For Every Child Who Could Read and Understand

lastly, before going to sleep, lets be safe and pray that this
nightmare our country is having could end as soon as possible. we do
not want our holidays to get spoiled over politics.

these times were supposed to be for peace, unity and love. all about
being a family. we just hope that the people who was voted by the
majority of our country gets to realize that they should be leaders
and not 4-yr-old-kids who could just play with tanks and guns.

and hopefully, individually, we could settle our petty differences for
the sake of happiness and love.

sorry ma-drama talaga ako pag may mga ganitong gulo. at tayong mga
kabataan (uy, naki-tayo) ang makakagawa ng malinaw na daan para sa
isa't-isa. life is short, lets not make it shorter.

again, be safe guys. listen to your parents.

Hey Rockstar

hey rockstar
you think youre so cool
with youre blinding flashes of light
and bleary penmanship

you hear the crowd singing
your heartbroken words
with your broken chords
and you think its enough

so where do u get your material?
from other people's woes?
coz its blatantly clear
that youre the one who victimizes
and not the damaged one

so everybody's singing
a lie so good
it made the number one spot
even on static frequencies

hey rockstar
yeah fuck you rockstar
you dont deserve an award
coz you gave another meaning for sellout
you just think sadness has a high demand
the words were not you
the serenity of your voice
is one hell of an irony

and you know what rockstar
not because you think youre cool
not because some people ignorantly shouts your name
jumps on your tune
believes on your lies
turns a blind eye, on your appearance
your alcohol-influenced breath

doesnt mean you can break their hearts.

so fuck you rockstar.
go shove your cd up your ass.

Greys Anatomy s04e09: Crash Into Me Part 1

It is so wrong that i watched this alone. Its the busiest episode ive ever seen in Greys.

Gale Harold's there. Kups pa rin of course. Hes like the Nazi Bryan Kinney lol.

Saved.

Ive always been skeptical about short-termed relationships. or spontaneous ones. i just dont know how it works when you enter a certain relationship and thats where you start your getting-to-know-each-other stage. i thought we had this event in our lives called "dating".

i think theres an age limit to that. sometimes, we get overboard with what the media puts in our healthy brain cells then it starts to whitewash it with drama, skipping the tedious parts.

i dont even consider it as a relationship if its like a week old or a month old then you break up. except for the sweet november story. youre exempted if youre dying.

ive actually thought of living alone when i was 17. of course i had those slumnotes youd love to answer for a colleague then there are those weird redundant question. i guess what i loved the most was this snoopy slumnote (that comes with a pen! genius!) and it had this question "how do you see yourself after 10 years", and i answered, living with my best friends. so probably, when i was 17, i assumed that im going to be single. so i traced back time... when did i entertain the idea of being NOT single?

i guess somebody just came. unexpectedly. and those pleasant surprises were the dramas exaggerated by telenovelas.

i think i got scared. because when that someone came, i instantly had attachment issues. thinking... shet di ko kayang mabuhay ng wala ka. but we all know na kaya e. pero choice mong di sha mawala.

if we are all princes and damsels in distress, does that mean everyone is waiting for our "someone" to save us? and i guess... being single is synonymous to distress. which is weird by the way.

nakakapagtaka lang na nakakapagod raw maghintay. e di wag maghintay. andami kayang pwedeng libangan.

and thats what i learned when i was 23. detachment. and nobody could actually save us from anything else but ourselves.

A Quick Happy Blog.

ok its 350PM and im hurrying up waiting for my yosi to burn. im going to anna's place dahil sabay kami sa MYXMO.

first, i was craving for tocino last night and somebody just gave me one this morning. weird and cosmic, i think brainwaves have benefits.

second, im going with MAMU, DON, AND ANNA. happy shiny people plus add a star for more shine... we're with kyla. kyla is love. so. much. love.

third, we have tickets for the halers so its fun meeting new ones again. antagal ko ng namimiss yung mga halers na first time mong mamemeet. ^_____________^ malabo mang pakinggan yon pero again, nagmamadali ako. no backspacing.

