isang umaga sa YM...
BUZZ!!!
xavier: kumakain ka ba ng palitaw?
xavier: can u still remember that?
patrick: oo naman
xavier: ah heheheheehehe
xavier: sarap grabe
patrick: diba yun yung may sugar
xavier: bumili ako ng 12
xavier: yeah
patrick: sarap
xavier: 3 lang nakain ko damn
xavier: akala ko mauubos ko
patrick: pahingi
xavier: ambigat pala sa tyan
xavier: hahahaha
xavier: sige send ko sa email
patrick: oo kaya
patrick: sige
xavier: oo
xavier: teka
(after a minute)
xavier: Your Palitaw Has Been Sent.
patrick: gee thanks.
xavier: enjoyed it yet?
patrick: yeah. ambigat nga sa tyan. sobrang thanks.
xavier: no prob. :)
(and so i thought, did he really get the palitaw?)
anyway... video shoot na namin. sana maganda kuha ko sa video. :D
2.27.2006
2.26.2006
reminiscing high school.
it just so happened that i clicked the link of our batch's yahoogroup. and i was a bit saddened. feeling ko... wala akong narating. i am still the college boi who lived for the gigs. and thats it. may ibang nasa embassy sa dubai, doctor sa states, meeting up for bowling and pupuntang hongkong for a 3-year contract.
yeah i got a lil insecured. ok... big. but then... i realized, just this second that im typing this, after high school... ive accomplished a lot of things. especially finding my own self, my passion and my very happiness.
i felt weird when i discovered nag reunion pala sila. di ako nakasama coz lumipat kami ng bahay and wala ng may contact sakin. di ko binigay or pinost ang cell number ko. and when i saw their faces... geez... i felt like i am still the highschool loner who isolates himself with his headphones. i cant believe highschool pa lang ako, takbuhan ko na ang music. and still... alam kong hindi ko pa rin makakasundo ang mga yon. they still sound like the typical goofballs who would get louie neil dela cruz by his collar, and erase the board using him. disturbingly, louie thought hes so cool that they waste their time on him. and hes oh-so-proud hes been bullied on.
he hasnt changed. he still thinks that way. my god.
yeah i got a lil insecured. ok... big. but then... i realized, just this second that im typing this, after high school... ive accomplished a lot of things. especially finding my own self, my passion and my very happiness.
i felt weird when i discovered nag reunion pala sila. di ako nakasama coz lumipat kami ng bahay and wala ng may contact sakin. di ko binigay or pinost ang cell number ko. and when i saw their faces... geez... i felt like i am still the highschool loner who isolates himself with his headphones. i cant believe highschool pa lang ako, takbuhan ko na ang music. and still... alam kong hindi ko pa rin makakasundo ang mga yon. they still sound like the typical goofballs who would get louie neil dela cruz by his collar, and erase the board using him. disturbingly, louie thought hes so cool that they waste their time on him. and hes oh-so-proud hes been bullied on.
he hasnt changed. he still thinks that way. my god.
2.25.2006
state of emergency.
i am not the political type who talks about the what shoulds and the what shouldnts. isa lang akong ordinaryong mamamayan na gustong mairita sa lahat ng nangyayaring bubuo sa aking kasaysayan. in which unfortunately, walang saysay.
i got enough of the EDSA rallies. i mean... this is how we celebrate the '86 revolution annually. ang magpalit ng presidente. kahit paano, napansin ko lang na para lang tayong nagpapalit ng color theme ng ornaments sa christmas tree. isang bagay na hindi ko talaga maintindihan. sabi naman ng lahat gusto nilang umunlad. yumaman. makakain. world peace. eh punyeta, sa sariling bansa wala ng ginawa kundi maglokohan.
nagsimula yung interes kong manood ng balita nung medyo naalarma ako nung may sumabog daw sa malacanang. ang version ng mga nasa loob, may kung anu ano lang daw sa basurahan na yun na nahagisan ng kung anong umaapoy. ah ewan. ang sabi naman ng nasa paligid, simula na raw ng kudeta. dinideny lang daw ng malacanang na napasok sila at nakakahiya daw kaya ayun gumagawa ng kwento. ganon katindi ang kredibilidad ng gobyerno natin. parang tsismis lang na kumalat na ayaw paniwalaan na parang telenovela na involved si rio locsin at jacklyn jose.
