ill start with this post first. later na yung sa enchanted kingdom kasi wala pa yung pics. :D
anna told me about this post by lilacstardust.blogspot havent met her yet. she has this list of yearender things and *sigh*..
* YEAR-END THINGIEMAJIG *~
COMMENDABLE PEOPLE I DON'T PERSONALLY KNOW:
Yael Yuzon - he strives to always keep in touch with the people in the SC egroups. He sounds smart. He exerts positive influence to SC's young fans by encouraging them to stay in school and study well. He bothers to ask one's name when having one's CD/poster signed.
Xavier/Anna and the rest of the moderators of the Hale egroups - I swear, about 14,ooo+ subsscribers and say, half of them actively posting.... that's one helluva eyesore-inducing responsibility. One helluva controlled chaos ;-)
Barbie Almalbis - she unashamedly proclaims her faith in her songs and her public image is just so squeaky-clean. When you meet her in person, you just get drawn to her. She is one of those few people who emanates such a positive aura. She is an inspiring person.
this is too overwhelming. i am really really flattered, and.. sheesh no words. appreciation is my weakness. and sooobraaaa.. thank you for that.
12.31.2005
12.30.2005
:|
woke up with abhies call. she's in manila to fix some things. oh... shes not in boracay yet. her family is spending holidays in bulacan and her schedule is like crazy. would you even believe she has a checklist of what to do for a day. crazy crazy.
anyway... i was there at starbucks RCBC for a mint tea and cookie so i could wait for her there. and then agoraphobia starts crawling from my toes up to my cringeing pinky. there are these women of 40's and above (or 60's plus botox) that speaks of... weird teenage kikay language. like "oh my god... we have the same keychain!!! we are sooooooooo (regina george watch out!) soul sisters!!!" i just got intimidated since im sporting a fuckingly red hair... baka ako mapag-initan nila. what if theyre celia rodriguez' high school rival. hindi pa naman ako well-equipped that time. oh well...
so after a lot of talking... and gift giving, (i gave her a german planner. lol), we dropped by at trisha's office and had 2 sticks of hypoo cappuccino while listening to shocking updates about life. lol then i thought of what beanie to wear tomorrow since my khaki one is dusted to death already so we thought of going to dv pero di rin natuloy kasi its too late na.
went to robinsons place and bought 3 beanies.
guess ill be settled with the one in the middle. or the black one. or white. whichever.
para sa ENCHANTED KINGDOM MAMAYA OMG OMG OMG!
anyway... i was there at starbucks RCBC for a mint tea and cookie so i could wait for her there. and then agoraphobia starts crawling from my toes up to my cringeing pinky. there are these women of 40's and above (or 60's plus botox) that speaks of... weird teenage kikay language. like "oh my god... we have the same keychain!!! we are sooooooooo (regina george watch out!) soul sisters!!!" i just got intimidated since im sporting a fuckingly red hair... baka ako mapag-initan nila. what if theyre celia rodriguez' high school rival. hindi pa naman ako well-equipped that time. oh well...
so after a lot of talking... and gift giving, (i gave her a german planner. lol), we dropped by at trisha's office and had 2 sticks of hypoo cappuccino while listening to shocking updates about life. lol then i thought of what beanie to wear tomorrow since my khaki one is dusted to death already so we thought of going to dv pero di rin natuloy kasi its too late na.
went to robinsons place and bought 3 beanies.
guess ill be settled with the one in the middle. or the black one. or white. whichever.
para sa ENCHANTED KINGDOM MAMAYA OMG OMG OMG!
12.29.2005
one day to go
yeah, 2005s sayin goodbye. and we have to get used to write or adjust our cel to 2006 whenever we remove the batteries, going back to its default settings.
i started my day with my sister's text. my mom cooked chicken caldereta for her. man its the best caldereta for me. favorite yun ng sister ko. so ako nung nagpunta... asked my mom na "kaian ka magluluto ng tortang talong? *showing sparkly eyes and shining braces*". she did not answer coz may kausap sha sa phone.
so dedma na ako and i was beating izzy (NFS most wanted) blacklist 12, nang may naamoy akong pamilyar.
ah. it was like heaven.
my moms tortang talong... sizzling hot, steamingly aromatic. tangina pano ko papayat.
