the john mayer and adam levine kiss. lolz.
11.30.2004
sick.
our band is playing at a christmas party on thursday.
last saturday, i panicked coz the party organizer asked if we already have the lineup, and she was asking about "ballroom" songs.
i feel like someone just forgot THAT WE ARE AN ALTERNATIVE/REGGAE BAND. last month, when she asked about our band, i emphasized that we are an alterock band and i tried talking to her that we can't play coz of one big reason. the crowd. it consists of age bracket 35-127 yrs old. h christ. to add a lil twist in this game, i have nasopharyngitis. started yesterday. and a lil touch of fever, cold and cough. yehey. im soooo ready for thursday.
/me checking mails
*taka* anong meron sa yahoo? bat di gumagana? wag silang ganyan at yayahoohin ko sila.
aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrgggggghhh! when will the suffering enddddd?????
maiba tayo, i was checking my friends list and i saw![[info]](http://images.stainedshirt.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/orig/RjWePAoKCkcAAGJvLvs1404/2.gif?et=KnqaCMFDPcF0xMo49rGZZw)
gloriouspopstar's entry. hehehehe. thanks sha.
last saturday, i panicked coz the party organizer asked if we already have the lineup, and she was asking about "ballroom" songs.
i feel like someone just forgot THAT WE ARE AN ALTERNATIVE/REGGAE BAND. last month, when she asked about our band, i emphasized that we are an alterock band and i tried talking to her that we can't play coz of one big reason. the crowd. it consists of age bracket 35-127 yrs old. h christ. to add a lil twist in this game, i have nasopharyngitis. started yesterday. and a lil touch of fever, cold and cough. yehey. im soooo ready for thursday./me checking mails
*taka* anong meron sa yahoo? bat di gumagana? wag silang ganyan at yayahoohin ko sila.
aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrgggggghhh! when will the suffering enddddd?????
maiba tayo, i was checking my friends list and i saw
gloriouspopstar's entry. hehehehe. thanks sha.11.28.2004
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we had our regular friday gimik last night. kaso starbucks lang kami and music 21 ktv. after that bagsak nako.
i was with abhie, kit, and iko.
just opened the package from germany. sent by my "mommy". she's actually my aunt but she was the one who took care of me when i was a toddler so i cal her that. she wanted to adopt me but of course, my parents did not agree. (kung ngayon pa in-offer ang adoption eh hindi na kukurap ang mga yon maidispatsa lang ako).
had perfume, 2 pants and 3 shorts. but my uncle and my mom wanted the shorts so tig-iisa na tuloy kami. they really love my two girls dahil halos isang karton eh kanila.
sakit pa ng ulo ko. hanggang ngayon. may praktis pa kami mamaya and just dropped by while downloading some of the songs.
i was with abhie, kit, and iko.
just opened the package from germany. sent by my "mommy". she's actually my aunt but she was the one who took care of me when i was a toddler so i cal her that. she wanted to adopt me but of course, my parents did not agree. (kung ngayon pa in-offer ang adoption eh hindi na kukurap ang mga yon maidispatsa lang ako).
had perfume, 2 pants and 3 shorts. but my uncle and my mom wanted the shorts so tig-iisa na tuloy kami. they really love my two girls dahil halos isang karton eh kanila.
sakit pa ng ulo ko. hanggang ngayon. may praktis pa kami mamaya and just dropped by while downloading some of the songs.
11.26.2004
blah # 3
ang kitchen naming mistulang building sa tagal matapos, ay isang malaking katarantaduhan. malalaman ng isang tao na hindi na maganda ang hassle na nangyayari sa buhay nya kapag ang mga sumusunod na ito ang mga tanong sa sarili.
- nakakain ka na ba sa ibabaw ng ilalim ng upuan?
- namula ba ang mata mo ng dalawang araw dahil sa alikabok?
- nakapagluto ka na ba ng noodles sa labahan ninyo?
- naubos na ba ang mga damit mo dahil hindi ka nakapaglaba ng dalawang buwan?
- nakagastos ka ba ng mahigit dalawang libo para sa masusuot na damit dahil di ka nga makapaglaba?
- nakatapos ka na ba ng 4 libro sa loob ng tatlong araw dahil di ka makanood ng tv?
- nawala ba ang remote control ng compo nyo dahil sa mga tambak na gamit?
