Random #049

no i dont count my random blogs. random din yan.

if earth is full of love... and hearts will surround it, the letter h will go first on that word. heart na sha. yey!

yeah thats how random we were kanina. nagmarathon uli ako ng gossip girl dahil wala talagang magawa habang nilalabhan yung mga basahan. sabi ko... maulan. mukhang masarap maglaba. pero alam ng mga taong nasa tamang pagiisip na hindi. tapos nagskype conference kaming lahat swapping youtube links. habang ineedit ang sundown for two people dahil mga friendster addict na. nyoknyok. para may sounds naman daw sa page nila. naks.

oh before anything else pala... if you have something bad to say about hale or prejudging is your hobby like im a senseless piece of crap or whatever... go google something else, then bash them there with all your mighty efforts. dont worry hindi ako gaya nyo na magsasayang ng oras magcomment dun tapos hindi sangayon sa inyo. wala kasing redeeming value. and please, not on my blog. i dont think im a celebrity that will cry over your attention-whore comments. pang-irita lang. shoo shoo. of course i love hale. for deeper reasons you fuckedup pakialamerang tsismosas will NEVER know. *insert seven gazillion smileys* or better yet, if you hate them.. GOD DELETE ME IN YOUR CONTACTS in case you are connected to me. i bet hindi ko kayo inadd. matuto namang pagtawanan ang sarili paminsan minsan.

"dude, hale is so not worth it". nag-"DUDE" pa amputa. akala mo cool BUNNY NAMAN ANG PANGALAN. akala mo cute... demented emo. ULUL!. demented emo mo lola mong may kuto. shet. dapat iniba mo pangalan mo... BHUNNY. OR VHUNNY. lagyan mo ng H. cool ka e. mahinga dapat. asthmatic.

who said i cant bash directly? pakialam ko naman kasi sa putanginang yon sisirain ang gabi ko nakisilip na nga sa blog ng may blog. blocked ka ngayon ungas ka.

anyway... do you know edison chen? he has this scandal sa hongkong and wow. 1300 pictures having the boomboom with different girls na apparently e mga celebrity rin. hes from mtv whatever things. and something else. hes popular daw e.

malamang ngayon. hes REALLY popular. ^_^

to naman kasing mga nagpipicture ng mga ganyang trip... tayo lang naman ang makikinabang pag nag-leak. so wag na magganyan. or better yet... matutong mag-ingat. kasi... my twin abhie said hina-hunting na sha ng HK mafia. nayanig raw ang hongkong showbiz industry e. then dino said... bat naman sha papatayin? um... dino... malamang may kuneksyon yang mga yan. kung ikaw eh mafia ka tapos kaibigan mo yang kinalatan ng ganyan tapos nasira ang karera, hiniwalayan ng asawa at tinanggal sa mga projects... malamang dadamay ka rin. tssss.

next week na nga kami ni anna magraradio tour. medyo... may pictorial pa kami sa magazine. naks. oo. feeling ako. eh ayun e. ilalagay mukha namin sa magazine. ganun talaga. at hindi ito sa national geographic so hooray for that. putsa, pipilasin ko talaga yun at ipapa-frame. taena. nasa magazine ako e. hindi nangyayari yun.

"ivan, your friend is so superficial"

go fuck your mom dude. or your teddy bears hidden behind your closet doors thinking youre so cool you have to hide it from your friends.

OO MABABAW AKO WALANG PAKIALAMANAN.

sisimulan ko na ring magDOTA. putek tong mga tao rito pag naguusap na wala na akong maintindihan.

Chenny: binabasa mo na ba
Al Dudong: uu
Al Dudong: lech
Chenny: bakit?
Al Dudong: parang kausap lang din kita kanina eh
Chenny: LOL
Chenny: saldjfhlsadkjfhlkjadsfhlakjsdflaksjdhasdf

sabi sa inyo random e.

ay o hatred. ay o. tsktsk. wag ganyan chot. - rae

Ready To Rumble

things have been going weird lately. good and bad actually.

i dont know if i should start getting that refresher course for driving and renew my almost a decade-old license. yes ive got something to drive now but its not entirely mine hehehe. its not the typical papogi car pero damn, it will save me time, and cabfares. i even rode the lrt2 kanina to miriam college and it was exciting. parang ansarap magcamwhore dun. hassle lang talaga yung mga jeep na tipong pupunuin pa kahit wala namang tao. ano bang balak nilang sumakay don? mga naglalakad na bayabas?

and on the turnout of recent events... i foresee that im going to be on the road frequently. it was a pleasant surprise actually. i could also save some electricity by not being online 24/7 in ym. and multiply. (well a lot of people noticed that i reply in real time. not a good sign.)