I LOVE YOU MA. YOU MADE MY WHOLE YEAR.
im so excited about our year-end EK thing. nanggaling na pala kami run last may. thats where we celebrated gabby's bday. lolz.
yehey may new pics na. hope i could enjoy all the rides unlike before na mejo nagbantay lang ako sa mga bata at tumatakas lang kami nina che.
isnt it obvious na excited talaga ako? especially going there with all the friends i love.
quoting: SUSHAAAAAASSSAAAAAAALLLLL!!!!!!!!!!
i started my day with my sister's text. my mom cooked chicken caldereta for her. man its the best caldereta for me. favorite yun ng sister ko. so ako nung nagpunta... asked my mom na "kaian ka magluluto ng tortang talong? *showing sparkly eyes and shining braces*". she did not answer coz may kausap sha sa phone.
so dedma na ako and i was beating izzy (NFS most wanted) blacklist 12, nang may naamoy akong pamilyar.
ah. it was like heaven.
my moms tortang talong... sizzling hot, steamingly aromatic. tangina pano ko papayat.
I LOVE YOU MA. YOU MADE MY WHOLE YEAR.
im so excited about our year-end EK thing. nanggaling na pala kami run last may. thats where we celebrated gabby's bday. lolz.
yehey may new pics na. hope i could enjoy all the rides unlike before na mejo nagbantay lang ako sa mga bata at tumatakas lang kami nina che.
isnt it obvious na excited talaga ako? especially going there with all the friends i love.
quoting
12.28.2005
countdown to quitting.
shet nagising ako bigla. i fell asleep two hours ago and tadah. my winamps still on and enya's playing holy night. creepy. akala ko may anghel na nasa harapan ko. oh well.
just went to the mall to drop gabby in her weekly playbox habit. then che went shopping for medicines. kaming tatlo ay may tonsilitis at pareparehong nilalagnat pero may bonus akong dry cough. che spent 3000 fuckn bucks sa checkup nilang dalawa and medicine alone. wow. tama ang clusivol.
anyway... i bought the weirdest stuff. lol. a dictionary set, stresstabs and a wireless doorbell. supposedly pa nga bibili ako ng pintura. parang gusto kong magchange ng paint sa kwarto ko. how spontaneous. kaso walang blue acri paint kaya saka na lang.
yes. the title was countdown to quitting. okay this is where it started. ive got 3 planners already. starbucks spark hope planner. ive given che and my sister and of course ako. and i was planning to give abhie one din. then bam. Anna said grabe 7500 na yan. realizing each of those 63 stickers cost me an average of 150bucks. man. do the math. i thought wow... drinking affogatto is like helping kids. wow. heroic? putek. kung dinonate ko lahat ng ininom ko.. mas malaki ata ang naitulong. well i know i couldnt help to get one since naging habit na sha since call
center days pero wow... inipon ko na lang sana. tanga.
then yosi. each pack of dunhill is 54 pesos. kung nauubos ko sha in two days, sa isang buwan... nakaka 810 pesos ako. average pa lang yan.
i have to fuckin save. 50k ang tuition ni gabby next year sa st scho. kung hinde sa paco catholic school sha pupunta. i know the school is good pero mas gusto ko sha sa st scho. hahay. tapos tuition ko pa sa CSB. sa first week ng january ko aayusin lahat. oh man.
so ill start with less calories, healthier lungs, then more money. what a way to save. sana mapanindigan ko. new year's resolution. *sigh* tangina ko na lang pag di ko pa napanindigan to.
on a much excited tone... Enchanted Kingdom na kami nina Anna, She, Acoy, and Estee sa Friday. ang galing. we have been planning about this last last week tapos nandun pala hale sa friday. OMG OMG OMG. camwhoring sa rides. and afternoon. i love life. year ender gimik namin yun. *bjork shriek*
oh fuck i bet the fireworks will be great. *sigh*
just went to the mall to drop gabby in her weekly playbox habit. then che went shopping for medicines. kaming tatlo ay may tonsilitis at pareparehong nilalagnat pero may bonus akong dry cough. che spent 3000 fuckn bucks sa checkup nilang dalawa and medicine alone. wow. tama ang clusivol.
anyway... i bought the weirdest stuff. lol. a dictionary set, stresstabs and a wireless doorbell. supposedly pa nga bibili ako ng pintura. parang gusto kong magchange ng paint sa kwarto ko. how spontaneous. kaso walang blue acri paint kaya saka na lang.
yes. the title was countdown to quitting. okay this is where it started. ive got 3 planners already. starbucks spark hope planner. ive given che and my sister and of course ako. and i was planning to give abhie one din. then bam. Anna said grabe 7500 na yan. realizing each of those 63 stickers cost me an average of 150bucks. man. do the math. i thought wow... drinking affogatto is like helping kids. wow. heroic? putek. kung dinonate ko lahat ng ininom ko.. mas malaki ata ang naitulong. well i know i couldnt help to get one since naging habit na sha since call
center days pero wow... inipon ko na lang sana. tanga.
then yosi. each pack of dunhill is 54 pesos. kung nauubos ko sha in two days, sa isang buwan... nakaka 810 pesos ako. average pa lang yan.
