6.30.2006

isa pang ka-narci han.

mamaya na tugtog namin. kabado nako. playtime namin is 830 and i promise that ill try to perform sober. ayokong makalimutan yung mga lyrics ko at chords. sheesh.



wala alng gusto ko lang ipost pic ko hahahahaha taena wala akong ma-lj.

6.28.2006

why wouldnt dad be proud..

...of a talkative, one week late, spoiled lil angel.. could manage to achieve two straight weeks of stars? oh and two consecutive perfect 4 stars?



now i do understand why some parents pressure their kids to study hard. coz this lil girl taught me that being strict like my dad is never a requirement for a kid to outsmart the whole class.. stars or no stars... she's still the smartest lil angel for me.

6.27.2006

para...



sa isang taong lubos na mapagkakatiwalaan.
sa isang taong praning pero hinding hindi ka iiwan sa ere.
sa isang taong pwede kang tumawa at umiyak ng hindi ka huhusgahan.
sa isang taong itatago ang mga lihim mo.
sa isang taong malakas sumigaw.
sa isang taong biglang tumatahimik.
sa isang taong mahilig mag-oha oha.
sa isang taong karamay mo sa lahat ng reklamo.
sa isang taong hindi mangingiming makinig.
sa isang taong nagpapasaload ng hindi nagpapabayad.
sa isang taong marunong umintindi.
sa isang taong fuma-fan.
sa isang taong mahilig magcamwhore.
sa isang taong lubos na mamahalin ninuman.
sa isang taong mahal na mahal ko.
sa isang kaibigan.
sa isang kapatid.

maligayang kaarawan anna. alam mo kung gaano kita kamahal *hugs-oh-so-tight*

6.20.2006

*bamf*

my body clock's all messed up.

yeah its been a long time that i havent been on ym or anywhere. even lj. some things are not worth posting. i mean... weird events. that would create another set of questions, judgments, unsolicited advices, and paranoia (for me). but mhen... twas like i entered another dimension with a clock 4x faster. things on that world flew much faster. and emotions SHOULD be discarded.

yeah thats what u call internet love. in which, is an exact paradox of the word itself.

last saturday, rico, tricia and i went out to catch up on whats-hot on our lives. turned out... that MY seat was the hot one. yes. im on hot seat ladies and gentlemen. and let me correct you two..

I AM NOT COMMANDING AND I AM NEVER POSSESSIVE!


pffftt. and i call u friends hmp.

some "astrologer" (as he call himself) read the stars for me. for fun. like thats his hobby and it caught my interest. so we talked and damn.. everything was so true. funny that i am a bit skeptical about it but then i realize... yeah. i am in balance. something good happens.. then bad. then good. *jerome sala's gulong ng palad plays in the background* whatever. so di pala ako pwedeng manalo sa lotto. todo malas ako after that. BADUY.

just came home from a 1-lap jog. tinamad ako kasi gutom nako. bat kasi may burger machine sa mga kanto e. parang nagisip tuloy ako ng sansrival. ugh cream. huling kain kong matino ay yung last time sa pier one after awit awards (thursday). siguro naman by now natunaw ko na yung lechong kawali tsaka baked mussels. yeah i have to be fit na. im not getting any younger and damn... ANDAMI KONG DAMIT NA GUSTONG SUOTIN!!! plus.... di ko maintindihan bat ang mga job offer sakin eh yung mga ayaw ko. yung mga gusto ko eh ayaw sakin. nakakalito ang mundo *and then smokey mountain's kahit habangbuhay plays somewhere*.

my ipod is working again. which is weird coz ive never done anything. like... trip nya lang gumana.

ang bastos talaga ng ninang ko. naaaliw ako kasi maraming bumabati na... uy... parang.. pumapayat ka YATA. i mean ok na yun sakin. at least may pumapansin kahit di ako nagpapapansin. lol sabi ng ninang ko after jogging kasi nakasalubong ko sha habang bumibili ng dyaryo... "di ka man lang nagbago.. antaba mo pa rin". susme di ko alam irereact ko. tumawa na lang ako. sabi ko sa isip isip ko... tangina so ibig mong sabihin wag na kong magjog kasi pinapagod ko lang sarili ko?? hahaha joke praning lang ako. pero ambastos ha. kitang galing ako sa jogging e.

