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930pm nako nagising. see? sabi sa inyo sirang sira body clock ko e. anyhoo... nagdrwaing ako kanina. tiningnan ko kung magwowork. sana kamukha ko pa rin. lol. para may bago naman sakin. pffft.

mess.

i am really BV-ing. fuck.

first... my ipod crashed because somebody actually disconnected it from the computer without removing it safely (right-click on the taskbar... of course everybody knows it, right?). there were corrupted files and since the new itunes is much pakialamero than my neighbor, it cant update itself. and unfortunately i have to click one dreadful button... restore. >_<

i lost 3400 songs. yes. 3400. what songs? i dont even know. i had 5600 songs in my ipod and i got 2200 in my pc. do the math.

and then yesterday... electricity fluctuated four times. so what happened??? my pc crashed. now i am more than convinced to buy that UPS. coz the novel that ive been trying to finish for the past year... is now gone. this has been the second time and ive never learned to backup. stupid me saved it in c drive my documents and never thought of transferring it to the partitioned drives. and again i have to click a button. reformat.

so thank god the songs were in my e drive. coz if it was deleted as well... youll gonna receive an invitation of witnessing one flying cpu with a monitor and an ipod outside my dirty dusty window.

wish theres this button somewhere on our nape, where we can restore/reformat/delete the things you wanted to restore/reformat/delete. coz one, my body clock's a mess. two, i am lost somewhere in my own loop (dont wanna go on details... i am in one colossal loop). three, the people you BADLY wanted to forget come in question form brought up by other people who wonder where they went. last, i wanted to delete the habit of smoking, being manic-depressive, and being too paranoid.

and i am fuckin clueless. coz i am never EVER happy. i just pretend to be happy. fuck. i am such a hopeless frustrated retard.

i hate people who bitch around and yet... you cant understand where they got the attitude coz theyre fuglier than what they look like. and now i become what i hate. wow. priceless.

but this made me laugh. thanks to ivan's post.



now elmo's one hell of a retard. sana ganun ako kababaw.

i wanna be in kinder again. ah the beauty of time travel. then learn taekwondo within the age of 4.

random # 5

... my heart is sturdy
but it needs you to survive...

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ive been having dreams that im eating nagaraya garlic. weird. this has been the third night that ive dreamt eating it. but i am. i just find it weird when i eat even in my dreams.

do we burn calories when we sleep? or when running in our dreams? tangent universe. hello.. im weird again.

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jim and al had their hair colored. jim had a blond streak and al had green. and to have my red streak (again) i walked the deadly paths of paco. at 9pm. what the hell am i thinking?

malamang dugo yung pinangkulay ko kung tumuloy pako. habang umuulan at amputek. bobo.

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i am announcing that ivan is inlove with brandon routh. and its official.

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the reason that i dont usually post. im just into this anime and im watching it for the past couple of days. i am such a freakazoid. tumatanda nakong paurong.

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the new itunes sucked. at pakialamero. wala ng ginawa kundi iupdate yung ipod. tangina laging naghahang.

one obsession comin up...

"...The sky glows
I see it shining when my eyes close
I hear your warnings but we both know
I'm gonna look at it again..

how can you write such fckijnly good words?
and yet... ur just 5'5". (which is a good thing by the way. *winks*)

kami nAPO muna tribute album.

three generations surpassed the music of the APO Hiking Society. and its just timely that this generation could make a good tribute album for the trio that gave the music industry the classics that even us wouldn't say "baduy". this album made me look for my dad's apo albums then listened to it for almost a month now. and i said to myself... its time to compare. hehehe.

BATANG BATA KA PA (sugarfree) - this has been the best cover in the album (for me, of course). what complain would you get with ebe dancel's voice? they maintained the song's emotion and yet... it still sounded as sugarfree's own.

KABILUGAN NG BUWAN (drip) - one of the most relaxing songs in this compilation. as if ur really feeling the fullness of the moon. they gave good justice to one of apo's best songs.

EWAN (imago) - its just timely that imago did this song with a touch of funk, and people may think who sang the song but you gotta hear their new album and its self explanatory. fun to hear especially if youre having the teenage love flu.