oh. and i guess i stopped being nice few weeks ago, to those people who are annoyed by my presence... which is weird kasi i really believe i didnt do anything to them. its just that they give me that cold shoulder i really dont deserve. so rather than bad vibe myself... id rather snob the ass out of those fuckedup bitches. tangina nyo pare pareho lang tayong tao. nasasayangan na kasi ako sa pagiging accommodating and friendly ko e. eh mukhang nadadagdagan ko lang ang self-esteem ng mga yon. i thought being warm has good karma. what the hell was i thinking.

uy karton.

hindi yan karton. plastik yan.

i think i had a problem of pleasing people around me. yung tipong pa-clean slate ka para walang masabing negative sayo.

usapang opisina... kahit hindi mo nasasagasaan ang workscope nya... magpapapansin sha sayo tapos tatawagin kang epal. natawa ako sa sarili ko kasi gusto kong patulan... kaso nakakalungkot kasi kita naman na nilalamon sha ng sarili nyang multo. yan ang napapala ng taong nangangamkam ng credits na hindi sa kanila. ang magkaroon ng karapatang tumira ng patalikod, ngingiti, bebeso... tapos iismid. akala nila, yung papel na hawak mo... inangkin mo lang. hindi ibinigay. kesa naman maubos ang lakas mo sa pagpapaliwanag or lalapitan mo para linawin ang sitwasyon... kupalin mo na lang. better yet, wag mo nang pansinin.

too bad in this world... you dont always get what you deserve. so to save you some time and respect for yourself... just try to make them look like dinosaurs and dodo birds...

..Fossilized and Extinct.

oh and by the way... if youre one of those bitches... i really do wish for you to be happy.. so you could stop feeding on others' happy souls. get a hobby, barney.

That Emptiness Lurking Within Every Object.

have you ever felt so bored even though you know there are a lot of things to do? basta urat na urat ka. yung tipong ang bilis mong mairita. wala namang dahilan.

anyway, kahapon, i woke up late to meet hannah, joan and anna. usapan 11am kami magkikita pero nagising ako ng 1215pm. naghintay lang naman sila hanggang 130. kung ako sa kanila, iniwan ko na ako. (does that even make sense?) nag-gig ng manresa sa paranaque tapos st louis sa valenzuela. south to north. tapos 1130 na yata kami nakarating ng west ave para magmister kabab. buong araw kaming kumain ni tukne sa manresa. tapos sa st louis nagtakutan lang.

bukas naman miriam college kami ni anna.

nauurat pa rin ako kahit andami ko dapat inaayos.

*sigh*

buong araw akong tulala. walang nagawa yung m&m dark chocolate ni ryan. oh man there must be something wrong with me. i even got these korean highlighters na ang cute. ah yun pa, naaliw ako.

ewan ewan ewan. i feel so damn empty.

Valenshmooten.

I was never a fan of valentines day. As far as i can recall, Tricia and I grew up wearing black every february 14. we were so bitter then, i know.

Sabi ko nga, para akong Iglesia pag valentines. kung wala silang pasko, wala akong valentines. coz love should be celebrated everyday. 12 days of monthsaries and one anniversary per year. anjan pa yung birthday nya, and christmas. so bawasan na naman natin ng isang araw ang matindihang pagiisip kung ano ang ireregalo mo sa kanya na hindi mo pa naibibigay.

It has never been a "baduy" thing for me. valentines. its just... i just find it unnecessary. although, its one occasion that helped a lot of people economoy-wise. those flower shops, candy stores and greeting card companies. pati na rin siguro motel.

or maybe its one holiday that you get to wear your special high-end rubber. scented and textured.

so kung birthday mo february, for sure, 3 times kang magpupula if youre the type who give such a fuss everytime theres something to celebrate.

and when che gave me a friendster testimonial... i dont think it would be fair to just shrug it off and not return the greeting back. eh never naman kaming nagcelebrate ng valentines... pero what the heck. pwede naman kasing magsaya... andami ko pang satsat.

The whole world has been sad lately.

A lot of my friends, including me, has been wondering why the turnout of events has been really bad. in some weird cosmic way, we are all having this certain phase in life where we see ourselves squiggling like a fish out of water, trying to breathe as deep as we can.

it just got to a point where i start to wonder if its really about the stars. i mean... bat sabay sabay lahat ng friends ko? two nights ago, i was so down, i went to ryan's house, made my killer chocolate ice cream cake, and made them eat it. and that very same night, trish was having that feeling too. (that feeling where you feel so bored, down, and uneasy... without knowing the reason why.)

she texted me up to meet at rob place yesterday to grab something that could make us happy. who said you cant buy happiness? of course you can. you cant buy COMPLETE PERMANENT happiness... because hello it doesnt exist. well if it really does. you get to die after getting that. so im not asking for it.... yet.

a couple of my dearest friends lost someone important in their lives. and it was too sudden, its like, hitting your head on a wall so hard, you get to be disoriented for... you dont know til when. and after that, things might get a little complicated. or more. and as a friend... i cant even find the right words to give them comfort.

oh and by the way, i hate to be a very self-involving person. i get so emotional. when a friend tend to be so sad, i get to be sadder. so i dont think im the greatest company youll want to have. well... i could be if you wanna drown in sorrow.

aw man. its 140pm and now i wanna get drunk. lets sleep the year off. come on now.

edited: kalimutan ang dramz at tayoy pumarty na lang sa UP Fair mamaya.