ampangit ng AN AMERICAN HAUNTING. ewan kung bakit pang-tanga ang movie na yun. akala nila nakakaaliw ang twist. punyeta. pinagpalit ko pa ang the fast and the furious para sa walang kwentang hinabol pa namin na palabas.

ok commercial muna, since tutugtog din ang banda namin... (sana matuloy ang fete kasi nakasignup din kami run.)



at dagdag na unforgettable quote na nagpamaga ng mata ko kahapon.. na dadalhin ko sa aking hukay..
"ganyan lang naman ako sa yo e... im just here to pick up your shit".

wala akong macomment. baka nga naman ganon ako kasamang tao para sa kanya. na wala talaga akong naidulot na maayos. na ako lang ang nakahingi ng pabor at tulong all the while. hmmm.

pero P.S. masaya pa rin ako ha. ang ganda ng umaga ko e. :)

to all who texted me happy fathers day... salamat. :) at sa mga nagtext din sakin kung bakit nasa TV ako lol ako rin di ko alam yun.

gabby was oh so proud she had a perfect score in all her activities kahapon. she had all 4 stars. *sigh*

6.18.2006

unsent.

how are you? how's work there? it seemed that you don't get tired whenever you get home from the office. oh by the way, i think i topped at my english 8. got flat 1.

sorry i've been such a rotten brat for 18 years. sorry ive never reached your standards. and all i did is to rebel against your system and house rules. it has been a long time since i supressed my opinions about everything you decided for me. and too bad i grew up scared instead of following your rules coz of respect. it was too late when i realized that its really for my own good. which i always doubt when you tell me that. remember the 1000 bucks that got lost in your pocket, and you asked mom about it then you argued? ya its me who took it. i bought a pretty darn good sandals. well... im not really sorry i took it. your wallet was kinda thick that day. kidding.

remember when you asked me to come with you at the coca cola plant at bulacan? when you showed me that you were the engineer who made it. then you asked me to bring a coleman so i can have free royal tru orange. unlimited. hahahahaa. shit. i can still recall how dorky i was then. when we were about to go home, something smelled like rubber and it sounded that there's something flapping outside the car. then the car went wobbly and weird so we decided to stop and check the tires. it was the right back tire. it exploded. then you taught me how to change tires. can u still remember all that? that was the only day that got us talking. and smiling at each other. just a day for how many years.

i know you love me. but why did i grow up hating you? and it was soooo late when i knew everything. that you kept on bragging about me to your office mates. the reason that my report card gets lost for a day, is you bring it to your office, showing them off how intelligent your son is (which is exactly the opposite). that you put down the offer of you being the vice president of your company, so you won't get preoccupied and it might eat your time for your family. for us. why didn't you make us feel special? why didn't you become transparent of loving us? now i regretted all the things i've said. and i even wished you to die. which eventually came true after two weeks, 2 days before mom's birthday. and a million sorry is not enough for you to be back again.

i sometimes cry coz i miss you so much. and i haven't given you anything back. you gave almost everything that i wanted. and i never gave something in return. i took your presence for granted. i made you look bad. that you're irresponsible, airhead, and overlly fucking strict. but you're not. you just did what you have to do. and i took it wrong.

i miss the dinners, when no one will eat if we're not complete. i miss ate's and my time table stuck on the refrigerator. so you can check on us every single second of the day. i miss you, pa. i miss our family being complete and happy. the ones i didn't give any importance before. i never knew what i've got til it's gone. i miss you. and this will be the first time i will say this. too bad you can't hear it. i love you so much. i miss us.

happy fathers day, pa.

