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silent hill


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BULLSHIT!

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yeah im really fuckin drunk. boozed up with marv, jon, wey, jojo, tina and josh.

came from MTV imago and sandwich taping at cafe lupe with che. imago played 2 new songs and damn sandwich coz they're more than good. actually, they need another term for good. they're really one of the best bands ive ever listened to.

since i cant think normally... saka nako magkkwento. believe me, i proof-read this post pa and it had more than 20 typos. pft.

drunk yey! im drunk on a friday night. I LOVE TO BE NORMAL!

will be watching silent hill with ivan and trish later. sale pa sa megamall. my ipod needs a new skin i think. just for it to match with the bag. hahahaha

bluesky prod at 19 east

champ, anna, che, me, mamu, lea, cecil, monty


monty, cecil, champ, lea, che, mamu, me, anna


photos will be uploaded some other time. baka sa multiply ko na kasi mejo babagal sa lj. :D

one of the coolest things...

rico robles of PBB and me. 's SUCH a trendsetter.


mike (half of his face), diego, marc abaya, , and me


♥aia, ja, ria, ron, yey, me and mike on the center..♥




ill post the other pics a lil later... meanwhile, see ya at 19 east. :)

P4S first album night.

just came home from it all. DAMN THE NIGHT WAS MORE THAN GREAT.. i dont even know how to start.

ok so first... , , and me met up at robinsons place.. had a lil 2hour chat while eating in chef d angelos. i told them about jhunalyn (the manuscript) and i have to remind myself sending it to them. was supposed to buy a ream of glossy bond paper but twas out of stock. *million hugs* namiss ko kayo.

so i went to saguijo right after for play for serve's first album night. sobrang alinsangan ngayon grabe so di muna ako pumasok... and tumutugtog na yung chico science nun. then ja, ria of paramita and yey came. shit memories. mapapalampas mo ba ang imago na tumugtog ng songs from the first album? shempre hindi. had fun with leigh (congrats for being cambio's new manager), , , tani d. (na guitarist na pala ng narda ), cris and chuckie (na manager ng narda ) selling shirts (while orange and lemons was playing), and thinking of things that we "can" sell to take advantage of the humidity. (e.g. pamaypay with a sandwich print on it. or burda. whatever.) zach was wearing his astroboy shirt (na suot nya pa nung first album days), diego castillo had his first album hair. hehehe we all ran inside when it was after image's set. hindi na kami nakapasok. so us, raimund, jason caballa and i were just there standing outside the window while singing "next in line" and "tag-ulan" with miro belting it out. high school days for us.. and elementary days for others. hahahahaa.

when it was imago's turn, we all went inside and they played rainsong, pretty me, alay, idlip, otherwise and had a taste of one of their new songs from their 3rd upcoming album. i sat beside , mikeUPLB and diego and iba yung versions nila nung old songs. cool but... namiss ko pa rin yung una. sandwich had the last set and they had a surprise for everybody. MARC ABAYA!!!! hdsgkhasdfkajdsfkajdfkadfhgadsf. yes we almost lost our control (especially , freaking out with JUST having the idea that marc abaya might be there to sing... and when he just figured out that marc was REALLY there... he shrieked like an insane banshee which eventually caught the attention of the crowd inside saguijo.. quoting diego "did i hear some shrieking??" *aia and my face: *), party-ed KRAYZILEH. klepto, maybe, grip stand throw, and butterfly carnival were just a few songs that i could mention since i am all weirdo and drenched coz of the jumping and the banging of the head, i almost broke raimund's keyboard amp. man, saguijo was all crazy. full of people, singing the song, sandwich on amps (yes on amps coz raimund, mong, diego and aia were standing on the amplifiers), my 5 bottles of beer and lastly... The PICTURE TAKING. ( finally had that almost perfect picture with marc abaya, looking like madonna and the child. obsessed and posessed. bad combo.)

and a message to : I NOW HAVE A PICTURE WITH RICO ROBLES!!!! kjhnlkxjchasldfkjhaldkfn ;aosjf;ajdfg;lfdjg;osdfjg;jsmf;lkasdjkhadsbgfkjbadfkljhurhkjdfnv.kzcnv ;oihadnbsdf.knjas;klfhlasjdkfhalksjdfhlasjkdfnljkdxhflkjhf.

