10.31.2005

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i am again hibernating. so im officially a BEAR NOW????!!!!!

went to rob place to get that gboy SP protector for 350 bucks but instead.. i bought finding nemo. (oh i cant wait gabby to get a hold of this game. malamang magaaway na kami.)

i was done downloading 5 episodes of desperate housewives season 2. damn i laughed my ass off. too bad i lost my lost downloads. (eh??)

im bored.

oh... pwede pala akong matulog!!!! nalimutan ko na. lolz

whoa.

may sapot ang livejournal logo. its officially halloween. onga noh.

maybe nagmumulto ang connection ko. ive changed all the configuration dahil 5 days na kong walang net. hirap silang ayusin e di gawan ko ng paraan. hehehe.

and since wala akong connection, di ako nakapag lj. boo. kaya heto mga pahabol ko.

- saturday: went to a rose online party. imago had a 45min playtime. miss them so much. then che and i got some bread talk pastries and wasted 500 bucks. geez. applewerm.. yum...

- friday: got an astroboy omega game. finished it ng mga 8 hours ata after our gimik. showed it to maps nung nagkita kami sa burgundy when imago played there. kamikazee was there as well. may birthday party ata and sila ang kinuhang bands. then met up with abi and rico. cant contact trish and justin. hay. sayang.

finally. may pic na buo na kami. hehe.


- thursday: happy birthday leslee!!! abhie, ron, trish, les and i, went ktv-ing and stressed ourselves out til 3am. :) ansaya. *say my name.. say my name..*

done downloading lost and desperate housewives' first 5 episodes of season 2. *hooray* (invasion looks pretty cool.. hmm).

still raining pretty hard. and im pretty enjoying the imprisonment inside my room. anlamig. i had a 14-hour sleep at puffy na lalo ang mukha ko. speaking of puffy na mukha... gusto ko ng siopao. :)

10.30.2005

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friendster add: subtle_band@yahoo.com


10.28.2005

random.

eherm.

ive lost connection for almost 3 days. ive had those stupid wifi people to change my antenna. pwede naman pala bat hindi kinabit yung 5km range antenna nung una pa. siraulo. nangabala lang sila ng tao.

at least ngayon, stable na (sa wakas) ang connection ko. yehey! i love downloads.

so ive watched the first episode of lost season 2 already. new character. new weirdness.

abhie, rico and i went to penguins last tuesday. caught up with those pending everyday stories na shempre ay hindi mawawalan ng katatawanan. mamaya mag kktv si trish, me, abhie, leslee and sana makasama pa si rico and ivan. para buo uli ang FC. lol





just noticed na mahilig pala akong mag nailbite while reading. i actually got this shot sa webcam when i left it open when im trying it out. then when i watched myself (feels weird), im annoyingly biting my nails. tsk tsk.


rico used his new phone (naaaaaakkssss bago!) when we went out last tuesday. excited si mokong dahil huli na sha sa sibilisasyon. we stayed at mcdo pedro gil (thats where the shot is) at around 4am.


i am so proud of ivan. he drew this sa arm ni jp (ehem ehem) without having a copy ha. fresh from his imagination. yan ang astig na tattoo. can u imagine rainbow brite sa likod ni mike tyson? why not.


and this is my pic with some of the people i treasure. in which music has gave me. (naka naman). mahal ko tong mga to.


kimoy the star. nagpapaautograph sa kanya si champ. blue ketchup got her sa video nila and having the main role! yan ang sikat!


and the girls in my life. dea and anna. na mahal na mahal ko pareho sobra. kapatid ko yan pareho. sapakan sa aaway.


more to come. hehehe.

10.26.2005

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after 5 days...



my gulay. bat kaya? nacucurious din ako amp.

10.24.2005

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does it always have to be
a choice between destiny and hope
and hope has to leave
hanging on the other side

was it that kind of life
you have never wished for
then you try to catch a falling star
for everything to change

people always leave
and u try
to dry
all those tears running down
people always leave
without goodbyes
to hide
all those memories run back
but not those who left u behind.

10.23.2005

Hella Saturday.

I came home tired and contented with my whole day. wow. sana good vibes ako for the rest of the week.

went to market market to just check out what's new. tagal ko na ring di nakadalaw dun. i decided to not buy the gameboy micro that i wanted kasi anliit ng screen. shempre maliit sha, pero.. mashado shang maliit para sakin. nakakaawa pa pag nagasgasan yun. and 8,500? sana nintendo ds na lang. kaso mas gusto ko psp. so i just bought a black SP na gaya ng binigay ko sa cuzn kong kid from germany. and at last, nakabili agad ako. 4700 lang supposedly kaso ang hassle sa credit card. e ayoko namang icash kasi mas masarap bayaran ng installment para di maramdaman. so i just bought sa ibang shop na walang discount. boo.

di nako nakasunod sa greenbelt for the klite anniversary. dumaan na lang ako kay gabby at may pasalubong pang lansones. hehe. then went to baywalk for imago pero brownman revival na ang naabutan ko dahil sa traffic. then sumabay nako sa van papuntang lsfm event sa picc.

