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i am diagnosed with appendisitis. sana madaan ng antibiotics.

AYOKONG MAHIWA!!!!!!!!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

sobrang steady lang ako dito sa bahay. sobra. di ako gagalaw. hanggang mawala yung sakit.

that was the reason i kept on having fever. :(

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perfection is subjective.

things like when u had the fights and still you understand each other after. that you get it when you both freak out then things are all gathered up after the mess. that you fill each other's void and no emptiness could occupy within. that after the shouts and screams, you decipher subliminal messages without asking why. you give that person the benefit of the doubt yet you dont call yourself an optimist. you love not despite of the flaws but it was actually the so-called flaws that makes you love her more.

the worlds a blur. and we see what we want to see. we get to pick and know how worthy we are to the things we have on hand and the things we try to have. then we get to know the reason why we cant achieve.

then why do we have to put norms to the word perfection if we know the difference between having the perfect thing and making yourself believe that such thing exists.

there might not have perfection. but i want to believe that i have it. WE have it.

i may live in denial, but i live happy. sorry for who's not.

the riddle.

trish told us about this website about riddles. so she , acoy and _fauxheldon gave it a try and we were all hooked up. it was really good though until level 10.



we were kinda eager on figuring things out until level 10. i got a hint that i have to get a sound recorder and capture a sound. then i waited coz the clue said he was impatient.. then parang may umuungol na aso na ewan. tangina muntik nakong umiyak. pakiramdam ko may aswang sa likod ko. speaker ko pala. and i was supposed to record the sound. so gagawin ko na lang to pag may araw na.
username: turnmeon
so heres the link to where we stopped but unfortunately, you need a password and a username, (different answers, which you need in every level), and its not just your ordinary point-and-click game. i have to post it the level 10 link here (the username and password) so i can get back on track once i log in tom. uuyy.. hidden passwords din huh. lolz.
password: deadman
so if you wanna try it, just log on to: http://deathball.net/notpron/ tangina, i recommend it. masaya sya lalo na habang may mga kasama/ka-chat. tapos team kayo. hehe.

lost.

i am so hooked up with Lost. demmit. One of the most unpredictable series ive EVER watched. and hey. they friggin' deserve the emmy's.

so out of my addiction, i made my own LOST gif. :) (if some people there might wanna use it as an avatar, ive made it 100x100). credit credit. yey!

throwing up and counting.

i had the worst barfing of my life ever. *oversharing*

i got so drunk that my whole sunday was ruined. di ako makabangon. hassle pa sa studio na pagppraktisan namin. *sigh* gusto ko lang matulog.

tangina outlook ko. anlakas ng topak. argh.

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Children's letters to God.




..dear god,

..i bet its very hard for you to love all of everybody in the world. There are only 4 people in our family and I can never do it.

nan

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ive got a new layout. and my eyes are bleeding. had to check out softwares that might come in handy. :) so i did gif's then screen captures. then cleaned bubuy's (my pc) system. fun.

6 days and counting. i am more than hibernating. i am a caveman indeed. *that surfs the internet.. hmm..






busy nga ako tapos message ng message. :c andami nila. wala ako sa mood mangupal. *sigh*



at isa ito sa pangasar.



sadyang may mga taong mas malabo pa sa aquarium-na-hindi-nalinis-ng-5-taon makipagusap.