Motivate. // And all edited additional Fckd up random things.

After waking up, and cleaned up the terrace (ugh Charlie you are the messiest dog EVER!), i cleaned up my violin, played a lil paramore tribute, (yey!) watched house, cooked corned beef burger patties, then took a bath while gone in 60 seconds is playing then went straight to mag:net hi-street for play4serve. Met DK to return her ID. hahahaha.

Apparently, this mercury retrograde is making everyone to do change. Big time change. ;)

Monty arrived first, then shel and then the rest of them, downstairs, laughing our hearts out while Pao is beatboxing and Monty rapping. Why do i always forget to take a video when they do those crazy stuff. LOL

Imago is always ALWAYS amazing. ive heard two of their new songs and should i just say that its WOW. Hale was so energized, i got tired of just watching them. oh and Zach has his new solo album. That i cant wait to have. :D

Emy was there. ♥ After the gig Champ drove us to greenbelt then we went to 6750 and grabbed some coffee. talked about the upcoming treehouse gig. :D

Im excited for our Iloilo gig. Thats also the last day of me being the temp. hahahahaha.


additional:

And because i bumped in to the date December 21, 2012... which apparently is the end of the world, it burst my happy bubble. and there are already scientific claims that "A new model uses satellite data from the past nine years to show how sudden fluid motions within the Earth's core can alter the magnetic envelope around our planet. This represents the first time that researchers have been able to detect such rapid magnetic field changes taking place over just a few months.

the Mayan calendar was the basis of all of these since they were more astrological and that certain date was called the "end of age". aeon actually, could just say end of age. but again, as human beings who got so paranoid caused by all the shit happening around us, i think its time to end this world.

kidding. hahahaha. lets all cross the bridge when we get there. if ever there would be one standing bridge. LOL

if youre kinda curious about it, try looking for esoteric agenda in youtube or download it in torrent. its fascinating actually. how paranoia-inducing it could be.

(after 20 mins:)

I checked youtube agad AND OMG, binawi nya yung pagkakaburst ng bubble ko. hindi lang ito happy bubble. PAMATAY BUBBLE ang ibinalik. OMG. watch this. YOU SHOULD! hahahahahaha

Ping Pong.

Naranasan nyo na ba yung minsan... iniisip mo na lang na sobra kang magisip kaya tinatabi mo na lang yung kutob mo na meron kang kaibigan na tinuring mong "totoong kaibigan" at siya pala yung taong nagkamali ka ng pagtatanggol ng mga nakaraang buwan o taon?

na siya pala ang taong matagal ka nang ibinenta, matagal ka nang iniwanan sa ere, at siniraan ka na sa mga iba mo pang kaibigan na nakikisama na lang sayo. dahil lang sa dahilan na masaya kang kasama at hindi dahil kaibigan ka nila.

mas masaklap, lalapit lang pag may kailangan.

ang nakakainis, pag nagpakatotoo ka, lagi kang kontrabida. alam naman natin talagang nakakaburat ang katotohanan e, pero hindi ba mas magandang alam natin yon kesa sabihin nating "ang ganda ganda ng sikat ng araw" kahit bumabagyo. na merong isang tao na ihaharap sayo yon, hindi dahil gusto nyang sukatin ang pagkatao ng isat-isa, kundi dahil ganon talaga ang pagkakaibigan.

i conclude that the word "love" and "friendship" has been so overused, people thought that its just a better word for acquaintance, company and a lack of control in self-habit.

kaya ang saya ng pasok ng taong 2009. nakikita mo na yung kulay, yung kapangitan at kagandahan ng lahat. pero wow. nakakabigla na ganun pala talaga ang mundo. i thought ive learned enough. hindi pa pala..

Veronika Decides To Die (The Movie)

This book changed my life. Literally. And i have never EVER thought they will make a movie out of it.

Sarah Michelle Gellar is somehow promising. Im hoping that this will be a great one. Sobrang umaasa na hindi nila sisirain ang libro.

Pero nabaliw ako nung nalaman kong may movie na. Pati Confessions of a Shopaholic (which is weird coz when my sister and i were talking about Devil Wears Prada, nagtaka ako bat wala pa yung Shopaholic.)

Thanks Ryan. Wow lang at natagpuan mo ito.

