yowkey.

PSP is such a very complicated device. well... for a cheapskate who downloads games over the internet and wanted to fit everything in a 2gb disk space.

tekken dark resurrection comes with a humongous 1.6gb file. and right now, i have 4 games in it. so i was actually thinking of looking for the tekken file with only half of its required space.

and so i did. but it comes with a catch.

theres a certain program or software (devhook for instance) that allows for you to play umd ripped games in your psp but it has too much hoolabaloo which i really cant understand. and it freakin sucks coz its too goddamn frustrating.

oh man. now i dont even uderstand why im blogging this. shiznit maderpaker.

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has anyone tried playing crush? its a 3d/2d puzzle game which i think is really cool.

hindi yun crush bundikot. susmarya.

"ano yang nilalaro mo?"
"crush."
"ay may crush bundicoot ba sa psp?"
"umm... crash bandicoot yon. at hindi ito yon. wala. walang crash bandicoot."

and i think my im realizing na may alltime favorite game is sonic. ngayon ko lang narealize na im always for the speed. hay. naalala ko nung bata ako gusto ko talagang maging F1 racer. ngayon sa PSP na lang natupad. wakokok.

up up down down left right left right b a a b select start

hundred lives. yeah!  n_n\m/

anyway. i got my ceramic white psp yesterday. may bago na naman akong baby. heehee

sheldon was enjoying his psp since two weeks ago and when he brought it last monday, downloading games from annas pc, he showed me that its capable of browsing the internet through wifi. eh halos sa kahit sang sulok na ng mall merong wifi e so might as well take advantage of it while waiting for friends. hee hee.

and yeah. ive been downloading games na lang. if anyone knows where to get an 8gb sd card, pls tell me where i could get a cheap one. tangina ang overpriced ng sony.

and kung may alam kayong cool game please tell me. ^_^ pero ayoko ng final fantasy ha. gusto ko rakrakan. parang metal gear/silent hill/god of war mga tipong ganun.

Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows

i was actually thinking of doing a review but i think ill leave it to the people who still have their technical unbiased point of view. everybody knows i love the series so im not in the right place to tell the world that THIS IS THE BEST BOOK EVER.

of course for me, it is.

no, no. no spoilers or such.

this book is INTENSE. one, its like the grand reunion of EVERYTHING, every chapter is full of things, and all the emotion ive cramped up inside me went out.

i just could say that this is the 3rd book that ive shed my tears upon (1. message in a bottle, 2. tuesdays with morrie) and when i was reading the two last chapters, i  literally stopped reading, cried a little, breathed again, and continued on.

i cried for dobby. for snape (A LOT! *ay sorry kung spoiler yan pero hello sana kasi inaagahan nyo pagbabasa*) and at the last chapter, for ive felt a grandiose sense of relief when the series ended in a non-disappointing way.

except for the part where harry and voldemort was all blah blah instead of making each other melt with weird spells. parang ace vergel-jeric raval flick lang. pero better shempre.

i still loved that part though. since its the last time theyll be facing each other, might as well magspeech si harry.

i have never regretted that i became a fan. and i feel so grateful that ive loved this book since 8 years ago.

JK Rowling has the right to be that rich. whether you like it or not.

Cycle.

i had sprain since thursday night. but it didnt stop me from going to ratsky morato to hear Sourberry perform and Hale. but ive never given up the thought that its just nothing. ayoko na kasing isipin na minamalas ako... law of attraction.

i came with jim, ryan, pauline, and dino then rae, jeff, kim, sid and des sa kabilang taxi. akala ko late na kami pero everything went smoothly. kinabahan nga lang ako sobra.

well im a bit flattered that they said the band had good songs. na hinanap din nila yung band ko because they were expecting na we will play din. so parang, wow... these people really believe in me. kaya sobrang mahal ko sila. they never made me feel insecure about my judgments. theyve never became biased din coz pag may pangit or mali, they tell me right away. hay. i love them.

at shempre may isa pang blessing. a really good news. so deep inside, im so happy coz they deserve it. really. they really do.

then after that, mamu, leeza, anna, hannah, bunchu, tookney, don, shel and veej went to kalye juan at 2am to eat. hanggang ngayon busog pa rin ako.

mamu, i love you so much. i really do.

so i woke up with my foot feeling a lot okay, pero may konting sting pa rin pag nagttwist pero konti na lang, then ive got my Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows na. ^____________________________________^

so everytime your foot hurts or you twist your ankle then you have a very important meeting to go to, or a date, dont feel its bad luck. its the part where youll do good after fate said, break a leg. ;)

Pulitika at Ambisyon.