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IM STILL NOT OVER THE EXPERIENCE. especially the part where i ran towards rico robles and said (yes i didnt do it discreetly. i was oh-so-proud to let people know that i WANT TO HAVE A PICTURE WITH THE REAL MR. RICO ROBLES) "HI RICO!!!! CAN WE HAVE OUR PICTURE TAKEN PLEASE!!!!". and like i had 3 shots. shempre gusto ko rin picture perfect.

surreal dawg. surreal. *dies*

ouch.

after 4 or 5 months.. i went to the dentist and had my braces adjusted. when she removed my wire... 11 brackets were removed so its like cementing/gluing (or whatever dental term they use that involves excruciating torture by saying aaahh and keeping it openly steady for 5 hours) everything all over again.

well its all my fault since im too lazy to go to parañaque for that. reason why i still have metal inside my mouth for almost a year and a half now. my aunt is my dentist. she's omnie's dentist too. omnie pointed out the black rubber to my aunt for his brackets but no... i ordered it hahahaha.

this is killing me. its like my teeth's being pulled off. and whenever my tongue ring bumps into one of my teeth... shit.. indescribable. wow this is like the post when i first had it. nostalgically painful.

after 5 long hours... dea , her cousin chamy, and i met up at starbucks sm sucat. had a lil chat about sumn sumn then had dinner at chicken bacolod inasal. while talking about sumn sumn still.

so later... im supposed to go to gma7 for the bluesky prod announcement but i guess ill let champ do the talking instead. mukhang di ko kaya sa sakit na nararamdaman ko ngayon. i cant even sleep.

imago, sandwich, p4s at saguijo later. 4 beers will do the trick.

P.S. stonefree couldnt make it on thursday. so itll be hilera, hale, soapdish and mayonnaise lang. :)

bluesky prod presents...

design courtesy of .

watch out for , , and 's hosting prowess. wahahahahahaa.

hale shirts and bluesky production buttons will also be available. see ya. :)

couch potato slash kupal

well i just spent two days finding songs to put in my ipod and made some playlists that would mostly fit my mood since i got the description thrice last friday.. complicated and a making of a schizo. *hugs* you sons of bitches.

• BacKtRaCkS (i.e. black coffee, stupid girl, cant take my eyes off you etc.)
• BUbBlEgUm (i.e. leigh nash, paula cole, the Sundays, sarah sadler etc.)
• DeAth By DaNcInG PoP (i.e. 5ive, janet jackson, backstreet boys, nsync, Britney spears etc.)
• EmO OvErLoAd (i.e. aqualung, fallout boy, the killers, mae, my chemical romance etc.)
• OPM InDiE sChMiNdIe (i.e. OPM bands)
• sTuPiD TeEnAGe pOp (i.e. hillary duff, stacie orrico, jesse mccartney, moffatts, hanson)
• NoRmAl.. ThaNk gOd (i.e. bloodhound gang, counting crows, foo fighters, silverchair, bush etc.)

and added some disney songs so gabby could play with it. oh and powerpuff girls soundtrack too.

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done watching desperate housewives season 2 episodes 17-19, smallville seaosn 5 episode 16-17 and lost season 2 episodes 18-19.

i really cant tell some of LOST parts coz my god its MAKING ME INSANE. all the weird happenings, libby... ugh. bernard and rose *dies*. and that weirdo they captured.. plus the re-appearance of someone. insane insane insane.

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Today's the launch of the 3rd season of PBB. Teen Edition. And i know myself im pretty excited (i am SO STUCK AT 17!!!). interesting kids. and why do they have to be THAT goodlooking. I'll vote matt and jamilla. im an instant fan. matt's half-american, his other brother is half-japanese and mekmek, matt's youngest brother, is a full-blooded filipino. Then jamilla, got pregnant when she was 17 and worked in a club. her story gave me a heavy heart. too young to experience such things. but hey... PBB would probably grant her something good.

my opinion on the contestants: edited 3:14am

"since argumentative si mikee... feeling ko makakabangga nya tong highschool valedictorian na si aldred. or may be fred since he looks like a control freak. fred against mikki since she has a "dont care" attitude. gerald will be using all the mirror in the house i bet. olyn looked like a social climber na dumikit agad kay nina and tried to throw punchlines. nina, on the other hand, looks really maldita and yeah plastic. matt will just be playing a guitar perhaps with clare watching him all the time since she looked so spacey.. and smiling at the same time. pati na rin si kim. jamilla will be aloof since paranoid sha malamang dahil alam nya na paguusapan sha ni nina and olyn.

bam will eventually drown himself dahil walang pumapansin sa kanya."

edited 6:37am

well he said he havent seen his dad.. maybe joining reality shows is hereditary. hmm...