The Happy Birthday Monty Gig ♥

My head hurts so much. And i feel like throwing up but my stomach doesnt have anything in it except uric acid i guess. I guess i drank too much last night.

But thats how good Monty's Birthday Party is.There were lots of bands, a sprinkle of drama (actually, it was the guard's idea to create drama, which is senseless and fuckedup.), and lots of fun.

I really didnt care much if our band sounded good or not. as long as i know i got the notes and the words right. hahahaha and again, i was so drunk when we performed. but according to people i trust, yes we did good.

Sam and Erika were there! ♥♥♥ Champ, DK, Monty, and i were in one table talking about the hills and Gossip Girl and how we try to imitate them talk. hahahahahaha and there was TOO MUCH information going on there... right Erika? hahahahahahahahahahaha

A lot of our friends came. Amie was there. *woot* Jim was there, and Dimples and everyone. It's also Ehboi's birthday when the clock struck 12. <|:D~

Oh shit. that reminds me. i have to send luanne our song. eeep. Luanne, Roll, VJ and Angel gave me the courage to have that extra energy. hahahaha

Again to Monty, even though i almost became the birthday bear last night and kept on greeting him the whoooooooollle party whenever we bump into each other, Happy Birthday! Youre one of the kindest, the sweetest, and the funniest person i knew. You deserve great YEARS to come. we love you! ♥ Happy Birthday!

For Sale: Squire Stratocaster and Digitech RP400a Effects

Hi guys. Im selling my guitar and my effects for a package of 10k. If youre going to buy it individually, its 6k each.

The guitar has been used for just a few times. It was actually the guitar champ used on their first MTV PILIPINAS live performance. Roll Martinez signed it and it has the sticker of Imago's Akap which was given by Myrene Academia herself. (Kung pwede ko lang tanggalin for sentimental purposes ginawa ko na kaso mukhang masisira yung itsura nung guitar. heehee. I used the effects twice lang.

Im planning to focus on the violin kasi and im not using it anymore so if anyone's interested, just message me and ill give you a Private Message. :D

2008 YearEnder Post.

Its a half and an hour before we start throwing away our calendars. And im here, ran inside my room coz every single friend that i have here in our neighborhood is holding a firecracker.

And my hands preoccupied by covering my ears. My god i hate them.

I think New Year's Day has always been the day i look forward to. Its like the rewind button without the rewinding purpose. And that doesnt even make sense.

Im sincerely Happy. I think this year was so messy, it built me as a person. Ive faced my demons alone and my friends around me, letting me know that i have them around me. I was so laid back until there came the mess. But they never left me. And i am so happy because i know im so blessed.

• Tricia Hermosura - it was this year that we never saw each other that often. But you were always with me no matter what. I could literally hug you while typing this, (talk about multi-tasking) and utter i love you so much for being the bestest friend ever. I think weve even had telepathy coz of this friendship. Like when our eyes meet, we know the words were about to say.
• Yeshyee Hermosura - My god. If there comes a time that we have our own sky-is-the-limit budgeted event, MTV will crumble to pieces. The harnesses, the fireworks, the LCD screen background, the choreographies... walang tatalo. I think si Ona lang. with Ivan. hahahaha.
• Ronaldo Nicolas / Abhie Trillana-Icamina / Ivan Ocampo - I love you so much that i almost caused our friendship to fall apart. But you were still there. No matter what. And you tried understanding me, making me realize things i shouldve done as an adult. It came to my senses that this phase of my life is one of those wake-up calls. Those laughters we shared, those craziness no one could ever imagine... this year was one hell of a roller coaster ride. And thank you for taking me off my own roller coaster. Yeah it was nauseating already. I love you guys. (I really should start getting used to the fact that abhie's last name is icamina, hahahaha.)
  