i have to fuckin save. 50k ang tuition ni gabby next year sa st scho. kung hinde sa paco catholic school sha pupunta. i know the school is good pero mas gusto ko sha sa st scho. hahay. tapos tuition ko pa sa CSB. sa first week ng january ko aayusin lahat. oh man.
so ill start with less calories, healthier lungs, then more money. what a way to save. sana mapanindigan ko. new year's resolution. *sigh* tangina ko na lang pag di ko pa napanindigan to.
on a much excited tone... Enchanted Kingdom na kami nina Anna, She, Acoy, and Estee sa Friday. ang galing. we have been planning about this last last week tapos nandun pala hale sa friday. OMG OMG OMG. camwhoring sa rides. and afternoon. i love life. year ender gimik namin yun. *bjork shriek*
oh fuck i bet the fireworks will be great. *sigh*
12.26.2005
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i lost my post. shit im not even drunk yet.
walang nangyari sa araw ko, except for the weather, its like a very normal ordinary day. nagiisip ako ng important detail about what had happened this day pero ang pagbili ko lang ng hikaw sa rob ang naiisip ko shet.
as usual, inuman dapat kami sa aming tambayan. garahe nina marvin. then pagdating ko dun, lasing na ata sila dahil sa aga nilang nagsimula. mejo inantok ako pero paguwi ko bumagsak nako. 8pm pa lang then nagising ng 2am tapos wala na. dumaan na ang pasko. hmft.
i wanted to get drunk and i cant believe ubos na rin ang pangalawang vodka bottle ko. UMAGA NA AT HINDI PA RIN AKO LASING!!!!
"WALA KA NA BA TALAGANG LAMAN?"
why the hell cant i finish chicken little? im almost done with god of war, metal gear snake eater, NFS Most Wanted... and i cant finish SHARK TALE and CHICKEN LITTLE? wtf is that? WTF!
its so weird that.. i know its a kid's game alright, but why is it so fuckin hard? jesus christ.
UPDATE:
two shiny friends added.
so yung iba jan.. pa send naman sa yehboi@30gigs.com yung solo pics nyo para nasa sidebar ko rin kayo. yeh! :D
walang nangyari sa araw ko, except for the weather, its like a very normal ordinary day. nagiisip ako ng important detail about what had happened this day pero ang pagbili ko lang ng hikaw sa rob ang naiisip ko shet.
as usual, inuman dapat kami sa aming tambayan. garahe nina marvin. then pagdating ko dun, lasing na ata sila dahil sa aga nilang nagsimula. mejo inantok ako pero paguwi ko bumagsak nako. 8pm pa lang then nagising ng 2am tapos wala na. dumaan na ang pasko. hmft.
i wanted to get drunk and i cant believe ubos na rin ang pangalawang vodka bottle ko. UMAGA NA AT HINDI PA RIN AKO LASING!!!!
"WALA KA NA BA TALAGANG LAMAN?"
why the hell cant i finish chicken little? im almost done with god of war, metal gear snake eater, NFS Most Wanted... and i cant finish SHARK TALE and CHICKEN LITTLE? wtf is that? WTF!
its so weird that.. i know its a kid's game alright, but why is it so fuckin hard? jesus christ.
UPDATE:
two shiny friends added.
so yung iba jan.. pa send naman sa yehboi@30gigs.com yung solo pics nyo para nasa sidebar ko rin kayo. yeh! :D
12.25.2005
Happy Birthday Sherrylle!
oh fck. i almost slept my christmas eve away.
1pm of yesterday, i was out of town with my mom and my sister, so i texted that i wont be there at her party.
yes, i was so stressed with King Kong as well. it made me almost crush my almost full lemonade cup and those slugs were the most DISGUSTING movie effects ive ever seen. wag na details. ive been such a walking spoiler to people nowadays.
then texted me, that they were waiting for me sa sm north edsa. kasalaukuyan akong nasa taft nun at alam mo naman ang cab drivers, kulang na lang hingin nila para makasakay eh kaluluwa. or dugo ng dragon. impossible people. and i was caught in a traffic so ive made them wait for almost two hours.
novaliches pa kina she. taena sa layo. ive met up with leizel, lynn, rita,, , and . dumaan muna si champ sa meeting place namin then sinabay na si lynn and leizel and kami nina wawa eh nanood muna ng fireworks display. then nagrent kami ng fx na ang driver eh idol si champ. sana pala nanghingi kami ng discount.
LT, migs, lea, veejay and ate kat were there na pagdating namin. grabe andaming food. and ive met one of the most dashing red-haired girls and lj friend ko na sha. hooray. sana pati si mia magka-lj na rin. more vodka please. while im bingeing with buko salad and choco mousse, nagstart na yung inuman and grabe sa tawanan yung buong gabi. from TGIS to the most controversial "roll on" HAHAHAHAHA.