By the way, congrats to Itchyworms for playing the 3rd season's theme song. Galeng taena. Mukhang panahon ng itchy ngayon huwaw. em so proud of ye.

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okay i still dont have credits. thats why i dont text back. nalilimutan ko na phone ko minsan sa kwarto pag umaalis ako ng bahay. tapos pag gusto ko nang magload sarado na yung mga tindahan dito na makukuhanan ng autoload or kahit ng card. PFT. im also done with all my dirty clothes yay! ive got a clean room, clean closet and a clean curtain.

baby steps and im a changed man.

kumusta na kaya ang mga taong tanned sa boracay? meron bakong shells? PASALUBONG!!!!

weird amp.

i got this from a post in friendster's bulletin board. taena nakakatawa.. in a silly and weird way. my result was..


Piliin ang buwan ng iyong kapanganakan

January- Pinatay ko si
February- Natulog ako katabi si
March- Naki one night stand ako kay
April- Tiningnan ko si
May- nag-ochoocho ako kasama si
June- Mahal ko si
July- Tinawanan ko si
August- Sinaksak ko si
September- Dinuraan ko si
October- Sinampal ko si
November- Sasapakin ko si
December- Kakagatin ko si

Tapos, piliin ang araw ng iyong
kapanganakan
1. Gloria
2. Erap
3. Fidel Ramos
4. Kuya Germs
5. Mahal
6. Ping Lacson
7. Miriam Santiago
8. Blak Dyak
9. Nur Misuari
10. Pong Pagong
11. Aga Mulach
12. Mike Enriquez
13. Rustom Padilla
14. Angel Locsin
15. Ruby Rodriguez
16. Kiko Matsing
17. Ruffa Guttierez
18. Franklin Drilon
19. Willie Revillame
20. Mark Herras
21. Susan Roces
22. Nora Aunor
23. Ely Buendia
24. Winnie Monsod
25. Asi Taulava
26. Albert Einstein
27. Rosanna Roces
28. Willie Garte
29. Aiza Seguerra
30. Dora the Explorer
31. Cookie Monster

Ngayon, kunin ang ikatlong letra ng iyong
apelyido
A- kasi gutom ako
B- kasi wala akong magawa
C- Kasi luma na sapatos ko
D- kasi ang pangit nung nakasakay ko sa
dyip
E- kasi summer na
F- kasi meron akong kulangot
G- kasi di ako nakapagbasa ng dyaryo
H- kasi idineklara yung state of emergency
I- kasi buntis yung kapitbahay ko
J- kasi talo sa sugal tatay ko
K- kasi wala akong pera
L- kasi andami kong labahin
M- kasi lilindol sa isang taon
N- kasi ang pangit ng palabas sa tv
O- kasi siksikan sa lrt eh
P- kasi dumaan yung crush ko
Q- kasi pinalitan yung tanod ng barangay
sa lugar
namin
R- kasi hindi malamig yung tubig sa ref
S- kasi sawa na ako sa buhay ko
T- kasi di ako marunong magbike
U- kasi lasing ako
V- kasi puyat yung aso ko
W- kasi naglinis ako ng bahay kanina
X- kasi mahilig ako sa sex
Y- kasi andaming tao sa SM
Z- kasi mahaba na buhok ko sa kili-kili.
blank - kasi mabaho katabi ko sa jeep.

and after jesus resurrected.. i realized..

managing 6000 mp3s isnt really relaxing.. you think?

yesterday.. i went to that scheduled interview in a contact center (email/chat tech support). pinatulan ko coz the salary was really good. to think na starting yun. so after the interview, pinagexam nila ako at sabi nung girl.. "basic" lang naman. GOD. 7 out of 50 lang ang alam ko by heart. it was like alien terms. i mean... jargon for unidentified flying object's guts, jesus. and they called it basic. 50 items in 20 minutes. 50 weird unimaginable terms.

