9.03.2005

myx event @ loft.




Went to loft to talk to hale’s web creator. Unfortunately, hindi kami nagkita. Finally got acquainted with mtv’s claire and nicole. And i was such a dork asking for a picture. (hi claire. I hope your not reading this. :s) i was supposed to make the mtv hand sign (..you know.. like the M-T-V sign.. u dont know?? Ewan!) but instead i just smiled so big like im starstruck dahil andun sila. They’re so pretty and all. *sigh* claire is my #1 crush and i heart nicole.

I am such a dork. Bwiset.

karmic.

since i wasnt able to sleep the whole night, i cleaned my room, 6am in the morning then cleaned the terrace as well. around 9am, my aunt called then checked on how im doing. weird though, pero nakipagusap ako.

well.. we brought up "life stories" of other relatives and just found out that this year, i bet, is one of the turning points of their life. karmic year nga.

well.. fortunately, good karma ang akin. wala namang masamang nangyari compared to my uncle's and cousin's. checked on other's as well.. at nakita ko nga yung good karma.

but then.. karma doesnt exist until you realize it. it takes some serious pondering before you get to feel it.

9.02.2005

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it was again the redundancy of my life. im like this cat without an owner. its 330 in the morning and i just saw myself on slippers, a dirty knapsack with one shirt and my cologne walking down a damp street of nowhere.

felt like i have nowhere else to go. there may be places that might welcome me but there's no place like my own bed. and i cant be on it right now. same old shit. my drunk uncle has done it again. i cant make my mom worry. i cant just runaway like this and go to my mom... squawking. im old enough to... get imprisoned. :( or be killed i guess. i cant go to che's house. basta... im all tied up.

when will all of this end? when will my relatives believe that im losing my life coz of this scumbag? tonight... the terrifying thought of who lives before daylight is crawling on my back. and no exaggeration intended. he tried to kill me before. unfortunately, he was the one who got hospitalized. the story again... is still happening.

i badly needed a house. but then, before working on it... i have to give up the things that i have right now to earn fast and easy. no social life. no music. *dear lord.. i dont want to be a call center agent anymore.. no offense meant*

i am totally confused. and tired of my life. i cant be pathetic forever.

pahabol

i was chatting with a friend sa ym.

friend: wat more p ang hale...kya i wud love to see it on 26th
friend: y?? eew?
kupaloid: ayoko sa cueshe
kupaloid: lolz
friend: s wrk ko...dpat love ko sla
kupaloid: lolz
kupaloid: ako rin naman
kupaloid: i have nothing against them
kupaloid: mejo naaangasan lang kami
friend: baduy man or hndi...dapt love ko sla pra bumaba2 ang tf hehehe
friend:: well...
kupaloid: hahahahahaah
kupaloid: true!
friend: ntawa nga ko s snbi n jay sakin...
kupaloid: tsaka mukha namang mabababait noh?
friend: last tym iyn....
kupaloid: ay manyakis yun
friend: prang ggil ka
kupaloid: ako?
kupaloid: o yun ang sinabi nya sa yo?
kupaloid: lolz
friend: ksama ko sla s van...
friend: sbi ng jay 'd ka nama2nsin no?"
friend: lolz
friend: skit ng ulo ko s mga girls,,,lhat n lng....bt ikw d ka gnun?
friend: eeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwww
kupaloid: see?
kupaloid: trust me... manyakis yun
kupaloid: feeling pa
friend: sbi nya...date kmi... minsn lng nya daw snabi s girl iyn kc lhat ng grls ang ngaask ng date s knya\

friend: ako p lng ang tnanungan nya
friend: twa lng ako

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sobrang yabang talaga. bwiset.

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sige makikiuso. since may tag-tag kayong nalalaman. :p

Three names you go by:
1. xavier
2. xave
3. chin (.. and once i hear it again... id kill u!

Three screen names you have had:
1. jiet (pronounced as jyet.. ewan bat may letter "i" pa yan)
2. prof
3. x. just x. :)

Three physical things you like about yourself:
1. makapal ang mukha
2. chubby (sometimes.. i hate being one)
3. kilay. (haha anlabo)

Three physical things you don't like about yourself:
1. height
2. nose. ( O_o )
3. skin.


Three parts of your heritage:
1. bading. (nyahahahahahahaha)
2. magaling makisama.
3. madiskarte.

