I woke up with the weirdest mood. I usually spend my time facing the computer and this day made it odd. I was so bored, I dont even want to go to the office anymore.
Not working isnt reality, I know. But it's just like its too routinary, or mundane, and sometimes, super frustrating. Im not complaining ladies and gentlemen. I know that most of us are dreaming on getting enough money, or more, just to waste your time, being a sloth or a bear who just wanted to hibernate. I think Im old. I just wanna spend my time sleeping. In which, I really dont want to do.
I wanna go to the mall again, buy things I'll think I might need someday. That ends up dusted and boxed til the end of time. I just wanna get my own place, have a car, and strut like a douche without anything to do. Oh my god i just wanna get rich NOW.
My life is a total bore nowadays. I just go to work, then home, or to the hospital 3 times a week to get my phototherapy treatment. Which is soooooo costly by the way. It will seem like I am working to just get that treatment. Doctor says psoriasis is triggered by stress, and I am stressed with my life. Solving problems, which by the way, ARENT MINE. I just like to go away, and not worry about anything. Feel the rain and the sun. Talk with friends, dwell with insult-based humor, cook, blah.
I dont want to work. Gad.
Now
