after 3 years...
anlaki na nung aso noh?
8.28.2007
Wake Me Up When August Ends
its becauuuuuuuuuuussseeee....
when we start waking up in september mornings, a lot of things would be returning in our daily lives. ^_______________^ one.. christmas is crawling in.. (like its something scary) and whats scarier is me getting old. BER months. pfft. but this is WHY id actually want august to fly just like *snaps*
..:: SEPTEMBER ::..
17 - PRISON BREAK S03
24 - HEROES S02
25 - HOUSE S04
27 - GREYS ANATOMY S04
27 - ONE TREE HILL S05
30 - BROTHERS & SISTERS S02
30 - DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES S04
RIGHT??? i mean... OHMIGOD!! - happyslip doing the teenybopper accent
as of now... im re-watching brothers and sisters. i havent seen a lot of writeups about this series but its really worth seeing.
♥ ♥ ♥
ok konting chismis muna and i wanna say sorry to hannah, trish and yeshyee.
wentworth miller was said to be a bit reclusive since the hit series PRISON BREAK, coz there were a lot of reporters asking him about his sexuality.
and it was said that hes been going out with TR KNIGHT'S (omalley of greys anatomy) ex.. luke mcfarlane (scottie of brothers and sisters s01).
wentworth also had a shoot for some clothing brand in korea (sometime last 2nd quarter) and luke was there with him.
the dating was neither denied or confirmed. in fact, wentworth discussed why its so difficult for him to be in a relationship.. "We are on the set maybe 14 hours a day, five days a week. It doesn't leave a whole lot of time for socializing - I don't get a lot of chance to date. But it's definitely something, a wife and kids, that I'm looking forward to experiencing at some point in the very near future."
if hes straight, we could presume that the rumor is troubling to wentworth, then he should be pretending to date some sexy actress just for the rumor to die. or maybe hes THAT well adjusted. but the moving-in with luke mcfarlane in one house... is somehow intriguing. well if hes gay, it might hurt the series. we dont know if thats whats stopping him to come out.
and just recently, wentworth and luke went out.. kinkos then starbucks and they were avoiding photographers to capture them together but eventually walked down the street together with a smile.
sabi nga ni trish.. "its not fun to be a girl anymore". hahahahahahaha
when we start waking up in september mornings, a lot of things would be returning in our daily lives. ^_______________^ one.. christmas is crawling in.. (like its something scary) and whats scarier is me getting old. BER months. pfft. but this is WHY id actually want august to fly just like *snaps*
..:: SEPTEMBER ::..
17 - PRISON BREAK S03
24 - HEROES S02
25 - HOUSE S04
27 - GREYS ANATOMY S04
27 - ONE TREE HILL S05
30 - BROTHERS & SISTERS S02
30 - DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES S04
RIGHT??? i mean... OHMIGOD!! - happyslip doing the teenybopper accent
as of now... im re-watching brothers and sisters. i havent seen a lot of writeups about this series but its really worth seeing.
♥ ♥ ♥
ok konting chismis muna and i wanna say sorry to hannah, trish and yeshyee.
wentworth miller was said to be a bit reclusive since the hit series PRISON BREAK, coz there were a lot of reporters asking him about his sexuality.
and it was said that hes been going out with TR KNIGHT'S (omalley of greys anatomy) ex.. luke mcfarlane (scottie of brothers and sisters s01).
wentworth also had a shoot for some clothing brand in korea (sometime last 2nd quarter) and luke was there with him.
the dating was neither denied or confirmed. in fact, wentworth discussed why its so difficult for him to be in a relationship.. "We are on the set maybe 14 hours a day, five days a week. It doesn't leave a whole lot of time for socializing - I don't get a lot of chance to date. But it's definitely something, a wife and kids, that I'm looking forward to experiencing at some point in the very near future."
if hes straight, we could presume that the rumor is troubling to wentworth, then he should be pretending to date some sexy actress just for the rumor to die. or maybe hes THAT well adjusted. but the moving-in with luke mcfarlane in one house... is somehow intriguing. well if hes gay, it might hurt the series. we dont know if thats whats stopping him to come out.
and just recently, wentworth and luke went out.. kinkos then starbucks and they were avoiding photographers to capture them together but eventually walked down the street together with a smile.
sabi nga ni trish.. "its not fun to be a girl anymore". hahahahahahaha
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ok another prison break item.
and last august 6 when i opened philippine star, this is what i saw...
and last august 6 when i opened philippine star, this is what i saw...
yep. thats amaury "sucre" nolasco and dayanara "yari" torres. (ayan i had it corrected na yesh LOL)
am i the only one who feels that dayanara torres is somehow a part of you being a filipino? weird, right?
its maybe because i danced to raggamuffin girl during her stay here sometime 90's.
i think itd be less interesting if thats another girl hes with.
am i the only one who feels that dayanara torres is somehow a part of you being a filipino? weird, right?
its maybe because i danced to raggamuffin girl during her stay here sometime 90's.
i think itd be less interesting if thats another girl hes with.
8.27.2007
I Disappear.
Have you been in a phase in your life where you wanted change so bad, you almost wanted to delete every online account that you have, change sim, go somewhere far without anyone knowing it?
Sometimes, life gets too routinary, you almost want to change who you are.
How i wish i could just change my name without any necessary papers to process.
Oh by the way, this is just your ordinary spur of the moment thought. Im never running away. its just an idea.
Sometimes, have you actually wanted a drastic change of lifestyle because everything is becoming unreal again? i mean... when you reach to a certain point that you wanted to be in this *doing a hand gesture that you would actually think.. ah.. height* place and without noticing it, youre there, but the sight isnt good? then, you wanted to be somebody so anonymous youd actually try having an ad just for them to view your friendster profile.
when that happens, when the plan of renewing the environment and your identity works, would you actually call it a clean slate? or would you think its scary for a young adult to start all over again?
*sighs*
Sometimes, life gets too routinary, you almost want to change who you are.
How i wish i could just change my name without any necessary papers to process.
Oh by the way, this is just your ordinary spur of the moment thought. Im never running away. its just an idea.
Sometimes, have you actually wanted a drastic change of lifestyle because everything is becoming unreal again? i mean... when you reach to a certain point that you wanted to be in this *doing a hand gesture that you would actually think.. ah.. height* place and without noticing it, youre there, but the sight isnt good? then, you wanted to be somebody so anonymous youd actually try having an ad just for them to view your friendster profile.
when that happens, when the plan of renewing the environment and your identity works, would you actually call it a clean slate? or would you think its scary for a young adult to start all over again?
*sighs*
8.24.2007
The Blue Screen Of Death
ok. well to start it all..