andami kong nakain grabe (mango cake yum!). protein shake was playing when we were eating. tapos nagkita kita kami nina mariel, gracie, jo, kimoy, kathy, chona and nina. of course deekaye and LT was there too. andaming bands. ang saya. delayed nga lang kaya natapos ng around 5 na.

ansaya ng imago set. kahit 2 songs lang... sumakit talaga ang binti ko after the pedicab, imago and sandwich set. never had so much fun like that for a long time. just pure party. and food. and lots of bottled water. mejo naki-bum na lang ako ng yosi coz i lost mine. (thanks dave of protein shake sa yosi and that LS production guy. :))

then tumambay sa blue wave until 630am. nakita namin si trish dun. :) ansaya saya. shempre maraming pics ang mahihingi ko kina potografers and .

i laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaabbbbbb yuuuuuuuuuu YAEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

10.20.2005

my two cents and a rant.

just finished war of the worlds. ok naman pala e. nagsisisi ako di ko pinanood sa sine. galing ng effects. si pareng spielberg talaga o.

marami raw na-disappoint sa plot. i say that the role tom cruise played was of an ordinary man who was just as ordinary as anyone. unlike sa ibang sci-fi thrillers na may encounters of the 3rd kind, masayadong heroic ang dating. yet he just played a role of a father who wasnt trying to save the world but just his kids and himself. right thing for being selfless. mas worthy.

now its time to sleep. *yawn* just ate a tuna sandwich the whole day. ayokong kumilos. i just cancelled all my appointments for the day. para magawa lang lahat ng gustong gawin.

fuck my dryer. i was trying to finish the laundry (na naipon for almost a month. not a pretty sight) kaninang 1am and when i used it, feeling ko magigising ang buong barangay namin sa ingay. akala ko nga sasabog e. *sigh* i was trying to save money na di na magpa-laundry. and now.. i guess i have no choice.

and to end my day.. finish it with a line from the movie/book..

"...by the toll of a million deaths, man has earned his immunity, his right to survive among this planet's infinite organisms.. and that right is ours against all challenges, for neither do men live nor die.. in vain.."

- H. G. WELLS
War of the Worlds

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OUR NEIGHBOR IS PLAYING SUGAR WE'RE GOIN DOWN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BWISEEEEEEETTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mini trivia: sha yung mahilig sa novelty songs. so nagsoul search sha and changed his taste for music??? wag naman. :(

10.19.2005

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now that's a narcissistic playlist.

and it feels... weird. pero GV. yey may mp3 na ang band namin. hehee.

10.18.2005

aliw theater.

twas a very big night for us. the fact that we are playing with hale and mayonnaise, aliw theater is a pretty good venue, a very pretty vj cheering for me... myx had our band interviewed. :) pretty scary and i bet ill sound stupid. verbal diarrhea.. uh.. um.. and a very looong awkward pause thinking of THE perfect word (cant remember what).

we had hassles. like a lot. and i swear to god ill never trust anyone about things like those ever again. bleh.

the gates should open at 6pm. 4pm, the hale road crew has no IDs. would you believe? they said there has a problem with the printer. so 530, mariel and i ran to get some specialty board at harrison plaza, then went straight ahead to burgundy just to edit that very ugly id template and printed 22 ids. a literal last minute call. shit talaga yun. nagalit din si mamu kasi pati sha di pinapapasok ng guard kasi wala raw shang id. and omnie as well. NAKAKAHIYA!

nagstart ng 9pm ang tugtugan instead of 730. so maraming activities ang tinanggal dahil hanggang 12 lang kami. di nakakain ang road crew dahil hiningan ng stubs. meron daw freebies pero di ipinamigay. tangina talaga. ansama sama ng loob ko.

kaya leche sila at hindi sila makakaulit.

p.s's:

- claire... thanks for being there. it was a big thing for me seeing you and knowing that you appreciate us. *kilig*
- LSFM is playing my fave song "sugar we're goin down" by Fallout Boy. Putang ina lang di ba. wala silang karapatang gasgasin yun.

10.16.2005

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ok. settling down... settling down.

tomorrow's the day. after all the shitty things, pressure, drama and more shitty things, tapos na rin sa wakas. ive had a lot of emotion inside me going on actually. i BADLY needed to pick up my pieces and have my life back. like the routines i thought i never wanted.

in some little point in my life, ive achieved some things and accomplished a part of my being that someone couldve wanted. i dunno... i feel like its the only validation that i wanted not because i needed it, but of self worth. mababaw or what... at least naranasan. i miss my friends. i miss my books. i miss my md player. i miss my bed. and damn i cant believed i dropped them uninentionally just to "help" other people. shortchanged or im-not-even-asking-for-a-return thing... wala pa ring mga utang na loob. nakakalungkot lang. minsan magiisip ka kung worthy pa ba lahat. tapos "hindi" na lang ang sagot na natitira sa bulsa mong nauubos na ang laman. well... malungkot lang isipin na minsan sa dami ng bigas na dakot ng kamay mo... mas marami pa pala ang bato.

lucky for me... hindi nila ako iniwan. nagbabago ang lahat, pero lahat ng mahal ko nandyan pa rin. hindi nawala. naghintay para sakin.

kung isa sa kanila... salamat. maibubuhos ko na uli ang oras ko sa inyo.