Libre nga lang raw mangarap.

Kaya lahat tayo nagttrabahong parang mga asong ulol para kumita para sa pang araw araw na pangangailangan. Pangkain, pambayad ng renta ng kung anu ano, kuryente, tubig, telepono at dagdag nyo na yung may mga cable, internet, at postpaid cellphones. Kaya kung ang pangarap dapat tinutupad, at bago matupad ang mga yon ay kailangan mong mabuhay sa isang araw, at kung kinakailangan mong magbayad nga yan bago ka mabuhay, e di hindi sha libre.

Kaya madalas, halos tumira na tayo sa isa pang lugar ng buhay natin. ang OPISINA.

Kumbaga sa eskwelahan, yan yung papasok ka, araw araw practical test, pero may bayad. mukhang mas masaya di ba. pero di ka naman mawawalan ng kaklaseng kupal e. yung eager beaver. yung taas taas ng kamay mali naman yung sagot. hindi rin mawawalan ng sipsip. para mas mataas yung grade, pero sa eskwelahan, wala kang pakialam. unless humahabol ka sa honor roll.

ang kaibahan ng opsina sa eskwelahan... pulitika. dahil kahit anong oras, sa opisina, pwede kang tanggalin. sa eskwelahan, ikaw ang nagbabayad e. mas nakakaasar ang mga eager beaver sa opisina, kasi maraming nauudlot, maraming naaabala, chain reaction yan. pag di nya magawa yung trabaho nya ng maayos, lahat kayo madadamay. kumbaga, isang turnilyo sa isang makina ang bumigay, may posibilidad na bumagsak. pero minsan iniisip ng iba, tara magpalit tayo ng turnilyo, baka mas maganda yung takbo ng makina e... yan ang tinatawag na ambisyon. wala namang masama.

pero kung ang turnilyong papalitan mo e iba ng sukat tapos umaasa kang mas maganda yung turnilyong ipapalit mo at oras na hindi yan gumana, gudlak na lang sayo.

ang kaibahan ng eskwelahan sa opisina... sa eskwelahan, ang mga utu-uto nagpapakopya lang. sa opisina, ang mga utu-uto, nakakasira ng buhay.

lahat naman tayo gusto ng masayang bahay di ba. at dahil pangalawang bahay na natin ang opisina, so dapat harmonious ang samahan. open. ayoko na ngang gamitin si hudas sa "backstabbing process" kasi najjustify na ng national geographic ang ginawa nya, pero pag ang isang kasamahan mo na tinuring mo ng kapamilya, mahirap intindihin ang pagiging traydor. at mahirap ipaliwanag. yun naman ang tinatawag nating... ambisyon.

wala pa yung symptahy tug-of-war. para lang mavalidate na tama yung ginawa nila, kakausapin nya pa yung ibang kasamahan nyo sa opisina. na akala mo naglalaro ng patintero. para kunin kang kakampi sa susunod, mamimigay ka ng tsokolate.

Ayos lang naman talagang mangarap. basta wala ka lang matatapakan. basta wala kang ulong papatungan ng paa habang umaakyat ka sa rurok ng inaakala mong tagumpay.

meron din kasing mga tao na maninira para lang bumango ang pangalan. sige, ok na kung may konsiderasyon para sa ikakaganda ng "makina" pero... pag meron ka nang inagawan ng turnilyo... ibang usapan na yon.

sabi nga ni rudy fernandez... walang personalan, trabaho lang. HELLO! IF IM A PERSON, THEN IT IS PERSONAL.

wala akong pakialam sa estado mo. kung saan ka nagaral, kung ano ang natapos mo. ipakita mo lang kung paano ka napalaki ng mga magulang mo at wag mo ng ipaliwanag ang ginawa mo. IN FACT, convince your self na hindi ka sinungaling AT hindi ka oportunista.

yun lang naman. simple lang di ba. ^_^

bat naman kasi kailangan pa nating magsiraan para lang gumanda yung takbo ng karera natin? bakit kasi hindi na lang natin pagbutihin ang kung anumang hawak natin bago tayo mamuna ng iba? na aabot pa sa mga maiitim na balak na babalutan natin ng pagiging inosente. na tipong wala raw intensyon na makasira, pero yun naman ang labas. katarantaduhan.

