FO

wednesday: had myself a torture going to the dermatologist. had a laser treatment. first timer so it hurt bigtime. para akong kinukuryente. o psychological. i dunno. hate treatments. it scares the hell out of me.

thursday: t`so hard to be a babysitter of five. i was with gabby, bruce, alex, david and kent the whole day trying to make them watch and sit behavingly. so i cooked a goddamn spaghetti for them. then they just had it spilled with coke. damn. cant imagine to be dad of five. *shivers*

today: in spite of mole-ish scabs all over my face, i still managed to go to makati to meet my old friends from office. keiko, kit, drew, and abhie. around 11 i think. i have an interview at around 130 and tony advised me not to go. i followed. tanga talaga. tsk tsk. there was... well... a little thing about keiko and me before and now tony's with her. but of course, we were so over it. but i guess tony's not. (disclaimer: nauna po ako bago naging sila) tony kept stopping her from laughing while we talk, and i guess, looking at us every second to see if our eyes meet. talk about bakod. we waited for drew, kit and abhie for about an hour and a half so it's a major awkward frame for me. i thought everythings just okay, til tony became drunk then uh... became a lil weird. we were about to go home, the three of us going the same way, then he blurted.."...o sige na. mauna na kayo ni keiko" (sarcastically spoken). keiko walked out. 5 seconds after, friendship over. *sigh* he was my big brother. who was jealous unreasonably with his supposedly lil bro.

bad day. again.