so ayan nagsimula na ang paranoia. nagdeclare kanina ng state of emergency. akala ko naman para sa mga tao sa leyte. emergency daw e. pero nung nakausap ko si luli (how political. pseudo name po yun ni zobel), grabe na raw pala yung rally sa may santolan. i got worried coz launch ng CHILITEES ngayon. at yun ang concern ko take note dahil sa saguijo ito. kudeta na raw. eh? bakit?
sinagot ng newsflash ang aking tanong. sabi may nahuli raw kanina na bumubuo ng grupo (parang mga clan clan lang) laban sa presidente. nung tinatanong naman sila wala silang maipakita. so kanina sa mga rally, may mga warantless arrests na, batuhan, mga pulis na may yellow bamboo-like batutas, at maraming inoy na 90% ay hindi pa nanananghalian. pupunta lang daw sa edsa. eh bakit hinarang?
pumunta na lang ako sa bahay ng ate ko kesa sa edsa. eh kahit kailan napunta lang ako ng edsa dahil sa megamall or rob galleria. ayoko ng makigulo dun. so habang nanonood ng tv, napatanong si ate.
ate: "sino na naman ang ipapalit na presidente kung sakaling bumaba si gloria?"
ako: "malamang si noli. ganun ang sistema di ba?"
ate: "eh ayaw din nila kay noli. bobo raw."
ako: "eh never namang nakuntento yang mga yan e"
ate: "sana si ninoy na lang. bat pa ksi namatay yun."
ako: "alangan namang ibalik si cory eh nagkudeta din nun di ba?"
ate: "dapat related na lang sa kani....."
SABAY: "SI KRIS AQUINO NA LANG!!!"
(imagining heart-shaped confettis in bright hot pink color, exposing her pearly white teeth, with our first gentleman... james yap.) how dreamy.
i got enough of the EDSA rallies. i mean... this is how we celebrate the '86 revolution annually. ang magpalit ng presidente. kahit paano, napansin ko lang na para lang tayong nagpapalit ng color theme ng ornaments sa christmas tree. isang bagay na hindi ko talaga maintindihan. sabi naman ng lahat gusto nilang umunlad. yumaman. makakain. world peace. eh punyeta, sa sariling bansa wala ng ginawa kundi maglokohan.
nagsimula yung interes kong manood ng balita nung medyo naalarma ako nung may sumabog daw sa malacanang. ang version ng mga nasa loob, may kung anu ano lang daw sa basurahan na yun na nahagisan ng kung anong umaapoy. ah ewan. ang sabi naman ng nasa paligid, simula na raw ng kudeta. dinideny lang daw ng malacanang na napasok sila at nakakahiya daw kaya ayun gumagawa ng kwento. ganon katindi ang kredibilidad ng gobyerno natin. parang tsismis lang na kumalat na ayaw paniwalaan na parang telenovela na involved si rio locsin at jacklyn jose.
so ayan nagsimula na ang paranoia. nagdeclare kanina ng state of emergency. akala ko naman para sa mga tao sa leyte. emergency daw e. pero nung nakausap ko si luli (how political. pseudo name po yun ni zobel), grabe na raw pala yung rally sa may santolan. i got worried coz launch ng CHILITEES ngayon. at yun ang concern ko take note dahil sa saguijo ito. kudeta na raw. eh? bakit?
sinagot ng newsflash ang aking tanong. sabi may nahuli raw kanina na bumubuo ng grupo (parang mga clan clan lang) laban sa presidente. nung tinatanong naman sila wala silang maipakita. so kanina sa mga rally, may mga warantless arrests na, batuhan, mga pulis na may yellow bamboo-like batutas, at maraming inoy na 90% ay hindi pa nanananghalian. pupunta lang daw sa edsa. eh bakit hinarang?
pumunta na lang ako sa bahay ng ate ko kesa sa edsa. eh kahit kailan napunta lang ako ng edsa dahil sa megamall or rob galleria. ayoko ng makigulo dun. so habang nanonood ng tv, napatanong si ate.
ate: "sino na naman ang ipapalit na presidente kung sakaling bumaba si gloria?"
ako: "malamang si noli. ganun ang sistema di ba?"
ate: "eh ayaw din nila kay noli. bobo raw."
ako: "eh never namang nakuntento yang mga yan e"
ate: "sana si ninoy na lang. bat pa ksi namatay yun."
ako: "alangan namang ibalik si cory eh nagkudeta din nun di ba?"
ate: "dapat related na lang sa kani....."
SABAY: "SI KRIS AQUINO NA LANG!!!"