SINO ANG NAPAPAMURA PAG KAILANGANG MAGREFORMAT NG PC TAAS ANG KAMAY?
and i thought it was the worse. losing all the files, have to boot your pc using your OS, but no... there is something DEADLIER.
my pc just flashed a blue screen. well i thought it was just a simple error. but no. there is something there that I DONT FUCKIN KNOW.
ouch#1 : incompatible memory. something like, its corrupted or blah blah.
ouch#2 : not properly installed hardware.
those two actually falls under one category. hardware malfunction. but the worse is..
motherboard corruption.
do u know what it means? it means that my pc is going to be brain dead and ITS BRAIN IS MOTHERUCKIN EXPENSIVE. AAAARRGGHH..
so im not actually sure what the real reason is but those are the 3 probabilities WHICH do not mean SAVING MONEY. and those hardwares are not cheap. FUCKWHATTHEFUCKISWRONGWITHMYLIFE.
when i come to think of it, my pc never had that kind of trouble since 2004. but damn. i just wish, i installed something in the most improper way. at least i could just uninstall that crap.
im so sad. i feel like im losing bubuy. imagine him when i press him and he doesnt flash his monitor. like its totally black. huhuhu bubuy i love you please dont come near the light. and er... light. please turn your monitor on. please.
SINO ANG NAPAPAMURA PAG KAILANGANG MAGREFORMAT NG PC TAAS ANG KAMAY?
and i thought it was the worse. losing all the files, have to boot your pc using your OS, but no... there is something DEADLIER.
my pc just flashed a blue screen. well i thought it was just a simple error. but no. there is something there that I DONT FUCKIN KNOW.
ouch#1 : incompatible memory. something like, its corrupted or blah blah.
ouch#2 : not properly installed hardware.
those two actually falls under one category. hardware malfunction. but the worse is..
motherboard corruption.
do u know what it means? it means that my pc is going to be brain dead and ITS BRAIN IS MOTHERUCKIN EXPENSIVE. AAAARRGGHH..
so im not actually sure what the real reason is but those are the 3 probabilities WHICH do not mean SAVING MONEY. and those hardwares are not cheap. FUCKWHATTHEFUCKISWRONGWITHMYLIFE.
when i come to think of it, my pc never had that kind of trouble since 2004. but damn. i just wish, i installed something in the most improper way. at least i could just uninstall that crap.
im so sad. i feel like im losing bubuy. imagine him when i press him and he doesnt flash his monitor. like its totally black. huhuhu bubuy i love you please dont come near the light. and er... light. please turn your monitor on. please.
Happy Birthday Ivan!!!
para sa isang kaibigan na hindi ko mawari kung saan nahuhugot ang jokes. ang mga storyline na walang halong pagdududang bebenta kahit kanino dahil sa lakas ng imahinasyon at ng mga linyang hindi lang kababaliwan ng masa kundi mas pakakatandaan.
at kaya ko gustong managalog dahil isa rin sha sa mga taong mas malawak pa ang bokabularyo sa mga gurong nagtuturo ng filipino.
life is so less without you ivan. i so love you friend!!
happy birthday! :D
8.22.2007
YouTube Must Watch
ok. i think i should do my own category sharing youtube videos that i bump across websites. So every entry that i share to you that consists a youtube video has this logo on a certain entry.. *drumroll*
JEREN!!!
YouTube has become my "local" television since my tv is downstairs, the cable was cut off a long time ago and the only channel that i see is GMA7. not bad, but still not enough.
And you know, shempre the weirdos are there to expose themselves. and funny stuff that were caught on tape . so lalagyan ko na ng ganyang logo ang entry ko na may youtube video na ishshare. oha oha. ^_^
ok. so covers were a bit uso nowadays but ive never thought that one upcoming artist from norway covered destiny's child's survivor (wow daming apostrophe dun ah)... and its so weird coz i thought twas one joke lang pero putsa seryoso pala. i dont know if its just me pero.. just click and judge her all by yourself. enjoy. :D
i also thought of using the videos section on my multiply site but embedding is ALOT less tedious than uploading. pfft.
JEREN!!!
YouTube has become my "local" television since my tv is downstairs, the cable was cut off a long time ago and the only channel that i see is GMA7. not bad, but still not enough.
And you know, shempre the weirdos are there to expose themselves. and funny stuff that were caught on tape . so lalagyan ko na ng ganyang logo ang entry ko na may youtube video na ishshare. oha oha. ^_^
ok. so covers were a bit uso nowadays but ive never thought that one upcoming artist from norway covered destiny's child's survivor (wow daming apostrophe dun ah)... and its so weird coz i thought twas one joke lang pero putsa seryoso pala. i dont know if its just me pero.. just click and judge her all by yourself. enjoy. :D
i also thought of using the videos section on my multiply site but embedding is ALOT less tedious than uploading. pfft.
8.20.2007
Whirlpool.
When you actually go through something, like its your pre-midlife crisis, you tend to ask for this certain privacy which nobody could understand and this haze in front of you starts to fade out little by little.
And i just realized im stuck inside a whirlpool. A whirlpool so fast, i literally tranced without feeling nauseated. i thought it was fun.
do you get the feeling when you see that swirling thing and youre so curious you tend to touch it and try to break the swirl? thats what i felt the first time.
until that whirlpool became sooo big i didnt know i was inside it. turning, deluded, and then i got tired, confused, dazed and... lost.
thats where i tried swimming against it. just to prove to myself that i am such a strong person and i will get through it. but i didnt. i was stuck. so i stopped struggling. waiting to feel rock bottom and disappointingly i was just stuck. i think its just waiting for me to crack my head open.
then there are these lending hands trying to save you. waiting for you to reach and grab them by the wrist. whats sad is they dont even notice that they are being pulled inside the whirl. congratulations. i am now spinning round and round with GUILT.
as much as i wanted to be thankful that they are now spinning with me, i think it defeats the purpose of salvation.
now i feel surrender. now i feel that i have to just let the whirlpool tire itself and decide whethere to spit me out or drag me underneath its eye.
and now is the perfect time to throw up even without the dizziness. even without the churning. i just wanted to feel a little bit of relief after one horrible spin. because God knows its so tiring.
and the little twirl that my finger tried to play upon, that itty bitty twirl... became the biggest stirring of my self. and during these times, the choosing is for the unpriveleged, for it will judge who i really am.
and sometimes, you dont really wanna know the outcome.
And i just realized im stuck inside a whirlpool. A whirlpool so fast, i literally tranced without feeling nauseated. i thought it was fun.
do you get the feeling when you see that swirling thing and youre so curious you tend to touch it and try to break the swirl? thats what i felt the first time.
until that whirlpool became sooo big i didnt know i was inside it. turning, deluded, and then i got tired, confused, dazed and... lost.
thats where i tried swimming against it. just to prove to myself that i am such a strong person and i will get through it. but i didnt. i was stuck. so i stopped struggling. waiting to feel rock bottom and disappointingly i was just stuck. i think its just waiting for me to crack my head open.
then there are these lending hands trying to save you. waiting for you to reach and grab them by the wrist. whats sad is they dont even notice that they are being pulled inside the whirl. congratulations. i am now spinning round and round with GUILT.
as much as i wanted to be thankful that they are now spinning with me, i think it defeats the purpose of salvation.
now i feel surrender. now i feel that i have to just let the whirlpool tire itself and decide whethere to spit me out or drag me underneath its eye.
and now is the perfect time to throw up even without the dizziness. even without the churning. i just wanted to feel a little bit of relief after one horrible spin. because God knows its so tiring.
and the little twirl that my finger tried to play upon, that itty bitty twirl... became the biggest stirring of my self. and during these times, the choosing is for the unpriveleged, for it will judge who i really am.
and sometimes, you dont really wanna know the outcome.
