quarter life crisis.

magkasinginit na ata ang ARAW at ang KWARTO ko. sa sobrang init, kung may buhay lang ang aircon ko, magpapabili rin yun ng aircon para sa kanya. mahihiya ang kawali sa sampayan namin. kulang na lang magliyab. pano, nagpunta ako ng terrace, nadikit ako sa sampayan namin, ayun, may paso ako sa braso. GANON KAINIT!

at kailangan ko ng magsalamin. dahil since april 14, may migraine attacks ako. ngayon ang pinakamatindi. akala ko dahil sa init. yun pala dahil sa liwanag. punyeta punyeta. may problema pa ang banda namin. isang mahaba at personal na entry kaya wala rito sa post nato.

depressed ako. 1 month na. pero walang dahilan. dinagdagan pa ng mistulang silab ng impyerno. wala nakong masasabi. sawa nakong magsalita.

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wala na si anwar. :c what the fuck is happening to them? ang galing kaya nun. pag natanggal pa si bo at si carrie, ewan ko na lang.

migraine attacks for 6 days now.

guest ako sa south park.

i edited 's work. this is all his idea and he sent it via email. thanks bes. :)

imago gigskeds and stuff.

though na-post na po ito ni boss tim, uulitin ko lang.

April 23 (sat) : 10pm. BSU MALOLOS BULACAN. multi-band concert w/ Cambio, Sugarfree and other bands.

April 29 (fri) : MAYRICS Play 4 Serve

saya nyan. kitakits tayo.

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"happy 67th monthsary"

my baby and i will be going to metrowalk to have dinner. may party pa si gabby so di sya makakasama.

naglinis ako ng terrace. and boy, it took me 3 fuckin hours para lang matanggal lahat ng alikabok sa sahig.

one hell of a gig.

we played with imago, sun valley crew and 6 other bands last saturday. i didnt make it to post coz i had slept my sunday away. sa sobrang pagod.

big thanks sa revolver production. for making it possible. we played one way, do, and laya then they requested one song pa. kulit ni aris kaya summer romance pa rin shempre. i sang bihag with imago and got gabby's (urbandub) part.

tricia, , (nice meeting u!), , charisse, my baby, and rico went there and watched. of course the whole band was there dahil nga tutugtog kami. maraming salamat sa imago for making us know that we really can kick some ass.

\m/ stig!

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i bumped with anj and normz at starbucks la salle awhile ago. normz made me listen to their demo version of the songs on their upcoming album released on 2nd week of may. they were really really good (and i mean really REALLY good). takipsilim and stillness are some of the songs, btw, it's the band paramita im talking about.

i am one of a big fan of ria's voice but unfortunately i didn't get a hold of murder of crow's demo cd before. not my day is one of my favorites and it topped nu's midnight countdown long time ago. cant wait to get the album next month.

ang daldal ko na naman kanina. kelan ba naman hindi.

peste.

who the hell is mike tan??? well, anim na taxi lang naman ang ayaw magpasakay sa akin dahil may shooting daw sya sa may amin. (direktor ba yun? kahit sino tanungin ko di sya kilala.) or sexy actor? ah ewan.

just imagine, you are waiting under the 130 in the afternoon sun, and after 45 minutes ka ng nakasakay. mas mapula nako sa makopa. at hanggang ngayon, ang hapdi ng balat ko. grabe pa yung traffic.

top 10 reasons kung bakit hindi recommendable ang manood ng shooting:

10: mapapanood yan sa sine, o di kaya sa tv.
9: unless nasa harap ka, wag ng magaksaya ng pagod kung 2 miles away ka at hinahabaan na lang ang leeg.
8: may mandurukot.
7: kung hindi mo rin kilala ang pinapanood mo, at nagttyaga ka sa init ng araw, magtinda ka na lang ng bananacue. marami ka pang matutulungang nagugutom sa maliit na halaga.
6: oras na nakaharang ka sa dadaanan, magmamaganda sa yo ang alalay ng damuhong artista na yan.
5: 3% lang ang pagasang makuha ka bilang extra. 97% eh papalayasin ka ng cameramen dahil nakaharang ang bumbunan mo.
4: itatapon mo rin ang pirma nya lalo nat hindi ka nya talaga fan at kananalo nya lang sa kung anumang contest sa tv kaya sya naging artista.
3: malulungkot ka afterwards dahil marerealize mo kung bakit di ka pinanganak na kasingtangkad nya, kasingbalat o kasingputi.
2: in which, mageend sa suicide kung wala kang utak.
1: hindi ka pwedeng manood lalo na't nagddrive ka ng truck at nakaharang ka sa mga bumubusinang mga sasakyan na may mga lamang taong MAY ORAS NA HINAHABOL!

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"sober"

a surge of surrealism
grabbing both my wrists
while this cloud like pillows
or pillow like clouds
dance beneath my very head

could this be butterflies
or just that citric acid i got
what sense could it bring
but just that feeling of sweet barf

and the world is spinning round
turned upside down
with just someone in the middle
a vague but
familiar ground of warmth

then i try to stand up
but the floor is like a ripple
i never intended to catch
then i wanted to leap
but all i do is fall
over and over
again and again

and i still laugh
i dont wonder why
coz this lightness within
every inch of me
is the only thing i know

i hurt
i tremble
and i am clueless
of who i am

until its over
then the floor is that same ground
i step
i gaze
im fine
but pain still lingers
in my very head.

once im over this phase
i will not have you again
out of system
out of heart
out of me.

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"estranghero"

eyes talk
and those butterflies flew
ice melts moisting the blue cup
by the heat of your smile
in this humid 7pm

you look my way
i glance to yours
and that funny old feeling
of deja vu

worth the wait
worth the embarassment
worth the awkward meeting
worth the risk

when zodiacs became
a fruit topped dessert
your breath trembled
as those funny remarks were uttered.

you dont know my name.
i dont know yours.
yet.

che's birthday

well i still lack sleep as the usual. yesterday, i woke up at around 1pm. coz rico was supposed to meet me up. and there's this weird incident that i did not understand about it. he went straight home coz he has no signal. isnt that the lamest weirdest excuse when making someone wait for nothing at all? so instead, i texted abhie to meet up coz i am really really pissed off about it. magkakasolian na nga sana ng gamit kaso tsk, marunong pa rin akong maawa. our cranium session was moved coz of him. pero natuloy din naman coz ivan had a sick leave for the game.

then i found myself being obligated to go to the simple plan/avril lavigne concert. i have to accompany che and her sister sa the fort. and its 1545Php for something to just annoy myself. and i quote an avril fan: "heyy.. dont jump. i might break a heel." ... and there's this girl who sings louder than the speakers and the woofers and the subwoofers. oo, fan sya. oo, kabisado nya LAHAT ng songs, pero hindi ibig sabihin nun sha na ang pakikinggan naming magperform. annoying kids. pero para kay avril, talented pala talaga sya huh.

then i went back to khaz's house. played cranium with steph, ronald, burns, ivan, khaz and alfred. sarap nung long island. anlamig. went home ng around 630am.

woke up ng 1130 coz i have to meet rico, abhie and kit sa glorrietta, papunta sa birthday ng babe ko. at nandito na kami ngayon. :)


Happy birthday babes! :)