(oh btw. pictures were in night mode kasi phone lang gamit ko.) i should always bring my cam. its just that i dont like being a photographer the whole night. ayokong maging paparazzi.
this one's from. its too cute para di ko maipost. :D
champ, kim, and ria went home ng mga 5 and dapat din kami uuwi na. pero shempre nagkaroon muna ng konting eksena courtesy of chona then followed up by rita na hindi ko alam kung mabubuang nako dahil wala akong naintindihan sa kanila. tapos nagkwentuhan na kung bakit nagkagalit galit kami before tapos sobrang tawa kami ng tawa then nagbreakfast ng kare kare at caldereta then 9am na kami umuwi. nakarating ako sa bahay ng 11am then natulog and that explains me waking up ng 9pm. :D
shit it was really fun. bad trip lang ang ubo ko.
MERRY XMAS EVERYONE!!!!
1pm of yesterday, i was out of town with my mom and my sister, so i texted
yes
then
novaliches pa kina she. taena sa layo. ive met up with leizel, lynn, rita,
LT, migs, lea, veejay and ate kat were there na pagdating namin. grabe andaming food. and ive met one of the most dashing red-haired girls and lj friend ko na sha. hooray
this one's from
champ, kim, and ria went home ng mga 5 and dapat din kami uuwi na. pero shempre nagkaroon muna ng konting eksena courtesy of chona then followed up by rita na hindi ko alam kung mabubuang nako dahil wala akong naintindihan sa kanila. tapos nagkwentuhan na kung bakit nagkagalit galit kami before tapos sobrang tawa kami ng tawa then nagbreakfast ng kare kare at caldereta then 9am na kami umuwi. nakarating ako sa bahay ng 11am then natulog and that explains me waking up ng 9pm. :D
shit it was really fun. bad trip lang ang ubo ko.
12.23.2005
2005 and me.
nicked this from 's post. :D
1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?
play live, sober, in ALIW theater
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
... ive NEVER kept a single one.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Ate Jings
4. Did anyone close to you die?
i dont wanna think about it
5. What countries did you visit?
san francisco (del monte)
6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked
in 2005?
discipline
7. What date from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
November 10, 2005
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
became a road manager
9. What was your biggest failure?
to not resign
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
yeah. fever every month
11. What was the best thing you bought?
my gameboy
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
abhie lolz
13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
some people i thought who were my friends
14. Where did most of your money go?
cab fare
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
my birthday with abhie
16. What song will always remind you of 2005?
anything from pedicab <---- TAMA CHILL!!!!!!!!!!! AKO RIN!!!
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? happier
ii. thinner or fatter? fatter
iii. richer or poorer? richer lol
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
exercise
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
smoking
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
with family
22. Did you fall in love in 2005?
i am forever in love
23. How many one-night stands?
cant count. sobrang dami. HAHahahahahaha
24. What was your favourite TV program?
LOST!
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last yeaR?
two
26. What was the best book you read?
Every boy's got one
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Mae and FallOut Boy
28. What did you want and get?
PS2
29. What did you want and not get?
CAR
30. favorite film of this year?
harry potter 4
31. what did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
partttttyyyyyyyy. 25
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
my mom cooking for me nung bday ko
33. how would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?
aggressive lolz
34. What kept you sane?
music with mint tea and reds
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
elisha cuthbert
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
tanginang pulitika yan
37. Who did you miss?
my mom and dad
38. Who was the best new person you met?
Roll Martinez, Mamu and Sir Russ
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005.
you learn how to say NO
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
we've been searching for a lifetime,
short as it may seem.
riding on the fumes that spark us,
while igniting dreams.
mistakes we knew we were making.
mistakes we knew we were making.
1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?
play live, sober, in ALIW theater
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
... ive NEVER kept a single one.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Ate Jings
4. Did anyone close to you die?
i dont wanna think about it
5. What countries did you visit?
san francisco (del monte)
6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked
in 2005?
discipline
7. What date from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
November 10, 2005
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
became a road manager
9. What was your biggest failure?
to not resign
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
yeah. fever every month
11. What was the best thing you bought?
my gameboy
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
abhie lolz
13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
some people i thought who were my friends
14. Where did most of your money go?
cab fare
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
my birthday with abhie
16. What song will always remind you of 2005?
anything from pedicab <---- TAMA CHILL!!!!!!!!!!! AKO RIN!!!
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? happier
ii. thinner or fatter? fatter
iii. richer or poorer? richer lol
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
exercise
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
smoking
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
with family
22. Did you fall in love in 2005?
i am forever in love
23. How many one-night stands?
cant count. sobrang dami. HAHahahahahaha
24. What was your favourite TV program?
LOST!