Wasabi Popcorn
Busy day pala. Ugh namiss ko lahat. wala si hannah tsaka bunchu. boo.
We met up at LSFM while Leezas on board. Didnt catch hale kanina sa SOP so diretso LS na kami nina shel tapos kinulit si leeza. hahaha. nung dumating si mamu diretso trinoma na. libot libot.
dumating si don, celest, tukne, (and secret person), with leeza, shel, mamu and anna. umuwi si celest tapos nanood kami rush hour 3.
ok. wasabi popcorn might be good pero hindi sha yung tipong sunud sunod yung nguya. wasabi talaga sha at walang halong biro.
as much as i wanted to post a review for rush hour 3... i dont think itd be long.
it almost seemed plotless, with a good eiffel tower scene, and a lot of slapsticks. which actually works for me big time. :D
We met up at LSFM while Leezas on board. Didnt catch hale kanina sa SOP so diretso LS na kami nina shel tapos kinulit si leeza. hahaha. nung dumating si mamu diretso trinoma na. libot libot.
dumating si don, celest, tukne, (and secret person), with leeza, shel, mamu and anna. umuwi si celest tapos nanood kami rush hour 3.
ok. wasabi popcorn might be good pero hindi sha yung tipong sunud sunod yung nguya. wasabi talaga sha at walang halong biro.
as much as i wanted to post a review for rush hour 3... i dont think itd be long.
it almost seemed plotless, with a good eiffel tower scene, and a lot of slapsticks. which actually works for me big time. :D
8.18.2007
Harry Potter Stuff.
nicked from Ladie :D
Harry Potter Name Meanings |
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Alastor (Scottish) - A form of Alexander
Albus (English) - Old; wise protector
Alicia (English) - A familiar form of Alice, which means truthful
Amos [Diggory] (Hebrew) - Burdened, troubled. Bible: an Old Testament prophet
Angelina (Russian) - A short form of Angela, which means "angel; messenger"
Arabella [Figg] (Latin) - Beautiful altar
Armando [Dippet] (Spanish) - A form of Armand, which means noble soldier
Arthur (Irish) - Noble; lofty hill. (Scottish) - bear. (English) - rock. (Icelandic) - follower of Thor
Bellatrix (Latin) - Beautiful, blessed, happy; bringer of joy
Bill (German) - A short form of William, which means determined guardian
Cedric (English) - Battle chieftain
Charlie (German) - A farmilar form of Charles, which means "farmer; strong and manly"
Cho (Korean) - Beautiful
Colin (Greek) - A short form of Nicholas (Nicholas means young cub)
Cornelius (Greek) - Cornel tree. (Latin) - Horn-colored
Dean (French) - Leader, (English) - Valley
Dennis (Greek) - Mythology: A follower of Dionysius, the god of wine
Dobby (English) - A familiar form of Robert
Dolores (Spanish) - Sorrowful. Religion: Santa Maria de los Dolores - Saint Mary of sorrows - is the name for the Virgin Mary.
Ernie [Prang] (English) - A familiar form of Ernest
Fleur (French) - Flower
Fred (French) - A short form of Frederick, which means peaceful ruler
George (Greek) - Farmer
Gilderoy (Irish) - Devoted to the King
Ginny (English) - A short form of Genevieve, which means "woman of the people"
Gregory [Goyle] (Latin) - Valiant watchman
Hannah (Hebrew) - Gracious
Harry (English) - A familiar form of Harold (Harold means army ruler)
Hedwig (Teutonic) - Battling
Hermione (Greek) - Earthly
Ignatius [Percy's middle name] (Latin) - Fiery, ardent
James (Hebrew) - Supplanter, substituter
Justin (Latin) - Just, righteous
Katie (English) - A familiar form of Kate, which means pure
Lavender (herb lore) - A sweet smelling plant
Lee (English) - Bull meadow, sheep field. (Chinese) - Plum, poetic.
Lily (Latin, Arabic) - A familiar form of Lilith, Lillian
Lucius (Latin) - Light; bringer of light
Luna (Latin) - Moon
Lupe [close to Lupin] - Wolf
Macnair (Scottish) - Son of the heir
Marietta [Edgecombe] (Italian) - A familiar form of Mane
Marjorie [Dursley] (Greek) - Pearl
Michael [Corner] (Hebrew) - Who is like God
Minerva (Latin) - wise. Mythology: The goddess of wisdom
Molly (Irish) - A familiar form of Mary
Myrtle (Greek) - Dark green shrub
Narcissa [Malfoy] - Daffodil. A feminine form of Narcissus, the mythological youth who fell in love with his own reflection
Neville (French) - New town
Nicholas [Flamel] (Greek) - Victorious people. Religion: The patron saint of children
Nymphadora (Latin) - Nymph, gift
Oliver (Latin) - Olive tree. (Scandinavian) - Kind; affectionate
Olympe [Maxime] (Greek) - Heavenly
Padma (Hindi) - Lotus
Pansy (Greek) - Flower; fragrant. (French) - Thoughtful
Parvati (Hindu) - Daughter of the mountain
Penelope [Clearwater] (Greek) - Weaver. Mythology: the clever wife of Odysseus, a Greek hero
Percy (French) - A familiar form of Percival, which means "pierce the valley; pierce the veil of religious mystery")
Peter (Greek, Latin) - Small rock
Petunia (Native American) - Flower
Rita [Skeeter] (Sanskrit) - Brave, honest
Remus (Latin) - Speedy, quick.
Ronald (Hebrew) - A short form of Reginald. Reginald (English) - King's advisor. An alternate form of Reynold.
Rudolphus (German) - Famous wolf
Seamus (Irish) - A form of James (James means supplanter, substituter)
Severus (French) - Severe
Sirius (Greek) - The Sparking or Scorching One
Susan (Hebrew) - Lily
Sybil (Greek) - Prophet. Mythology - Sibyls were oracles who relayed the messages of the gods.