fourth, the spice girls and urbandub cds are waiting for me (alam ko malabo pagsamahin ang dalawang cd na yon sa isang rack pero putangina good vibes plus rock is equal to schizophrenia. and its me.)

fifth, i got a project for december. thank god i was praying for one project that i could put my focus on

sixth, did i mention im going to myxmo? with production ID? and im with annachi, mamubeybeh and donster? plus rae, ryan and JM? more fun. funner.

seventh, i have this dresser na mas matanda pa sakin, seriously... and i finally got rid of it at napalitan na sha ng couch. halatang tamad ang mayari ng kwarto. nakahiga or nakaupo. and its AWESOME. awesome couch. really,,, awesome couch.

eighth, im going to subic tomorrow. confirmed by champoyski. para sa van na rin kami magmemeeting. at may meeting pako kina ivan by tomorrow. so sige lang meet lang ng meet. tadtarin na ng meet meet.

ninth, im on my 6 sticks a day na lang. i started on 11. im gradually quitting smoking and i finally made it. december 1 and the yosi thing is GONE. im going to be fucking hot! move over... um... hot people.

tenth, dont you just love the freaking weather? sunny, ambon ambon at anlamig. im plaiyng christmas songs coz i saw my christmas mp3 collection and all my christmas lights when i was cleaning last night. fuck spirit of christmas nasa akin. this cant be happening.

wow tuluy tuloy. i must be really happy today huh.

Everything is getting SHITTIER every minute... Literally.

so i woke up on a sunday morning, bumping into one link about JENKEM.

And right after the 2girls1cup phenomenon... (warning... I AM NOT KIDDING ABOUT THE WARNING.. if you have a really weak tolerance for GROSSNESS please i beg you do not click ---> THIS.), theres a new narcotic that involves... SHIT. again. (this, is an anagram of shit. how clever.)

Jenkem or jekem is a narcotic recreational drug composed of noxious gas formed from fermented human sewage. Having originally emerged amongst Zambian street children some time before the mid-1990s, Jenkem is according to widely reported anecdotal sources as of November 2007 in the process of attaining a foothold among US teenagers. However, several sources are alleging that these reports are based on a hoax (see section below). The reporting of this in US mainstream media has been marked by a rush of disbelief and distaste for the apparent grossness of the phenomenon.

to my opinion... i think its really SICK. but to some... i have no idea.

wanna try?

The Gray Area

You go, I go
and i could not care less
not even the ants
feeding on my coffeemug mark

I say, You say
the words that would leave
indefinite open wounds
with its invisible hemorrhages

You wait, I dont
for they say time fixes
everything thats broken
but i say it wasnt just damaged
or broken, or cracked
it burnt like hell's ashes
soft gush of wind took it away
hurting somebodys eyes

You are irrelevant
The most insignifacnt
Unsubstantial
Pussbag i bumped into
And i feel apologetic for myself
Drunk dialing
Drunk blogging
a worthless piece of dead words
for a worthless piece of shit

I think, You think
Theres no black and white
nothings absolute
everythings a meantime-fuckbuddy

so i realize
the gray area that matters
the phase between anger and forgiveness
doesnt exist for the both of us

anymore

Xavier likes to.. (got it from Annachi)

Go to Google and type in quotation marks your name and then "likes to" (ex. "Bugoy likes to"). Type in the first ten things that come up and repost in your own blog.

1. Xavier likes to create instruments with them such as: water gourd drums, large Mayan trumpets, big rasps, rattles, and the Musical Bow

2. Xavier likes to dance a lot! Put on some music, Old School, Salsa, Cumbias, Rancheras, Tex-Mex, Swing, it doesn’t matter, the guy can move!

3. xavier likes to sleep a lot. we could call him a nocturnal creature, except that he sleeps at night as well

4. Xavier likes to go fishing and play John Madden NFL Football on his PS2.

5. Xavier likes to think he could have been a good musician, but he's happy to put his perfect ears to work listening to advertisers.