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last yeaR?
two
26. What was the best book you read?
Every boy's got one
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Mae and FallOut Boy
28. What did you want and get?
PS2
29. What did you want and not get?
CAR
30. favorite film of this year?
harry potter 4
31. what did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
partttttyyyyyyyy. 25
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
my mom cooking for me nung bday ko
33. how would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?
aggressive lolz
34. What kept you sane?
music with mint tea and reds
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
elisha cuthbert
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
tanginang pulitika yan
37. Who did you miss?
my mom and dad
38. Who was the best new person you met?
Roll Martinez, Mamu and Sir Russ
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005.
you learn how to say NO
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
we've been searching for a lifetime,
short as it may seem.
riding on the fumes that spark us,
while igniting dreams.
mistakes we knew we were making.
mistakes we knew we were making.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY HERO!
to the person who has been there for me... all along. who shared her dreams, her grievances, her punchlines, her craziness, her concerns and mostly her life. the only shoulder i could tap NO MATTER what my problem is. the only person that im not afraid to show my tears. the only person who understood who i really am, and never ever misjudged me. the only person who never left my side though time called her for independency, and life made her the perfect mother of 3. the only person that was there when my world stopped, then helped me pick up my pieces.
one of the people why i loved life so much. one of the people i would protect with my everything. one of the people i would love no matter what. one of my reasons why im still sane, happy, contented, and blessed. one of the people i admire.
my hero. my friend. my sister.
Happy Birthday Ate Winky!!! I Love You So Much!
before i start this post... this is a must read ANG PAGTUTUOS!. ganyan kami kabaliw. and thats why i love my friends soooooooooo much coz kaya naming sakyan ang bawat trip. AHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA
went to star city with my nephews and my sister's family. twas really a fun night for everybody. god im so tired i dont even know what to post anymore.
i bought my xmas gift for che. :D hi cut na chucks para terno kami. kaso walang pink e. so black na lang para astig. hee hee.
i bought 5 ps2 games for my nephews and a watch for my mom. hahay. sarap ng pasko. sobra.
btw... my mom's home. may problema nga lang dahil dito nagcrash ang pinsan kong walang kwenta ng wala man lang pasabi. eh sobrang hindi pwede dahil pangit ang record nya. i dont fckin know what to say to him.
a.) kuya... dito ka ba magsstay? kasi hindi raw pwede sabi ni mama.
b.) *calls sa phone... pag sinagot ng pinsan* ui sino to? kuya? anjan ka pa? - wont work since alam kong sobrang dense sha.
c.) *tawag tito sa room nya while pinsan is there sa sala... bummin around* titooooooo.... aalis ka ba? kasi maglilinis ako.. (delivers this with emphasis) KASI MAGLILINIS AKO NG BAHAY GUSTO KO WALANG TAO!
i think C will work. hopefully. bukas yan muna plan ko.
hahay. bat ba di nawawala ang kadramahan sa mundo. labas pa nito masama akong tao.
one of the people why i loved life so much. one of the people i would protect with my everything. one of the people i would love no matter what. one of my reasons why im still sane, happy, contented, and blessed. one of the people i admire.
my hero. my friend. my sister.
before i start this post... this is a must read ANG PAGTUTUOS!. ganyan kami kabaliw. and thats why i love my friends soooooooooo much coz kaya naming sakyan ang bawat trip. AHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA
went to star city with my nephews and my sister's family. twas really a fun night for everybody. god im so tired i dont even know what to post anymore.
i bought my xmas gift for che. :D hi cut na chucks para terno kami. kaso walang pink e. so black na lang para astig. hee hee.
i bought 5 ps2 games for my nephews and a watch for my mom. hahay. sarap ng pasko. sobra.
btw... my mom's home. may problema nga lang dahil dito nagcrash ang pinsan kong walang kwenta ng wala man lang pasabi. eh sobrang hindi pwede dahil pangit ang record nya. i dont fckin know what to say to him.
a.) kuya... dito ka ba magsstay? kasi hindi raw pwede sabi ni mama.
b.) *calls sa phone... pag sinagot ng pinsan* ui sino to? kuya? anjan ka pa? - wont work since alam kong sobrang dense sha.
c.) *tawag tito sa room nya while pinsan is there sa sala... bummin around* titooooooo.... aalis ka ba? kasi maglilinis ako.. (delivers this with emphasis) KASI MAGLILINIS AKO NG BAHAY GUSTO KO WALANG TAO!
i think C will work. hopefully. bukas yan muna plan ko.
hahay. bat ba di nawawala ang kadramahan sa mundo. labas pa nito masama akong tao.
the pre xmas tasks.