- nagmistula bang kulay semento ang blue mong converse?
- nakapaghiwa ka ba ng bawang at sibuyas sa may hagdanan?
- tumira ka na ba sa kwarto mo ng mahigit tatlong linggo?
- naghugas ka na ba ng pinggan na may pintura at semento?
- ginusto mo bang kumain sa malinis na plato pero hindi ka makakita ng kahit isa?
- naghanap ka na ba ng plato habang mistulang mamatay ka na sa gutom?
- sinubukan mo na bang magbukas ng lata gamit ang tinidor?
- nakapaghalo ka na ba ng corned beef gamit ang tinidor na pambukas mo ng lata?
- nanghiram ka na ba ng pambukas na lata sa kapitbahay na kahit si mcgyver ay magtataka kung paano gumagana yon?
- nabaliw ka na ba habang umaasang gaganda ang kusina at banyo nyo?
ako, isang namamakyung OO.
breakfast: (1:25PM GMT +8hours)
3 tigdadalawampisong sago
5 boy bawang
1 tiglilimampisong melon
3 isaw
lunch: (4:40PM GMT +8HRS)
7 pan de coco
1 starbucks na warm choco without whipped cream (uy sosi.)
dinner: (mamaya pa to.)
ang walang kamatayang sashimi sa tokyo tokyo.
.... sana umabot ako ng birthday ko. *kaba*
(kasalukuyan akong nagddownload ng songs para sa lineup namin. 225 kb na lang,,, biglang na discon. back to 0. wow. cant i just kill myself?)
- nakakain ka na ba sa ibabaw ng ilalim ng upuan?
- namula ba ang mata mo ng dalawang araw dahil sa alikabok?
- nakapagluto ka na ba ng noodles sa labahan ninyo?
- naubos na ba ang mga damit mo dahil hindi ka nakapaglaba ng dalawang buwan?
- nakagastos ka ba ng mahigit dalawang libo para sa masusuot na damit dahil di ka nga makapaglaba?
- nakatapos ka na ba ng 4 libro sa loob ng tatlong araw dahil di ka makanood ng tv?
- nawala ba ang remote control ng compo nyo dahil sa mga tambak na gamit?
- nagmistula bang kulay semento ang blue mong converse?
- nakapaghiwa ka ba ng bawang at sibuyas sa may hagdanan?
- tumira ka na ba sa kwarto mo ng mahigit tatlong linggo?
- naghugas ka na ba ng pinggan na may pintura at semento?
- ginusto mo bang kumain sa malinis na plato pero hindi ka makakita ng kahit isa?
- naghanap ka na ba ng plato habang mistulang mamatay ka na sa gutom?
- sinubukan mo na bang magbukas ng lata gamit ang tinidor?
- nakapaghalo ka na ba ng corned beef gamit ang tinidor na pambukas mo ng lata?
- nanghiram ka na ba ng pambukas na lata sa kapitbahay na kahit si mcgyver ay magtataka kung paano gumagana yon?
- nabaliw ka na ba habang umaasang gaganda ang kusina at banyo nyo?
ako, isang namamakyung OO.
breakfast: (1:25PM GMT +8hours)
3 tigdadalawampisong sago
5 boy bawang
1 tiglilimampisong melon
3 isaw
lunch: (4:40PM GMT +8HRS)
7 pan de coco
1 starbucks na warm choco without whipped cream (uy sosi.)
dinner: (mamaya pa to.)
ang walang kamatayang sashimi sa tokyo tokyo.
.... sana umabot ako ng birthday ko. *kaba*
(kasalukuyan akong nagddownload ng songs para sa lineup namin. 225 kb na lang,,, biglang na discon. back to 0. wow. cant i just kill myself?)
11.25.2004
geez.
forgot sex and the city again. pushit.
watched the premiere of the polar express last night at powerplant cinema 6.
walang katuturan, pero christmas.
nakakahilo, pero christmas.
ang galing ng animation, at christmas.
had practice last night paguwi. pati ngayon, kagagaling ko lang ng practice. wala na akong lakas para kumanta pero shige, usapan e.
wala akong nagawa buong araw. nagpahilo lang sa track #6 ng imago. (kung gusto nyong malaman, bumili kayo ng cd.) (lumilindol ba?... puta, hita lang ng katabi ko.)
nahihilo, nahihilo, nahihilo.