6. Xavier likes to watch. The other X-men are off at a carnival, leaving Nightcrawler and Angel alone in the danger room. (hahahaha xmen).

7. Xavier likes to play football.

8. Xavier, likes to go to the. mall. . . . So I dropped him off. No, I didn't follow him. (WTF! hahahaha)

9. Xavier likes to be chased and when he gets going, this usually happens about ten minutes after they start playing, he will take off to wherever his legs can.

10. Xavier likes to play cards and watch movies.


wow. so xaviers are almost musical and athletic. and malling. LOL

Hangover.

i had a sip of strawberry margarita and blue hawaii then 3 glasses of kalye juan's zombie sealed the deal. di ako ganun kalasing kagabi pero wew... ansakit ng ulo ko paggising.

sourberry played 4 songs... and they were GOOD! ^_^ em a proud friend. hahaha champ and omnie watched them upstairs and champ gave them a thumbs up. :D woot! good sign!

hale played one of their new songs. Over and over and over again is AWESOME. i actually thought it was a cover coz it sounded much more of bloc party/the killers. and i found myself singing at the last chorus coz it was that catchy and upbeat.

we had a meeting before they played. although its not done yet. andami pang dapat pagusapan bago magusap usap. anlabo pero thats the best i could come up with. tsss. erika dropped by pero twas just short and sweet. (ooohh gossip girl. :D)

then after the gig, mr. walter sy (nakanangtoots) took sourberry's pics for their band profile. tapos diretso nang kalye juan with mamu, anna, don, wawa, hazel and leeza. omg did i mention that bunchu is no longer our bunchu.. coz she was so hot last night. hahaha. then we had a pitcher of zombie. thanks uli kay mamu. ^_^ leeza, the necktie is haunting me in my dreams.

the night is always awesome with them ^________^ *sighs* bat kasi konti lang nagpunta? weird. sana riot kagabe. :D

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watched greys anatomy ep7 and i cried for bailey. SHET. ang agaaga masakit ulo ko pati mata ko sumakit. demmit.

Early Hale Meeting.

champ messaged me sa YM yesterday kasi may emergency meeting daw. so akala ko naman magaartista na sha. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

so 1130 am na ako nagising at 1230nn kami magkikita sa emi office. dinaanan ko muna si anna sa maceda tapos dumiretso na kaming timog pero napuntang teriyaki boy Tomas Morato.

i think were going to have a really good time next year. especially all the halers. i dont want to get it jinxed so iill not go into details, pero shempre we are brewing something up so everybody could get connected and united. somehow.

seeing champ with a notebook, wrote down all the details na paguusapan... seryosohan na nga to. twilight zone seryoso. mamu, ate chu, anna, champ and i were having lunch while discussing about it.

bluesky production is up again. so the whole 2008, medyo marami raming events. n_n

then went back to the emi office with mamu tapos may practice pa sila ng 4pm, got cds (i love you mamu! *huuuuuuuuuuggsss* shet greys anatomy season 3 OST ♥♥♥♥♥) called liza and supposedly pupunta sa station para guluhin sha while on air. (promise leeza magiging dj ako ng di oras pag pinagsama tayo. i can feel it. LOL) tapos surprisingly, dorina, mona and cheezee were there too. i missed youuuuuuuuuuuuu. sobrang salamat sa brownies at krinkles i think im going to die eating. then sabay sabay na kami umuwi.

tama nga si champ. andami yatang naaccomplish pag maaga ka nagigising. LOL

Heroes s02e07: Out Of Time

so much stuff going oooooooooooooooooooonnn.

there was a rumor that three of the main characters will die this season. and im quite scared about it.

this episode gave one away.

