10 reasons how you'll make it big if ur a call center agent

10. dahil may libreng iced tea at kape, kahit adik ka, di ka na bibili sa starbucks, o ano kaya ay magtatakeout ka sa fastfood ng walang drinks.

9. dahil gabi ang shift mo at minsan ay napapasarap ang tulog, walang makakahalatang di ka naligo pag pumasok ka, konting basa lang ng buhok at dahil malamig, di ka na pagpapawisan. tipid sa sabon, shampoo, at tubig.

8. kahit paano, magiinvest ka ng dalawang blazer/ jacket. kaya kahit pambahay ang suot mo o paulit-ulit na lang, walang makakahalata.

7. dahil lahat ay may dalang yosi, pede kang manghingi during yosi break instead of buying your own.

6. wala ka nang oras magpunta ng mall. kaya't wala ka ring mabibiling interesado ka.

5. di ka na makakagimik tuwing sabado at linggo dahil minsan ay yun ang peak days ng callers. kayat mas malaki ang posibilidad na ang off mo ay weekdays. subukan mong magpunta ng libis o malate ng martes, tatlo lang siguro kayo sa dance floor.

4. may libreng bond papers, ballpens o minsan ay envelopes at folders. para sa mga nakababatang kapatid na may art subject habang elementarya. kung wala ka naman ay pede mo na lang ibenta ito.

3. may photocopying machine sa hr office. wag lang pahuli kung gusto mo ring pagkakitaan.

2. libre internet. ng walong oras. kung 15 o 20 isang oras sa cafe, mahigit 160 pesos ang matitipid mo.

1. wag ng kumain pag lunch o 1hr break. manghingi na lang ng yosi at magtiyaga sa kape. idahilang ayaw mong antukin kaya hindi ka kumakain.

ayuz? ayuz! take it from the expert.

butahfly

sampling

iko was mugged awhile ago. around 7am at lawton. 2 guys got his cel. :( kaaway ko p naman sya s text. pakiramdam ko i was the one responsible.

off topic: why does some people tend to not appreciate things that you do just to make him/her feel na wala kang grudge towards anything. even if u were uberly aanoyed with his character, you still wanted to exert effort that you exist for that person. someone to talk to, to kill time with and yet, ikaw ang kontrabida. feeling ginugulo ang buhay nila. yuck. sobrang ego-booster. di na nahiya. eh napakadali kayang umiwas. dapat mas magpasalamat sya dahil di ako nandidiri sa kabaduyan nya at kakornihan.

psychosis. no matter what u do, ikaw pa rin ang mali. tangina mo kung feeling mo ikaw to.

"...i bet you think this song is about you... dont you?..."

FO

wednesday: had myself a torture going to the dermatologist. had a laser treatment. first timer so it hurt bigtime. para akong kinukuryente. o psychological. i dunno. hate treatments. it scares the hell out of me.

thursday: t`so hard to be a babysitter of five. i was with gabby, bruce, alex, david and kent the whole day trying to make them watch and sit behavingly. so i cooked a goddamn spaghetti for them. then they just had it spilled with coke. damn. cant imagine to be dad of five. *shivers*

today: in spite of mole-ish scabs all over my face, i still managed to go to makati to meet my old friends from office. keiko, kit, drew, and abhie. around 11 i think. i have an interview at around 130 and tony advised me not to go. i followed. tanga talaga. tsk tsk. there was... well... a little thing about keiko and me before and now tony's with her. but of course, we were so over it. but i guess tony's not. (disclaimer: nauna po ako bago naging sila) tony kept stopping her from laughing while we talk, and i guess, looking at us every second to see if our eyes meet. talk about bakod. we waited for drew, kit and abhie for about an hour and a half so it's a major awkward frame for me. i thought everythings just okay, til tony became drunk then uh... became a lil weird. we were about to go home, the three of us going the same way, then he blurted.."...o sige na. mauna na kayo ni keiko" (sarcastically spoken). keiko walked out. 5 seconds after, friendship over. *sigh* he was my big brother. who was jealous unreasonably with his supposedly lil bro.

bad day. again.

sabi ni jujiin eh.

Ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including me) to ask you anything.

sun of a bitch

sunday is as boring as it is. and while we enjoy the depreciation of our ozone layer, the overwhelming reward (i.e. roasted napes and juicy shirts) is getTING INTO MY FUCKING NERVES!! and of course, of course, ngayon ka susubukan ng AC mong nauubusan na ng freon. at ako, ng pasensya. add your drunk neighborhood with a rented videoke machine, which they got since 10 in the morning, at ang bahay nyong walang water motor habang ang buong block ay meron.

ay oo. ansaya nga ng summer. lalo na pag wala kang pera. *applauds*

so, just to feel a little fresher, i watched finding nemo in dvd again. happy happy. i feel so underwater. (or im already hallucinating, or im just convincing myself)

is alcohol really really addicting? er.. i just cant stand the feeling of being drunk. (though ive been drunk for 4 days this week, nagtanong pako!) last night, i almost crawled towards the couch just to feel alright. i cant throw up and i have no freakin idea why. hindi talaga depressant ang alcohol. like i just had 3 hours of sleep tapos nagising ako na parang walang nangyari. na medyo trip kong magjogging na iniisip ko namang mukhang tanga pag sinunod ko.

ah ewan. basta alam ko, tangina ang init ngayon!

uh...

since yesterday, ive been killing myself by finding a new job. applied to another new call center. like for 5 hours, i had an exam. i passed. then the interview. i passed. so they wanted me to come back today, 130pm. btw, applied as a technical support(er?). good thing staying online for 17 hours, thats the average at least, paid off.

then i declined the offer. the interviewer said that i might be taking a big risk if i fail the exam after training. coz of computer background absence. so i changed my mind, and 130 of this afternoon, i had my interview rescheduled for next week. as customer service rep. at least i proved to myself that i can be what i wanna be. teehee.

so around 300pm of this afternoon, i had another interview. again, i passed. weehoo. 40 of us took the exam and 6 of us remained. sounded like a reality show to me. hee hee. hafta come back on tuesday for the final interview. neat. smells like im bringin' home the bacon starting next next week.

this day sucked. big time. im so fuckin tired and somebody can be so boring. reason: also tired. shit. wala man lang consideration sa ibang tao.

poppish: guilty pleasure

i always bite a piece of reality shows. cant deny i sometime got stuck watching ordinary people become popular.

now, after ethan was voted out of the island, i didnt care to watch survivor all stars anymore.

one thing i got stuck with is when american idol season 3 started at star world. *sigh* look at what fame can do to people. they wanted it so they took the risk of embarassing themselves. and be demoralized by the so called simon cowell. i like this guy though. he's not exaggerating. if he doesnt like the performer, he says it. without hypocrisy. and i sometimes agree.

one thing that caught my attention since day 1 is

fantasia barrino
quote unquote simon: you dont need this competition, you already are a star.
true. uniqueness. performancewise. voice distinction. quality. attitude. connection. wow. gleng gleng.

and

camille velasco.

i didnt know camille was half filipino. i just really liked her voice when she sang ready or not by the fugees when she auditioned. no biases please. :p

too bad she was already out. pero okay lang. at least umabot sya sa top 12.

holy cow

well. last black saturady, we went to jonie's house at alabang. iko, diane, wine and ron were also there. just thought of staying overnight and swimming can kill my boredom. and it did. it was such a fun day for us. sayang nga lang at di kami nakadaan sa ukay ukay ng metropolis. i hafta go ng 6 am of sunday. i cooked spaghetti and uminom kami ng emperador tsaka red horse. nyahahahahaahaha. gustong tamaan at makatipid. hayan. di tuloy nila natapos ang kill bill.

so nagising nako ng mga uh... 8pm. walang magawa so i just watched lotr 2 and 3 sa dvd and school of rock. effect: migraine.

monday: supposedly may exam ako sa uh.. somewhere in buendia. di ko alam yung company e. pero shempre, legacy ko na ang indianin ang mga ganyan. kumain na lang ako ng pizza. mas masaya. :)

halo.

