i am diagnosed with appendisitis. sana madaan ng antibiotics.
AYOKONG MAHIWA!!!!!!!!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
sobrang steady lang ako dito sa bahay. sobra. di ako gagalaw. hanggang mawala yung sakit.
that was the reason i kept on having fever. :(
9.30.2005
9.29.2005
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perfection is subjective.
things like when u had the fights and still you understand each other after. that you get it when you both freak out then things are all gathered up after the mess. that you fill each other's void and no emptiness could occupy within. that after the shouts and screams, you decipher subliminal messages without asking why. you give that person the benefit of the doubt yet you dont call yourself an optimist. you love not despite of the flaws but it was actually the so-called flaws that makes you love her more.
the worlds a blur. and we see what we want to see. we get to pick and know how worthy we are to the things we have on hand and the things we try to have. then we get to know the reason why we cant achieve.
then why do we have to put norms to the word perfection if we know the difference between having the perfect thing and making yourself believe that such thing exists.
there might not have perfection. but i want to believe that i have it. WE have it.
i may live in denial, but i live happy. sorry for who's not.
things like when u had the fights and still you understand each other after. that you get it when you both freak out then things are all gathered up after the mess. that you fill each other's void and no emptiness could occupy within. that after the shouts and screams, you decipher subliminal messages without asking why. you give that person the benefit of the doubt yet you dont call yourself an optimist. you love not despite of the flaws but it was actually the so-called flaws that makes you love her more.
the worlds a blur. and we see what we want to see. we get to pick and know how worthy we are to the things we have on hand and the things we try to have. then we get to know the reason why we cant achieve.
then why do we have to put norms to the word perfection if we know the difference between having the perfect thing and making yourself believe that such thing exists.
there might not have perfection. but i want to believe that i have it. WE have it.
i may live in denial, but i live happy. sorry for who's not.
9.27.2005
the riddle.
trish told us about this website about riddles. so she , acoy and _fauxheldon gave it a try and we were all hooked up. it was really good though until level 10.
we were kinda eager on figuring things out until level 10. i got a hint that i have to get a sound recorder and capture a sound. then i waited coz the clue said he was impatient.. then parang may umuungol na aso na ewan. tangina muntik nakong umiyak. pakiramdam ko may aswang sa likod ko. speaker ko pala. and i was supposed to record the sound. so gagawin ko na lang to pag may araw na.
username: turnmeon
so heres the link to where we stopped but unfortunately, you need a password and a username, (different answers, which you need in every level), and its not just your ordinary point-and-click game. i have to post it the level 10 link here (the username and password) so i can get back on track once i log in tom. uuyy.. hidden passwords din huh. lolz.
password: deadman
so if you wanna try it, just log on to: http://deathball.net/notpron/ tangina, i recommend it. masaya sya lalo na habang may mga kasama/ka-chat. tapos team kayo. hehe.
we were kinda eager on figuring things out until level 10. i got a hint that i have to get a sound recorder and capture a sound. then i waited coz the clue said he was impatient.. then parang may umuungol na aso na ewan. tangina muntik nakong umiyak. pakiramdam ko may aswang sa likod ko. speaker ko pala. and i was supposed to record the sound. so gagawin ko na lang to pag may araw na.
username: turnmeon
so heres the link to where we stopped but unfortunately, you need a password and a username, (different answers, which you need in every level), and its not just your ordinary point-and-click game. i have to post it the level 10 link here (the username and password) so i can get back on track once i log in tom. uuyy.. hidden passwords din huh. lolz.
password: deadman
so if you wanna try it, just log on to: http://deathball.net/notpron/ tangina, i recommend it. masaya sya lalo na habang may mga kasama/ka-chat. tapos team kayo. hehe.
9.26.2005
lost.
i am so hooked up with Lost. demmit. One of the most unpredictable series ive EVER watched. and hey. they friggin' deserve the emmy's.
so out of my addiction, i made my own LOST gif. :) (if some people there might wanna use it as an avatar, ive made it 100x100). credit credit. yey!
so out of my addiction, i made my own LOST gif. :) (if some people there might wanna use it as an avatar, ive made it 100x100). credit credit. yey!
throwing up and counting.
i had the worst barfing of my life ever. *oversharing*
i got so drunk that my whole sunday was ruined. di ako makabangon. hassle pa sa studio na pagppraktisan namin. *sigh* gusto ko lang matulog.
tangina outlook ko. anlakas ng topak. argh.
i got so drunk that my whole sunday was ruined. di ako makabangon. hassle pa sa studio na pagppraktisan namin. *sigh* gusto ko lang matulog.
tangina outlook ko. anlakas ng topak. argh.