STOP READING FROM HERE IF YOU DONT WANT SPOILERS. AND YES IM SHOUTING. lol but if you wanna get spoiled (that didnt sound right), highlight the thing below.

start spoiler here --->
 

    * Nathan finally found out that Peter is alive, but Peter's still on the future with Caitlin. They were quarantined separately, then Mommy Petrelli came to the place and Peter somehow remembered that shes his mom. Peter suddenly went back in time... leaving Caitlin in the future. shit.
    * The Nightmare Parkman is DOWN. yeah baby. Matt took him off his ass. They both have the same powers pala pero Matt doesnt really have much control of it pa. Molly is finally saved.
    * West discovers that The Man in The Horn Rimmed Glasses is Claire's dad. Noah Bennett came home right after West surprised Claire by visiting her and made waffles with her mom. When Mr Bennett heard that Calire's got a boyfriend, he planned of getting away to escape his death. (You remember the paintings of course). Pero shempre di sasama si Claire. pft. I had a pretty guess that Suresh is Mr. Bennett's killer. Coz the paintings said so. n_n
    * The best part is... Hiro is the real Takezo Kensei. the white kensei fought him but hiro got his sword and the place was on fire. oh, the place was full of gun powder by the way, so it kinda exploded with kensei after hiro teleporting out of the blast. pero heres the thing...

      Youve heard of Adam Monroe, right?... well... when Peter went back in time, he finally met Adam, and as i quote Bob, Adam is the "most powerful, and the most dangerous" of them all... is because... THE WHITE TAKEZO KENSEI IS ADAM MONROE! FUCKSHIT.

      He has the same power like Claire's right? so i guess that makes him almost immortal... living for 400 years. now im more scared for Hiro. T_ T

    * Nikki/Jessica got controlled by The Nightmare Parkman... DL appeared in front of her and making her see that Bob shot him. Nikki/Jessica took the virus shot after Nathan talking her out of it coz apparently she cant stop the nightmare. thing is, Mohinder's antibodies didnt kill the virus. so they have to get Claire for her regenarative cells to cure Nikki/Jessica.

      And thats where it leads to Mr Bennetts demise. *sighs* i think hes a good guy in the worst situation. i just hope it gets stopped before he gets shot.

 <---End Of Spoilers

Trying to be Dan Humphrey

so there were two costume parties that i didnt attend to. :(

frustratingly annoying!

una i was supposed to be a starbucks barista last oct 27. pero may hassle

and then im supposed to be dan humphrey. HAHAHA.

i saw this cardigan he was wearing sa episode 6 and i promised myself to get one. nung nag MOA kami, i was supposed to get this Zara jacket and i thought naubos na yung stocks so pumunta ako sa may bandang likod AND I SAW THE CARDIGAN. IT WAS MEANT FOR ME DEMMIT!




then i cut my hair pero it was shorter than his hahahaha. adik. so after a lot of pizza, ice cream and dan humphrey slothing around...




there you go. hahahaha.

watch gossip girl its so good. LOL


edited 123PM 11/03/07:



the comment thread below was linked by ivan coz we found it funny. weirdly, somebody I DIDNT KNOW commented... "wow that was sufficiently awkward. talk about the superficiality of your friend".

what the fuck? those comments were supposed to be a joke... because CLEARLY kung kilala mo ako... you know that we are just playing around.

and he thought im a "rejected barista". coz he didnt notice na IT WAS FOR A COSTUME PARTY.

theres a lesson here people... KUNG MABABA ANG IQ MO AT COMPREHENSION... WAG KANG EPAL.

sabagay... as expected... meron talagang party pooper. woooooooooo walang siraan ng good vibes! tangina ka.

Kung Fu Fighting

"Deep down, everyone wants to believe they can be hardcore. But being hardcore isn’t just about being tough. It’s about acceptance. Sometimes you have to give yourself permission to not be hardcore for once. You don’t have to be tough every minute of every day. It’s okay to let down your guard. In fact there are moments when it’s the best thing you can possibly do… as long as you choose your moments wisely."

- Meredith Grey
Grey's Anatomy s04e06

MEREDITH: "its not about the sex, its not.. about the sex. its about the moment afterwards, when the world stops. Just feel so safe... so safe. Im not ready to give that up. Does that make me sad, weak and pathetic?"
CRISTINA: "...a little bit."


it was meredith doing the talking. but that is me. if you know what i mean. :(