The Real Blogging Starts Now

Ive been so weirded out by strangers reading some of my blogs. Actually, the part that im more weirded out is i know that they were reading it. (You know that small boxes appear in the most bottom of the page? The "Who Viewed My Page" list? That.)

I miss blogging randomly. Like what i really feel, what i really do, what i really like and what i REALLY hate. thats the purpose of my blogging. its my bathtub and mountain dew.

So let the fun begin. ^^

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First off, i kinda traded my phone for something that looks like less um... dinosaur-y. My old phone is beginning to look like a mini-transformer that would lose its head off anytime it hits something.

it looks pretty much like this. ^^

of course i am dreaming to have an iphone but i think it could wait. This lil puppy has 3G, 2 Megapixel Cam, good set of speaker, expandable memory and a clamshell. so its perfect for me. I have this fever coz of my nasopharyngitis since wednesday night and last night around 830PM, i think i almost became delirious and went to greenhills just because i wanna have my old phone fixed. it lost its screen around 7pm. but due to my impulsiveness, i browsed around and got this phone instead. three stalls na lang yata yung bukas kasi closing na pero sige lang. i think i just got lucky with this deal.

i was supposed to get mico's guitar effects. pero i think a phone is more important. (and im pointing out na may sense of maturity ang pagkuha ko nito. chura lang.) so it can wait.

and as i quote champ with my nasopharyngitis-induced promise to quit smoking coz its starting to kill me already... "PUTA!!! PARTY NA TO!" i just hope i get well for next week. i kinda sense that im getting a real job. im starting to hate what i really do with this scene. its burning me out.

Lets kill ourselves with the word awesome.

One Party size Shakey's Pepperoni Crunch
Two Cups of Corn with Cheese
Three Glazed Krispy Kreme Donuts
Four Large McDonalds Fries
and Strawberry Milkshake


It was Grey's Anatomy's 2-hour season finale. And thats where i ate the pizza. Did i already mention that Grey's is my ultimate awesomest series ever? I know i love Gossip Girl... but the ending kinda sucked. weird. One Tree Hill had that WTF moment at the end and Desperate Housewives left us with a big question mark on our forehead. But Grey's..? *sigh* its the best.

And then Treehouse Production was tonight. at mag:net . awesome. ganda ng lineup. :D

i am full of awesomeness today. really full. and im so tired, i really dont know why i typed these things.

Oh btw, wawa and erika are home. welcome back hugs for the awesomest people! :D i missed you so much. Kai gave me this Wii Gum Case and its awesome. luv u bff!

shit im really tired. and my back hurts. im so random, i just wanna blog for the sake that im doing something before going to sleep.

The Finale.

I just finished watching American Idol Season 7 finale. The last time i tried to watch the outcome was season 3 with fantasia.

I think this one's one of the bests. I honestly believed that those two were deserving. no matter who wins.

As much as i wanted to say that i felt bad Archuleta didnt win, my god... ive never been such a fan of a 17-year-old. mukha akong tanga when he sang with One Republic. And "In This Moment" was awesome. Ive actually had goosebumps when i watched him perform. He's like a grown-up Billy Gilman.

David Cook's performance though were really powerful. I mean, it could really catch your attention and make you stay in front of the tv while he performs.

But all in all, my heart goes to the other David. I still think he could go all the way. Im just afraid with David Cook might just be a fad since that title has been not-so-great with the other winners.

Im still happy with the outcome. I really think this season was the most interesting. Ive never felt bad on the results, in fact... that night was oozing with winning performances. :) I somehow felt bad when Simon was demoralizing Cook. Well i think that made him more surprised.

David Archuleta all the way! :D though america might not agree on it.

Fall Apart.

When the universe comes crashing down
i wont know know where to run
i wont know where to hide
and i wont have anyone to keep me safe.

When the sky is falling
i wont know who to tell this to
coz ill end up being a laughing stock
for this shallowness im scared of.

and when i start to fall apart
i wont know where to run
i wont know where to hide
coz that someone that keeps me safe
will get hurt
will just cry
or will leave me falling on this pit of guilt
ill drown myself into.

When this world turns upside down
i will try to stand still
i wont try to dodge

i wont know who made this
crash, fall and turn upside down
except for myself.

Who would be the night's Goliath?

David Archuleta VS David Cook.

The battle is on!!

My bets are on Achuleta. Magkikita rin tayo sa finals! ^^

On Anxiety-Inducing Sequels

Donnie Darko is my favorite movie of all-time. If you might ask, its about a troubled teenager who was diagnosed with Schizophrenia, and sleepwalks caused by "predestination paradox" and a man-sized bunny wabbit. Sounds geeky but i tell you its ultimately cool.

Unfortunately, they were making a sequel off of it entitled S. Darko. Since Donnie (Jake Gyllenhall) died in the first movie, this sequel is now about his sister. Samantha.

Ed Westwick (Gossip Girl) will be one of the cast. :( I just hope having chuck in it could actually un-frustrate me. But on a serious note, i really do feel scared with them doing this. I love this movie so much. I know it will be bad. I just know it. *sighs*

Justin Chatwin (War Of The Worlds) will play a major role with the original Samantha Darko. This will take place seven years after Donnie died. (which actually is seven years after the first film.)

Speaking of Justin Chatwin, He will be playing Goku for the 2009 Dragonball movie, with James Marsters (Spike, Buffy The Vampire Slayer) as Lord Piccolo. Dragonball fans... would you think they could give justice to it? ~_^

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Gould's 1992 book-turned-to-movie Jumper made the Box-Office on its opening night and i recalled some of the people i know didnt like the movie coz of the storyline. Come on. You shouldve watched Carl Sagan Films then.

Its rumored that it will have 4 parts. I thought it will just be a trilogy. Wow saga.