Terry [Boot] (English) - A familiar orm of Terrance, which means smooth
Tom [Riddle, Inkeeper] (English) - A short form of Thomas, which means twin
Vernon (Latin) - Springlike; youthful
Viktor (Latin) - Victor, conqueror
Vincent [Crabbe] (Latin) - Victor, conqueror
Zacharias [Smith] (German) - A short form of Zachariah, which means "God remembered"
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Harry Potter Spells and Charms Dictionary |
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Accio! (Goblet of Fire, page 68) Nox! (Prisoner of Azkaban, page 338) Obliviate! (Chamber of Secrets, page 303) Petrificus Totalus! (Sorcerer's Stone, page 273) Point Me! (Goblet of Fire, page 622) Portus! (Order of the Phoenix, page 472) Priori Incantatem! (Goblet of Fire, page 136) Protego! (Order of the Phoenix, page 803) Quietus! (Goblet of Fire, page 116) Reducio! (Goblet of Fire, page 215) Relashio! (Goblet of Fire, page 496) Reparo! (Goblet of Fire, page 169) Rictusempra! (Chamber of Secrets, page 192) Riddikulus! (Prisoner of Azkaban, page 134) Scourgify! (Order of the Phoenix, page 53) Serpensortia! (Chamber of Secrets, page 194) Silencio! (Order of the Phoenix, page 375) Sonorus! (Goblet of Fire, page 102) Stupefy! (Goblet of Fire, page 129) Tarantallegra! (Chamber of Secrets, page 192) Waddiwasi! (Prisoner of Azkaban, page 131) Wingardium Leviosa! (Sorcerer's Stone, page 171) |
8.17.2007
The Conscious Unconscious
i had one of those days again. i was browsing the internet and *snap* i was like a crazy guy wanting to go to the mall coz i want something that i dont know yet. because all of a sudden, the rain started to hit on my nerve and i was like kzzzzt kzzzttt GRAAAAGGGHH.and i remembered that Rob Place Ermita has this 3 day sale so i went there, went straight to Topman and i wasnt in the mood of getting anything. buti nga napigilan ko yung sarili ko to get another shirt kasi mahal so i went to powerbooks instead tapos di nakapagtagal kasi na-cr ako.
nadaanan ko yung OUCH. its a stall where i buy my earrings and studs. tapos naisipan kong magbutas sa lower lip. and there you go.
paguwi ko i wanted JM to be my audience habang nagbubutas ako. di pa raw kasi sha nakakakita ng nagseself mutilate. so i got my tongs, on my mark, set, PIERCE.
cguro nung tumagos na yung maliit na part ng needle, i was like... JM ang sakeeettt, then i was drooling coz i was laughing so hard kasi tinatakot ko sha. He said "its through na o i could see the other end" then bigla shang napaupo and GOD HE WAS SO PALE.
Fuck i cant finish my pierce coz i was literally crying kakatawa, and i was in pain coz my lips are stretched while laughing. and i dont know what to feel kasi tawang tawa ako na parang nahimatay si JM pero nakadilat. para shang robot na anime na nawalan ng buhay. his eyes were blank and he wasnt even uttering ANY SOUND..
then he started to make this impression that hes going to throw up. shet di ko talaga matuloy tawa ako ng tawa. the fact na nanghihina na ako sa tawa, ang sakit pa dahil kakatawa.
hay buhay. he said that hes going to save me in case i bleed to death eh wala pa ngang dugo na tumutulo sakin, sha naman yung nawalan. LOL
grabe sakit ng pisngi ko. HAHAHAHAH
8.14.2007
A Post Dedicated To A Factor Of Stupidity.
3 months ago, i was the angriest person ive ever encountered. I was at the peak of my emotions where disregarding a lot of positive things became my hobby.
And i think this is the perfect time to end all that crap. ok let me get this straight..
i was really angry at che. and no matter how she explains everything... the pictures, the chats... i still believe its one big hell of a lie. and everytime i talk to her, everytime im with her, i dont feel angry. i was just curious. about a lot. but whenever im alone, i look at the pics, i read the chats, and im angry again. angry and alone.
shempre it comes to a point na naaasar sha. na tipong pag inaaasar ko sha about it, hindi na talaga sha natutuwa. and i still want her to answer... na kung hindi mali ang ginawa mo, bakit mo itatago?
and finally she spoke. within that 10 years of our lives, she established na alam ko ang dahilan kung bakit sha ganon, bakit ganyan, na tipong i can really read her mind like one big giant slogan in EDSA. and finally napaintindi ko sa kanya na nagtatanong talaga ako. hindi tipong nangpapavalidate lang kung tama ako o hindi. dahil by this time... gusto ko lang din patunayan na hindi ko alam ang LAHAT.
kasi naisip ko, it doesnt matter anymore whos wrong or right. alam ko, talo ako pag wala sha. na kahit panindigan ko na kaya kong wala sha,,, hindi e. malinaw na hindi. na sa tuwing masaya ako, tumatawa, nanonood ng magandang palabas, kumakain sa labas, lagi kong naiisip, na sana sha kasama ko.
naisip ko rin, hindi healthy ang sisihin ang sarili. pero, she made me realize, na hindi rin sha perfect. gaya ko. she was just there with new friends because i wasnt there. and to the point na naattach na sha, naging isa na lang ako sa mga options. so i actually made her the person i disliked. uncompromising, insensitive and neglectful.
until that day na nagkausap kami, na hindi ako makapaniwalang nagsisisi sha. at ako, tigasan man ang puso ko, hindi ko kaya e. gusto ko lang kasi talaga shang sumaya. at alam nya, na sa akin lang sha sasaya. na gumulo lang ang sitwasyon dahil sa pagtatago ng mga bagay na hindi naman worthy itago.
at ngayon, hindi na ako magpapaliguy ligoy pa. na kahit anong katarantaduhan ang gawin ko...
mahal ko talaga e. di ko makita ang sarili ko na wala sha sa buhay ko. hindi talaga.
gusto ko lang patunayan sa lahat, na handa akong tawaging anuman. wala akong pakialam. basta ako, masaya sa kanya. sa ngayon... yun ang alam ko.
alam ko rin naman na hindi lang ako ang taong gumagawa ng ganitong klase ng desisyon. at magtataka rin ang ibang tao bat kailangan kong isulat to.
ako rin nagtataka e. pero ganun naman ako di ba pag walang nakakausap. (kung kilala nyo ako ha). para dumating ang araw na mababasa ko kung ano talaga ang nararamdaman ko without any pretentions. na alam kong hindi lang ako ang nakakaalam ng pagkakataong yon kaya mas ginugusto kong malaman ng iba.
para na rin mapatunayan sa lahat kung gaano ako katanga pagdating sa mga ganitong bagay. pero hindi rin e. pano magiging tanga ang isang desisyong alam mong tama para sa nararamdaman mo. kung mali, sa ibang araw pa naman yun malalaman e. pero alam kong di ko pagsisisihan. dahil ganun ako magdesisyon.
alam ko rin naman na maraming natatakot masaktan uli e. pero ewan lang ha, kasi ako masokista raw talaga ako. masarap kasi yung pakiramdam na hindi mo na iniisip kung masasaktan ka pa e. basta habang maaga, alam mong nagkaroon ng resolution tapos kuntento ka na ron.
putanginang drama yan. ang sagwa talaga magpakatanga.
pero masaya.