9.24.2005
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Children's letters to God.
..dear god,
..i bet its very hard for you to love all of everybody in the world. There are only 4 people in our family and I can never do it.
nan
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ive got a new layout. and my eyes are bleeding. had to check out softwares that might come in handy. :) so i did gif's then screen captures. then cleaned bubuy's (my pc) system. fun.
6 days and counting. i am more than hibernating. i am a caveman indeed. *that surfs the internet.. hmm..
busy nga ako tapos message ng message. :c andami nila. wala ako sa mood mangupal. *sigh*
at isa ito sa pangasar.
sadyang may mga taong mas malabo pa sa aquarium-na-hindi-nalinis-ng-5-taon makipagusap.
9.23.2005
helena - my chemical romance.
tagged by: :D mis ya.
Write 20 random things about you and tag as many people as the number of minutes you took in doing this. I start at...01:49am
1. I am more than praning. i am the most ill-tempered person and you'll only know if we live in the same house.
2. I am still inlove with cookie monster and i feel like its not normal anymore.
3. I am addicted to transparent things. like transparent cel casings, transparent mouse, transparent organizer etc.
4. i buy books that i love to read. i dont have the time to even cover it.
5. i always listen to ANY incubus song.
6. i love black cherry lollipops. and strawberry flavored stuff.
7. i have an obsession with perfumes. i dont have enough budget to feed my obsession though.
8. i can not-eat for 3 days straight. and i NEVER look thin.
9. i am the most mood swinger in the family. or in the circle of my friends.
10. ive never had mood swings before.
11. i look like aaron lewis DAW. and dont even know how to start asking HOW.
12. i am full of complains inside me.
13. i am starting to hate cheese. and peanut butter.
14. i write. A LOT.
15. cleaning up my room is always one of the best accomplishments ive ever had.
16. i hate piracy. but i buy pirated dvds. hmm..
17. i am as paranoid as a lab rat.
18. i always try to save others. opposite for myself.
19. i love my friends. and i dont know if they will buy that.
20. i pray. A LOT as well. i may look tarantado. but.
(ended 1:57am. should i tag 8 people??)
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Write 20 random things about you and tag as many people as the number of minutes you took in doing this. I start at...01:49am
1. I am more than praning. i am the most ill-tempered person and you'll only know if we live in the same house.
2. I am still inlove with cookie monster and i feel like its not normal anymore.
3. I am addicted to transparent things. like transparent cel casings, transparent mouse, transparent organizer etc.
4. i buy books that i love to read. i dont have the time to even cover it.
5. i always listen to ANY incubus song.
6. i love black cherry lollipops. and strawberry flavored stuff.
7. i have an obsession with perfumes. i dont have enough budget to feed my obsession though.
8. i can not-eat for 3 days straight. and i NEVER look thin.
9. i am the most mood swinger in the family. or in the circle of my friends.
10. ive never had mood swings before.
11. i look like aaron lewis DAW. and dont even know how to start asking HOW.
12. i am full of complains inside me.
13. i am starting to hate cheese. and peanut butter.
14. i write. A LOT.
15. cleaning up my room is always one of the best accomplishments ive ever had.
16. i hate piracy. but i buy pirated dvds. hmm..
17. i am as paranoid as a lab rat.
18. i always try to save others. opposite for myself.
19. i love my friends. and i dont know if they will buy that.
20. i pray. A LOT as well. i may look tarantado. but.
(ended 1:57am. should i tag 8 people??)
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9.22.2005
5 days and counting
ive been locked up here in my room, doing nothing else but download and watch dvds.
somebody gave me the first season of LOST and The 2nd season of nip/tuck. havent started with nip/tuck yet but LOST is one hell of a series. I reeeeeaaaaally love it. Im done with desperate housewives and i cant wait for it's next season.
I am charlie. :)
*hermit crab mode*
somebody gave me the first season of LOST and The 2nd season of nip/tuck. havent started with nip/tuck yet but LOST is one hell of a series. I reeeeeaaaaally love it. Im done with desperate housewives and i cant wait for it's next season.