so its like high school, shading those circles when u dont know the answer, anticipating the pattern coz you think logically that THERE's a pattern so it would be easier for them to check.

and yes.. i am good in anticipating patterns. i passed. lol then they made me wait 3 hours.. (hindi na lang ako pinababa para kumain man lang. napakawalang puso ng nasa HR. nilalamig at ginutom. para lang akong pulubing naka long sleeves) and i promised myself na aalis na ako kung wala pang tatawag sakin within 15 minutes. and i guess theyve heard me think. (yun ay kung yung HR nila ay naapektuhan ng meteor rocks at nagkaroon ng phenomenon sa loob ng kanilang mga sistema).

10 minute final interview. and to my surprise... hindi sa makati ang office namin. NOVALICHES! are they insane??? alam ba nilang mas malayo pa yun sa cebu?

so i said tawagan na lang nila ako pag may malapit na office. geez.

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after that, erika and i met sa starbucks rockwell. ate and chatted a lil then got my 40gb ipod with a really cute orange skin. *hugs* erika ur such an angel!!! it came with free 3900 songs (and that includes a mario bros theme. lol) then bought some poker chips for her mom then got home. :D i looked like a crumpled harassed lawyer paper doll that night. good lord there were no available pics for the said look.

oh and to add a lil thought...

The past days' humidity were... adjectiveless.

nawawala si vincent.

ok. ganito yan. masaya talaga araw ko e. nagpunta kami ng greenbelt nina che, gabby at karen, tapos megamall, bumili ng printer/scanner tapos kumain sa teriyaki boy. saya di ba? hanggang sa umuwi ako... at nagumpisa ang inuman. continuation ng birthday ni marvin.

andito si vincent at ang dalawa nyang kaibigan. si chris at ryan. naginuman... hanggang sa mejo magkatamaan, maglabasan sila ng issue... may nagwalkout, nagtimpla ako ng LIMANG mug ng kape para sa kanila... umalis. sabay may natanggap kaming tawag kay ryan... na bumaba raw si vincent sa kotse sa may bandang baywalk. nakatanggap ng kung anu anong text na andito raw si vincent...at tinatago daw namin at nagaalala na sila.

hanggang ngayon. dalawang oras na to. officially, nawawala si vincent sa pananaw nila. eh kaya namang umuwi nung tao sa pamamagitan ng taxi.

why do they always have to bring guests with mental issues? I AM SO SICK OF IT GOD!!!

pano mo maipapaliwanag sa tao ang mga bagay na punung puno ng drama at irrational. putangina lang,

for the record... yeah im worried. but god i badly need to sleep. and this is all senseless shit. to think na mga bentesingko anyos na tong mga to.

fine.

*sigh* well i guess i have to get used to really silent holy thursdays and good fridays, since ill be having that annualy.

went to galleria last wednesday night to meet up with . i got a copy of our first issue and the book that im going to review. trish and i just got boozed up in their house that night. twas the first time that i stayed there til 330am. brandy, with milk and chocolate drink (homemade baileys, as we call it) at ang pulutan, chocolate chip cookie.

a while ago, went to dianne's place and watched if only. damn. i think i cried over that movie for five times already.

argh saturday pls come sooner. i need a mall.

raid.

things to buy:

• swivel chair
• a printer (probably a very good one)
• a wireless phone
• 3 dozen hangers
• a new mattress
• N70 or joal's sony ericsson k750i
• topshop jeans (semi bootleg)

things to fix:

• my minidisc player (so i wont have the urge to buy an IPod)
• my laptop (since i lost my pink receipt.. i dunno how to claim it. :( )

things to sell:

• my tungsten T PDA (sherylle got it.)
• my squire fender stratocaster guitar
• my 6230 phone

well i dunno if im gonna still have my MD fixed. im opting to buy 's ipod ONLY IF.. i could have it 2000 lesser. or else... no MD, no ipod. ill be getting one of those sony ericsson w900 walkman then. or... maybe not.