And i think this is the perfect time to end all that crap. ok let me get this straight..
i was really angry at che. and no matter how she explains everything... the pictures, the chats... i still believe its one big hell of a lie. and everytime i talk to her, everytime im with her, i dont feel angry. i was just curious. about a lot. but whenever im alone, i look at the pics, i read the chats, and im angry again. angry and alone.
shempre it comes to a point na naaasar sha. na tipong pag inaaasar ko sha about it, hindi na talaga sha natutuwa. and i still want her to answer... na kung hindi mali ang ginawa mo, bakit mo itatago?
and finally she spoke. within that 10 years of our lives, she established na alam ko ang dahilan kung bakit sha ganon, bakit ganyan, na tipong i can really read her mind like one big giant slogan in EDSA. and finally napaintindi ko sa kanya na nagtatanong talaga ako. hindi tipong nangpapavalidate lang kung tama ako o hindi. dahil by this time... gusto ko lang din patunayan na hindi ko alam ang LAHAT.
kasi naisip ko, it doesnt matter anymore whos wrong or right. alam ko, talo ako pag wala sha. na kahit panindigan ko na kaya kong wala sha,,, hindi e. malinaw na hindi. na sa tuwing masaya ako, tumatawa, nanonood ng magandang palabas, kumakain sa labas, lagi kong naiisip, na sana sha kasama ko.
naisip ko rin, hindi healthy ang sisihin ang sarili. pero, she made me realize, na hindi rin sha perfect. gaya ko. she was just there with new friends because i wasnt there. and to the point na naattach na sha, naging isa na lang ako sa mga options. so i actually made her the person i disliked. uncompromising, insensitive and neglectful.
until that day na nagkausap kami, na hindi ako makapaniwalang nagsisisi sha. at ako, tigasan man ang puso ko, hindi ko kaya e. gusto ko lang kasi talaga shang sumaya. at alam nya, na sa akin lang sha sasaya. na gumulo lang ang sitwasyon dahil sa pagtatago ng mga bagay na hindi naman worthy itago.
at ngayon, hindi na ako magpapaliguy ligoy pa. na kahit anong katarantaduhan ang gawin ko...
mahal ko talaga e. di ko makita ang sarili ko na wala sha sa buhay ko. hindi talaga.
gusto ko lang patunayan sa lahat, na handa akong tawaging anuman. wala akong pakialam. basta ako, masaya sa kanya. sa ngayon... yun ang alam ko.
alam ko rin naman na hindi lang ako ang taong gumagawa ng ganitong klase ng desisyon. at magtataka rin ang ibang tao bat kailangan kong isulat to.
ako rin nagtataka e. pero ganun naman ako di ba pag walang nakakausap. (kung kilala nyo ako ha). para dumating ang araw na mababasa ko kung ano talaga ang nararamdaman ko without any pretentions. na alam kong hindi lang ako ang nakakaalam ng pagkakataong yon kaya mas ginugusto kong malaman ng iba.
para na rin mapatunayan sa lahat kung gaano ako katanga pagdating sa mga ganitong bagay. pero hindi rin e. pano magiging tanga ang isang desisyong alam mong tama para sa nararamdaman mo. kung mali, sa ibang araw pa naman yun malalaman e. pero alam kong di ko pagsisisihan. dahil ganun ako magdesisyon.
alam ko rin naman na maraming natatakot masaktan uli e. pero ewan lang ha, kasi ako masokista raw talaga ako. masarap kasi yung pakiramdam na hindi mo na iniisip kung masasaktan ka pa e. basta habang maaga, alam mong nagkaroon ng resolution tapos kuntento ka na ron.
putanginang drama yan. ang sagwa talaga magpakatanga.
pero masaya.
8.12.2007
Saturday Surprise.
i was supposed to go out with Mariel since its her birthday but i chose to postpone it til wednesday coz i only have a hundred bucks in my wallet.
mamu texted at around 6pm. she has tickets for this girl band in PICC so i thought of coming since i could just commute. but then again, i took a cab typically. a hundred bucks... tapos nagcab pa. what the hell is that. (yeah everybody in my life knows that i dont choose to ride the jeepney or any human-infested vehicle FOR THE REASON that i am just plainly scared. no social status involved. you are actually reading a blog of the most cheapskate person youd ever know).
and of course, i didnt plan to go on late BUT AS ALWAYS, nahuli ang cab na sinasakyan ko along quirino highway. gusto nya pang bayaran ko ng buo kasi wala raw shang boundary. EH MANONG AKO NGA WALANG PAMASAHE E. KASALANAN KO BANG DI KA PALA KAKALIWA TAPOS NANDUN KA SA LANE NA YON! so naghintay uli ako.
unknowingly, well be watching "12 girls band"... consisting of 13 chinese girls (weird di ba.. 12 girls daw, feeling ko may bakla don).. and surprisingly, WE LOVED IT. they were using these chinese traditional musical instruments and they are REALLY REALLY AWESOME with it. magkano ang ticket namin sa VIP seat??
10000 pesos. Ten Thousand Pesos. WTF. each ha. and i was with Mamu, Ayen and Leeza. We were like in the center, frontmost seat. Damn it was REALLY GOOD.
Then after getting freebies (yeah freebies ^_^), ate at Teriyaki Boy. Then sabay na kami ni leeza umuwi.
now i got more intense with my violin. i have to have hands like those. damn.
mamu texted at around 6pm. she has tickets for this girl band in PICC so i thought of coming since i could just commute. but then again, i took a cab typically. a hundred bucks... tapos nagcab pa. what the hell is that. (yeah everybody in my life knows that i dont choose to ride the jeepney or any human-infested vehicle FOR THE REASON that i am just plainly scared. no social status involved. you are actually reading a blog of the most cheapskate person youd ever know).
and of course, i didnt plan to go on late BUT AS ALWAYS, nahuli ang cab na sinasakyan ko along quirino highway. gusto nya pang bayaran ko ng buo kasi wala raw shang boundary. EH MANONG AKO NGA WALANG PAMASAHE E. KASALANAN KO BANG DI KA PALA KAKALIWA TAPOS NANDUN KA SA LANE NA YON! so naghintay uli ako.
unknowingly, well be watching "12 girls band"... consisting of 13 chinese girls (weird di ba.. 12 girls daw, feeling ko may bakla don).. and surprisingly, WE LOVED IT. they were using these chinese traditional musical instruments and they are REALLY REALLY AWESOME with it. magkano ang ticket namin sa VIP seat??
10000 pesos. Ten Thousand Pesos. WTF. each ha. and i was with Mamu, Ayen and Leeza. We were like in the center, frontmost seat. Damn it was REALLY GOOD.
Then after getting freebies (yeah freebies ^_^), ate at Teriyaki Boy. Then sabay na kami ni leeza umuwi.
now i got more intense with my violin. i have to have hands like those. damn.
8.10.2007
Twister Fries and Lonelygirl15
you know how much i crave for series and carb-packed food?