I am charlie. :)
*hermit crab mode*
9.20.2005
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i feel like em a hermit crab.
i actually never saw sunlight for two days now and i never went out after having stocks. i just ate noodles then called kfc last night. whats up with that?
so while downloading more than 300 songs (shit i might get house arrested), i just watched desperate housewives in dvd then ate strawberry yogurt.
and em actually excited looking at the sky right now, seeing it's light blue/purple color and thinking... hooray for the sun.
then... im sleepy. fuck.
i actually never saw sunlight for two days now and i never went out after having stocks. i just ate noodles then called kfc last night. whats up with that?
so while downloading more than 300 songs (shit i might get house arrested), i just watched desperate housewives in dvd then ate strawberry yogurt.
and em actually excited looking at the sky right now, seeing it's light blue/purple color and thinking... hooray for the sun.
then... im sleepy. fuck.
9.19.2005
necessities.
i hate cutting expenses. *sigh* i should get a serious job then.
bought some things last time so i wont have trouble getting them in cases of emergency. hmf. akala nyo ba madali? ha? ha?
9.17.2005
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kakauwi ko lang galing kina khaz. ivan. trish, abhie and i were there. fuck i miss those days. ung halos wala kang magawa, yung nagbabasa lang ako ng libro. yung hindi lagi akong nagiingat dahil may masasabi sakin, yung hindi ako natatanong ng "sino ka ba?", yung hindi ako nagpapakabait for the sake of others. yung hindi ako nawawalan ng oras para kay che. yung nalilinis ko yung kwarto ko. yung nakakanood ako ng tv.
i just found that i laugh during joke times then nawawala bigla yung smile ko. then i zone out. missing the followup punchlines. then my mood crashes. then iisipin ko, nah. then magtatanong.. "ay bakit bakit? anu yun?". sabay tawanan uli.
fuck im manic depressive again. and i cant understand why. i feel like i dont allow myself to be disliked. and there i go again, nervous about what other people feel towards me.
ayokong nalalaman ni che na lumulungkot ako. coz i know there's no reason not to. nalulungkot din sha. i miss everything. i miss my old self. the un-hero. the un-pleasing.
now im staring at my six books na naghihintay sakin. na hihiga lang ako sa malinis kong bed sheet then let the day pass. na walang mangungulit. walang magtatanong. walang bastos. walang kupal.
i dont even know how to start cleaning up my mess. now i dont want spontaneity. gusto ko ng routine. yung may allotted time para sa sarili ko.
gusto ko ng matapos to lahat. kung saan ba talaga papunta to.
nakakapraning. tangina. at hindi ko alam kung bakit. masaya na pala ako dati. at hanggang dun lang ang babaw ng saya ko.
i just found that i laugh during joke times then nawawala bigla yung smile ko. then i zone out. missing the followup punchlines. then my mood crashes. then iisipin ko, nah. then magtatanong.. "ay bakit bakit? anu yun?". sabay tawanan uli.
fuck im manic depressive again. and i cant understand why. i feel like i dont allow myself to be disliked. and there i go again, nervous about what other people feel towards me.
ayokong nalalaman ni che na lumulungkot ako. coz i know there's no reason not to. nalulungkot din sha. i miss everything. i miss my old self. the un-hero. the un-pleasing.
now im staring at my six books na naghihintay sakin. na hihiga lang ako sa malinis kong bed sheet then let the day pass. na walang mangungulit. walang magtatanong. walang bastos. walang kupal.
i dont even know how to start cleaning up my mess. now i dont want spontaneity. gusto ko ng routine. yung may allotted time para sa sarili ko.
gusto ko ng matapos to lahat. kung saan ba talaga papunta to.
nakakapraning. tangina. at hindi ko alam kung bakit. masaya na pala ako dati. at hanggang dun lang ang babaw ng saya ko.
9.16.2005
happy anniv.
thank god the hard rock proposal did go well. god i was tensed like hell. totoo pala yung cold feet noh. actually i had iced hands and feet. all over. ive never got that tensed in my life. at dahil sa mga sigawan ng mga mahal kong halers, they had barely heard my speech.
so i sang underneath the waves then che cried. i almost cried as well but whew. buti na lang. then champ was like going crazy while i was singing. twas funny, emotional, and everything. shit.
so for everyone who missed it... this was my mushiest speech ever.