Jumper (the book) was released 1992 and the sequel is entitled Reflex, which was released 2004. And they will be doing a film of that too. So the storyline will be more solid, catering for "deep people" (mukha nyo!)

I gotta admit, there is nothing to ruin on the first movie since it was just concentrated on Rachel Bilson and Hayden plus the chase with Samuel L. Jackson. I just wish for more BAMF (er... its the comic sound Nightcrawler makes when he teleports) and fight scenes. ^_^

Gossip Girl s01e16 - All About My Brother

Crazy. This series is crazy.

My half-meant joke about what Serena did is apparently true. eep.

My heart bleeds over and over for Rufus and Lily.

Georgina is EVIL. Mtherfcking evil. Aside from fucking things up for Serena, that spilling of the beans over a family dinner about Eric was... wow. Pure pure evil.

And as to Blair... When things should go down... down would be somewhere with molten lava and fire all over the place.

This episode shouldnt be missed by any Gossip Girl follower. Tension. I think there were a lot of times my heart stopped.

Random Crap #52239

- That number is also random. I just got worried someone might look for 00001 to 52238.

- Im still waiting for my files to be recovered. My 40gb hard drive suddenly went nuts and now my 80gb is following its path. Thank god for RecoverMyFiles.

Its just that, its taking so long. I reformatted this drive already and i think its also recovering the datas from back then. The Ghost of those deleted files. scary.

- Kula Shaker had a new album last 2007. strange. I didnt know it was the third album. where was i during 99. Hm.

- I was playing the violin downstairs and i saw this cd "chorus girl". 80s dance. Head Over Heels. Fuckit. I love this song.

- I just deleted a psycho on my contacts. creepy. she kept on messaging me garbles. what the hell is that.

- Never ever try mixing your fruit shakes with all purpose cream. The fact that it does nothing, except clog your arteries. It may sound enticing that your smoothie is creamy, but it's just the same with milk. so skip it.

- the weather's getting weirder than i thought. i think its going to cause an earthquake. or something seriously scary.

- i really dont get people who floods in the bulletin board with a chain ... bulletin? is that what we call it now? chain bulletin? mthrfuckr. "oooh your dad will die. aarrgghh you have to post this within 20 minutes." well guess what, my dad had died 10 years ago, what now shitbag?

- i am such in a random mood swing. i think its because of the chocolates. sugar rush hay.

The Cool Factor.

I have been trancing out of myself lately. I think ive been missing the life of a person my age where i should be waking up going to my kitchen with a fridgeful of orange juice and a broadsheet on the top of a breakfast nook while the 7am sunray seeps through the window pane above my sink.

Wow thats one serious Danielle Steel going on there. Creepy.

Anyway, i was just wondering if i could own my own house within the next 5 years. Ive grown tired of what i really do in my life right now. It was fun til it lasted. Until, i think, people got sick of my face.

Kung iisipin nyo, when we started being a teenager, it was always the Cool Factor we were trying to achieve. We had that stage where we actually try to build up ourselves as someone with uniqueness. A character that would actually have a sense of accomplishment. The not so geeky, but street smart. I didnt know that there will come a time, youll find yourself waking up with a thought, that you wanted a new environment. That the character you were once trying to build, was a big joke to the other cool kids. Coz they think theyre cooler. Petty stuff like that.

It wasnt actually a sense of maturity e. Maturity, for me, is a very big word to handle. I mean, its too self-proclaiming when a person claims he's matured. Coz whatever we do, we are always in between. Unless youre the oldest person living on this planet. Of course its given that there will always be younger immatured people. But there are younger people who acts more matured than others. Thats the way i think i could use that word aptly.

Thing is, mahirap kasing panindigan ang pagiging cool. It just gets so annoying when one person acts so cool, i think his brain froze up. It would be fun kung lahat kayo lutang. Kaso hindi lahat ng oras, pareho kayo ng wavelength.

Just one observation. Let's say this season of American Idol. David Cook might be a strong contender, of course i like Cook, pero Archuleta will rule. not on a biased point of view. Demographics pa lang, from parents, pre-pubescent girls and boys with identitiy crisis. It was like the same case of Bo Bice against Carrie Underwood. Weird kasi parang halos walang point of comparison, pero ngayon, its pop against rock.(edited: Why is it rock? is it because his voice is huskier? Then Kiko Matsing rocks too.) Forget Jason Castro, Id like Syesha more than him.

David Cook looks and sounds a lot cooler than David Archuleta. Thing is, the votes they are gathering is not within a certain age group. Hence, outnumbered.

So parang, ang "cool" group is always the next set lower than the majority.

I dont even think i am making sense with that example. It just so happened that i clicked a link on youtube and heard the previous episode.

Ive heard once or twice that im cool. But i also heard once or twice that im a loser. I also tell myself that. Pero i think im cooler than what others might think of me. How narcissistic. Its just that, im really tired of living a cool life. Because to what i feel, its not cool at all anymore.

Grey's Anatomy s04e13 - Piece Of My Heart.

"Giving birth maybe all intense and magical and stuff but the act itself is not exactly pleasant. But its also a beginning of something incredible, something new, something unpredictable, something true, something worth loving, something worth missing.

something that will change your life... forever."

- Meredith Grey

Addison could've stayed :(. I miss her.

This ep is awesome. More than awesome actually. I dont know why, but i think its because Addison's in it. :D Or that elevator scene with Derek and all her girls. Plus Sloan. hahaha.

Hahn's got a lesbian crush on Callie. :rotflmao: Now i wasnt expecting that at all.

May 22's the season ender. Grey-Shepherd will be back together.

McRebound hahahaha.



♥ I love Grey's Anatomy. I really do. Next to Mountain Dew. *sigh*