Well yeah. its 2am in the morning, ryan and i decided to have some mcdonalds delivered. he ordered double cheeseburger and i had twister fries and float.
then i came home, watch lonelygirl15's end of season 1 at youtube. in case you didnt know her, shes actually the YouTube "vlogger" who became #1 then the production team behind it came out at CNN. yeah its pretty disappointing but i still watch it for entertainment reasons though.
what the hell am i doing. LOL
Well yeah. its 2am in the morning, ryan and i decided to have some mcdonalds delivered. he ordered double cheeseburger and i had twister fries and float.
then i came home, watch lonelygirl15's end of season 1 at youtube. in case you didnt know her, shes actually the YouTube "vlogger" who became #1 then the production team behind it came out at CNN. yeah its pretty disappointing but i still watch it for entertainment reasons though.
what the hell am i doing. LOL
8.09.2007
The 20th Awit Awards
Ive got a lot of tickets in my hand and guess what, NOT A SINGLE PERSON CLAIMED IT. pfffftt. like 50 tickets. 50. MAN.
anyway, kamikazee bagged almost all of the awards they were nominated for, their perfomance was so wacky, eh kelan ba naman hindi, and um yeah the free chupa chups almost made my night.
somebody's drunk. hmmm.
oh before i forget, i am one of the 5 lucky ticket holders who got ONE XTREME MAGIC SING. hahahahaa. yeah. now i have something to practice on.
*singing quando quando*
anyway, kamikazee bagged almost all of the awards they were nominated for, their perfomance was so wacky, eh kelan ba naman hindi, and um yeah the free chupa chups almost made my night.
somebody's drunk. hmmm.
oh before i forget, i am one of the 5 lucky ticket holders who got ONE XTREME MAGIC SING. hahahahaa. yeah. now i have something to practice on.
*singing quando quando*
--- oOo ---
the day was too wet and i actually thought of not going too. i was actually a lil feverish pero nawala nung hapon.
the Imago/Sugarfree/Sandwich/Sponge Cola/Itchyworms opened the night performing their songs in KamiNapoMuna was great. What more could you expect from five of the best bands right?
Im not a Kala person, and i havent actually heard Kala before (i mean ive heard their "Jeepney" because of the MYX issue at hindi pa buo ha) but they had 4 awards i think. or 3.
Sitti and The Company performed Jose Mari Chan Hits, Razorback and Kjwan played with Wally Gonzales then Wally and Pepe Smith performed "Himig Natin", The Dawn played Enveloped Ideas and Salamat, Bamboo played Tatsulok, 6cyclemind played Upside Down and a lot lot more.
And In between those boring chitchats and announcing of the nominees, i was just playing Puzzle Quest.
I saw Ria when i was near the stage watching Pepe Smith and shes so gorgeous. ;) Raymond Fabul was there then Yael is saying Hi to you Anna. Sabi ko baha.
Liza And Mamu were there pero BAKIT HINDI TAYO NAGCAMWHORE. shet nakacoat pa mandin ako ugh.
hemmingway, its not that big. mabuti sana kung may napalunan kami. hay.
ay oo nga pala MAGIC SING. lol
the Imago/Sugarfree/Sandwich/Sponge Cola/Itchyworms opened the night performing their songs in KamiNapoMuna was great. What more could you expect from five of the best bands right?
Im not a Kala person, and i havent actually heard Kala before (i mean ive heard their "Jeepney" because of the MYX issue at hindi pa buo ha) but they had 4 awards i think. or 3.
Sitti and The Company performed Jose Mari Chan Hits, Razorback and Kjwan played with Wally Gonzales then Wally and Pepe Smith performed "Himig Natin", The Dawn played Enveloped Ideas and Salamat, Bamboo played Tatsulok, 6cyclemind played Upside Down and a lot lot more.
And In between those boring chitchats and announcing of the nominees, i was just playing Puzzle Quest.
I saw Ria when i was near the stage watching Pepe Smith and shes so gorgeous. ;) Raymond Fabul was there then Yael is saying Hi to you Anna. Sabi ko baha.
Liza And Mamu were there pero BAKIT HINDI TAYO NAGCAMWHORE. shet nakacoat pa mandin ako ugh.
hemmingway, its not that big. mabuti sana kung may napalunan kami. hay.
ay oo nga pala MAGIC SING. lol
8.08.2007
8.07.2007
Snicket's idea of a story.
i dont know if i already posted the details of my sickness but i think the chain of events were pretty interesting so here it goes.
i grew up in a family who self-medicates. and im confident that wikipedia and a thick pharmaceutical book helps me get through the fevers and the headaches.
last july 29, i had a migraine and i have to go somewhere, so i had one painkiller from germany (that i dont know the brand but it really helped me with those brackets adjustment days) then went on with my day. it always makes me feel really light headed. the morning of the 30th left some bad headache. feeling ko, its because i was sleepy when i had the medicine pero i kept myself awake the night before. naisip ko... simulan ko na kaya uling magmultivitamins tsaka ascorbic acid. so i got 2 tablets of vitamin c then a multivitamin. july 31st, i was pretty warm. sininat ako and i thought baka naambunan ako ng gabi so uminom ako ng paracetamol then went to greenhills then watched ratatouille.
before watching kumain muna ako sa le ching ng 2 orders ng shrimp hakao. i am fully aware na allergic ako sa shrimp and since nasanay akong kumain nun without feeling anything funny, tuloy pa rin ako. while watching the movie, i felt REALLY HOT as in *snap* and then i felt like i had cramps. so nung umuwi ako, uminom agad ako ng bioflu. kasi akala ko trangkaso.
august 1 passed like HELL. the whole day, i was throwing up, causing my throat to hurt a lot more then my temperature was soooo high, i thought im going to go to the hospital by myself. dumating si che and nagpabili ako ng amoxicillin. isa.
i am aware that antibiotics should be taken as a set. and supposedly diagnosed ka with a certain bacteria/virus para merong patayin ang drug. pero shempre, sa dami ng iniinom ko, isa lang ang ininom ko until august 3. thats a friday.
nagising ako without a fever PERO i twsited my left shoulder while sleeping so ang sakit. may pilay ako, and then my system was vulnerable then when i tried swallowing coffee... fuck sobrang maga ng throat ko. at nagcause uli ng panibagong lagnat.
it was nasopharyngitis plus tonsillitis caused by an allergic reaction, vomiting and a very weak immune system. idagdag mo pa migraine jan.
so nagpadiagnose nako. at eto na nga kinikwento ko na sa inyo ang kagandahang asal na dulot ng aking sarili. ang pagseselfmedicate. amoxicillin was too strong for me pala to jump into it without knowing na hindi naman bacterial infection ang cause ng sakit ko. in fact, pinalala nya pala. :)
my uvula was literally dangling inside my throat. so i feel like im choking every second i swallow my saliva. or anything. para shang may nakabarang blade sa sobrang sakit pag lumulunok. at ang sagot lang... advil and difflam. great.
ok na ako. at di na mauulit ang katarantaduhang sakit ko.
i grew up in a family who self-medicates. and im confident that wikipedia and a thick pharmaceutical book helps me get through the fevers and the headaches.