"...it has been almost forever since ive met you. we have surpassed the trials and still, you were there. you have always been my one and only girl and this is the right moment to spend my lifetime with you. you have made love exist for me and now ill make forever exist for the both of us... i love you...will you marry me?"
*sigh*
luv u babes. happy anniversary. :)
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sorry to anna, chona , anna, hannah and abby. they were mugged. wish that motherfucker dies. gazillion times.
so i sang underneath the waves then che cried. i almost cried as well but whew. buti na lang. then champ was like going crazy while i was singing. twas funny, emotional, and everything. shit.
so for everyone who missed it... this was my mushiest speech ever.
"...it has been almost forever since ive met you. we have surpassed the trials and still, you were there. you have always been my one and only girl and this is the right moment to spend my lifetime with you. you have made love exist for me and now ill make forever exist for the both of us... i love you...will you marry me?"
*sigh*
luv u babes. happy anniversary. :)
sorry to anna
9.15.2005
the day.
i already have a multiply site! yehey! thanks to for recommending me to have one. i also got to personalize it. mejo struggle, pero stig. i did it. the way i wanted it to look. yebah. so here's the link.
fizz whizz and a can of coke
"...its just an urban legend." hehehe. (i think whizz doesnt have an h. wutever.)
today's the day. (and i cant even sleep.) i thought id have a hard time finding the simplest perfect ring but i ended up...
looking for the simplest perfect box. when the fuck did they stop making the black/red velvetty square ones? all i could find there was a heart shaped baduy box and a... fish-shaped box. (there's a raspberry sheaped box as well.)
who on earth would propose to a girl.. giving her a ring.. IN A FUCKIN FISH?? said.. "um.. we have a lot of fishermen here in our country, sweetie."
point taken.
wish me luck.
"...its just an urban legend." hehehe. (i think whizz doesnt have an h. wutever.)
today's the day. (and i cant even sleep.) i thought id have a hard time finding the simplest perfect ring but i ended up...
looking for the simplest perfect box. when the fuck did they stop making the black/red velvetty square ones? all i could find there was a heart shaped baduy box and a... fish-shaped box. (there's a raspberry sheaped box as well.)
who on earth would propose to a girl.. giving her a ring.. IN A FUCKIN FISH??
point taken.
wish me luck.
9.14.2005
the beginning.
pictures do tell a bazillion words. how i wish i could blog here as well. i already ahve a livejournal so it'll be that redundant to post it here. *ooohhh.. read all about my life. oooohh i need attention* crap.
thanks for the welcome thing, multiply team. But 150 pictures a month sucks big time lemme tell u. but its ok. at least this is for free. hooray for that.
i just befriend all i want to befriend. not that im a snob or anything. im just a lil cautious coz there are a lot of personal pictures thats important to me. sorry for that.
em not that important anyway, so hell you care, right. :)
see ya here. :)
essentials.
why do i always feel i have a lot of spare time? i got some of those "essential" things for a dork like me.
A. a "cow" mouse pad from humor post. i hate my mouse. i should get one of those bliking ones. (is there a mouse that really looks like a mouse? ugh i want that.)
B. astroboy notepads from this korean stall that sells jigsaw puzzles and stuff. so i could still remember the things i am SUPPOSED to do.
C. tamagotchi version 2. with infrared so i could have it mate with another. thing is... is there someone who owns one besides my lonely self? kawawa naman si bibip e. (fyi. bibip is the name of my pet. its a girl. :D)
D. Rubik's Cube. so i could FINALLY use a part of my brain when im dumbbored.
E. books. Jostein Gaarder's "Sophies World" and Coelho's "By the River Piedra, I sat down and wept" (which was borrowed by a fucker then never returned my book. HENCE!)
rant: went to marios kitchen coz i was so dead hungry and ordered ground beef tortang talong and paella. after 30 long minutes, fucker gave me a crabmeat torta and my hungry self ate it anyway. result. allergy to death. tanga ako oo. pero tangina nya pa rin.
my illustration of the day.. (thanks to abhie,
abhie: hey.. do u know that (insert name here) has a lover already?
me: ui wow. good for him. next topic pls.
abhie: hahahaha. here's the thing. his lover is on this gay show somewhere in las vegas... drag queen yata or basta..
me: ......