ugh

must...

do...

laundry.

testing numbers.

by this point, ive proved to myself that those "scary" numbers are just... numbers. i wanna do a lil research though on how they actually came up with this kind of idea. hmm.

well, i went to the mall, and ACTUALLY thinking that something bad might happen to me. so i rode a jeepney while raining. aside from the GREAT traffic (which happens not only on the friday the 13th), theres nothing that terrified me.

i bought the topman jacket i badly wanted since last week. sweet. and that kind of impulse is not bad luck.

its also my dads bday so i decided to buy a choco strawberry mousse and a roll of choco cake for the kids. so i was anticipating, maybe id trip, maybe someone would bump me then make me drop all the cakes, staining my new jacket. and yeah it didnt happen.

the cab queue was pretty long and i have no choice but to fall in line. and the plate number of the cab that i had was PWU 666.

wow. i was like... OMG IM GONNA HAVE A CAR ACCIDENT AND GO STRAIGHT TO HELL. what is that? what is this kind of imagination? this is too much FINAL DESTINATION. too fucking much.


and here i am. typing alive. im such a sicko.

A 20000Php (US Price) Blender

yeah. i love blenders. and im really looking for one. so i kinda bumped in to this youtube video and subscribed to it... coz that blender is just amazing. LOL watch.

@_@

FALLOUT BOY IS COMING TO MANILA!

*dies*

ERIKA WE MUST MEET PETE OMGA;KJHGLSKJDFHLASDFHAS

Thanks. ^_^

Well Gabby's home now. The doctor wanted us to still stay in the hospital for one more day but they are not confirming anything. Gabby's not taking any medication, shes just IVed and i feel so bad about them pricking her for blood tests. And theyre not confirming anything. Yeah its not dengue but the question is... what the hell is it and they have no clue. No explanation or whatsoever. Im really ANNOYED.

The fact that Manila Medical is Under Renovation, i dont think they have the right to drill after office hours. BECAUSE THERE ARE PATIENTS AND KIDS TRYING TO GET SOME REST!

Since she looks better and even the doctor's saying that her vitals are showing no abnormalities, we decided to take her home. Shes okay now. No signs of weakness, fever or anything. As in parang walang nangyari.

Salamat sa lahat ng nagmessage at nagdasal. sobrang salamat. malaking tulong ang matahimik kami ni che dahil alam naming maraming nasa likod namin. ^_^

*Group Hug*

then God sent his angels...

we went out for gabby's followup checkup. 1pm, we were waiting for the results and as she was watching PPG and laughing hard... after 20 minutes or so... she suddenly removed the headphones and leaned on me then uttered "dada ang lamig". within a snap, she seemed like she ran out of batteries.

she was sweating inside an airconditioned room and she felt so cold she said. she was nearly crying coz the pain was "para raw shang tinutusok". i told che to just rush her to the hospital kahit wala pa yung results pero buti naihabol. she suddenly closed her eyes and slept while i was carrying her. i dunno if she was asleep or anything but i was in great panic.

we went to the pedia, 3rd floor of manila med, and there was a line (intern stuff,,, i dunno) so i actually begged them to let us in first and the doctor said she should really be admitted. she was torniqueted and she squirmed like she cant take the pain anymore. i nearly cried in front of the doctor but i dont have the right to be weak at that moment. i should be her strength. her support. so i just went downstairs to call some people and texted my mom. shes in cebu right now.

then we went to the ER and she slept and curled under a blanket. the doctors had her IVed and i went outside to wait for ches mom and my god my money wasnt enough because we have been paying for the blood tests and urinalysis and that other stuff since last night and they were asking for a deposit.

i saw myself in one of those filipino movies where this unfortunate person is begging inside the hospital for her child to be admitted. hindi naman nangyari sakin yun pero i almost felt like that.

it was the longest four oclock of my life. i was nervous, frustrated, disoriented and helpless.

i felt so helpless. really really helpless.

then dianne, jm and rico went to see me at SM Manila where i broke down and cried so hard. i wasnt even able to talk for the first 20 minutes.

i ate coz i have to and now i went home to get some rest. gabby's a bit okay now and we still have to wait for the results by tomorrow.

thanks to all your prayers. sana magtuluy tuloy.