well we really had fun with ronald, burns, erick, rico, abhie and paolo last night at penguins. i cant even remember what we talked about. ang alam ko lang lasing si burns at kumain ako ng sisig. then we walked sa baywalk and i just ate this chocolate cake from figaro papunta kaming SSC para sa shisha. and again, i cant even remember what weve talked about. basta alam ko masaya. until 6am na at masakit na pala ang ulo ko.
then nandito ang damuho kong pinsan so hindi ako makatulog dahil ayoko namang palayasin sha rito. baka kasi kunin nya si rakkie habang tulog ako. malay ko ba. wala akong tiwala jan e.
and since malapit na nga ang pasko... naglaba ako ng damit na worth 2 months. at kinapos ako sa hanger. shit. so kailangan ko talagang magpalaundry. takot kasi ako baka mamaya masira lang damit ko. :(
then i changed my curtain, sheets and all. yey malinis na kwarto ko. :D so supposedly lilinisin ko ang bahay BUT andito nga ang pinsan kong walang kwenta.
Why do we have irrelevant relatives?
then nandito ang damuho kong pinsan so hindi ako makatulog dahil ayoko namang palayasin sha rito. baka kasi kunin nya si rakkie habang tulog ako. malay ko ba. wala akong tiwala jan e.
and since malapit na nga ang pasko... naglaba ako ng damit na worth 2 months. at kinapos ako sa hanger. shit. so kailangan ko talagang magpalaundry. takot kasi ako baka mamaya masira lang damit ko. :(
then i changed my curtain, sheets and all. yey malinis na kwarto ko. :D so supposedly lilinisin ko ang bahay BUT andito nga ang pinsan kong walang kwenta.
Why do we have irrelevant relatives?
12.21.2005
red.
hes blue and im red. yey.
soupstar christmas party and it was really really really fun. DK sang with jep, reese's band. torete hooray!!!!!!!! and UNBELIEVABLY i danced anino onstage. thank you absolut. pinalakas mo ang loob ko. gracie, joan and deekaye danced din. ANG KULIT NI FRANZ. he was dancin like aia. and aia was laughing while singing.
nagulat sila sa kulay ng hair ko. hahahaha. well.. i am officially a poinsettia. oo nga nagiging red ang buhok ko pag pasko. lol
oh btw... sana totoo na tao pag year 3000. lolz. i can eat gigantic dinners.
12.20.2005
surprise
I BECAME YELLOW!
to that DISASTROUS PINK...
and to the maangas ALMOST violet. hooray.
BUKAS RED NA!
12.19.2005
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havent slept yet coz of a 3am phone call from a cousin. hindi ko kinaya. at dahil walang magawa t kailangan ko ng diversion... ive got the brightest idea para may mailagay ako sa sidebar ko. di ko pa napapagaaralan kung pano ko mapapaliit yung hovering. basta basta. lalagay ko sana lahat kaso ito na muna. :D
just check my layout. eto nasa sidebar ko :D
1:25pm
alone and still cant sleep. just with my old companion mint tea and reds. *sigh* wish i could just jump into the water.
kaya ayan... nakasimangot.
kaya wag kang... nakooooowwww putek.
1:25pm
alone and still cant sleep. just with my old companion mint tea and reds. *sigh* wish i could just jump into the water.
kaya ayan... nakasimangot.
kaya wag kang... nakooooowwww putek.
WTF.
to wrap the shit all up...
i am so fuckin tired of issues.
- the party wasnt actually planned. and besides... its abhies birthday as well so we just cant invite all that we can think about. as much as possible,,, id love to be with all the people i love. thing is.. hindi ako ang nagayos nun. and im not even gonna bother explaining.
- ive invited a lot of people na hindi nagpunta. ill make a list.
marielili replied. she said she wont make it. ive texted kymie, valerie and nina sa sun. i can actually recall val replying. (or not... its really vague). i told lea to tell cecil. unfortunately... wala na pala ang number ng sun ni lea. sheryll, chona didnt come. sherylle was sick daw and chona's in a faraway place.
to honestly state my feeling:
i love kymie so much. and val. and nina. ive confronted nina about her being "biba" and all and tapos na yon. its so good that she went sa birthday ko and i felt really really happy she's there. hindi ko kailangang magpakaplastik about that. because god knows i am happy.
i told sherylle that i didnt invite nina so she could come over. coz I thought (at hindi ako diniktahan ng kung sinumang hayup) na magkaaway pa rin sila.
thing is... it fuckin IRRITATES me bakit may issue na masama ang loob ko sa kung sino. dahil WALA. i dont invest too much emotion on anger and annoyance. coz it just eats people up. hindi ako punung puno ng kadramahan. hindi ako bata na ginagawang pang-inggit ang putang inang birthday coz its so cheap. i dont actually make my birthday invitation a validation kung friend kita o hindi. coz MY GOD... that is so low. the fact na magpunta ang isang tao sa araw mo ay isang MALAKING REGALO na hindi mapapantayan ng kahit anong materyal na bagay. hindi ako mukhang ganon.