..... WHAT??? wow. i thought he was desperate enough before and now he outdesperated himself.abhie: ..pero straight looking naman daw..
me: a straight looking drag queen?? COME THE FUCK ON!
abhie: eh sabi nya e..
me: (with the speed of 200words/second)ay wow good for him ok next topic.
and as the white and red blood corpuscles go...
(in an airport voice over manner) welcome HIV! you will be staying here with us and eat up the immune system slowly for a long time. thanks for choosing this body!
fucker.
9.13.2005
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see that feeling-may-x-factor look? huh? huh? bring it!! and i made myself purple. how stupid IS that!
oh.its available during the gigs and in black or white variation. 200 bux lang. look for chino and the mod(el). lolz i am finally humilating myself here! what a loser!
9.12.2005
9.11.2005
shnizzle dizzle.
woke up at around 1pm. and i thought i was late going to the assumption college gig. then claire called while i was on the way and traffic was not good. (btw, those san lorenzo ville guards should be fired.)
chino was there to "launch" the hale shirts (tnx for the shirt bro, i promise that id be selling a lot of it. :D)
never thought it would be a looong day. :D
that was me, claire and champ after the gig. roll, omnie and shel went ahead.
the still sober me and claire.
so while we're having nicole and claire there.. we're like not-mtv but hangin out. ew. lame. claire signed my chucks and i signed hers. :D
then they started to have this weird idea of going to the lui-pio's to watch the O.C., but they ended up agreeing going to carlos'. chino was driving so we kinda checked his license and compared it with claire's. lolz
tryin to pump the czar (am i spelling it correct claire? or it's supposed to be qzar. wutev.) yea.
then we stopped by at treats festival mall to get some "beverages" candies and blahs.
dropped by at alex's after transferring to rodz' vehicle. on the way, man the traffic was epal so we're like hungry and all. ate the chips and unfortunately no bottle opener.
good thing, mr. nice molars discovered he can open the bottles by biting the crown off.
and finally,.. after years of being sober.. lol. realization: it was really good watching the 3rd season of OC with a very big tv screen and drunk.. result after: camwhoring. :D
hence.. (with the index finger dapat!)
champ, claire and the big-faced me.
good-molared-kahit-pa guy chino, claire and dufus.
us.
afterwards, binalak naming mag-SEX (Sinangag EXpress, mind you)
masarap ang sex pag dinner.. actually anytime. see the look on those faces? :D
ang mga pasimuno, rodz, champ, carlos, miguel and chino.
then went to champ's bestfriend ron's dad's birthday. (huh? got it? gagu.) and after pigging out again.. (oh oh.. champ sang unwell and cruisin sa videoke. lolz. roda was like.. tama na beer mo tsong. haha!)
went to embassy, fort to meet claire's bestfriend, helena *hi fabulous*
rockstar, vj and a model. at ano ako? glue. :D a happy glue that is.
then we dropped pretty claire at her pad then champ went to our place and had a 30-minute tambay with my friends. thanks budz.
*and actually, i re-did this post coz the pc went gago. so sayang yung momentum.
although. yea shnizzle dizzle. luv u claire. so much. hope we get to hang out again. :D how long is this day? from 3pm to 230am. hah!
so like... should i paste the "for hatemail" pics huh claire? lolz.
oh oh recap.. we were from san lorenzo makati, went to alabang, then went to bf homes, then went to tahanan village then uh... alabang again... then taguig, then greenhills, then pandacan and then champ went home. wow. road trip.
chino was there to "launch" the hale shirts (tnx for the shirt bro, i promise that id be selling a lot of it. :D)
never thought it would be a looong day. :D
that was me, claire and champ after the gig. roll, omnie and shel went ahead.
the still sober me and claire.
so while we're having nicole and claire there.. we're like not-mtv but hangin out. ew. lame. claire signed my chucks and i signed hers. :D
then they started to have this weird idea of going to the lui-pio's to watch the O.C., but they ended up agreeing going to carlos'. chino was driving so we kinda checked his license and compared it with claire's. lolz
tryin to pump the czar (am i spelling it correct claire? or it's supposed to be qzar. wutev.) yea.