(bat ba laging eheads ang tugtog dito? ala na atang ibang cd. hahay.)
watched the premiere of the polar express last night at powerplant cinema 6.
walang katuturan, pero christmas.
nakakahilo, pero christmas.
ang galing ng animation, at christmas.
had practice last night paguwi. pati ngayon, kagagaling ko lang ng practice. wala na akong lakas para kumanta pero shige, usapan e.
wala akong nagawa buong araw. nagpahilo lang sa track #6 ng imago. (kung gusto nyong malaman, bumili kayo ng cd.) (lumilindol ba?... puta, hita lang ng katabi ko.)
nahihilo, nahihilo, nahihilo.
(bat ba laging eheads ang tugtog dito? ala na atang ibang cd. hahay.)
11.23.2004
blah.
lets have the normal news first.
thanks bespren aj for the premiere tickets. it has been a while since i went to a premiere night.
do you know the feeling of having this very bad headache then after taking 4 mefenamic acids, the hurt is gone but u feel its still there. thats what im feeling right at this very moment. oh wait...
*blink blink*
i was checking my friendster and i gave my ex a birthday message. she's 24 and i was like teasing her about being 26.
EX wrote:
> pakyu.
>
> Xavier wrote:
> > kidding. alam naman ng lahat na 25 ka lang.
> ano k
> > b. :p
> >
> > so hows (the bank where she's working) dami kong utang
> jan.
> > nagngumusta lang.
> >
> > EX wrote:
> > > anak ng tokwa. 26 mo muka mo!! i hate
> > > you!!!! :D
> > >
> > > Xavier wrote:
> > > > i think i have to greet someone a happy
> > > birthday.
> > > > late though.
> > > >
> > > > happy 26th birthday. lolz
KELAN PA SYA NAGSIMULANG MAMAKYU? geez. nagulat lang ako.
anyway, back to where i was, my migraine was like this annoying meralco-man during your 8am sleep.... (bat ang liit ng bigmac ngayon. tanginang buhay to), and can you imagine this sound in the movie the grudge? like this high-pitched dial tone whenever toshio appears? i had that last night and at my peripheral view, i saw somebody walking from the terrace into my room, and i didnt look at it, but its clear that it's not normal. it has like normal soulder length hair, straight body, in white, walking slowly (unlike the sadako moves),i closed my eyes, prayed, and counted to 50, i was afraid to open my eyes then turn my head towards it, i was too fragile last night, if ever its in front of me the time i opened my eyes, i know im gonna die of fear. im not usually afraid of ghosts but last night was way freaky. the only light was my green nitelite so i opened my study table light and my room's. i wasnt supposed to post this but it still disturbs my whole morning, just the thought of it i mean.
okay. next topic. (im not used to this horror crap.)
while listening to the cab's radio station, 90.7, (can we blame them?) when i was going to powerplant, the drivers were playing with their two-way radios. nagtatanong kung ano ang tagalog ng orange. sagot ng isa, ponkan. sagot ng isa, sankis. sagot ng isa, dalandan. tapos may humirit, "berdi ang dalandan. hindi oreyns. bobo." lolz. tangina. pinasaya nila ang araw ko.
gotta go. post post na lang.
thanks bespren aj for the premiere tickets. it has been a while since i went to a premiere night.
do you know the feeling of having this very bad headache then after taking 4 mefenamic acids, the hurt is gone but u feel its still there. thats what im feeling right at this very moment. oh wait...
*blink blink*
i was checking my friendster and i gave my ex a birthday message. she's 24 and i was like teasing her about being 26.
EX wrote:
> pakyu.
>
> Xavier wrote:
> > kidding. alam naman ng lahat na 25 ka lang.
> ano k
> > b. :p
> >
> > so hows (the bank where she's working) dami kong utang
> jan.
> > nagngumusta lang.
> >
> > EX wrote:
> > > anak ng tokwa. 26 mo muka mo!! i hate
> > > you!!!! :D
> > >
> > > Xavier wrote:
> > > > i think i have to greet someone a happy
> > > birthday.
> > > > late though.