DOO BIDOO (kamikazee) - i love this cover. it makes everybody sing the song and retain it til the next day. with kamikazee's energy... i would say, nice choice. hehehe

KUMOT AT UNAN (boldstar) - they still sounded boldstar. and goddamn.. i miss this band. when i first saw the album and saw boldstar in it... ive never doubted that this will be worth buying.

AWIT NG BARKADA (itchyworms) - the modern APO hiking society. the band's voicing re-lived the song. at first i thought this will be the all-star track (like in ultraelectromagneticjam's para sa masa) but they gave a really good sound with this one.

PANALANGIN (moonstar 88) - really lovely. though i still dont know the name of their new front(wo)man, it gave me the curiosity on the new moonstar setup. she sounded like juris though.

BLUE JEANS (rocksteddy) - nice version. they actually gave this song a more student sound... the modern, generation x students. or y. i dunno.

BAKIT ANG BABAE (sandwich) - i just feel weird that there's something missing in this song. maybe sandwich's energy. i got too much of "sugod" and "sunburn" and i cant get over it.

WHEN I MET YOU (barbie almalbis) - ♥♥♥♥♥. thank god it felt love. barbie's good with these kind of songs.

PAG-IBIG (kitchie nadal) - and kitchie without her yodelling. one of the songs in this album i kept on singing. thank god she saved it from andrew e.

ANNA (top suzara) - eh. we all know that top's going rock. i just didnt get him on this song.

NAKAPAGTATAKA (sponge cola) - ive heard a lot of version of this song already. my neighbor's, my friend's neighbor and some drunk person inside a videoke bar. too bad sponge cola didnt make a good one on this.

YAKAP SA DILIM (orange n' lemons) - weirdly... they made it sound older. but at least its how they REALLY sound and maintained the emotion plus the "swabe" sound of macoy's vocals. still loved it. :)

PAANO (shamrock) - uh... do they really have a distinct sound? no point of comparison. of course they did the cover but... well everybody could right?

DI NA NATUTO (sound) - cool. if drip and sound will play in one gig... ill be bringing my pillow and hammock and ill bet id fall asleep. soundly. and this is a compliment since im an insomniac. serene is the word.

BAWAT BATA (the dawn) - uhm... uh... i dunno. honestly... i hated the first part. the OH WOOHOHOOHOOH part. well i think its also time to do a tribute for the dawn. um.. no.. i dont like this version at all. it couldve been more kiddie. just the wrong song i guess.

PUMAPATAK ANG ULAN (parokya ni edgar) - not enough. it lacked of their own sound. parokya as compared to kamikazee... well ull get my entire point.

but all in all... the album is REALLY worth buying. gathering all the best artists (um.. almost.. not entirely) to remake the best songs that our parents went nostalgic to. and its time for us to rekindle on some sincere words and sway to some new sound with classics that every filipino could relate with.

that shrimp should die over and over

yes. i am talking about a shrimp that i ate last night after the video shoot. when i came home... i thought im just so tired that my body started to feel weird. i kept on waking up every hour. i bathe 3 times. then i started to feel really hot. (and im not talking about the "hotness" you're thinking.)

slept for just 6 hours... and i saw myself in the mirror looking like a swollen strawberry. i mean.. i already look swollen, i know, DONT RUB IT IN MY FACE, but again... its a different kind of thing. then my rashes were all red so i figured that its time to go to the hospital. stupid me didnt think of taking antihistamines. pffft. so i had myself injected.

well i could eat shrimps. but the doctor said that im just allergic to that certain shrimp ive eaten. i mean... are there types of shrimps now??? i know it has sizes but ive eaten all of those. but this one... man, i hope that shrimp dies. well... its basically dead but just in case it reincarnates.. i hope it dies early. i mean ALAMANG pa lang dapat mamatay na sha. kahit itlog pa lang. (umm... nangigitlog ba ang hipon or.. uh fuck, never mind).

doctor said that ive eaten a shrimp that has been stuck in a freezer for a long time. meaning hindi fresh. and im more allergic pala sa skin nung shrimp. hindi ko naman siguro kinain yung balat as far as i can recall.

supposedly, im going to letran with imago but again... ive had an unfortunate day. instead, i went to my sisters house and watched spongebob.

i enjoyed orlando bloom in ellen though. ugh that is so gay.