then we stopped by at treats festival mall to get some "beverages" candies and blahs.
dropped by at alex's after transferring to rodz' vehicle. on the way, man the traffic was epal so we're like hungry and all. ate the chips and unfortunately no bottle opener.
good thing, mr. nice molars discovered he can open the bottles by biting the crown off.
and finally,.. after years of being sober.. lol. realization: it was really good watching the 3rd season of OC with a very big tv screen and drunk.. result after: camwhoring. :D
hence.. (with the index finger dapat!)
champ, claire and the big-faced me.
good-molared-kahit-pa guy chino, claire and dufus.
us.
afterwards, binalak naming mag-SEX (Sinangag EXpress, mind you)
masarap ang sex pag dinner.. actually anytime. see the look on those faces? :D
ang mga pasimuno, rodz, champ, carlos, miguel and chino.
then went to champ's bestfriend ron's dad's birthday. (huh? got it? gagu.) and after pigging out again.. (oh oh.. champ sang unwell and cruisin sa videoke. lolz. roda was like.. tama na beer mo tsong. haha!)
went to embassy, fort to meet claire's bestfriend, helena *hi fabulous*
rockstar, vj and a model. at ano ako? glue. :D a happy glue that is.
then we dropped pretty claire at her pad then champ went to our place and had a 30-minute tambay with my friends. thanks budz.
*and actually, i re-did this post coz the pc went gago. so sayang yung momentum.
although. yea shnizzle dizzle. luv u
so like... should i paste the "for hatemail" pics huh claire? lolz.
9.10.2005
sta. cruz, laguna
one word.
ang layo!!!
we had a lot of fun though. humabol sa UP, then nagpuntang laguna. daming food. stopover para sa strawberry float. daming halers. ang init. di makahinga sa loob.
at birthday ni yey!!!!! hafi burtdi.
ang layo!!!
we had a lot of fun though. humabol sa UP, then nagpuntang laguna. daming food. stopover para sa strawberry float. daming halers. ang init. di makahinga sa loob.
at birthday ni
xavierxvi@gmail.com
made my new friendster account. i feel guilty when some people asks for my friendster and i say "wala!" coz it is merely impossible to not have one. dami kong nahalukay na pic. hahahaha.
my early days with da boyz. lol
mga mahal kong si maps and aia. (i miss them so much. *sigh*)
all smiles without the braces. lolz
yii. mukha akong adik. na wet look.
hehehe. birds eye view daw.
and the eugene shot. hehe
* i really have to go out. putsa. paggising ko online agad. mali nato.
my early days with da boyz. lol
mga mahal kong si maps and aia. (i miss them so much. *sigh*)
all smiles without the braces. lolz
yii. mukha akong adik. na wet look.
hehehe. birds eye view daw.
and the eugene shot. hehe
* i really have to go out. putsa. paggising ko online agad. mali nato.
9.09.2005
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my butt hurts.
ive been online for 13 hours now. and its like i dont run out of things to do. already updated my myspace account. planning to have a multiply site. downloaded songs. chatted.
*somebodys drunk at around 3pm. hee hee. ansaya. nainggit ako.*
*weird thing... soapdish's song "would you" sounds like a parokya ni edgar song.. well.. the first part that is. uso na ba talaga ang katunog?
ive been online for 13 hours now. and its like i dont run out of things to do. already updated my myspace account. planning to have a multiply site. downloaded songs. chatted.
*somebodys drunk at around 3pm. hee hee. ansaya. nainggit ako.*
*weird thing... soapdish's song "would you" sounds like a parokya ni edgar song.. well.. the first part that is. uso na ba talaga ang katunog?
9.08.2005
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got the idea from :)
oh my.
| Disorder | Rating |
| Paranoid Personality Disorder: | Moderate |
| Schizoid Personality Disorder: | Low |
| Schizotypal Personality Disorder: | High |
| Antisocial Personality Disorder: | Moderate |
| Borderline Personality Disorder: | Very High |
| Histrionic Personality Disorder: | Moderate |
| Narcissistic Personality Disorder: | High |
| Avoidant Personality Disorder: | Low |
| Dependent Personality Disorder: | Very High |
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oh my.
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ive been tagged by: claire
List 3 things that bug you - things that others may find trivial.
Then tag 6 of your friends. Only list 3 things because you may/can be tagged again.