> > > >
> > > > happy 26th birthday. lolz
KELAN PA SYA NAGSIMULANG MAMAKYU? geez. nagulat lang ako.
anyway, back to where i was, my migraine was like this annoying meralco-man during your 8am sleep.... (bat ang liit ng bigmac ngayon. tanginang buhay to), and can you imagine this sound in the movie the grudge? like this high-pitched dial tone whenever toshio appears? i had that last night and at my peripheral view, i saw somebody walking from the terrace into my room, and i didnt look at it, but its clear that it's not normal. it has like normal soulder length hair, straight body, in white, walking slowly (unlike the sadako moves),i closed my eyes, prayed, and counted to 50, i was afraid to open my eyes then turn my head towards it, i was too fragile last night, if ever its in front of me the time i opened my eyes, i know im gonna die of fear. im not usually afraid of ghosts but last night was way freaky. the only light was my green nitelite so i opened my study table light and my room's. i wasnt supposed to post this but it still disturbs my whole morning, just the thought of it i mean.
okay. next topic. (im not used to this horror crap.)
while listening to the cab's radio station, 90.7, (can we blame them?) when i was going to powerplant, the drivers were playing with their two-way radios. nagtatanong kung ano ang tagalog ng orange. sagot ng isa, ponkan. sagot ng isa, sankis. sagot ng isa, dalandan. tapos may humirit, "berdi ang dalandan. hindi oreyns. bobo." lolz. tangina. pinasaya nila ang araw ko.
gotta go. post post na lang.
11.18.2004
*sigh*
What did it mean to be crazy?
People would say for example, that certain sportsmen were crazy because they wanted to break records, or that artists were crazy because they led such strange insecure lives, different from the lives of "normal" people. Then there are people who had often seen pushing supermarket trolleys full of plastic bags and rags and proclaiming the end of the world.
"...insanity is the inability to communicate your ideas. its as if you were in a foreign country, able to see and understand everything thats going on around you but incapable of explaining what you need to know or of being helped, because you don't understand the language they speak there."
"We've all felt that."
"And all of us, one way or another, are insane."
People would say for example, that certain sportsmen were crazy because they wanted to break records, or that artists were crazy because they led such strange insecure lives, different from the lives of "normal" people. Then there are people who had often seen pushing supermarket trolleys full of plastic bags and rags and proclaiming the end of the world.
"...insanity is the inability to communicate your ideas. its as if you were in a foreign country, able to see and understand everything thats going on around you but incapable of explaining what you need to know or of being helped, because you don't understand the language they speak there."
"We've all felt that."
"And all of us, one way or another, are insane."
veronika decides to die
-paulo coelho
-paulo coelho
bad day.
is it everybody? or am i entirely the word mistake made in human form?
due to some very very personal reasons, i had a very bad day. i broke down again and i cant help it anymore. my mom and i had a fight again. (wuz new?) she wanted to wake me up coz we have to buy stuff for the renovated bathroom and kitchen. and since i only slept for around 1 hour, i cant just stand and do the hokey pokey like im uber excited. in the first place, i cant go outside the door without taking a bath (since our bathroom's under repair, i have to go to my sisters house.. yadda yadda.. and my mom wont like delays. so in short, i am a sleepless, batheless, morning glorified freak going to deal with chinese tinderos/as so.. it cant happen.) and since (again) she knew the colors and how the things looked like, she can go there and haggle with it herself. but no, she chose another color, (in fairness, white mixes with everything. but the supposed color was blue) and i freaked out to look on a door with a fish-stained glass. ew. i said plain. is it hard to tell it to the chinese peeps. no. she just wanted it her way. just to annoy me i guess. and when i commented with everything i saw, she blamed me and told me im not helping. so i just shut up like a spoiled brat, went to my room, talked to my sister and cried. (thats not just the deal, those were just the things that triggered everything and my sanity, crashing down.)
and i had another thing that ruined my entire day, i called a band practice coz our drummer was around. i texted aia and tim that i cant go tonight coz of that, went typing and stuff for our playlist, then just gene and marv was around. the bassist, i dunno where the hell is he. but i am so pissed off. and since rico quoted claremont about jean grey, "..the person who tries so hard to be strong that she sometimes forget she's human."