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umm just in case.. erika.. i will watch john tucker must die later. :( my friends were all ranting when i said ill be watching it next week with you. coz they wanna see it as soon as possible. with me. ive made every excuse that i could think of but of course... they didnt buy it. argh. i guess we have to just settle for coffee then. thatll be a lot better though coz we could talk longer. :D shel and champ will be going so lets be there as early as possible. harhar. those two might spoil some things. itll be a lot safer. hahahahaha.

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i started to panic when i saw my ipod's having 14.29 GB memory space left. so ive thought of deleting and rechecking all 5600 songs. but then again... WTF... why am i in a panic state? AM I THAT FCKIN BORED to recheck 5600 songs if some entries doubled?? god im retarded. its 546 am and i still cant sleep.

and yes,,, i finished rechecking double entries. pffft.

waltz video shoot

1pm: arrived at EMI office to meet up with the ever blooming and to have our lunch first at burgoo podium to meetup the boys and the "leading lady". :D

2pm: still eating. and drawing. lol. saw diego castillo, dj iggy and my new lj friend (ive been dying to meet you way back pa. lol).

3pm: arrived at the site. somewhere in pasig. theres this ruins of the old pasig municipal hall, which by the way is reaaaaaaaaaaaaaallly good.

onwards: ok... so im not gonna spoil how the video looked like. its just that... its one of topel lee's work so.. do i need to say more? and hindi it digital. film ito. film. *dies* champ's scene took almost half of the day while veejay, sheldon, anna and i went out to buy isaw. sayang yung vodka kurrant ni shel at wala kaming makitang sprite. mostly... we watched, camwhored a bit and waited for some scenes to be taken. then around 12mn... scene na nina shel, omnie and roll.

came home at exactly 5am. nag-"dinner" muna kami nina mamu at anna around 4am sa steak plaza in timog, talked a bit then hindi na talaga kaya so we went home.

ill be multiplying my pics a lil sooner. naiipon na so intay na lang tayo. hehehehehe.

P.S.

I LOVE YOU MAMU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the day was great. <3 <3 <3

okidoks

well jim finally opened his business. and the normal tambay that we are... we usually hangout inside his cafe from 10pm to 8am. lol to think na may trangkaso ako.

funny thing coz everybody is 22 years old and below... kaya laro lang ng laro. so ako ang DJ ng shop, kahero, typista at kung anu ano pa para lang may magawa. nakakaasar nga lang yung ibang nagrerent na feeling. nasusungitan ata sakin. at dahil naiinis ako sa kung sinu sino nga ang tao...



binigyan ako ni jim ng lysol at kleenex. hahahahahahaha.

i swear to god ill give these guys nametags. para naman hindi magtaka ang mga tao na bakit same people ang nakikita nyang naglalaro at di binabakante ang mga upuan. kumita kaya to si mokong?? lol

:)

spontaneity on its finest.

abhie, trish, ivan and rico went here on a wednesday afternoon. trish had an emergency leave, abhie from makati, rico from nowhere and ivan from his bed. so what do you expect?

ME: hey we should watch the new madonna documentary. reinvention stuff.
TRISH: ano to yung bago?
RICO: hahahaha oo. halos di mo makikilala si madonna sa sobrang bago na. puro positive.
ME: theres this one song na puro si jesus yung nasa background nya.
TRISH: hello??!! sha nga yung nagpauso ng PATUSOK NA DEDE EH. tapos god god sha.

..... O_o .....

updating this in real time. LOL

revolver 2 :D

TARA NAT SUMAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

to steve irwin...

i know champ and i had been imitating you in bulacan during our boat ride. but man... all of us, had a heavy hearted dinner. may you rest in peace. you have been an icon for some. :(

your embarassing mentos moment?

ive never imagined that such a bad day could make me laugh until i went home.

just arrived from makati with josh and marvin. eTelecare called me up last week coz alvin referred me to them. and i thought... hey.. i think its time for me to be stable and get some company benefits again. so why not. i didnt expect that josh and i had the same sched. wow alvin mustve had a 1000 peso load by now. (promotional thing by the way. once ur referral passed the screening process... youll have a 500 peso load).

so 1pm, had my long sleeves folded, combed my hair, wore slacks and made my black shoes shine like the sun. called up josh but he didnt answered so i assumed he fell asleep and backed out. when i got inside the cab, he called me up coz he just didnt feel his cellphone vibrate. he was 5 minutes late i presume. so i had the cab go back to where i came from and picked josh up. the cab driver was grumpier than oscar the grouch, believe me.