last july 29, i had a migraine and i have to go somewhere, so i had one painkiller from germany (that i dont know the brand but it really helped me with those brackets adjustment days) then went on with my day. it always makes me feel really light headed. the morning of the 30th left some bad headache. feeling ko, its because i was sleepy when i had the medicine pero i kept myself awake the night before. naisip ko... simulan ko na kaya uling magmultivitamins tsaka ascorbic acid. so i got 2 tablets of vitamin c then a multivitamin. july 31st, i was pretty warm. sininat ako and i thought baka naambunan ako ng gabi so uminom ako ng paracetamol then went to greenhills then watched ratatouille.
before watching kumain muna ako sa le ching ng 2 orders ng shrimp hakao. i am fully aware na allergic ako sa shrimp and since nasanay akong kumain nun without feeling anything funny, tuloy pa rin ako. while watching the movie, i felt REALLY HOT as in *snap* and then i felt like i had cramps. so nung umuwi ako, uminom agad ako ng bioflu. kasi akala ko trangkaso.
august 1 passed like HELL. the whole day, i was throwing up, causing my throat to hurt a lot more then my temperature was soooo high, i thought im going to go to the hospital by myself. dumating si che and nagpabili ako ng amoxicillin. isa.
i am aware that antibiotics should be taken as a set. and supposedly diagnosed ka with a certain bacteria/virus para merong patayin ang drug. pero shempre, sa dami ng iniinom ko, isa lang ang ininom ko until august 3. thats a friday.
nagising ako without a fever PERO i twsited my left shoulder while sleeping so ang sakit. may pilay ako, and then my system was vulnerable then when i tried swallowing coffee... fuck sobrang maga ng throat ko. at nagcause uli ng panibagong lagnat.
it was nasopharyngitis plus tonsillitis caused by an allergic reaction, vomiting and a very weak immune system. idagdag mo pa migraine jan.
so nagpadiagnose nako. at eto na nga kinikwento ko na sa inyo ang kagandahang asal na dulot ng aking sarili. ang pagseselfmedicate. amoxicillin was too strong for me pala to jump into it without knowing na hindi naman bacterial infection ang cause ng sakit ko. in fact, pinalala nya pala. :)
my uvula was literally dangling inside my throat. so i feel like im choking every second i swallow my saliva. or anything. para shang may nakabarang blade sa sobrang sakit pag lumulunok. at ang sagot lang... advil and difflam. great.
ok na ako. at di na mauulit ang katarantaduhang sakit ko.
--- oOo ---
im also pretty excited with my next project with another company. working with abhie, ivan and jp is a fun experience and shempre new level of our friendship namin ang magkakasama kami sa isang company pero iba iba ng departments. medyo biggie nga sakin tong hahawakan ko ngayon kasi its on events. nung inexplain kanina sakin, gumagalaw yung right eyebrow ko involuntarily, na parang wala lang... iniisip ko, shit baka naman na mild stroke na ako sa dami ng sinasabi ni JP. LOL pero kidding aside... im really looking forward to it coz its pretty huge.
the rain was pouring crazily, at kahit may sinat ako, i went to the meeting and its really a pleasure knowing na ill be working there.
the rain was pouring crazily, at kahit may sinat ako, i went to the meeting and its really a pleasure knowing na ill be working there.
---- oOo ----
last friday, nagkita nga pala kami nina mamu, seven, leeza, hannah, anna, bunchu sa JT's sa esguerra tapos tumambay sa starbucks timog. damn i missed them so much. kanina dapat may Bourne Ultimatum advanced screening kami pero di na ako nakasama dahil nga dun sa meeting.
kitakits sa wednesday!! :D
kitakits sa wednesday!! :D
8.04.2007
wow... i have to comment this long? lol
hi OJ. i just felt like posting my comment to your July 22 post here in my blog. ang haba e gusto ko lang ipabasa. im not really into debates. i just wanted to share my insight on some people especially to those influenced by shirley phelps. lol
im not relly "pro" as i might say as in 100%... there are things kasi that i considered for them as human beings. i just wanted to point them out. :)
ive read this once and i think its too tiring when we tend to base our judgments on that book alone and not on how we see the society.
first, lets segregate the gay lifestyle and homosexuality. ill focus on the latter.
1. like on some comments, of course the "ultimately aggressed" homosexuals are kinda off. but come to think of it, do we actually allow ultimately aggressed heterosexuals? if were talking about what god said regarding sex... i interpret it as the irresponsible act itself and not because of your preference. in layman terms... common decency.
and i really see the questioning of the preference really immature. its like asking on how would lois lane's womb would handle superman's sperm. i mean... come on.
2. marriage in fact is one binding LEGAL matter. but there are different kinds of marriages. civil and uh... church. depending upon other religions... they even allow polygamy. which is in case ONE of our anti-commandments.
if we are basing it on christianity alone... i think walking down the aisle INSIDE A CHURCH is humiliating to Him. traditionally and spiritually. but when two people get to set off emotional investments and of course financial responsibilities since "love" nowadays is crushed out by media, i dont think the preference of two people same sexed or not, wanted to share their WHOLE lives to each other, a binding LEGAL contract would come in handy. we all know that some marriages fail. and surprise! they're heteros. we are not cavemans. we had a lot of phrases that actually connotes the enjoyment of happiness... and yet, we are ruled by something that our hearts may not agree?
3. pointing out on homosexuality, the bible entries, ruled out by constantine the great, flourished during the twelfth century, stated that expression of sexuality for any reason other than procreation was considered very sinful, hence the initial persecution of homosexuals. thats how it actually originated since greeks and romans were considering it as an ordinary thing. have we tried um... prostitution? pre-marital sex? honestly, have we actually tried bashing friends who had it before their marriage? if not, i think its logic-lacking.
ok. heres the big thing. i dont actually begin to question god or the bible. i respect all religions and everybody on this planet. even in mars. and funnily when galileo said that the world is NOT flat, it brought him to the Roman Catholic Inquisition under "vehement suspicion of heresy." Because Galileo's accusers claimed that it was contrary to what the Bible says.
but when a gay man is chased by a mob with torches, the witch hunt of the century should stop. because one person.. whether he/she prefers anything, has enough problems in life to face another problem of acceptance.
lets not focus on an act that will make us pop-out porn inside our minds... we are talking about people. real human beings.
and come to think of it, when one gay person asks as one discriminated nigerian does... if this world is THIS MEAN why would he want me here?
well they surely didnt ask for it.
again, im not open for any debates or arguments. my thought is finite and i just know where to stand for some of them. :)
im not relly "pro" as i might say as in 100%... there are things kasi that i considered for them as human beings. i just wanted to point them out. :)
ive read this once and i think its too tiring when we tend to base our judgments on that book alone and not on how we see the society.
first, lets segregate the gay lifestyle and homosexuality. ill focus on the latter.