:(

Gabby's sick. Dinala na namin sha sa hospital kaninang 10pm because bumalik na naman yung lagnat niya. Nung sunday pa nagstart yun after the birthday party we attended. Sumasakit yung tyan nya si we thought na baka nalamigan lang. I kinda asked about her cousins na rin and they were okay so its definitely not fastfood germs.

Tapos kaninang hapon wala nsa raw lagnat so i thought shes fine na then nung gabi, nag-ym kami ni Gab then she just said "dada, masakit tyan ko" tapos kinabahan na ako. so sabi ko kay che wag ng ipagpaliban at dalhin na sa ospital.

weve waited for two hours habang naghihintay ng result ng urinalysis nya tsaka blood test. so the doctors thought its UTI pero negative nga. Blood Platelet count was normal pero mababa.

The Doctor said, baka signs na raw ng Dengue. :( my heart pumped like hell. ayokong magkasakit si gab nun. T_T mamaya may followup yung checkup nya kaya i hope everybody prays for my Gab. wala pang binigay na gamot kasi di pa naman daw positive pero may chances kasi uso na naman daw ang dengue.

ingat din kayo sa lamok. youll never know kung ano dala ng hayop na yan.

H A L E 101

This will be the first gig introducing their campus tour!!! Be there at RATSKY Morato!

Sourberry will also be playing! *woot woot*

sakay.

may mga oras ba na minsan, yung mga mabababaw na bagay ang mga nagiging dahilan kung bakit mabilis ka ng maguluhan? yung tipong may mga araw na pakiramdam mo lahat ng tao, kinamumuhian ka.

ako naman kasi, ngayon lang din dumating sa punto ng buhay na hindi na nagaaksaya ng panahon pag asar sakin yung tao. yung tipong kung ayaw mo wag mo. marami rin kasing beses na alam ko naman na nakakaasar ako. pero minsan sinasadya ko yun kasi pakiramdam ko, kailangan mo talagang maasar. hindi naman sa pagiging pakialamero pero kasi may mga oras din naman na ako yung naasar. tapos bilang magkaibigan, mutual na yung usapan na pwede tayong magasaran di ba?

minsan, gumigising na lang ako na iniisip na sana iba na uli lahat. yung tipong hindi ko kilala lahat. tapos magpapakilala uli ako. mali na kasi e. parang alam mo yun, alam ko naman talaga na ok ako. hindi sa nagcclaim na ok ako pero marami naman akong kaibigan na makakapagpatunay non. minsan lang, kanya kanyang ugali ang tao. at galit ako sa traydor. sabi ko nga, kung galit ka, sabihin mo agad. kaibigan kita di ba. hindi yung asar ka, sasabihin mo sa iba pero sabi mo sakin wala lang yun. ang gulo lang. mali kasi e. kung ayaw mong lumaki yung gulo, in the first place, you should end it with me.

tapos minsan hindi mo na alam sakyan. kaya gusto mo na lang lumayo o umiwas. kasi marami rin naman akong dapat isipin, aksaya lang tuloy ng pagod ang isipin pa yung ganung klase ng issue.

kung ako ang klase ng tao na dapat magisip na may kanya kanya tayong differences, why should i be an exemption? kung gusto mong respetuhin ko ang pagkakaiba ng mga tao at isipin ko yun, dapat maisip mo rin na iba ako. may mga prinsipyo rin ako sa sarili na dapat respetuhin ng iba. hindi rin ako perpekto. ako yung klase na pag sinabihan mo ng mali, makikinig ako. at kung may mali ako, aaminin ko. dahil maiisip ko lang lalo na takot kang marealize na ikaw ang mali all along.

at isa pa, nalulungkot ako na ako yung klase ng tao na kailangan kong patunayan sa yo ng paulit ulit na hindi ako nangiiwan sa ere. yung klase ng tao na pag nasabi ko na, ayoko ng tinatanong uli. lalo na kung yung nararamdaman ko ang kinukuwestyon mo. na para bang wala akong karapatang magisip, at makaramdam ng hindi maganda.

wala lang kagigising ko lang. at ito agad ang pumasok sakin. babaguhin ko lang ng konti ang pagiging malapit ko. tapos hindi ako napapahalagahan. hindi naman ako nagseself pity. gusto ko lang reasonable enough.

nakakasawa na kasi.

Back at the Game.

oh yeah... and im BACK AT THE GAME.

why do i want my LJ back? coz i miss my friends here so bad. and BURNS' recent post about philippine cinema made me SO EXCITED to click back.

go go see THIS ENTRY!

priceless.