6.17.2006

awit awards.

xavier is not busy. he's just too lazy to update his journal. pfft.

went to awit awards last night and well... we all know how credible that award-giving body is. (somebody's not invited and YET they won a lot of awards last time hmmmm. bakit nga ba?) anyway mamaya na ang pangungupal, bamboo swept it with 6 (or 7) awards including album of the year. Hale got two awards, tied up with bamboo for best ballad and people's choice for best group. sandwich had a semi-rockestra opening performance singing sugod with sir raims wearing a katipunero get-up, with salakot huh, and a great sandwich flag. it started the show so well. urbandub, dicta license, hale, 6 cyclemind, orange and lemons, and a lot of artists performed. galeng.

backstage, sheldon taught me one of his "resident party boy" move. omnie bought me a beer and i almost choked on it when shel started to dance. oh how i could see the happy vibe in him. ;) sheesh i should have my picture uploaded with paula and all. orange and lemons, omnie and shel, francis brew, and me had a crazy pic and it was so cute. but of course its a lot crazier with the itchyworms lol.


feeling awardee. *sniff* id love to thank all of my supporters especially to san miguel beer for giving me the guts to pose like this. *sniff*


but before that, we went to dea's house, and she drove her car. weve got a video of it. lol oh shit... we shouldve taken a shot where bad vibes came around before pier one. thatd be insane lol. well, yeah thank god ryan was there. so kumain kami nina mamu and nagmeeting ng konti and im still thinking kung paano magwowowrk yung draft ng guidelines ko. basta basta no pressure at all.

my ipod had this sad icon and hindi ko na sha mareset or marestore so i have to go to the apple retail store to have it reformatted. of course they could do that. im just nervous they have to open it for a hardware change coz the signatures might come off. :(

6.14.2006

0_o

having a kid in her kindergarten was pretty exciting. seeing her all cute in her uniform, picking up her first lunchbox and seeing the excitement and her willingness to learn.

not until the school supplies rush. when i got the list from che to check how many writing notebooks and what materials she needed... i got the answer to one of my hundred thousand peso questions. why is it that some offsprings outsmart some parents?

for a kinder, they had 8 subjects including geography. GEOGRAPHY? so i thought... maybe they will just teach the directional stuff like where's north and blah but no... they will teach some regions in ASIA as well. geezus. asia? i dont even know where kyrygzstan is.

and of course i already had an idea what notebooks to buy. gabby loves the powerpuff girls so it figures. when i went to that part of national bookstore, everything's mixed up. spiral, composition, 50 leaves, 90 leaves, writing, hardbound and we had an hour left coz im gonna go to capones pa. it was so frustrating with all the manic mothers just throwing away stuff above the notebooks like cartolinas and crayons. so it took us 45 minutes to just get some cute animal cartoons instead and che will be manually taking off the extra 40 leaves coz we really cant see the 50-leaf notebooks. oh yeah lets not forget the mass production of PBB notebooks. pfft.

the lives of those sales clerks might be on hell right now. arranging a mountain of notebooks. when i asked one for a long plastic envelope... she said.. "sir sa school supplies" without even looking at me. due to my frustration and annoyance.. di nako nakapagpigil. "YA I GOT THAT! ALANGAN NAMANG SA BOOKS SECTION DI BA?" then she assisted me kung saan rack nakalagay yung mga plastic envelopes... which is by the way, another mess of a place.

and what the hell happened to the normal art paper? construction paper na ngayon? and the drawing book na hindi nila alam kung ano yun tapos pinipilit nilang ibigay sakin ang sketch pad.

and i just dropped by sa capones and saw celest, joan, jo, joyce, nina, lea, cecil, anna and mamu. i think 20 minutes lang ata ako run. sobrang wala ako sa mood magstay kasi ang mahal tsaka ansikip lol. di pako pwedeng uminom kasi magjjog pako ng 5am. (naks)

awit awards. yey. thursday na.

6.13.2006

independence day.

yeah. im waiting for the aliens to take over this country. and i am talking about the green ones.

just woke up. will be watching failure to launch. di natuloy meeting namin sa thursday pa raw. *sigh* may date ako. hehehehe.

natatawa ako daming nagooffer sakin ng kung anuano. bat di raw ako mag-DJ? e ang hilig kong magmura. ambilis ko magsalita. bobo ako sa ingles. BAT AKO MAGDDJ? tapos yung isa, ako gagawing wedding singer sa england. pero shempre pinoy yung ikakasal. EH ANDAMI DAMI JAN NA PWEDENG IMBITAHIN. may plano yan sakin e. meron yan. baka gusto akong i-hostel dun. katakot. :s and unless puro ingay ang ipapakanta... pwede pa. pero parang awa di kasinlinis ni josh groban boses ko.

ewan. gusto ko ng milo. tsaka siopao.

