8.28.2007

after 3 years



after 3 years...



anlaki na nung aso noh?

Wake Me Up When August Ends

its becauuuuuuuuuuussseeee....

when we start waking up in september mornings, a lot of things would be returning in our daily lives. ^_______________^ one.. christmas is crawling in.. (like its something scary) and whats scarier is me getting old. BER months. pfft. but this is WHY id actually want august to fly just like *snaps*

..:: SEPTEMBER ::..

17 - PRISON BREAK S03
24 - HEROES S02
25 - HOUSE S04
27 - GREYS ANATOMY S04
27 - ONE TREE HILL S05
30 - BROTHERS & SISTERS S02
30 - DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES S04

RIGHT??? i mean... OHMIGOD!! - happyslip doing the teenybopper accent

as of now... im re-watching brothers and sisters. i havent seen a lot of writeups about this series but its really worth seeing.



ok konting chismis muna and i wanna say sorry to hannah, trish and yeshyee.

wentworth miller was said to be a bit reclusive since the hit series PRISON BREAK, coz there were a lot of reporters asking him about his sexuality.

and it was said that hes been going out with TR KNIGHT'S (omalley of greys anatomy) ex.. luke mcfarlane (scottie of brothers and sisters s01).

wentworth also had a shoot for some clothing brand in korea (sometime last 2nd quarter) and luke was there with him.

the dating was neither denied or confirmed. in fact, wentworth discussed why its so difficult for him to be in a relationship.. "We are on the set maybe 14 hours a day, five days a week.  It doesn't leave a whole lot of time for socializing - I don't get a lot of chance to date.  But it's definitely something, a wife and kids, that I'm looking forward to experiencing at some point in the very near future."

if hes straight, we could presume that the rumor is troubling to wentworth, then he should be pretending to date some sexy actress just for the rumor to die. or maybe hes THAT well adjusted. but the moving-in with luke mcfarlane in one house... is somehow intriguing. well if hes gay, it might hurt the series. we dont know if thats whats stopping him to come out.

and just recently, wentworth and luke went out.. kinkos then starbucks and they were avoiding photographers to capture them together but eventually walked down the street together with a smile.



sabi nga ni trish.. "its not fun to be a girl anymore". hahahahahahaha

--- o O o ---

ok another prison break item.

and last august 6 when i opened philippine star, this is what i saw...




yep. thats amaury "sucre" nolasco and dayanara "yari" torres. (ayan i had it corrected na yesh LOL)

am i the only one who feels that dayanara torres is somehow a part of you being a filipino? weird, right?

its maybe because i danced to raggamuffin girl during her stay here sometime 90's.

i think itd be less interesting if thats another girl hes with.

8.27.2007

I Disappear.

Have you been in a phase in your life where you wanted change so bad, you almost wanted to delete every online account that you have, change sim, go somewhere far without anyone knowing it?

Sometimes, life gets too routinary, you almost want to change who you are.

How i wish i could just change my name without any necessary papers to process.

Oh by the way, this is just your ordinary spur of the moment thought. Im never running away. its just an idea.

Sometimes, have you actually wanted a drastic change of lifestyle because everything is becoming unreal again? i mean... when you reach to a certain point that you wanted to be in this *doing a hand gesture that you would actually think.. ah.. height* place and without noticing it, youre there, but the sight isnt good? then, you wanted to be somebody so anonymous youd actually try having an ad just for them to view your friendster profile.

when that happens, when the plan of renewing the environment and your identity works, would you actually call it a clean slate? or would you think its scary for a young adult to start all over again?

*sighs*

8.24.2007

The Blue Screen Of Death

ok. well to start it all..

