tanginang mundo ngayon.

i am annoyed for the fact that people nowadays, forget where they stand. the fact that you try to mingle, befriend, people in different brackets, what they do is try to overrule, prove that they're better and forget that they dont know me that well.

i try to be fucking nice, pero mga tsong... this place is filled with plastics, users, bitches and a lot of shit. oh yes, i am just a kitten in a litter box. but as far as i can recall, i am old enough to get out of here. i never knew though, na kahit umalis ako sa karton na yun, puro tae pa rin.

kaya ang putang ina... kulang pa sa lahat ng dapat kong mura. gaya nga ng nakalakhan ko, everything and everyone has karma. maghintay hintay tayong lahat kung ano ang mga darating satin. hinding hindi ako magpapahawa. dahil ayokong mabuhay na daig pa ng inutil, walang silbi, at nagbibigay lang ng sama ng loob sa ibang tao.

tumutulong ako. at ang pinaka reward na lang na makukuha ko ay ang maappreciate ang tulong ko. pero hindi, mas pipiliin nilang hobby ang mangintriga, mainggit at manira. punyeta.

dahil pag ako nagbago, tingnan natin kung sino ang magbabatian pag nagkasalubong pagdating ng araw. hindi man importante ang ngiti at pansin ko, hindi pa rin kayo mamamatay ng malinis.

putang ina ng lahat ng natamaan.

finalized gigsked (as of this day) for the month of june.

here's the updated sked.

June 08 (wed) : Regular gig with Chicosci, spongecola etc @ Mayrics
**June 09 (thu) : with kapatid, etc. @ saguijo, makati
June 10 (fri) : 4pm - In Store Promo, Odyssey Megamall
**June 11 (sat) : V bar, makati
**June 12 (sun) : ASAP, channel 2.
**June 13 (mon) : mayrics with kitchie nadal etc.
**June 15 (wed) : capones with rivermaya (to be confirmed)
June 17 (fri) : 6pm - In-store promo, Tower Alabang
June 17 (fri) : 1030pm - Megastrip B, Ortigas
June 18 (sat) : 5pm - Mall tour, Sm Manila
June 18 (sat) : Fete Dela Musique, EL PUEBLO
June 23 (thu) : 6pm - In store promo, Tower Makati
June 23 (thu) : Rockology, NU107 St. Scho Manila (To be confirmed)
June 24 (fri) : campus gig, UP Diliman
June 25 (sat) : June Jive 2005, Sta. Cruz, Laguna
June 26 (sun) : SM Batangas (To be confirmed)
**June 29 (wed) : Dish (abscbn)
**June 30 (thu) : gasoline alley w/ 6cyclemind

(**) - added gigskeds.

busy busy.

10 am: abhie, ivan and i went to rico's house to have lunch. fiesta kasi dun and at the same time, celebration ng birthday nya. masaya naman.

4pm: diretso na kami sa paragon plaza to watch hale live sa tunog kalye. met some listers like wawa, kimi, nina and mariel. grabe ang lalayo ng mga bahay. batangas, muntinlupa, paranaque at valenzuela. whoooo. stig.

hinatid kami ni champ sa glorietta. may pupuntahan ata syang reception sa manila pen. nag"oversharing" sa sasakyan at ang saya. ang kulit.

galing ng hale huh. still looking forward for the switchfoot cover.

sakit ng ulo ko.

GV2.

i just stayed in my room like a scared turtle. nagonline so naubos ang teletipid 300 bucks ko ng 5 hours lang. saya. 60bucks per hour. para akong nasa universe cafe.

DISCLAIMER: ang mga nakakaalam, manahimik! xp

(insert name here) got my landline number and other number besides my sun. nagreply ako ng.. : "hmm.. gagawa ka na ba ng police report dahil sapalagay mo praning ako?". di naman pala.

kulit pati sa phone. nagiwan ng voice message, tawa ng tawa sa greeting ko. ang mensahe: "(laughs).. soshal. xavier ayus ang... kalokohan mo ah. tawagan mo ako may sasabihin lang ako tungkol sa... tungkol sa (insert reason here)... okei? (hangs up)".

at pagtawag ko, tawa pa rin ng tawa dahil slang daw ako. eh ex-call center agent eh. may napala naman ako sa american accent training ko. hehehehe.

but its one hell of a call. ansaya. never imagined (insert name here) normal syang tao kahit medyo eherm.. sikat sya. nakatambay with his neighbor friends. its so.. me. hehehe.

and aia texted. they have a radio tour later and a Saguijo gig on june 4. combo weekend ito. :)

gv

just woke up. GV talaga ang hatid ng desktop wallpaper ko. nakakainspire mag online. lolz

went to mayrics last night. Gish, Ciudad, Twisted Halo and Hale were there. Ang galing galing ng twisted halo. sobra!!!!!!

Had an allergy attack since kumain ako ng itlog. full blast dahil nung isang araw, apat na cornick lang ang nakain ko kakacomputer. tapos hayun. pero umiinom naman ako ng tubig, abhie. xp

geez champ. can u stop doing the bamboo moves. sabing hindi bagay sa broken sonnet yun e. hee hee. ganito na lang, kuha ka ng bagong song na mejo rock, baba mo gitara mo and there, enjoy.

gud morning everyone. naaadik ata ako sa bagong wallpapers. :)

swallowing saturn.

i built a castle out of water
had a grasp of flowing illusions
ambition of you wanting me
ambition of me loving you.

i wanted to have a dream out of you
but never did reality pricked me this hard
like a needle, until now
like a knife, since then.

i falter on the wings that you once said
and how funny i wanted to fall
i wanted to fly
and yet i wanted to hurt
myself and... myself.

oh how much i wanted to fill
that emptiness in your words
but thats just me,
a hungry daydreamer.

reaching the stars burned my heart
still i wanted you
by my hand and by that
very same canopy you were stuck at

ill just weep
for i dont deserve saturn.
so i should stop
putting its ring on my finger.

eherm.

i am now officially blogging in my very own room. got my pc yesterday. :)

the week was sooo busy. had hale last wednesday, imago, spongecola, barbies cradle, uipodharmadown last friday, then hale and sugarfree last night. i have pics but.. id rather keep it in my pc then upload it. mashado shang maganda. heheheheeh.

umiyak ako twice during sugarfree's set. at hindi ordinaryong iyak. putang ina kasi sa ganda ang mariposa and burnout na acoustic, may 5 piece strings, flute at keyboards. sabayan pa ng boses ni ebe na.. grabe. no words. then after 3 blue hawaiis, naging hyper ako. kasabay ng "hyperbeat" na tumugtog after the gig. putsa. tanong nyo na lang kay ivan kung paano sila naging hyperbeat.

o sha sha. pag tinopak na uli ako, magpopost ako ng magpopost. :)