• Erika Hocson - Wow. And should i say wow. We have come this far. And in every battle in your life, you should expect that im just a step behind you. You have been the sweetest, the nicest, and the most thoughtful of all. And i would not let anybody hurt you like *insert asshole's name here*. I love you!
• Ethel "Mamu" Cachapero - There came a time that you were struggling with your own battles. And as much as you wanted me to fight my own, you still helped me with every chance that you get. I am grateful that i have you. And i will find that right time where i could somehow give back that kindness we had. I will never ever leave your side. I love you mamu. so much.
• Leeza Dela Fuente, Celest Flores, Don Peñalosa, Hannah Alacantara, Hazel Laude, Jamie del Rosario, Lea Pagsisihan and Cecil Enriquez - you have been my sisters (and don... my.. brother?... hahahaha) and though i might seem to be so preoccupied and we dont see each other... always think that i am wishing to be there with you. I hope for more years. And more bricks to scream on. hahahahahaha
• Champ LuiPio, Sheldon Gellada, Roll Martinez, Omnie Saroca, Lesley Espiritu, Abby Mañalac, Emy Calcena and Anna Sy - My treehouse family. My Hale family. Its always a breath of fresh air whenever we see each other. This year has been that year where i think one of the turning points has come. But the music that connected us will always be on maximum volume. And more years for us!!! :D
• Monty Macalino, Gracie Potenciano, and Luanne Manlapaz - whenever we see each other sa gigs, you were like the fireplace when the place is all covered with snow. The warmth from you guys will never be matched. And i really feel glad that youre a part of my music life. More years to come para sa Fernando Torres!!!
• Wawa Sy - akala mo wala ka rito noh. Gagu mahal pa rin kita! :D kahit di tayo nagkikita ng madalas, para kang christmas gift para sakin pag sumusulpot ka. luv u still wawerz!
• Ryan Edric Ramos - I love you BFF. Thank you for being there when i need to be cheered up. For making my days special. For the laughters, the series that we share. The food, the cookings. I sincerely think that were triplets. It just so happened that im a decade away. LOL.
• Rae Ramos / Dianne Uyanguren - kayo talaga e. fan ako ng loveteam nyo kahit maraming epal. Kayo ang bida ng koreanovela ko. hahahahaha
• Rey Madriaga / Al Jomaih Lamoboloto / Gene Aris Inguillo - my blood brothers. I have shared years of music with you. And that kind of music we are playing together is something that no age or disease could remove in my system. Pag nagka-amnesia ako, isang tugtog lang ng what if or stolen sky... babalik yata ang alaala ko. seriously. kayo ang tattoo ko. permanente na kayo at walang atrasan. darating ang araw, tayo na ang kakaway at pipirma hahahaha. mahal ko kayo. :D
• Rae Ramos / Jeff Ancot / Sid and Kim Del Prado - kayo naman ang mga pinsan ko. simula pa lang to ng tagumpay. darating din kayo don. hanggang ngayon yung paniniwala ko with your music, you will get what you deserve. :)
• Ehboi Sugay - ang isa sa mga pinakapasaway. Pero eto ka pa rin at eto pa rin ako. So eto tayo.

At sa mga hindi ko nabanggit, hindi yon dahil nakalimutan ko kayo, yun ay dahil mag ttwelve na kakaisip ng dedication sa bawat isa. and the fact that we know each other, and youre in my phonebook, the kind of a person i am, you should know by now that youre special. Sa lahat ng bandang sumali sa treehouse. Sa mga taong nanonood sa treehouse at sa mga taong sumusuporta ng bandang pinoy... kung alam nyo lang kung gaano ako kasaya at natutulungan nyong bigyan ng pagasa ang mga musikerong gustong marinig at DAPAT marinig ng buong mundo. Happy New Year sa Lahat at sa Pamilya nyo.

Ingat sa paputok and may we all face the coming year with contentment and happiness. Tagay para sa inyong lahat! :)

I lost my Wallet. This Holiday Season is the Bomb YEAH!

Gabby and I went to Robinsons to get food for Charlie. And a dog soap. She wanted to go to the amusement center and we played there for an hour.

We went to National Bookstore and got something for our Xmas Party tomorrow. I had it wrapped. and the way it was wrapped SUCKED bigtime.

at dahil sa pukinginang cab driver na yon, ang dami kong dala, wala pa shang barya. SA ISANGDAAN! WALA SHANG BARYA SA ISANGDAAN. putangina. pagkabunot ko ng wallet ko, after saying na wala shang barya, kumuha ako ng pera sa bulsa ko para sa barya nya.

pagkauwi ko... wala yung wallet. andun lahat cards ko. putanginang buhay to.

Happy Holidays!