1. like on some comments, of course the "ultimately aggressed" homosexuals are kinda off. but come to think of it, do we actually allow ultimately aggressed heterosexuals? if were talking about what god said regarding sex... i interpret it as the irresponsible act itself and not because of your preference. in layman terms... common decency.
and i really see the questioning of the preference really immature. its like asking on how would lois lane's womb would handle superman's sperm. i mean... come on.
2. marriage in fact is one binding LEGAL matter. but there are different kinds of marriages. civil and uh... church. depending upon other religions... they even allow polygamy. which is in case ONE of our anti-commandments.
if we are basing it on christianity alone... i think walking down the aisle INSIDE A CHURCH is humiliating to Him. traditionally and spiritually. but when two people get to set off emotional investments and of course financial responsibilities since "love" nowadays is crushed out by media, i dont think the preference of two people same sexed or not, wanted to share their WHOLE lives to each other, a binding LEGAL contract would come in handy. we all know that some marriages fail. and surprise! they're heteros. we are not cavemans. we had a lot of phrases that actually connotes the enjoyment of happiness... and yet, we are ruled by something that our hearts may not agree?
3. pointing out on homosexuality, the bible entries, ruled out by constantine the great, flourished during the twelfth century, stated that expression of sexuality for any reason other than procreation was considered very sinful, hence the initial persecution of homosexuals. thats how it actually originated since greeks and romans were considering it as an ordinary thing. have we tried um... prostitution? pre-marital sex? honestly, have we actually tried bashing friends who had it before their marriage? if not, i think its logic-lacking.
ok. heres the big thing. i dont actually begin to question god or the bible. i respect all religions and everybody on this planet. even in mars. and funnily when galileo said that the world is NOT flat, it brought him to the Roman Catholic Inquisition under "vehement suspicion of heresy." Because Galileo's accusers claimed that it was contrary to what the Bible says.
but when a gay man is chased by a mob with torches, the witch hunt of the century should stop. because one person.. whether he/she prefers anything, has enough problems in life to face another problem of acceptance.
lets not focus on an act that will make us pop-out porn inside our minds... we are talking about people. real human beings.
and come to think of it, when one gay person asks as one discriminated nigerian does... if this world is THIS MEAN why would he want me here?
well they surely didnt ask for it.
again, im not open for any debates or arguments. my thought is finite and i just know where to stand for some of them. :)
8.03.2007
Awit Awards tickets up for grabs.
first 20 persons to post "penge ticket haler ako" in my comment box gets one ticket at the AWIT AWARDS. The Fort, August 8, Wednesday, 7pm.
magrereply ako kung ilan pa yung walang mayari. ok? timer starts now. :D
magrereply ako kung ilan pa yung walang mayari. ok? timer starts now. :D
MYX???
am i the only one who doesnt know that MYX is not just a FILIPINO music channel? according to someone who added me in youtube as a friend.. (weird right? i didnt know you could add friends in youtube.. duh)..
MYX is the only music lifestyle channel embracing the entire Asian America community through music, culture and entertainment. MYX is a nationally-distributed television channel focusing on the influential Asian American youth community and a broader audience hungry for music fusion.
MYX combines mainstream hits, the biggest jams of Asia, and a healthy dose of independent and Asian American music. This fills a void in television and addresses the cultural reality that youth listens to more than just mainstream music.
ok seriously... am i REALLY the only one who doesnt know this? its just weird seeing different vjs from what ive seen/heard (inaudibly... yes, when geoff eigenmann's the vj) usually.
but on what ive seen... one vj sounded like a filipina. ^_^
check it out.
and you know what... they should stop hiring celebrities as vjs. i mean come on. isnt it a lot cooler discovering new talents rather than sticking up to pseudo actors/actresses who are sons/daughters of celebrities? well... there still are good-looking people in this country lurking around the mall chatting in starbucks with BETTER AUDIBLE conversational skills. why not try to pick them. geez. rather than announcing vj hunts tapos yung kukunin eh anak din ng artista. hay pinoy.
MYX is the only music lifestyle channel embracing the entire Asian America community through music, culture and entertainment. MYX is a nationally-distributed television channel focusing on the influential Asian American youth community and a broader audience hungry for music fusion.
MYX combines mainstream hits, the biggest jams of Asia, and a healthy dose of independent and Asian American music. This fills a void in television and addresses the cultural reality that youth listens to more than just mainstream music.
ok seriously... am i REALLY the only one who doesnt know this? its just weird seeing different vjs from what ive seen/heard (inaudibly... yes, when geoff eigenmann's the vj) usually.
but on what ive seen... one vj sounded like a filipina. ^_^
check it out.
and you know what... they should stop hiring celebrities as vjs. i mean come on. isnt it a lot cooler discovering new talents rather than sticking up to pseudo actors/actresses who are sons/daughters of celebrities? well... there still are good-looking people in this country lurking around the mall chatting in starbucks with BETTER AUDIBLE conversational skills. why not try to pick them. geez. rather than announcing vj hunts tapos yung kukunin eh anak din ng artista. hay pinoy.
8.02.2007
sick.
ive been REALLY sick like its the worst fever ive ever had. We watched Ratatouille and while watching, i started to shiver and felt really cold.
i cant even remember the date today. i have to recheck the calendar coz my mind went hazy after the fever. ah august 2, so nung july 31 yon.
my temperature boosted up and i had a terrible headache which lasted for more than 24 hours. i felt like crying but of course it wont help and the headache might worsen. ive tried advil, tylenol, bioflu, biogesic, ponstan and amoxicillin. inisip ko, shet magpapakaoverdose na lang ako mawala lang tong body pain ko tsaka lagnat tsaka headache.
i recalled, pagkatapos nung movie, papunta akong cr, biglang nagcramp yung pareho kong binti. as in i cant move at ANG SAKIT. nung nakauwi nako, ayon. ang taas ng lagnat ko tapos i kept on throwing up.
tapos mga bandang 12mn, nawala lagnat ko. lahat ng sakit. na parang isang matinding bangungot lang yung nagdaan. masakit pa rin ulo ko ng konti tsaka mejo sinat na lang. hay may eastwood pa kami bukas. T_T
i cant even remember the date today. i have to recheck the calendar coz my mind went hazy after the fever. ah august 2, so nung july 31 yon.
my temperature boosted up and i had a terrible headache which lasted for more than 24 hours. i felt like crying but of course it wont help and the headache might worsen. ive tried advil, tylenol, bioflu, biogesic, ponstan and amoxicillin. inisip ko, shet magpapakaoverdose na lang ako mawala lang tong body pain ko tsaka lagnat tsaka headache.
i recalled, pagkatapos nung movie, papunta akong cr, biglang nagcramp yung pareho kong binti. as in i cant move at ANG SAKIT. nung nakauwi nako, ayon. ang taas ng lagnat ko tapos i kept on throwing up.
tapos mga bandang 12mn, nawala lagnat ko. lahat ng sakit. na parang isang matinding bangungot lang yung nagdaan. masakit pa rin ulo ko ng konti tsaka mejo sinat na lang. hay may eastwood pa kami bukas. T_T
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