That Happyslip Experience // Champ's Birthday Dinner

Ive been watching Happyslip's videos since she started. It was when the Vlog was a hype and since YouTube is my TV, i tried watching vloggers and i found her.

I got Sheldons text at around 2am kung pupunta ba akong magnet, i said what for? sabi andun daw si happyslip and we were on panic kasi walang camera. 100 lang yata yung iaaccomodate so inagahan namin. 1pm ang start, 12 pa lang andun na kami.

I was pissed off coz i slept on my arm and i pressed on my right eye so it got swollen para akong nasapak. Buti na lang medyo nawala as the day went by. Damn. when were waiting for our turn to meet her... i was shaking. shes sooo nice she actually wanted to hug everyone who came. Then i asked her for a small favor. To do this lil clip for treehouse and she did it. sa launch na namin papakita. Sheldon's a fan too and we were reeeaaallly excited. He gave Christine Hale cds pa nga so we really hope shell like it.

Josh Verdes played songs and hes christines cousin pala. (if you watch happyslip vids... youll hear one song where kevjumba was singing to minnie!! :D).

Tapos we roamed around waiting for Champ dahil dun din nga pala yung celebration nung birthday nya. Daming cinelebrate. His Parents Anniversary, and Chinos Graduation. Congrats din kay Les coz she got promoted! woot!!!

Im still tired. I think i dont have any adrenalin left. Baka buks ko pa mabawi.

Happy Birthday Caboodle!

champ with bianca, anna and i had a conference call and chat at skype 5 minutes before his birthday! hahahahahaha.



happy birthday to one of the bestest awesomest people ive known!!! Mr pogi musikero boi who never failed to be the jolliest person alive!

happy birthday arthur bernard lui pio! taralets parteh time!!!

PSP Firmware 3.90

That blog title sounded so nerdy.

Well a few months after getting my white psp, psp slim came out of the market (and its a lot cheaper than the amount i paid for this Phat one... weird they call it fat with a ph. pfft)

The system software i had was 3.51 m33 (which is a software that doesnt need UMD (hindi yan dancers.. bala yang ng psp) and i really didnt care much coz i can still play the games that i want. Until i saw LS' psp slim and we played sonic and naruto together (na-bano ako ang cool kasi ng wireless multiplayer hahaaha) then i saw that he could change his theme. his wallpaper and his icons are different from the normal one.

at dun ako natauhan. since adik ako sa kaartehan, (pinapangunahan na kita ivonka!) i visited the psp site and there was this 3.90 update nga raw. and since this is modified so i could play downloaded games with the umds nga, i dont think sony would prohibit that. so i researched.

my god ganito ang process bago ko marating ang 3.90 firmware..

3.51 m33-7 > 3.52 m33 > 3.52 m33-4 > 3.71 m33 > 3.90.

there was an update na pwede na raw dumiretso to 3.90 from 3.52 m33-3 and higher.

believe me... hindi ko talaga naintindihan yan hangang sa nakatulog ako ng alas sais ng umaga at naalimpungatan ng alas onse. hanggang sa natapos ako ng 4pm. it was succesful though. my psp now can be installed with internet radio and skype (for wifi hotspots... though the program was made for slim psp pa lang). and yes, i could create my own icons and theme. shet.

and it was risky. there could be a chance that i could crash the system  at pag nangyari yun... you have to start to firmware 1.50. google everything up if you wanna update, at least magddownload na lang kayo kesa magpainstall. hello 100 isang game? katarantaduhan.

wala pa ako sa sariling bait habang ginagawa ko ang entry nato.

Lost s04e01

I have waited so long for Lost's Season 4 premiere. Having the best finale last season, i think the first episode was not that kinda big but come on, i dont think a grandiose set would still beat the plot out of it.

I think some of the viewers got bored with the flashback pero when a flashforward started at the end of season 3, damn. talagang caught by surprise ako.

I actually thought charlie was still alive when he "visited" hurley. and of course, there are a lot of new questions raised. first, why do they want to come back to the island? matapos silang maghintay ng rescue... they suddenly had that NEED to return. and theyre hiding something. hurley said he's one of the oceanic six. does that mean anim lang ang nakaligtas sa kanila?

and man, who are naomi's people? why do they also want to find the survivors?

:(