SINO ANG NAPAPAMURA PAG KAILANGANG MAGREFORMAT NG PC TAAS ANG KAMAY?

and i thought it was the worse. losing all the files, have to boot your pc using your OS, but no... there is something DEADLIER.

my pc just flashed a blue screen. well i thought it was just a simple error. but no. there is something there that I DONT FUCKIN KNOW.

ouch#1 : incompatible memory. something like, its corrupted or blah blah.
ouch#2 : not properly installed hardware.

those two actually falls under one category. hardware malfunction. but the worse is..

motherboard corruption.

do u know what it means? it means that my pc is going to be brain dead and ITS BRAIN IS MOTHERUCKIN EXPENSIVE. AAAARRGGHH..

so im not actually sure what the real reason is but those are the 3 probabilities WHICH do not mean SAVING MONEY. and those hardwares are not cheap. FUCKWHATTHEFUCKISWRONGWITHMYLIFE.

when i come to think of it, my pc never had that kind of trouble since 2004. but damn. i just wish, i installed something in the most improper way. at least i could just uninstall that crap.

im so sad. i feel like im losing bubuy. imagine him when i press him and he doesnt flash his monitor. like its totally black. huhuhu bubuy i love you please dont come near the light. and er... light. please turn your monitor on. please.

Happy Birthday Ivan!!!


para sa isang kaibigan na hindi ko mawari kung saan nahuhugot ang jokes. ang mga storyline na walang halong pagdududang bebenta kahit kanino dahil sa lakas ng imahinasyon at ng mga linyang hindi lang kababaliwan ng masa kundi mas pakakatandaan.

at kaya ko gustong managalog dahil isa rin sha sa mga taong mas malawak pa ang bokabularyo sa mga gurong nagtuturo ng filipino.

life is so less without you ivan. i so love you friend!!

happy birthday! :D

8.22.2007

YouTube Must Watch

ok. i think i should do my own category sharing youtube videos that i bump across websites. So every entry that i share to you that consists a youtube video has this logo on a certain entry.. *drumroll*


JEREN!!!

YouTube has become my "local" television since my tv is downstairs, the cable was cut off a long time ago and the only channel that i see is GMA7. not bad, but still not enough.

And you know, shempre the weirdos are there to expose themselves. and funny stuff that were caught on tape . so lalagyan ko na ng ganyang logo ang entry ko na may youtube video na ishshare. oha oha. ^_^

ok. so covers were a bit uso nowadays but ive never thought that one upcoming artist from norway covered destiny's child's survivor (wow daming apostrophe dun ah)... and its so weird coz i thought twas one joke lang pero putsa seryoso pala. i dont know if its just me pero.. just click and judge her all by yourself. enjoy. :D




i also thought of using the videos section on my multiply site but embedding is ALOT less tedious than uploading. pfft.

8.20.2007

Whirlpool.

When you actually go through something, like its your pre-midlife crisis, you tend to ask for this certain privacy which nobody could understand and this haze in front of you starts to fade out little by little.

And i just realized im stuck inside a whirlpool. A whirlpool so fast, i literally tranced without feeling nauseated. i thought it was fun.

do you get the feeling when you see that swirling thing and youre so curious you tend to touch it and try to break the swirl? thats what i felt the first time.

until that whirlpool became sooo big i didnt know i was inside it. turning, deluded, and then i got tired, confused, dazed and... lost.

thats where i tried swimming against it. just to prove to myself that i am such a strong person and i will get through it. but i didnt. i was stuck. so i stopped struggling. waiting to feel rock bottom and disappointingly i was just stuck. i think its just waiting for me to crack my head open.

then there are these lending hands trying to save you. waiting for you to reach and grab them by the wrist. whats sad is they dont even notice that they are being pulled inside the whirl. congratulations. i am now spinning round and round with GUILT.

as much as i wanted to be thankful that they are now spinning with me, i think it defeats the purpose of salvation.

now i feel surrender. now i feel that i have to just let the whirlpool tire itself and decide whethere to spit me out or drag me underneath its eye.

and now is the perfect time to throw up even without the dizziness. even without the churning. i just wanted to feel a little bit of relief after one horrible spin. because God knows its so tiring.

and the little twirl that my finger tried to play upon, that itty bitty twirl... became the biggest stirring of my self. and during these times, the choosing is for the unpriveleged, for it will judge who i really am.

and sometimes, you dont really wanna know the outcome.