im in human mode from now on. lived to hurt. to decide. to defend. and i dont give a fuckin care if i also hurt others. a dog eat dog world? *shrug*
due to some very very personal reasons, i had a very bad day. i broke down again and i cant help it anymore. my mom and i had a fight again. (wuz new?) she wanted to wake me up coz we have to buy stuff for the renovated bathroom and kitchen. and since i only slept for around 1 hour, i cant just stand and do the hokey pokey like im uber excited. in the first place, i cant go outside the door without taking a bath (since our bathroom's under repair, i have to go to my sisters house.. yadda yadda.. and my mom wont like delays. so in short, i am a sleepless, batheless, morning glorified freak going to deal with chinese tinderos/as so.. it cant happen.) and since (again) she knew the colors and how the things looked like, she can go there and haggle with it herself. but no, she chose another color, (in fairness, white mixes with everything. but the supposed color was blue) and i freaked out to look on a door with a fish-stained glass. ew. i said plain. is it hard to tell it to the chinese peeps. no. she just wanted it her way. just to annoy me i guess. and when i commented with everything i saw, she blamed me and told me im not helping. so i just shut up like a spoiled brat, went to my room, talked to my sister and cried. (thats not just the deal, those were just the things that triggered everything and my sanity, crashing down.)
and i had another thing that ruined my entire day, i called a band practice coz our drummer was around. i texted aia and tim that i cant go tonight coz of that, went typing and stuff for our playlist, then just gene and marv was around. the bassist, i dunno where the hell is he. but i am so pissed off. and since rico quoted claremont about jean grey, "..the person who tries so hard to be strong that she sometimes forget she's human."
im in human mode from now on. lived to hurt. to decide. to defend. and i dont give a fuckin care if i also hurt others. a dog eat dog world? *shrug*
hangganan.
nangusap ka na ba sa kumpol ng batong nilumot? itinanong kung hanggang saan ang taas ng pangarap na ipukol sila para makita ang munting iglap ng ganda?
ang lalim ng karagatan na mababaw para sa buhangin, naramdaman mo n ba?
nakakatawang inaabot ng katauhan ang langit. pinagisipan ang mga laruang nakakayanang labanan ang pababang hila ng mundo. nagdasal para makarating lang sa malaking asul na kumot habang hawak ang mga bituing ikinandado ang mga hiling na di natupad. mga patawad na hindi naipadala. mga tanong na hindi nagtutugma.
nilalabanan ang katotohanang ang langit na inaasam, pag narating, may patutunguhan pa. nag-aagawan sa init at dilim na hindi namin gugustuhin ninuman. at hindi kailanman papangarapin.
gusto ba talaga ng lahat mapunta ng langit? o impyerno lang ang gustong takasan? mundo lang ang gustong lutangan? pero ang totoong langit, hindi talaga pansin. hindi tinitingala, hindi nililingon.
dahil sa iba, langit ang apoy na maaaring idaan sa takas. sayaw sa baga, na hindi nilubayan. nangapa sa dilim para makakita, ng hindi gumagamit ng liwanag.
mga emosyong luha ang itinatangis sa ibang nakangiti. nakangiti sa mga luhang itinatangis.
nasaan ba ang langit?
ang lalim ng karagatan na mababaw para sa buhangin, naramdaman mo n ba?
nakakatawang inaabot ng katauhan ang langit. pinagisipan ang mga laruang nakakayanang labanan ang pababang hila ng mundo. nagdasal para makarating lang sa malaking asul na kumot habang hawak ang mga bituing ikinandado ang mga hiling na di natupad. mga patawad na hindi naipadala. mga tanong na hindi nagtutugma.
nilalabanan ang katotohanang ang langit na inaasam, pag narating, may patutunguhan pa. nag-aagawan sa init at dilim na hindi namin gugustuhin ninuman. at hindi kailanman papangarapin.
gusto ba talaga ng lahat mapunta ng langit? o impyerno lang ang gustong takasan? mundo lang ang gustong lutangan? pero ang totoong langit, hindi talaga pansin. hindi tinitingala, hindi nililingon.
dahil sa iba, langit ang apoy na maaaring idaan sa takas. sayaw sa baga, na hindi nilubayan. nangapa sa dilim para makakita, ng hindi gumagamit ng liwanag.
mga emosyong luha ang itinatangis sa ibang nakangiti. nakangiti sa mga luhang itinatangis.
nasaan ba ang langit?