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320pm and i was awakened by some rustling.

my mom's inside my room. she was with one of my sister's maids and folding my dirty clothes in my hampers. (note: thats plural. 2 months worth of clothes wont fit in just one hamper. unless its a truck.) so i asked her what she was doing and she said she got so bored, she thought of cleaning my place. (she was answering my query while searching all my pants. the ones im not wearing that time of course.) then she told the maid.. "pag may nakuha kang mga barya-barya wag mo nang isoli." i replied in a pillow-muffled voice, "ok lang basta pakipatong na lang yung drugs sa may pc". she answered casually.. "ay nagddrugs ka na rin? *scamper scamper*".. like as if she was not AT ALL surprised. and i said.. "so iniisip mo nga nagddrugs ako??? sabi ko na nga ba hindi yung paglalaba ang dahilan kung bakit nililigpit nyo mga pantalon ko e. sa itsura ko bang ito mukha akong magddrugs?"

then she handed out 4 tabs. smiled. "gagaguhin mo pa ba ako?".. duh twas prescribed. pft. she stood up, went back to where she was sitting and folded the remaining clothes, then she opened my closet, pulled out some old curtains.. and then two porn dvds dropped. I SWEAR TO GOD IT WASNT MINE. i havent even watched it. (i wont name the owner though i hated him since january), he left it when he borrowed my bag, and those dvds wont fit in it. time forgot it was there. underneath the dirty blankies. no pun intended.

then my mom said.. "anak mahal na araw na... gusto mong mangumpisal?"

wow. clean room and a clean soul. cant wait for easter.

yay.

just woke up. 410pm wow.

i think i spent my saturday watching movies. i watched "final destination 3" in dvd. Gory. I wasnt that squeamish before and now i am not understanding my capacity to enjoy hollywood blood and prosthetics. i cant even finish silent hill 4.

Ivan, Trish and I met up in glorietta then had seafood linguine and mint tea at Kitchen. Ivan hated his sun-dried tomato and basil Penne, i tasted it and twas kinda okay. Until my third spoonful (or forkful, that is) and ate something fishy. Ugh i was close to throwing up. Watched "Rent", which i guess is a lot better when seen live onstage. though chris columbus directed it well enough, went to starbucks, had a few good laughs then went to ivan's place afterwards. Then i borrowed TransAmerica, Trainspotting and two box sets of will and grace. To ministop cityland buendia: You should have a single beer there. You should.

Yeah, ivan ur right. di nga gumagana yung transamerica. boo. so i downloaded it. pero kailangan pa raw ng codec yung dinownload ko so im downloading the codec now.

palm sunday. lets break into a song.

Transamerica is HILARIOUS.

toby: dude... i thought ur a real guy...
fag: we walk among you.


Felicity Huffman is really really good in this one. i even forgot its her.

on a serious note.. yeah life has a lot of different ways for us to laugh about it. some may be a lot bohemian but if we choose to live in a lot more conventional way.. maybe there's life for some to miss. principles, beliefs *sigh* those irreconcilable things that make this world a twisted place to live in. fun though.

yep life is a journey. and everybody has to bring an open mind. :) no day but today. lets break into a song. again. lol

yeah. its the simplest that makes u sleep well.

my day began with gabby playing rufus the fastfood crew here in my room. che arranging my clothes inside my battle-field like closet. wore a pressed pink long sleeved shirt for mamu's surprise party, until the cab's weird faulty meter ruined it all. and the humid afternoon. traffic is given anyway.

after eating A LOT barbecue.. (which is really good), we (, , , , , champ) just hung out inside EMI office. unforgettable was anna screaming with chi(slapshock drummer) beside her.. and man, chi's face was priceless. jamir taking our pic with mamu (which is weird coz he wasnt with us in any pics), and the crazy "rave party" with sir kiko, veejay, angel, sir russ, and EMI guys. champ and i was just inside the pantry talking about some *eherm* serious stuff. lol. no it wasnt serious. i dunno how to explain but it was one of the best. funniest even.

then champ, anna and i went to promenade and the fort. wala lang. may dinaanan lang shang friends. then went to 's event. galeng ng exhibit. stayed sa select mckinley then just ate out while talking.




planned out a fun and fulfilling summer. yey! :D

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tagged by:

10 Life's simple pleasures

Name ten of life's simple pleasures that you like most, then pick ten people to do the same. tagging everybody. :D

01 - Gasoline station convenience store after-gig hangouts.
02 - a ratio of 1:1 chocnut and yosi
03 - Dirty ice cream while playstation2-ing.
04 - Ukay window shopping with abhie, tricia and ivan, making fun of the clothes.
05 - Looped favorite song for more than a week.
06 - Spongebob and Powerpuff girls re-runs/Complete and accurate tv series downloads.
07 - Conversations with Ona and Dianne
08 - Sharing photos with a friend, opening the "ex-files" and my 4 yr-old photos
09 - Bubble bath and a glass of milo.
10 - Reading a book outside any coffee shops.

burnt pepperoni.