so pakiusap ko lang... wag nyo akong ibenta. kung may sama kayo ng loob sa isat isa, magpakatao kayo at magharap harap. dahil sawa na akong maging tulay para maiayos lang ang mga buhay buhay. I HAVE A FUCKIN LIFE.
masaya ang araw kong yon. wag nyo namang bigyan ng masamang kwento. dahil for all i know... nagenjoy kaming dalawa ni abhie at ang mga taong nandon. yun lang at tanging yun lang ang gusto namin. to gather all of our friends at wala ng iba. hindi nako nagpapakita sa gigs dahil nagsasawa na ako sa drama ng maraming tao. umayos naman kayo. parang awa. kung ayaw nyong umayos... just leave me in peace. wag nang magmaganda dahil ang sole purpose lang of gigging is to meet friends who share that same music. and enjoy life. wag na nating pasukan ng mala-telenovelang kadramahan na hindi na bumibenta.
oo asar ako. but to no specific person. hindi ako galit coz its a big word. gusto ko lang iparating na hindi maganda ang ganyan. dahil kayo kayo na nga lang ang magkakasama... kayo kayo pa ang nagtitirahan. masyado ng malungkot ang mundo. sana wag na kayong dumagdag.
a lot of BVs. i was supposed to wake up at around 3pm coz hale played at SM North Edsa and im supposed to meet up claire then. i woke up at around 530. fuck. so i called claire and told her na hindi na kaya. i thought of taking a cab to Holy Spirit. i waited for 45 minutes and all the cabs were taken or PUTANGINA SA ARTE. so good thing abhie and ivan saved my day. they were in sm san lazaro at nagkape na lang kami dun. i love abhies hair. unfortunately, nalimutan naming magpic. instead...
the remains of a 4-hour conversation. from sinigang with apricot to serious matters.. wow. kulang pa ang oras actually.
coffee with friends. priceless.
i am so fuckin tired of issues.
- the party wasnt actually planned. and besides... its abhies birthday as well so we just cant invite all that we can think about. as much as possible,,, id love to be with all the people i love. thing is.. hindi ako ang nagayos nun. and im not even gonna bother explaining.
- ive invited a lot of people na hindi nagpunta. ill make a list.
marielili replied. she said she wont make it. ive texted kymie, valerie and nina sa sun. i can actually recall val replying. (or not... its really vague). i told lea to tell cecil. unfortunately... wala na pala ang number ng sun ni lea. sheryll, chona didnt come. sherylle was sick daw and chona's in a faraway place.
to honestly state my feeling:
i love kymie so much. and val. and nina. ive confronted nina about her being "biba" and all and tapos na yon. its so good that she went sa birthday ko and i felt really really happy she's there. hindi ko kailangang magpakaplastik about that. because god knows i am happy.
i told sherylle that i didnt invite nina so she could come over. coz I thought (at hindi ako diniktahan ng kung sinumang hayup) na magkaaway pa rin sila.
thing is... it fuckin IRRITATES me bakit may issue na masama ang loob ko sa kung sino. dahil WALA. i dont invest too much emotion on anger and annoyance. coz it just eats people up. hindi ako punung puno ng kadramahan. hindi ako bata na ginagawang pang-inggit ang putang inang birthday coz its so cheap. i dont actually make my birthday invitation a validation kung friend kita o hindi. coz MY GOD... that is so low. the fact na magpunta ang isang tao sa araw mo ay isang MALAKING REGALO na hindi mapapantayan ng kahit anong materyal na bagay. hindi ako mukhang ganon.
so pakiusap ko lang... wag nyo akong ibenta. kung may sama kayo ng loob sa isat isa, magpakatao kayo at magharap harap. dahil sawa na akong maging tulay para maiayos lang ang mga buhay buhay. I HAVE A FUCKIN LIFE.
masaya ang araw kong yon. wag nyo namang bigyan ng masamang kwento. dahil for all i know... nagenjoy kaming dalawa ni abhie at ang mga taong nandon. yun lang at tanging yun lang ang gusto namin. to gather all of our friends at wala ng iba. hindi nako nagpapakita sa gigs dahil nagsasawa na ako sa drama ng maraming tao. umayos naman kayo. parang awa. kung ayaw nyong umayos... just leave me in peace. wag nang magmaganda dahil ang sole purpose lang of gigging is to meet friends who share that same music. and enjoy life. wag na nating pasukan ng mala-telenovelang kadramahan na hindi na bumibenta.
oo asar ako. but to no specific person. hindi ako galit coz its a big word. gusto ko lang iparating na hindi maganda ang ganyan. dahil kayo kayo na nga lang ang magkakasama... kayo kayo pa ang nagtitirahan. masyado ng malungkot ang mundo. sana wag na kayong dumagdag.