*mamaya na ang may sense na post. alam mo naman pag kagigising ko lang rumarandom ako.*

6.12.2006

the omen movie date.

last friday, erika, janna and i met at CPK greenhills, enjoyed bbq pizza, brocolli pasta and caesars salad, buti na lang natirhan si mr starving, champ. janna's leg bent (coz she just had a knee surgery) and she said it didnt hurt. i was a lil scared that she might be in pain coz shes a lot taller than me and i cant carry her even if i wanted to. lol

champ got paranoid coz he thought we have talked about him before he arrived. lol pano kasi tawa kami ng tawa about a lot of things e eto naman si champ eh napraning ata. then we watched the omen, tried to camwhore inside the moviehouse kaya kinuha muna ng guard. hahahaha i bet erika got a lil scared there. the movie freaked me out. though its not that scary but damn the thought of it... *shivers*. pesteng damien ka. at anlamig huh. sumakit ang ulo ko when i got home.



we really had fun. <3 <3 <3

oh my eyes are still swollen. i cried a river last night. love reasons. geezus with that word.

6.07.2006

MYX awards 2006

geez. ive got this overwhelming headache from uploading all the pics in my multiply site (sorry guys... naka friends only pa rin yun lol.)

first, i brought my ipod so the bands that i LOVE could sign its back. like uh... a U2 limited edition ipod. my version was an OPM edition IPOD. and it was MORE than i expected. people who signed were...

• Aia of Imago
• Zach of Imago
• Maps of Imago/Sandwich
• Raimund of Sandwich/Pedicab
• Jugs of Itchyworms
• Chito of Parokya ni Edgar
• Diego of Sandwich
• Mike D. of Sandwich/ Pedicab
• Champ of Hale
• Sheldon of Hale
• Jay of Kamikazee
• Ian Tayao of Cheese
• Ebe of Sugarfree
• Yael of Sponge Cola
• Mcoy of Orange and Lemons
• Reg Rubio of Greyhounds
• Gabby of Urbandub
• Jett Pangan
• Buddy Zabala
• Francis Brew

and last but not the least

PEPE SMITH.

yep... tangina lang. PEPE SMITH signed my Ipod. at sa harap ko sha pinapirma.

*dies*

so ganito yun, , , , , , , and met sa wendys greenbelt 1. ate a bit then went upstairs tapos nagkita kami ni aia then sumabay nako para makadiretso sa likod. i was looking for anna kaso di ko rin sha matext dahil sa pesteng phone ko. si dumaan lang pala. pft. sayang.

so i was with LT, DK and sa likod then picture picture. hehehe.

chino, a friend and i occupied akafella's seats kasi wala kaming maupuan. lolz. nasa pagitan kami ng slapshock and greyhounds kaya alam namin di kami mapapaalis dun. hahahaha.


i had my first shock of the night when AIA de Leon sang "The Day you said goodnight". damn. ang galing. aia looked soo pretty with her black and white striped gown.

unfortunately, Hale didnt get any award. out of the 5 nominations ha. pero ok lang. maybe some people deserved the award or.. maybe not. :p Sandwich got the Best Indie Group though and the performances were ugh... more than great. sandwich with pepe smith and wally gonzales? the dawn with bituin escalante, ebe and gabby? diba diba diba?

ang kulit lang nina chito at jay. iniinis si lucky tsaka cueshe. hahahaha ang gugulo.

ill edit this post by tomorrow since masakit na ulo ko sa antok. nagsugar rush ata ako kanina.

my ipod, my ipod. *hearts*




mich dulce and me :D *big big smile* i LOVE MICH SOBRA!


sir PEPE SMITH. The Core. \m/


Sir Romi Garduce. Tangina san ka pa?


ayan muna. edit ko tomorrow buong kwento. :D

6.05.2006

sunday cleanup.