310 am and i found myself reheating 2 1/2 slices of pepperoni crunch thin crust and boiling water using microwave heat for my seafood cup noodle. gabby and che were here awhile ago having a pizza delivered when i came home from discovery suites, last wednesday night. i fell asleep and woke up at around 1am, and before everything else...


happy birthday MAMU!!!! WE LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH!!!

last wednesday, mamu, joal, celest, hazel, cecil, lea, anna, champ and everybody's bestfriend ron, and i stayed in discovery suites. gah it was all fun. first, we had dinner. mamu cooked adobo and sinigang (na naubos coz i enjoyed the shrimp pasta so much, ron was laughing coz alam nyang umay na ko), joal cooked fried eggplant and bagoong ata.. na hindi ko rin nakain coz hindi ata kaya ng antihistamine ko ang sugpo at bagoong ng isang occurence lang.

picture the time when champ and i wrestled, he pinned me down... and of course nataob ko sha (at may kasama pang takot dahil ayoko shang masiko sa mukha. papatayin ako ng marami) and we were all crazy laughing coz hindi nila ako matalo. and of course this wisecrack made a deal with joal, i bet.. coz when i went to the living room, mamu was preparing her camera and joal wanted me to go sa kwarto, with all of them sniggering. they cornered me like a boar (this is the only animal that i could think of na mejo close to comparison sakin) and ayun, kiniliti ako hanggang sa kamatayan (i used the word kamatayan coz when i was laughing and about to breathe, cecil got a pillow then covered my face. sweet girl huh).

we played cranium. two teams, blue:mamu, celest (da bright girl hahaha), anna (da artist) and me. yellow: joal, lea, cecil, hazel. nanalo kami. at hindi ako sumasagot ha kasi si celest eh talagang panalo. pang scholarship sumagot. lol then mamu thought of getting absolut kurant. so anna and i played a lil amazing race (coz we got a cab and visited 3 711s and a ministop, select hanggang metrowalk) by getting a cab and roamed around ortigas. so i got them absolut kurant, grenadine syrup and sprite. neat huh. so when they were in their pyjamas, i decided to take a long bubble bath, 2 hours ata or an hour and a half, tapos paglabas ko lasing na silang lahat. :s ubos na yung vodka. i just had 2 glasses. inglesera na si cecil, anna was like a vase sa gitna ng lindol, and joal was like a stripping fireman (well, he IS a fireman though).

the craziest was we went out the hotel, in pyjamas, (celest, cecil, anna and i), crossed the street of emerald to go to 711, just to have a picture taken sa round mirror nila. the call center people were like.. *puffs yosi* HUH??? *puffs yosi... whispers.. stares at us.. puffs*. funny crazy night.

slept at 5am then woke up at around 11am. hotdog and egg for brunch then anna and i were so tired, we barely talked when we were in the cab home.

pagod na rin ako coz 9am of wednesday, nakipagkita pako kay sherylle coz she got my PDA, then nagusap kami about a lot of things (coz i miss US a lot), then sinamahan pa si che sa school nila. nagenroll uli for her pending 3 units. got two bob ong books. (alamat ng gubat and stainless longganisa and man... i was like about to fart when i stopped myself from laughing.)

*burps* note to self: thin crust pizza is not good when reheated in microwave. not crunchy, nor chewy, and now my bracewire is poking my cheekwall. i lost two brackets. pft.