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ok. here it goes again.
i have been really busy editing some pictures. i was supposed to post my poems and those pix but i always lose my diskette. twice. (oh so dumb)
i thought i promised to stay off alcohol. but on a monday night, i had a bottle with josh, marvin and jr.
speaking of malate (in which i didnt know what part i mentioned it), last sunday, josh, teena, marv, jr, jon and i went to abhie and i's regular "shisha"-an. (shisha - an arabian tobacco, puffed in a weird instrument invented by a lampshade maker i suppose, or a big water pipe, in which called as "bong" here in da pilipins. bong, on the other hand, is used for juti prut, if u know what i mean)
monday: deja vu
funny thing, marv was really angry when she saw teena and us having shisha on jr's phone video. thought we were having an illegal thing going on. but it seemed like, he was more addicted than anyone.
gene showed us his brand new powder-smelling acoustic guitar. neat. he also made me hear those new songs in our acoustic playlist. which consists of 91 songs as of the moment. we're still trying to beat ipod's capability.
. acoustic pa lang yun ha. wala pa yung rakrakan.
ill try to post the pics by tomorrow. if i could
i have been really busy editing some pictures. i was supposed to post my poems and those pix but i always lose my diskette. twice. (oh so dumb)
i thought i promised to stay off alcohol. but on a monday night, i had a bottle with josh, marvin and jr.
speaking of malate (in which i didnt know what part i mentioned it), last sunday, josh, teena, marv, jr, jon and i went to abhie and i's regular "shisha"-an. (shisha - an arabian tobacco, puffed in a weird instrument invented by a lampshade maker i suppose, or a big water pipe, in which called as "bong" here in da pilipins. bong, on the other hand, is used for juti prut, if u know what i mean)
monday: deja vu
funny thing, marv was really angry when she saw teena and us having shisha on jr's phone video. thought we were having an illegal thing going on. but it seemed like, he was more addicted than anyone.
gene showed us his brand new powder-smelling acoustic guitar. neat. he also made me hear those new songs in our acoustic playlist. which consists of 91 songs as of the moment. we're still trying to beat ipod's capability.
. acoustic pa lang yun ha. wala pa yung rakrakan.ill try to post the pics by tomorrow. if i could
11.14.2004
as.
had been running down from ages
lurking past the shadows of predecessored rages
finding myself staring at the same
dark-blue pinholed blanket of self-inflicted shames.
as to the heavens that heard you
wove a fallacy of two
whispered a soul back to me
from a not so distant treachery.
i said i love you
so many times
i know youve heard me
you still chose to cross your line
i said i need you
but baby i lied
you're nowhere beside me
but you know im doing fine.
since when did a mastered craft
sweetly surrenders to words which makes you laugh
cheering for the creation of the world
that succumbs and crumbles after you.
as you can see the shattered pane
of that wrecked running train
has been flashing in front of me
delivered by an epiphany.
lurking past the shadows of predecessored rages
finding myself staring at the same
dark-blue pinholed blanket of self-inflicted shames.
as to the heavens that heard you
wove a fallacy of two
whispered a soul back to me
from a not so distant treachery.
i said i love you
so many times
i know youve heard me
you still chose to cross your line
i said i need you
but baby i lied
you're nowhere beside me
but you know im doing fine.
since when did a mastered craft
sweetly surrenders to words which makes you laugh
cheering for the creation of the world
that succumbs and crumbles after you.
as you can see the shattered pane
of that wrecked running train
has been flashing in front of me
delivered by an epiphany.
haha.. zzzz
it has been the 5th consecutive night that i got drunk. and last night was a red signal.
abhie, rico and "gary" (he's this goodboy-looking ex-suitor of abhie) went to see me. friday night. we ate pizza and gary wanted to drown his family problems. (i really do wanted to help, but come on! i just knew him for like what.. 130 minutes?) and since we do not have any plans of using thie night for some serious partying, he should make it his treat. so we went to the blue room and just got some drinks then abhie texted iann and khaz.
we decided to end the night there in their place, but ei, the party was just getting started. when we talked over some things like adobe photoshop, lj wallpaper, tool, wolfgang, and an acoustic fat tuesdays version of britney's toxic and some stuff, i felt like this bumblebee girl in blind melon's no rain video. where after being an outcast she finally found her place. well, that four-cornered room consisted of people without inhibitions (except for an ass) and 3 hidden mini-koala bears. enjoyable was an understatement. even fun. god i loved the place. so iann got this vodka-mountain dew code red-sprite thing and it was really good. not until, i passed out.