after we (josh, marvin and i) had ourselves squeaming, closing our eyes, chewing freshly-cooked palitaw while watching faces of death.. (kadiri talaga wag kayong manood), starting 2pm, marvin uttered.. "maglinis kaya tayo ng kwarto mo?". yeah and we did.

actually di kami sa kwarto nagumpisa.. since nagmistula na raw talyer ang aming terrace, dun kami nagsimula. it took us 2pm to 630 pm and 7 SACKS of trash. (imagine.. big sacks ha. sako ng bigas itong pinaguusapan natin hindi medyas.) sa terrace pa lang yun...



before...


ayan ang "walang pagasang" malinis na lugar. nung una. kaya kami ni josh sobrang tinatamad na "vin.. pahinga naman." eh si tazmanian devil ata to nung una nyang buhay.


*sigh* mga alaala ng nakaraan...

nahalungkat pa namin yung 6 years kong organizers na dami ng kaekekean. nakarinig na ba kayo ng lalakeng "tambay sa tickles"? yun ay ako. organizer na transparent at ang mga neoprints taena... ansaya. nakita ko pa yung nawawala kong mtv alternation kong cassette tape kasi nakatago pala sa body bag na nauso kasabay ang elephant pants at andun sa loob ang walkman ko. (di ko na mahalungkat kung saang karton ko nilagay... isscan ko sana yung neoprints pero thats worth another post. :D)


ayan ang lahat ng di maintindihang dami ng basurang dapat itapon na wala namang gamit pero antagal ng nakatambak kesyo magagamit daw. mga nanay talaga hahay.


at sa kwartong magulo... kumain muna kami ng tuna sandwich at sprite na para kaming manggagawang pinameryenda. sobrang ayaw na naman gumalaw after kumain. pero nung ok na lahat...


nicely stacked dvds and mags... incense and lava lamp... hay, ansarap matulog sa kama kong nakasapin ang "red **x sheets". hahaha


habang nakaupo ng maayos sina spongebob, cookie, piglet katabi ng aking ampli na malapit na sa saksakan (yehey!!!), nakahiga na lahat sa kama nung dumating si dianne at teena. dim lights *winks* hahahaha walang taluhan no worries. binabastos lang si dianne at di bagay sa wholesome lj ko ang pics.


at ang bago naming tatambayan from now on. di na kami sa garahe nina ambin iinom. para may dvd at beer... friendster at myspace.. boom da base chicane/kaskade/pedicab.. emo emohan sounds.. habang nakaupo sa malamig at MALINIS na terrace. woohoo. (wala pa yung table at mga upuan na gagawin namin ni marv this coming week)


masarap nga pala yung sa knock first. wala mang bagong gamit as of now.. pero pag napinturahan na namin ni marv at nakagawa ng bagong aparador na puro salamin... HINDI NA KITA PAPALABASIN NG KWARTO BEYBEH! :D

kay josh and marvin.. salamat at magiging kwarto na ang battlefield nato. halabshu mah men. *kabogs dibdib*

6.04.2006

ulan at padyama

finished LOST season 02. masakit ang ulo ko kaya di nako magpapaliwanag. basta basta mabubuang kayo.

speaking of pagkabuang, sa edad kong ito... maiisip mo pa ba ang maligo sa ulan ng alas otso y medya ng gabi ng basta basta lang. yung tipong bigla ka na lang tumakbo ng bahay, nakapajama, at nag-aya ng makakasama?





ang tatlong ugok na walang magawa.

ang hapon sa ulanan habang si josh ay nagbabanat ng balakang.

sa harapan ng tindahan nina aling minda habang ang mga babaeng tuyo ay nakikipicture.

at nagbuhusan pa dahil akala namin bitin.



pero bumuhos uli... tapos nyeta ang lamig. nanginginig habang nagaabang ng big winner sa PBB. na si kim, na napatunayang hindi nga sha marunong umiyak. dahil ispitsles lang siya.

ayun... at dahil sa tunaw na ata ang utak ko... nagtataka ako bat ako may sinat.