when we got out of the cab, i checked inside and i saw something. thought it was the seatbelt buckle so i ignored it. but i had a second look and opened the door to check. twas josh's cellphone. and after getting it, my shoe got stuck and the sole was removed halfway. he lost his pen as well so we thought of dropping by 711. i bought mighty bond and hooray for the free pen. never imagined it will be that helpful. i emptied the tube on my shoe sole and stood on one foot. we walked by the sidewalk of leviste then a man tapped me and said... "may naiwan ka o!" pointing at my sole shoe. josh and i were laughing so bad and i was fckin embarssed to still go inside PBCom towers. i think my right side is half an inch shorter, so im walking like i have polio.

JOSH: "Tanggalin mo na kasi yung isa para di na halata?"
ME: "Eh kung sumama rin yung pinakadinidikitan nung swelas, e di malamang nakapaa nako di ba?"

so i thought... "shit. these are bad signs."

ME: "uwi na talaga ko (trying to supress one CHUNK of a laugh)"
JOSH: "andito ka na e. tuloy mo na."

and man we had a 3-hour long exam which is fckin difficult (I MEAN HELLO WINDOWS 2000?? AS IF I CARE!). out of less than 40 people, only 3 persons passed. including me. :D and i guess the abandonment of my sole's the payment. HA FUCKING HA! while taking the exam, i had my other sole removed. so its like im wearing karate shoes. NOT FUNNY.

from 3 to 1. i was the only one who ALMOST signed the contract this day but i insisted to be assigned as a TSR. they said theyll call me up until friday but they assured me that i passed. WOOHOO!

then i went to glorietta coz josh is waiting there for me and met up with marvin then ate a burger. marvin had an extra pair of red shoe so i looked like a fat korean guy wearing a red slip-on over his black pants. bought 2 tokens to get a stuffed toy (20Php) and i only got 4 mentos. better late than never.

to make the story short... bumuhos ang ulan, wala kaming masakyan, nag bus kami, sabay ang traffic, tapos nagintay uli ng jeep. sinubukang maglakad pauwi pero baha so bumalik kami tapos nabastos pa kami ng mga tambay sabay nung nakasakay na kami, nabangga yung jeep so naglakad na talaga kami then decided to pass by my sisters house. ayun kumain na lang kami.

PERO LAUGHTRIP!!!! :)) :)) :))

rock bottom

my day did not start well. actually last night didnt end well. so akala ko paggising... ok na. pero ayun. andun pa rin yung pakiramdam na "down" ka. kingina. di mo naman maipaliwanag.

ARGH. WHERE THE F ARE MY ANTIDEPRESSANTS?????

lesson #1: wag maglalaba ng saturday night. DAHIL... sa linggo ng umaga... apat na kapitbahay mo ang magiihaw. ANG MAHAL NG FABRIC CONDITIONER MGA KAIBIGAN TAPOS UUSUKAN NYO LANG???????

lesson #2: gagawa ka na ng listahan kung maggrocery ka with a tight budget. dahil malilimutan mong bumili ng pambukas ng lata at sosobra ang ensaymadang makukuha mo sa shopwise.

lesson #3: pag manonood ka ng devil wears prada... at may sumpong ka pag inaantok... wag manood ng 12mn LMF sa greenbelt. dahil pagkatapos ng movie... tatakpan mo lang ang tenga mo sa isang taong magra-rant over the issue "choosing career out of everything" sabay mababadtrip na sha sayo. at ayaw mong magsorry a million times dahil sinusumpong ka nga, at susumpungin lalo sa... "YOU TOLD ME TO SHUT UP TWICE" na dialogue. lalo na pag ang sinagot mo... "I DIDNT UTTER A WORD. O_o"

lesoon #4: wag makikipagkita sa mukhang mabait pero di mo kilala. dahil bigla kang hihipuan pakshet.

lesson #5: umiwas sa ensaymada. dahil fookingina... hindi nako nakakapagworkout. at ang promise kong payat ako sa december... ay maglalaho na muli.

lesson #6: WAG PIPINDOT NG KAHIT ANO DAHIL SISIRAIN NG AD ANG LJ LAYOUT MO!!!!!!!!!!!1 PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!


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