yep. for the first time in my history, i fucked up. but good thing im not the barfy type. i just passed out like a tamagotchi set to sleep. damn. pretty embarassing but that was the sign i should get real water. not alcohol. first i didnt really feel im getting woozy or anything then, snap, my head hurts. i hit the floor from indian sitting. the "gary" incident, (yep, there was a gary incident) is not worth blogging.
so thank god for friendster.
me <--> abhie <--> ivan <--> iann <--> khaz
i had another world that i can see myself living into. again.
abhie, rico and "gary" (he's this goodboy-looking ex-suitor of abhie) went to see me. friday night. we ate pizza and gary wanted to drown his family problems. (i really do wanted to help, but come on! i just knew him for like what.. 130 minutes?) and since we do not have any plans of using thie night for some serious partying, he should make it his treat. so we went to the blue room and just got some drinks then abhie texted iann and khaz.
we decided to end the night there in their place, but ei, the party was just getting started. when we talked over some things like adobe photoshop, lj wallpaper, tool, wolfgang, and an acoustic fat tuesdays version of britney's toxic and some stuff, i felt like this bumblebee girl in blind melon's no rain video. where after being an outcast she finally found her place. well, that four-cornered room consisted of people without inhibitions (except for an ass) and 3 hidden mini-koala bears. enjoyable was an understatement. even fun. god i loved the place. so iann got this vodka-mountain dew code red-sprite thing and it was really good. not until, i passed out.
yep. for the first time in my history, i fucked up. but good thing im not the barfy type. i just passed out like a tamagotchi set to sleep. damn. pretty embarassing but that was the sign i should get real water. not alcohol. first i didnt really feel im getting woozy or anything then, snap, my head hurts. i hit the floor from indian sitting. the "gary" incident, (yep, there was a gary incident) is not worth blogging.
so thank god for friendster.
me <--> abhie <--> ivan <--> iann <--> khaz
i had another world that i can see myself living into. again.
11.13.2004
*tired*
just done finishing my new lj bg and i wanted to finish and edit all the pics that i have but i havent done it yet.
ill post sumtym tomorrow. im soooo tired.
/me singing sleep all day
ill post sumtym tomorrow. im soooo tired.
/me singing sleep all day
11.11.2004
keekay.
did u see the moon at around 5am? damn it was good. with those two big bright stars around it. took a picture of it and i forgot where i put my cam. ill check tom.
im done with meg cabot's boy meets girl two days ago. it was so funny. that's the part where i become gay. when i like girls stuff which by rules, the girls and Only GIRLS like it. like oil-free moisturizers, khaki sling bags, flavored lip balms and colored stud earrings. i dont wanna look dirty by the way.
well, if having a girlfriend of 6 years and a 2 yr old kid isnt excuse enough, i might convince myself that i am gay. and i should tell my parents about it. and everyone. maybe i am gay. maybe i am not. who the fuck cares by the way.
ive been playing the guitar for 3 straight days now. and we also bought kitchie nadal's cd. and would you believe, our band had 80 songs in hand. and those are just acoustic songs. neat. i guess we're packed to have auditions by next month.
im done with meg cabot's boy meets girl two days ago. it was so funny. that's the part where i become gay. when i like girls stuff which by rules, the girls and Only GIRLS like it. like oil-free moisturizers, khaki sling bags, flavored lip balms and colored stud earrings. i dont wanna look dirty by the way.
well, if having a girlfriend of 6 years and a 2 yr old kid isnt excuse enough, i might convince myself that i am gay. and i should tell my parents about it. and everyone. maybe i am gay. maybe i am not. who the fuck cares by the way.ive been playing the guitar for 3 straight days now. and we also bought kitchie nadal's cd. and would you believe, our band had 80 songs in hand. and those are just acoustic songs. neat. i guess we're packed to have auditions by next month.