6.03.2006

what about..

ewan ewan ewan

im too vulnerable to post now.

pharyngitis pagkagising... wow... ang sakit LANG NAMAN DAW!

and so i met this person again last night, sober.. (coz malakas ang loob ko before para makipagusap nung kinuha nya number ko), and no people of the philippines... as defensive as it may look like... im not cheating. dahil kasama ko si che nung kinuha nya number ko. nagkataon lang na nasa rob sha nung tinext nya ako then i was just finishing a book sa starbucks. nagpunta sha at ayun na. i thought... "sige na to just get it over with... makikipagkita na uli ako" but hell no... philosophies and shit.. swallowed without chewing, BAD i say. yeah im in BIG trouble as of this moment. not that weve made out or sumn sleazy like that. nakakaasar lang coz i enjoyed the company and tumawag pa sakin pagkauwi namin ng bahay then still talked for 4 freakin hours.

just a phase right? uso naman talaga ang pagpapabida sa isatisa pag ganito e. kung sino ang unang magkagusto, sha talo.

pano yan... malapit na ata akong macheckmate.

imbis na inaasikaso ko ang away ko with the apple center since ayaw palitan yung remote kahit under 1 year warranty ang nakalagay at sasabihing 1 month lang daw, di nila papalitan. in short... away ang gusto nila. e di away. so ang mga pinoy ngayon, laging mag-aagree na lang sa kung anong rule ang gusto nilang baguhin. sige... wag nilang palitan yung remote for all i care PERO kainin nila sa harap ko yung papel na nagsasabing UNDER ONE YEAR WARRANTY WORLDWIDE. kainin nila ng hindi umiinom ng tubig.

im just fighting for what i believe in. ayoko ng niloloko ako. pero tangina... mukhang payag din akong magpaloko. kaso ayokong makasakit. patay patay ako kay che.

babes pag nabasa mo to magtanong tanong ka lang. kilala mo naman to e. lammo namang ikaw ang nakukuhanan ko ng payo pagdating sa ganito. lol weird na magkasintahan.

PS: hoy mga torrent sources ko sa lost.. yes i know theres no other possible way that you could read this but... wag naman kayong maramot. *sniff*

6.01.2006

pedicab in a day.

ive got this call from LT last monday, around 11pm. kung pwede daw ba ako ng tuesday (kahapon) sa marikina. sabi ko ya... bakit, then she said if i could substitute for mike d. sa isang commercial kasi hindi nya kakayaning humabol.

IM MIKE "MASTERBEAT" DIZON IN A COMMERCIAL!!!

yeah yeah. i played the drums with pedicab in an energy drink commercial. "dito tayo sa dilim" yung ipeperform namin pero shempre pre-recorded na. franz (protein shake) played raimunds part kasi nasa lucena si sir raims. so ang calltime daw namin is 8pm. sabi ko ok... then mga bandang 1am nagtext si deekaye.. 8AM pala ang calltime hindi PM. ayoko ng matulog dahil baka ma-late ako or di magising, eh sobrang excited ako.

thank god fo RA, JASON and DIEGO for making me comfortable being mike d. RA was like taking pictures of me during breaks dahil the similarity is uncanny raw. hahahahahaha. mas cute naman si kuya sus. nung sinuot ko lang yung PEDICAB glasses.. ayun... picture picture na kami. kaso nasa phone ni RA sayang ipopost ko pa naman. napansin pa ng director na kung san san daw ako pumapalo. "sir mike... paki-exaggerate po ang pagpalo ng drums para po makita yung energy" hahahahahahaa. damn. then diego taught me the beat kung pano. sabi nga ni mike.. dapat daw magaral nako magdrums para pag di sha makahabol sa mga soundchecks.. ako daw muna. lol

thanks for FRANZ and DEEKAYE for the company. nagkukulitan lang kami ni franz kahit wala kami parehong tulog. DEEKAYE's such the best road manager dahil ang galing magasikaso. swear to god. no wonder mamahalin talaga sha ng imago.

then sumunod kami sa 3rd floor coz imago had a photo shoot. di nako kumain kasi sobrang antok. aia was on LSFM last night at nung tumunog ang cell nya on air.. ako ang salarin wrong send pa. lol

la lang. the pedicab experience was so good!!!!