1. I hate when people stare at me like ill hurt them or sumn. (trivial coz they say im paranoid)
2. I hate mascots. and clowns. actually... theykinda scare me.
3. I hate when my room's a picture of a battlefield.
tagging anna, abhie , ivan , nina , jo
em so sleepy. its 845 and i havent slept yet. 0_-
List 3 things that bug you - things that others may find trivial.
Then tag 6 of your friends. Only list 3 things because you may/can be tagged again.
1. I hate when people stare at me like ill hurt them or sumn. (trivial coz they say im paranoid)
2. I hate mascots. and clowns. actually... theykinda scare me.
3. I hate when my room's a picture of a battlefield.
tagging anna
em so sleepy. its 845 and i havent slept yet. 0_-
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the rain poured after my connection was done. it took us 4 hours to do the shit. so hindi nako nakahbol sa mtv. :s asar.
stupid connection people. ako pa yung sinisi.
stupid connection people. ako pa yung sinisi.
9.07.2005
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new friendster pic. hehe. naadik ako. lolz. buti na lang napa-scan ko yung pic na payat pako. hehehe.
the countdown begins. wireless connection... i welcome you. :D
experiment.
it is my first for a long time to ride a bus, fx and a jeep alone. it has been such a brave experience still... masakit pa rin sa ulo.
rode a bus to lawton from our house then an fx from lawton to sucat. had my braces adjusted so my jaw still hurts. (plus the moving teeth, mind you). then she texted me so we can meet up sa mr. kabab with chona and wawa. so pauwi, fx from sucat to lawton. then jeep from lawton to delta. pucha.4 hours lahat lahat. that's like.. (compute.. compute... carry one... divided by twenty four... plus..) 1/6 of your day!! imagine that pag nagjeep??? shet. sabagay.. anlaki naman ng matitipid! baka makabili nako ng kotse kung sakali... hmm...
so i did not bring my wallet and just had 200 bucks. para hindi ako matempt mag-cab. challenge nga e. got text supports from dear friends (love u guys! *sniff*). to everyone who's wondering kung bakit cab lang ako lagi.. i was mugged 6 times. yep. galeng noh? di ko rin maintindihan kung bakit. ayon nga kay, fat kids are harder to kidnap. ayon sakin.. they're easier to mug. malamang ganon. as of now... that remains as the most efficient theory. how... essential. O_o
i wore my favorite rust colored shirt, my uber jologs black cargo and my discman. maximum volume. minimum paranoia. had my running shoes on para ready kung sakali. nakauwi naman ako ng buhay. pero nagcab na uli ako pauwi dahil masakit na talaga panga ko. gagung braces to. mukha nakong tanga.. sinasaktan pako.
ui one thing..
: hope makahabol ako sa mtv office. em gonna be waiting for those installation people around 1pm to 5pm to go to my place so they can fix my net connection thingamajiggy. tsk. wrong timing. sana umabot ako. :D
rode a bus to lawton from our house then an fx from lawton to sucat. had my braces adjusted so my jaw still hurts. (plus the moving teeth, mind you). then she texted me so we can meet up sa mr. kabab with chona and wawa. so pauwi, fx from sucat to lawton. then jeep from lawton to delta. pucha.4 hours lahat lahat. that's like.. (compute.. compute... carry one... divided by twenty four... plus..) 1/6 of your day!! imagine that pag nagjeep??? shet. sabagay.. anlaki naman ng matitipid! baka makabili nako ng kotse kung sakali... hmm...
so i did not bring my wallet and just had 200 bucks. para hindi ako matempt mag-cab. challenge nga e. got text supports from dear friends (love u guys! *sniff*). to everyone who's wondering kung bakit cab lang ako lagi.. i was mugged 6 times. yep. galeng noh? di ko rin maintindihan kung bakit. ayon nga kay
i wore my favorite rust colored shirt, my uber jologs black cargo and my discman. maximum volume. minimum paranoia. had my running shoes on para ready kung sakali. nakauwi naman ako ng buhay. pero nagcab na uli ako pauwi dahil masakit na talaga panga ko. gagung braces to. mukha nakong tanga.. sinasaktan pako.
ui one thing..