11.09.2004
busy boy.
this pc is so dumb. i lost my 2 posts. can i just say pakshet.
hmm..
like ive said twice, i had dinner with tricia last friday. ron, jonie and dianne followed. then kit and abhie. we were so noisy sa don henricos. pero major saya. too bad i forgot to take pictures. (sobrang taglish daw sabi ni rico)
i spent a lot again. i maxed out my credit card. just bought boy meets girl by meg cabot (kikay) and the god of small things by arundhati roy. im just finished reading deception point and now, im stuck with eleven minutes (coelho).
i kept on looking for brown's digital fortress pero wala pa ring stock. and trust fund boys by whosoever. hay.
ang tagal matapos ng bahay. good thing ryx comes with me to look for the right things.
the dust, the noise, the tv-less days, *sigh* good thing i have my books. kaso dahil sa sun cellular, telebabad lang ako. masakit na ang tenga ko dahil sa headset.
hmm..
like ive said twice, i had dinner with tricia last friday. ron, jonie and dianne followed. then kit and abhie. we were so noisy sa don henricos. pero major saya. too bad i forgot to take pictures. (sobrang taglish daw sabi ni rico)
i spent a lot again. i maxed out my credit card. just bought boy meets girl by meg cabot (kikay) and the god of small things by arundhati roy. im just finished reading deception point and now, im stuck with eleven minutes (coelho).
i kept on looking for brown's digital fortress pero wala pa ring stock. and trust fund boys by whosoever. hay.
ang tagal matapos ng bahay. good thing ryx comes with me to look for the right things.
the dust, the noise, the tv-less days, *sigh* good thing i have my books. kaso dahil sa sun cellular, telebabad lang ako. masakit na ang tenga ko dahil sa headset.
11.04.2004
a week's post
got to manage to sneak in and use my gf's net connection. teehee. have been soooo busy the past week. our kitchen and bathroom is still under renovation. already a week now. and its one hell of an inconvenience.
thursday: they have already launched their 2nd album entitled "take two". freedom bar with all of my prends and they launched it with typecast (played "rainsong") and twisted halo (played "bathala"). weve got a lot of pictures and since im just sneaky here, dont have the time to upload it. i had the pin, the album, the shirt and the poster. geez. got so high after the gig. mean, literally. *wink wink* ive felt every pulse beating, ate 15 pandesal with strawberry jam and butter, barfed, and told somebody over the phone..
anong nararamdaman mo..
para akong nasa loob ng tupperware sa gitna ng grocery. gets?
*click*
the bastard hung up... sheesh.. oh well..
friday: star city with che and her office friends. got the pictures as well and ill try to upload it as well.
saturday: went to glorietta to do some "serious" shopping. 30 blank cds, (odie and garfield oh-so-cute cds), 2 shirts, pillows, and i dunno whatelse. after that, went home and had sabado nights with the tropa.
sunday: went to glorietta again for the winnie the pooh trick or treating with the kids and gabby. fuck those stores without the candies.
monday: nov. 1. all saints day. didnt go to the cemetery since we dont have a dead person here. (is that good?) we just had another serious inuman. like 8 big bottles of beer, long neck of empi (if u dont know what it is... its emperador) and again, 14 bottles of beer. and we're only 5 people. walang tama. syet.
tuesday: went to the dentist. bad day since my head hurts and the house is sooo dusty.
today, gone to sm manila. to buy a new book. :)
happy november.. eh.
thursday: they have already launched their 2nd album entitled "take two". freedom bar with all of my prends and they launched it with typecast (played "rainsong") and twisted halo (played "bathala"). weve got a lot of pictures and since im just sneaky here, dont have the time to upload it. i had the pin, the album, the shirt and the poster. geez. got so high after the gig. mean, literally. *wink wink* ive felt every pulse beating, ate 15 pandesal with strawberry jam and butter, barfed, and told somebody over the phone..
anong nararamdaman mo..
para akong nasa loob ng tupperware sa gitna ng grocery. gets?
*click*
the bastard hung up... sheesh.. oh well..
friday: star city with che and her office friends. got the pictures as well and ill try to upload it as well.
saturday: went to glorietta to do some "serious" shopping. 30 blank cds, (odie and garfield oh-so-cute cds), 2 shirts, pillows, and i dunno whatelse. after that, went home and had sabado nights with the tropa.
sunday: went to glorietta again for the winnie the pooh trick or treating with the kids and gabby. fuck those stores without the candies.
monday: nov. 1. all saints day. didnt go to the cemetery since we dont have a dead person here. (is that good?) we just had another serious inuman. like 8 big bottles of beer, long neck of empi (if u dont know what it is... its emperador) and again, 14 bottles of beer. and we're only 5 people. walang tama. syet.
tuesday: went to the dentist. bad day since my head hurts and the house is sooo dusty.
today, gone to sm manila. to buy a new book. :)
happy november.. eh.
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