(imagining heart-shaped confettis in bright hot pink color, exposing her pearly white teeth, with our first gentleman... james yap.) how dreamy.
2.20.2006
2.19.2006
dunno.
i am more than bored. *sigh* i really have issues i swear.
first, i was supposed to go to UP. but then i suddenly changed my mind and just stayed home. now im bored. then, i tried playing resident evil 4. then i got scared so i turned it off. i wanted to lj some things since we had a succesful production last thursday, then again, i dont feel like posting anything. and now im posting this. last night, i was supposed to just stay home, but i went to PUP and Hotel Kimberly with hale. but i also wanted to go to UP for imago but its too far and its already late. and when i was there, i wanted to go home coz i felt kinda lethargic in some weird way. i wanted to post the pictures but i feel so lazy to upload it.
god whats wrong with me...oh maybe its because my default font color is red.
now.. im bored and i dont think i still make sense.
first, i was supposed to go to UP. but then i suddenly changed my mind and just stayed home. now im bored. then, i tried playing resident evil 4. then i got scared so i turned it off. i wanted to lj some things since we had a succesful production last thursday, then again, i dont feel like posting anything. and now im posting this. last night, i was supposed to just stay home, but i went to PUP and Hotel Kimberly with hale. but i also wanted to go to UP for imago but its too far and its already late. and when i was there, i wanted to go home coz i felt kinda lethargic in some weird way. i wanted to post the pictures but i feel so lazy to upload it.
god whats wrong with me...oh maybe its because my default font color is red.
now.. im bored and i dont think i still make sense.
2.15.2006
xavier on love. (my sappy valentines post)
love has seen many faces. many dreams were built around it and many has fallen like a house of cards. and in any form it may achieve... it has always been the cause of our lives' greatest stories. love became a song, a movie, a poem and phrases that flew but was unseen by almost everybody. it became shallow, but still became so deep for others.
love made us happy. love caused us tears, of joy and of sorrow. love has made a sense of being not only by one but of generations. love has sailed a thousand ships. it also formed a lot of words in our vocabulary. love was felt but a lot of times ignored. it was thought about, talked about and even caused a lot of arguments. it was an idea with no specific definition that was carried out by billions.
love was created without boundaries. it was a soul that wants to be freed. its genderless, preferenceless and without warning, love strikes like a hundred times as strong as a lightning. its almost a dream, as surreal as a purple sky every sunset. it forms a promise not everybody could handle. often broken for pseudo dreams and wrong choice of happiness.
love makes us sigh. but was often discarded by cynics, trying to disregard pain or hurt that comes within its subcategories. often mistaken as a delusion, infatuation... and a wrong idea of habit. love doesnt commit prejudice. its eyes passes through color, religion, sex, age, status and a lot more. it sees no heaven or hell.
love is the only perfect thing that we try to deny its perfection. it is affected by human errs that cause failure and disappointment.
and as long as we know what love is... we should know how to take care of that most fragile gift. and once we drop it, lets not see it us something that was broken. it is something that we could still see on its beautiful natural form... and take care of it like its still always brand new.
love never gets old. and no matter how long we have it... its still as good like the first day.
happy valentines. love everyone. especially the ones who love you back. :)
love made us happy. love caused us tears, of joy and of sorrow. love has made a sense of being not only by one but of generations. love has sailed a thousand ships. it also formed a lot of words in our vocabulary. love was felt but a lot of times ignored. it was thought about, talked about and even caused a lot of arguments. it was an idea with no specific definition that was carried out by billions.
love was created without boundaries. it was a soul that wants to be freed. its genderless, preferenceless and without warning, love strikes like a hundred times as strong as a lightning. its almost a dream, as surreal as a purple sky every sunset. it forms a promise not everybody could handle. often broken for pseudo dreams and wrong choice of happiness.
love makes us sigh. but was often discarded by cynics, trying to disregard pain or hurt that comes within its subcategories. often mistaken as a delusion, infatuation... and a wrong idea of habit. love doesnt commit prejudice. its eyes passes through color, religion, sex, age, status and a lot more. it sees no heaven or hell.
love is the only perfect thing that we try to deny its perfection. it is affected by human errs that cause failure and disappointment.
and as long as we know what love is... we should know how to take care of that most fragile gift. and once we drop it, lets not see it us something that was broken. it is something that we could still see on its beautiful natural form... and take care of it like its still always brand new.
love never gets old. and no matter how long we have it... its still as good like the first day.
happy valentines. love everyone. especially the ones who love you back. :)
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