9.06.2005
UPS 5.
it was really really raining hard last night and i just got home. che and i went to dampa paranque so we can taste some of the best sugpo and liempo ive ever tasted. around 930pm, went straight to sheldon's house para sumabay sa church where the boyz will be rockin. weird noh.. akala ko sa church talaga. may semi-gym naman pala dun.
napagod ako sa mga nagpapirma ng panyo, pamaypay, karton, punit na papel, basang kartolina, cellphone (yep, they had their mobiles signed), notebook and in fairness may mga 20 cds namang nasign-an.
pero kahit pa (by hale: which is already number 3 posing as a new entry sa myx daily hitchart!), masaya pa rin kami, though sweaty and really really tired.
got a glimpse of their platinum award na nakasabit sa may hagdan nina shel. :D
super burger.
nailcutting sesion with wolvie.
the god and his sword.
my princess and the serious looking.. guy. *lolz*
napagod ako sa mga nagpapirma ng panyo, pamaypay, karton, punit na papel, basang kartolina, cellphone (yep, they had their mobiles signed), notebook and in fairness may mga 20 cds namang nasign-an.
pero kahit pa (by hale: which is already number 3 posing as a new entry sa myx daily hitchart!), masaya pa rin kami, though sweaty and really really tired.
got a glimpse of their platinum award na nakasabit sa may hagdan nina shel. :D
super burger.
nailcutting sesion with wolvie.
the god and his sword.
my princess and the serious looking.. guy. *lolz*
*hohum*
it was really a very tiring weekend.
Buti na lang sheldon said uuwi muna sha bago magcalamba gig. So sasabay nako pabalik ng Sucat then unfortunately, sarado na ang clinic ng auntie ko.. kasi nga pala sabado, e halfday lang sha... so pinasama na lang ako ni shel sa kanila. Then nag-dinner kami and nagkwentuhan din kami ng parents nya. Telling that sheldon would “wave” to the “fans” and smile lagi. (soooo not sheldon. Rotflmao)i saw tito jess’ paintings and whoa... ang galing! I met chiqui rin...
Cute noh. Then sinundo namin si daniel sa jollibee na dapat ay pauwi nako pero nagaway kami ni tricia sa text kaya hindi nako humabol sa gig sa saguijo. Result; sumama ako papuntang laguna using shel’s van. Then tumambay kami sa select calamba dahil mejo marami pang oras... at nagkulitan lang kaming lahat. (habang ako’y tinotopak na sa antok). Veejay, dude, walang kupas ang don quixote play mo. So para ma-energize ay nag gatorade at timeout ako and i just had one big hell of sugar rush. Hyperactive.. then crash. Gago. Pauwi, hinatid nako nina OJ sa balagtas. Ayun.
Sunday: pagkagising... veejay called and dala na ni champ guitar ko. (sa wakas!) so pumunta akong UN Ave para kunin dun and sino ang kasabay na band... aba shempre.. Cueshe! (no reactions na po mga lj friends... sawa na ko. Mabait naman si reuben in fairness. Pero ang isa... *sigh* be the judge. Dami ko ng naririnig. Nagkakasala lang ako.) and nagpunta si sheryll and wawa. Pati si rita, liezel and leah. Nung nasa harap kami, di ko alam na tapos na pala, when veejay called me and hinahanap ako, napatakbo ako at naiwan sina wawa. Hahay. Buti na lang inantay nila ako sa rob place at nagstarbucks kami pagbalik ko. Nagdinner kami nina champ sa dampa with mamu and OJ, Grabe. Andaming food. Unfortunately, di ako pwedeng magshrimp that time dahil di pako nakakainom ng cetirizin (na nung Saturday pa ako inatake dahil sa duke of york shrimp pizza. *shivers*). Pero grabe, sobrang busog kaming lahat.
pero naiwan ko pa rin gitara ko. *argh*
omnie.
sugar crashing champ.
OJ and VJ
Sheldon reading every guy's porn.. Buy and Sell.
dork and paula.
daniel at the background habang 3 hours nakatelebabad sa globe line nya. *goodluck sa bill*
ano sa yo? asado o bola bola?
si paul na laging napapagkamalang si roll. (hmm baka poll pangalan nya. *ay di nakakatawa*)
champ, paula and shel
and other bonus pics: hehehe.
paula posing as sarah geronimo. (lolz. very VERY uncanny, paula.)
and the brownie baking boy. hehe.
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