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ok.

it has been two days and my connection was out. server blah blah full of shit.

its so sad that i really have to give up on things now like our band, being active on some and blah blah.

i promised my baby to be with her and back her up in times of needs. then it came to a sudden realization, like...

sunday. my family day. it has been my family day since i was 7. the grills, the hyper kids (i was really a hyper kid before and now,, its my gabby and 3 other ADHD-ish nephews in a good way), and those sucky noontime shows. until.. there goes the band.

we rehearse evey sunday coz its the only available time for all of us. i mean, the office, someone's got a family as well, businesses and a bum (let me clear that this bum isnt me, coz i am NEVER near that scum). they agree on a certain time, and we always try to mutter those BAWAL-ANG-LATE cliche. but guess what, i ALWAYS get to wait 3 hours for someone. after leaving che many times, why do i have to suck on their issues, and forget my fuckin life. oh im so angry now i swear.

HINDI LANG YON. once, we get on the studio, magaartehan pa yan. someone doesnt want someone, blah blah, kulang ang pera ko. and I, for christ's sake, I always get to carry the burden. fuckit! I always have to save their asses... (oh thank god theyre here.. ill continue later... tinatawag nako ng mga kupal...)