a lot of BVs. i was supposed to wake up at around 3pm coz hale played at SM North Edsa and im supposed to meet up claire then. i woke up at around 530. fuck. so i called claire and told her na hindi na kaya. i thought of taking a cab to Holy Spirit. i waited for 45 minutes and all the cabs were taken or PUTANGINA SA ARTE. so good thing abhie and ivan saved my day. they were in sm san lazaro at nagkape na lang kami dun. i love abhies hair. unfortunately, nalimutan naming magpic. instead...
the remains of a 4-hour conversation. from sinigang with apricot to serious matters.. wow. kulang pa ang oras actually.
coffee with friends. priceless.
12.18.2005
at last.
since i cant find the layout that i wanted... i made my own. i know its crazy. AND IT REALLY IS. but at least it finally paid off. ive been doing this for 3 days. sheesh. bad thing happened.. twas all done and of course.. the normal me wasnt contented yet and i wanted a shoutbox for my journal... then everything screwed up again. ive read LJ's FAQ again and javascripts werent allowed pala. so i checked my css again for an hour then thank god.. i saw the stupid typos.
ive got my sidebar, favorite font, color and all that jazz. :D hooray! im such a geek.
went to megamall. my god the traffic.
it was converse's mega sale. of course ive got to have some new chucks. and since the sale started 2 days ago... no chucks, no glory. i was with gabby and i guess its her brat day. we actually fought when we were eating at el pollo. ganyan yun pag inaantok. inaaway ako eh napikon nako.
and since ive got no christmas shoes yet... ive had her pick up her christmas presents from dada and mama. :D she went shopping and unfortunately... she picked up out-of-the-budget toys. FOUR out-of-the-budget toys. those disney princesses toys are crazy. they should stop making those, they're making every father in this world poor. they never run out of new belle plates or cinderella squashes or snow white accessories. demmit. guess ill say goodbye to my eyetoy for the meantime. pero shes so happy and shempre doble sakin.
*sigh* she smiles like an angel. who am i to resist. argh.
so we have the toys wrapped coz usapan namin eh sa christmas nya yon paglalaruan BUT...
walang nakapagpigil. kahit ako gusto ko ring paglaruan yung ice cream maker nya. hehehehehehehe.
my god nung pauwi na kami. we waited for 1 1/2 hour for a cab. wala na talagang mangyayari sa bansang to kung lahat ng tao oportunista. alam na nga nilang nahihirapang sumakay yung ibang tao e, magiinarte pa. well whats new. christmas spirit i invoke thee.
i am pretty confused where to go later. hale at north edsa then claire at holy spirit. and then there goes che and my christmas shopping then my balikbayan friend from italy wants to meet the whole college tropa (omg omg omg ayokooooooo!) since its her daughter's 7th birthday (na inaanak ko rin.)
all this sunday. all this 5pm. wow.
whatever. im passing out. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
ive got my sidebar, favorite font, color and all that jazz. :D hooray! im such a geek.
went to megamall. my god the traffic.
it was converse's mega sale. of course ive got to have some new chucks. and since the sale started 2 days ago... no chucks, no glory. i was with gabby and i guess its her brat day. we actually fought when we were eating at el pollo. ganyan yun pag inaantok. inaaway ako eh napikon nako.
and since ive got no christmas shoes yet... ive had her pick up her christmas presents from dada and mama. :D she went shopping and unfortunately... she picked up out-of-the-budget toys. FOUR out-of-the-budget toys. those disney princesses toys are crazy. they should stop making those, they're making every father in this world poor. they never run out of new belle plates or cinderella squashes or snow white accessories. demmit. guess ill say goodbye to my eyetoy for the meantime. pero shes so happy and shempre doble sakin.
*sigh* she smiles like an angel. who am i to resist. argh.
so we have the toys wrapped coz usapan namin eh sa christmas nya yon paglalaruan BUT...
walang nakapagpigil. kahit ako gusto ko ring paglaruan yung ice cream maker nya. hehehehehehehe.
my god nung pauwi na kami. we waited for 1 1/2 hour for a cab. wala na talagang mangyayari sa bansang to kung lahat ng tao oportunista. alam na nga nilang nahihirapang sumakay yung ibang tao e, magiinarte pa. well whats new. christmas spirit i invoke thee.
i am pretty confused where to go later. hale at north edsa then claire at holy spirit. and then there goes che and my christmas shopping then my balikbayan friend from italy wants to meet the whole college tropa (omg omg omg ayokooooooo!) since its her daughter's 7th birthday (na inaanak ko rin.)
all this sunday. all this 5pm. wow.
whatever. im passing out. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
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