10.15.2005

*japan*




non-other than the homecoming queen.. aia de leon. i remember her wearing this sa mtv philippine session 3 years ago pa ata or 4. lolz. at ngayon ay kasya uli sakin. nyahahaha. zach has this shirt as well sa levis photo shoot naman nila sa pulp. i am such an imago addict. lol.

MTV again featured imago on their new show mtv homecoming. met claire again (i loooooooovvveeeeee u and god knows how much i miss u!!!) and john joe coz they hosted the event. it started late coz of the rain and it was really a special day for aia. too bad danica missed it coz she had to leave early. (sayang nic walang beer. lolz) aia kinda burst into tears when she read the letter from her former teacher. *sigh* oh how i miss high school. O_o. some part of it.



claire and john joe


imago playing @ st. scholastica's college, aia's alma mater


her memory box from st. scho. :)

10.12.2005

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who's the most sarcastic mod?

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went to cello's with che and met abhie, ivan and burns there. then went to shopwise to get some food. we're supposed to have dinner and we ended up in a grocery store buying chicken and ensaymada, burns with his bagels and abhie withe her 2 packs of oh-so-tempting-newly-baked shopwise ensaymada. until we found this stall.



look at those fuckin donuts. diabetics' hell. but still im gonna get one of those. pero after na ng tugtog. baka mukha nakong bola sa stage. bleh.

10.09.2005

UAAP post party

i am soooooo drunk. my net connection had a problem again coz i didnt fax the payment slip daw. fuck them. so here i am typing it sa word and copy paste system na lang ako pag maayos na.

had fun with the halers. medyo stressed out ako sa meeting coz, honestly speaking, some of the organizers are not taking this seriously. i just wanna die. i dont wanna tell them what ive been going thru and shit... konti na lang bibigay nako. guess magpapahinga ako after this. i am so close of losing my sanity.

after, we went to the fort. uaap season 68 post party. god i missed imago so much. we had fun. ang kulit ni danica. wala nakong ginawa kundi matawa sa kanila ng friend nyang si carlo. pati si aia. *sigh* we were dancing in front of the stage. i missed that. hehehehe.

whew. good thing nakakapagtype pako. i am frggn boozed.

10.07.2005

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"...we already expected that people disappoint us, but what if one day, we wake up, and we are already the disappointment.."

I dont need to be anything other
Than a prison guard's son
I dont need to be anything other
Than a specialist's son
I dont have to be anyone other
Than the birth of two souls in one
Part of where im going, is knowing where im coming from

I dont want to be
Anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do
Is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms
Wondering what I've got to do
Or who Im supposed to be
I dont want to be anything other than me


I'm
surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one who noticed?
I cant be the only one who's learned

Can I have everyone's attention please?
If you're not like this and that, you're gonna have to leave
I came from the mountain
The crust of creation
My whole situation-made from clay to stone
And now I'm telling everybody

I dont want to be

10.03.2005

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ok.

it has been two days and my connection was out. server blah blah full of shit.

its so sad that i really have to give up on things now like our band, being active on some and blah blah.

i promised my baby to be with her and back her up in times of needs. then it came to a sudden realization, like...

sunday. my family day. it has been my family day since i was 7. the grills, the hyper kids (i was really a hyper kid before and now,, its my gabby and 3 other ADHD-ish nephews in a good way), and those sucky noontime shows. until.. there goes the band.

we rehearse evey sunday coz its the only available time for all of us. i mean, the office, someone's got a family as well, businesses and a bum (let me clear that this bum isnt me, coz i am NEVER near that scum). they agree on a certain time, and we always try to mutter those BAWAL-ANG-LATE cliche. but guess what, i ALWAYS get to wait 3 hours for someone. after leaving che many times, why do i have to suck on their issues, and forget my fuckin life. oh im so angry now i swear.

HINDI LANG YON. once, we get on the studio, magaartehan pa yan. someone doesnt want someone, blah blah, kulang ang pera ko. and I, for christ's sake, I always get to carry the burden. fuckit! I always have to save their asses... (oh thank god theyre here.. ill continue later... tinatawag nako ng mga kupal...)

10.01.2005

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sabay buhos pa ng ulan.

cant i just buy an over the counter anti-depressant? im finding everything weird already.

happy thoughts.. hmm..

ay sale sa sm manila. O_o

happy thoughts nga e. bwiset.



share: i had this shirt before and i dunno where it went. kaya i was glad it was on sale. thing is, hindi nako dapat bumili uli e. kaso isa sa fave shirts ko to. :D kaya to whom it may concern, mamatay ka na.