well, it has been the start of a boring week. got used to it anyway. good thing cable tv were discovered. before, u do not have any choice but to reflect, repent and be holy. haven't been a good kid anyway. ive tried being nice but the world doesn't need one. so the hell with it. i don't wanna be like almost everyone else who cries for all the so-called sin during this season then afterwards, they were asking for a salvation. to boracay's sun.

went to rob place to meet up kit, abhie and rico. uh... they'll be having their lenten vacation so they need some uh... urban memories. and me, haven't decided if im going to baguio or not. so, the lenten couch potato rises again from its ashes.

btw, cant find a way to have a better learning of anger mangement. its so hard to suppress annoyance. some people just dont know how to deal with situations, or issues. super manhid sabi nga. and fuuuuuccccckkkkk!!!!!!!!! nakakagigil! ang hirap magtiis. nakakabobo na rin at times. siguro ito na ang pinakamatinding penitensya ko. to be more patient.

im tired.
im annoyed.
im stupid.

...

bored.

teeth torture.

ive lost track of time. palm sunday just arrived and where am i... mall. such a good shepherd. my mom and my sister read my book. my sister drained her eyes while im eating and my mom went upstairs and locked herself inside her room. funny. never thought they would have the interest of investing emotions upon reading it.

and the following hours, ive been asked impossible questions by them. father issues, rebel without a cause topics, yadda yadda... sigh.. they have never knew the real me. but im okay with that. i expected that anyway.

oh. the depression guru knocked my door thrice last night. never mind about the details. at least i saw a big spider on the cabinet door, i got the fly swatter instead of thinking about insecticides. thought i got over of being a suicidal. but yeah. guess i graduated.

and my braces is killing me. no need to induce pain. its so involuntary, id like to remove every single bracket that i have. i cant eat a chip properly. ron said i seemed like i had a stroke or sumthin. hafta to put the food in the back molar so i can chew it without hurting myself. braces = stupidity

migraine. heartburn. depression. i cant fit this in one sentence or id rather crucify myself this week. metaphorically speaking.

tech pen.

di ba nakakahiya sa sarili ang kainin ang lahat ng isinumpang sinigurado mo na, lima o higit pang taon na ang nakaraan? dahil nung mga panahong iyon o magpa-hanggang ngayon, paninindigan at puso ang tanging magkalaban.

paano mo maipapaliwanag ang pagbabago ng pangyayari sa buhay mo na alam mo kailanma'y hindi mo hiniling. na kahit mas makulay pala sa panibagong pahina ay nangangamba ka pa ring buklatin. baka hindi ka na kasi bumalik sa mga lumang kabanata. sana ang puso parang plumang nililok sa plastic. kung kailangan mo ng bagong kulay, palit lang ng tinta. sana ganun lang ka-simple. walang minutong masasayang sa pagaksyon.

at kasabay ng mga luhang nagmumula sa kaluluwa, ibang kulay na rin ang iniluluha ng pluma. mga titik ng tanong kung kasalanan ba ng sarili ang magmahal muli. ng di sinasadya. ng wala kang intensyong makasakit. makatapak. bakit ba kasi nilikha ang pagsisisi? napakahirap namang ibigay sa ibang tao at sa sarili.

hanggang ngayon, walang sinuman ang nakakaalam kung bakit traydor ang puso. na pilit mo mang hatiin, kasalanan pala ang isipin ang sariling kasiyahan. kahit saan larangan tingnan. at kahit magkaiba ang kahulugan ng pagmamahal ng isa sa isa ikaw lang ang tanging makakaalam ng sagot na di na naisusulat pa sa papel. o naibubulalas ng bibig. dahil walang makakaintindi. walang lunas.

dahil ang mundong ito ay nababalot ng bulag na kaipokritohan. masabi lang na malinis ang kanya kanyang sarili, gagawa ng sariling tama at mali.

wag ng magsalita. isulat na lang. para wala na silang pagkakataong makapagbigay ng opinyong pambura lamang sa pagkakakilala mo sa kanila.