Three things that scare you:
1. malalaking gagamba. (omfg!)
2. losing a friend.
3. walang pera. (hahaha. quoted kay walter)

Three of your everyday essentials:
1. cologne.
2. pocket mirror. (argh the braces)
3. credit card. :p

Three of your favorite musical artists:
1. imago (all time.. without the biases)
2. sugargfree (haaayy)
3. sandwich

Three of your favorite songs:
1. underneath the waves - hale
2. warning - incubus
3. ren - moonpools and caterpillars

Three things you want in a relationship:
1. honesty
2. trust towards each other. (para walang sakalan)
3. hot. hehe

Three lies and truths in no particular order:

1. i was a junior tv patroller when i was a kid
2. im a goodhearted person
3. im stuck at 14.
4. i hate chatting. (online and offline)
5. im a wiccan
6. i am a liar

Three physical things about the opposite sex that appeal to you:
1. morena (na maganda ang kulay ha)
2. smile
3. payat

Three of your favorite hobbies:
1. online
2. read books
3. soundtrip

Three things you want to do really badly right now:
1. bumili ng sinelas sa singapore
2. bumili ng kotse
3. magshopping ng gadgets

Three careers you're considering/you've considered:
1. store owner
2. production manager (pwede to wawa)
3. CEO ng globe. lolz

Three places you want to go on vacation:
1. germany
2. new jersey
3. baguio (lol)

Three kid's names you like:
1. seth
2. andrea
3. leigh

Three things you want to do before you die:
1. perform sa fete de la musique
2. try all illegal drugs
3. mayakap lahat ng mahal ko

Three ways that you are stereotypically a boy:
1. try checking out my room
2. "bad word" syndrome
3. blank stare pag galit

Three ways that you are stereotypically a girl:
1. love story sucker
2. kikay.
3. sensitive (naaaaaaaaaksss)

Three celeb crushes:
1. elisha cuthbert
2. alicia silverstone
3. alicia keys (teka.... bat parang puro alicia?)

tagging:





zzzzttt.

the past 2 days were fun. pure hanging out. ansaya.

last tuesday, walter, sherylle, chona, che and i just hung out sa roofdeck ng burgundy. since may party, naka-lock yung roofdeck at nagpadeliver kami ng pizza habang hinahangin ang lahat ng pwedeng hanginin sa amin. then went to UP Manila to watch ronald and burns perform kaso di ko na naabutan. i was with trish, abhie, ivan, and burns tapos dumiretso kami ng gilligans to drwon ourselves with cocktails. (unfortunately... mejo kulang sa oras0. sumunod sikhaled and ronald then nagshisha kami. hehe.

yesterday, i went to the anino video shoot. quark henares and i are finally acquainted. i love his ideas. sobra. keka pa lang eh, panalo na. ang kulit nina zach and the video will be an art i swear. well... we were talking for a little "krayzily!" here and a little of "ripoffers" there. *lolz* kaso kailangan kong magpunta ng makati to meet up the guy from info gateway. at inindyan ako. ;s wawa, chona, gracey, sherylle and i met up sa malate at nagvideoke ng opm songs. sumakit ulo ko sa dami ng kinanta ko. tatlong oras ba naman.

just woke up. 1st day of september at magkaka-wireless connection nako. yoko na sa pldt. bwiset.

8.30.2005

nostalgia.






from left to right: thats scott, l.a., me, j.r., and wine. those are my friends that were really really close to my heart (except for scott dahil bf lang sha ni l.a. that time kaya mejo nakapag-usap naman.) lahat yan wala na sa circle ko. l.a. and j.r. are my childhood friends na nasa australia na. wine is somewhere na hindi ko alam. we had a fight last year na wala na atang chance maresolve. :(


taken last sunday. gabby was really really happy that day na kumakanta pa sha habang naglalakad then nakatulog sa cab habang yakap ko, at nakangiti huh. i bought her a charmed bracelet...


...na talagang she hugged me after i gave her the bracelet nung sinundo namin sha sa playbox rob manila. she said "i love you dada" and then hugged. *sigh* my girl is so big na.



the reason of my being. my wifey. i would not know how to survive life itself without her. alam ng diyos kung gaano ko to kamahal. at alam ng pagkatao ko na walang makakapantay sa kanya... sa kahit anong paraan. *sigh*

waaaahh mushy! yoko na! *sniff*


sha po si tamtam. ang aking wrist rest. mahal ko yan. :) lagi akong masaya pag nakikita ko shang nagaabang sa pc ko. hehehe. at para hindi manakit ang wrist ko kaka-browse ng mga pic na na-scan ko. share ko lang lahat ng memories ko. na hinding hindi ko maitatapon. click nyo na lang si tam.