go online and post here. ive (i mean we) been so hooked up with cranium.



bought it 3 weeks ago at toy kingdom, and its like a trivia, charade, name that tune, pictionary and lot of other games rolled into one. we finished the default set of cards and bought booster box 2 at maxi toy lab. hobbes greenbelt 1 doesnt accept american express. and that sucked coz they almost have every gameboard that i want.

che and i decided to purchase online, so we can save a lot of money since this is becoming a vice (er... a collection rather).

if u wanna suggest a gameboard (that requires IQ huh, not snakes and ladders coz it fucks the boredom in me), just message me.

xavier, out.

1.18.2005

11 very bad messages.

2:43 pm. just woke up. ate my breakfast/lunch/merienda so i can drink 4 tabs of me med. took a bath, then 4pm, i talked to you-know-who coz the person was suffering from severe depression. (no namedropping peepz. i know you know who im talking about. namnamin nyo na lang yung post). he was complaining coz his family left with their tvs, cd players, and dvd. sofa, stove at ref lang ata ang iniwan. so i decided to offer my discman since i have my compo and my md. hanggang sa umabot sa point na nagtalo kami dahil nabanggit nya lang na bastos ang mga kaibigan ko. and of course, i defended. dahil ang mga kaibigan ko pa nga ang nagtatanggol sa kanya. then the line was cut. sun network limits a call for 15 minutes. at nakatanggap ako ng texts..

-txt ko: "naputol n. magpahinga ka na lang muna. how dare u talk about my friends like that. nagiiba tingin ko sa yo. u take ur rest dahil magulo lang utak mo ngayon."

(1)ako rin naman iba na tingin sa u e. ngaun mu sasbihin yan kung kelan me nsbi k0ng d maganda?Bgla kang babwi mtp0s mung sbhn s kin n kampi cla s u?Galing mu tlg
(2)Ako p ngaun ang gumgawa ng ras0n para mwla k?Mtp0s mamtaymtay sa kakhab0l s u?Gnawa ko n lhat ng kaya ko n it makes u m0r angry at tyms.Difrens ntin?Im patient bec
(3)I apreci8 d gud in u and acept d bad in u.Kaw, u just want me 2b hu u want me 2b dats y u olways get mad bec i always fail u bec im n0t d 1 u want me 2b.
(4)Bec of dat i realys dat u d0nt l0v me. Go find dum1 hu ul realy l0v n d0nt pretend dat u l0v dem bec sumday itl sh0w dat its fake.Kwawang nilalang.
(5)Kung kelan d0wn lalo mung id0d0wn.Wala kang pngkaiba d2. Buti p ibang tao pwd kang takbuhan.I shud hav nvr dpendd my lyf 0n uN0w im payng d price bec of it.
(6)Dpat dko pnaik0t mundo ko s u.Nkalimutan ko n ung ibang taong mhal ko n tlgang mhal ako.I shud have spent m0r tym wid dem.
(7)D kta hahabulin at pgpapasensyahan ng gn2 kung d kta tangap.Tatka lang kung bkit mdlas k ng ganyan.0bvi0usly im n0t mking u hpi anym0r n it breaks me.
(8)Dko ako mgaaksaya ng pg0d at oras para lang mkta o mkausap k.Khit kelan dko inisip n aksaya k ng pnh0n ko.Pero ikaw, sbi mu nga sinasayang ko lang parti oras mu.
(9)Is dis how u trir sum1 u l0v?Tel dem ol d bad tings, dgrade, make dem fil lyk shit?Did i evr do dat 2 u?I did evrytng i cn 2 trit u gud.Sna mkta mu un.
(10)Ng iba kn e.Dk0 alam kung nagbago k o ngsawa o yan ang toto0ng ikaw.D tyo ngaaway dti.Ngaun s khit anu n lang pngaawayan. D mu b maintindihan un?
(11)Para s u un. D ako nangaaway.Ngc0c0nfr0nt ako pr0 i nvr tritd u lyks shit. Iwan nyo nko. I was ok when i was alone. I wil b fyn wen im alone..."

people of the world, the announcement has made. I am an official ASSHOLE. i couldve posted my replies here as well, but itll just look like im defending myself for no reason.

pero ito reply ko..

tangina mo ulul.

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it was our barangay's fiesta yesterday, and i have been drunk for 3 consecutive nights now. not just ordinary drunkness, i mean total blackout drunkness. 3 times. now i am a total wreck. feel like i am in a cold turkey therapy.

pics will be uploaded and i will post it here. for the meantime, i need 5 gallons of tea to wash away the alcohol in my system.

1.13.2005

lunod.

isang patak ng luha sa bawat isa ng mga paalam na walang hangganan. katauhang binulag ng pag-ibig, nilumpo ng mundo at pinatay ng pag-asa. karamutang ipinagmalaki ng walang dahilan.

sayaw sa bubog.
langoy sa kawalan.
tadyak ng hambog.
lupit ng katangahan.


iniligaw ng landas ang isip ng isang anghel. ginampanan ang buti, sinuklian ng pait. ito ang inihanda sa harap ng lahat. isang malaking kasuwailan sa pananaw ng marami. pero ipinaglaban. sandata ang kasinungalingan. tinikis ang ligaya para sa mandarayang puso. pusong kailanman ay hindi natighaw ang uhaw. pinainom lang ng luha.

putang ina. pag-ibig daw. bulag na pagkatao ang kapalit. inagaw na ng pananarantado ang buhay. aasa ka pa ba ng saya?

holiday photos.

here's the link to the photos last xmas and new year. new year photos hasnt been entirely uploaded. its password protected. just ask me the password and i would text it to ya. para di ma-view ng mga di dapat magview. dont make my picturetrail your photohost. magsshutdown ang account ko. save it to your pc and upload it in your own photo host. oraytee.

stainedshirt's album


oh fuck. i forgot. i already burned (literally, sinunog ko!) my old sun sim. sayang kasi naka 24/7 pa rin sya kahit di ko niloloadan. ummm, the fact na may nakaaway ako at ayokong makipag-usap ever, marami ring tumatawag at nagtetext ng kung anu-ano na di ko naman kakilala. i tried to be friendly pero nauuwi sa mga judgments. kaya mas minabuti kong magpalit na lang ng sun sim. i still have my old globe number at kailanman ay di ko igi-give up yun. so sa mga friendly friends ko jan, just text me on my old globe number and then ill text you my new sun number. ayuz ayuz? at sa mga nakakabwisit na nagtetext sakin. pakyu.