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Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
it's ridiculous
It's been months
And for some reason I just
can't get over us
And I'm stronger than this
Enough is enough
No more walkin round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Cryin over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be .. Thats the reason ( * )

(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
Stupid love songs
Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
So im letting go
Turning off the radio ( * )

(why can't I turn off the radio)
Why can't I turn off the radio

its 530 am and im nostalgic.

i have this website waaaaayy 5 years ago and the last time i updated it was back 2003. somebody messaged me sa friendster and now i know bakit may nagaadd sakin sa ym tapos nakita lang daw nila sa website.

click this. hahahaahahahaha *kahiya*

went out with the kids to watch iced age 2. minsan lang ako maging daddy figure and sobrang napagod ako kay gabby, david and alexis. inantok talaga ako paguwi. the movie was really funny. i am starting to love sqrat. too bad i missed iced age 1. (daddy figure huh. and i cant believe im commenting on loving sqrat. oh god im hopeless)

tiramisu meltdown. should just have one slice or else itll taste like strong red wine with concentrated milo.

i really dont have any idea what i feel right now.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABES!!!! :D

well... i dunno. i had lotsa luck this week and not just me. *winks*

last wednesday.. mamu, joal, hazel, celest, cecil, lea, anna and i went to tomas morato to have some KTV fun. geez. i think we had 6 pitchers of beer, so joal, cecil, anna and me got tipsy on our way home. sobrang thanks talaga kay mamu. kaso bitin e. nagtawag lang ng ktv para i-celebrate ang new graduates. hooray!!! i dunno i was really nauseous the time i went home.

then thursday... went to embassy to party with the nominees for mtv asia awards 2006. i mean filipino nominees. unfortunately, it was too early for me to get boozed up. mga 8 pa lang siguro may tama na ako. i had 7 heinekens and 9 mango rhums. putsa.

yeah. pics here. kaso pang friends lang din. lol


teka *kain mcdo* ng 5am geez of being unhealthy. imagine me chomping on bigmac, large fires and a big glass of pink lemonade. at matutulog ako after an hour. wow xave. u really wanna be "healthy" huh. dumbass. hanee, trish, abhie, ivan, les, carla, kaika, che and i went to gilligans para kumain lang kanina after the gig. had liempo and bulalo. i mistakenly ordered seven rice instead of 3 (and disclaimer lang... hindi ko kinain yun! naka dalawang rice lang ako. i-ym message daw akong antakaw ko. nye. akala mo sa kin baka?). saya di ba. trust me im gonna die sooner if i dont stop eating like i dont have a brain. pero di naman ako lang ang kumain nun. geez.

anyway i met erica. *waves* hope u read this. add mo ko ha. lol

well congratulation to somebody who's 250 thousand richer. god makes the funniest, surprisingly overwhelming miracles.

met zarah kanina sa glorietta. :D missed her so much.

unfortunately, i cant make it to tiesto. ivan and abhie's (who surprised me on being here in manila) enjoying it malamang. enjoyed pala. kanina pa siguro tapos yun. then i saw marielili, cathy, chuna, gracie, peppah and kimoy. with lee. may business meeting ata sila sa starbucks since seryosohan sila. i miss all of these people grabe. as in sobrang miss. gusto kong magpaparty ng kami lang, hehehehehee.

anyway... i am almost done with smoking. 2 weeks na kong di nagyoyosi. since inuubo nako... had 3 sticks for this day. ok lang since masarap yosi na dala ni abhie lol.

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ok i have to have this separated. since ivan mentioned silent hill the movie moments ago.. i hurt myself by freaking out coz god knew i love the game. like its my favorite PS game ever. pero di ko na nalaro yung silent hill 2 and 3. silent hill 4 isnt working in my pc but.. anyway... yeah, my iced tea fell off, i bumped my elbow on the edge of the table, and yes, clearly i freaked out.

so first thing, i searched for the trailer, the synopsis, hoping that they would still preserve the story and everything. thank god the set was really good. those chicken wires, the siren, the fog, dahlia gillespie, the nurses, the rust, the dirt, midwich elementary school, ugh... unfortunately, its a girl Harry Mason. and a different storyline though. (wow. silent hill on west virginia. geez.) and i was expecting a lil more cameron-diaz Sybill. but hey, she still had the same tight fitting police uniform. kill for those leather pants.



the posters and some stills were really good (link.. click me click me asswipe!). as in fckin good. i just wish its as good as i was expecting. *pant pant* yes.. i am still freaking out. especially that banjo-sounding theme from the game. yay. the trailer was like the first animation in the game. as in wow wow wow.

will be showing on april 21. sana dito rin. SANA!!! (argh i cant get over it!)