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3.31.2005
ampotah.
i have been eating ice whole day. abhie, rico and i went to rob and had razon's halohalo (and other stuff) and then i got watermelon ice monster for dinner. and that ice monster crew flirted on me. i flirted back. hee hee.
3.29.2005
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"last song"
ants come marching in
soldiers had to go
barging in like never a moment will
give a chance again
fired up egotrip
as volatile as the sun
catch that mudfish on your tongue
shark-toothed word slips like one
a calm but resentful acid rain
fits into this stark raved place
angels played along with their harps
on fitted circle-in-square days
viscid liquefied life
in an empty can of beans
annotated by your inconceivable
pointless justification
fed with all the bullshit
now im full
we quit like kids hiding and seeking
then sanity like ants
come marching in
3.24.2005
the lighter incident.
i had a dream (seriuosly) that my lighter is still in starbucks rob. last sunday, i left it on the table outside then after 4 hours of shopping (dahil sale) dun ko na realize na naiwan ko sya. i asked the guard tapos sabi wala raw iniwan. so i wept dahil mahal ko ang lighter ko.
i went to rob kanina. and still tried to check kung may nag-iwan. and yep, nakuha sya nung janitor at iniwan dun. nagulat pa nga yung mga tao sa TALAGA!!!? expression ko e. ansaya ko lang daw. ganyan kabait si papa god sakin.
i went to rob kanina. and still tried to check kung may nag-iwan. and yep, nakuha sya nung janitor at iniwan dun. nagulat pa nga yung mga tao sa TALAGA!!!? expression ko e. ansaya ko lang daw. ganyan kabait si papa god sakin.
3.23.2005
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i bought 4 books last saturday.
1.
all american girl - meg cabot
2.
every boy's got one - meg cabot
3.
how to quit smoking without gaining weight - martin katahn
4.
the unbearable lightness of being - milan kundera
just finished the first two books. i really love meg cabot by doing these books. i dunno if its just a girl thing, but what the heck, im such a sucker on it.
number 3 book, need i say more?
fourth, ivan recommended it. so might as well give a shot on it. maganda raw e. so while having my asthma attacks and this one hell of a dry cough, i am just on my bed, finished 6 litres of tropicana twister within 2 days, and reading my holy week away. i was supposed to go to cebu tomorrow to get a new acoustic guitar but i dont think i can stand the bus dust from the airport to our house. so might as well read conversations with god books 1 to 3 til easter.
1.
all american girl - meg cabot
2.
every boy's got one - meg cabot
3.
how to quit smoking without gaining weight - martin katahn
4.
the unbearable lightness of being - milan kundera
just finished the first two books. i really love meg cabot by doing these books. i dunno if its just a girl thing, but what the heck, im such a sucker on it.
number 3 book, need i say more?
fourth, ivan recommended it. so might as well give a shot on it. maganda raw e. so while having my asthma attacks and this one hell of a dry cough, i am just on my bed, finished 6 litres of tropicana twister within 2 days, and reading my holy week away. i was supposed to go to cebu tomorrow to get a new acoustic guitar but i dont think i can stand the bus dust from the airport to our house. so might as well read conversations with god books 1 to 3 til easter.
3.22.2005
....
in memory of my partner in crime, i never intended to leave you in a coffee shop. nor i had that idea. i miss holding you. i miss you giving me light. i miss you giving me warmth. and i know, a million sorry will not make you be in my hands again.
i love you. in such a very short time, i never expected i would want you to be with me forever. i long for you. i dream of you. and i cried over you. goodbye..
i love you. in such a very short time, i never expected i would want you to be with me forever. i long for you. i dream of you. and i cried over you. goodbye..
3.17.2005
a tuesday getaway.
well, last saturday evening, che's family had an overnight outing. of course i had to go. came home at 1pm of sunday and slept the day away. nalimutang gumimik e. kaya hayan, nilubos ang martes.
abhie was just supposed to return my book. and since it's ivan's off and rico didnt got the office coz he's sick, nagkita kita kami sa dencios rob place. pero wala pa si ivan nun. mga gabi pa sya nagpunta. keiko, (our ex officemate who eventually became our friend because our "friend" became his guy then blahblah.. the rest is one heck of a history.) went as well and told us a very personal sick sad story, which is, of course, affected us in a lot of ways. dahil walang mayosihan sa dencios rob, we went to starbucks adriatico, yakyakyak, then 7pm, rico had to go home. so abhie keiko and i went to khaz's place and again, surprised by one very "bubbly" scenario. (i cant and wont mention it here. mahirap ng maudlot ang porn cds na pinapa-burn ko. *peace khaz*)
keiko went home, then after 3 hours, si abhie naman. so ronald, burns, ivan, khaz, iann, and i, went out to have our vocal ranges stretched. a 3-hour videoke.
then i went home at around 3am of wednesday. sinalubong ng another inuman by dianne, teena, josh, jayar and alvin. kaya 530 am na ko nakatulog.
at eto ako.. basang basa sa ulan.. eherm... shit, videoke aftershocks.
abhie was just supposed to return my book. and since it's ivan's off and rico didnt got the office coz he's sick, nagkita kita kami sa dencios rob place. pero wala pa si ivan nun. mga gabi pa sya nagpunta. keiko, (our ex officemate who eventually became our friend because our "friend" became his guy then blahblah.. the rest is one heck of a history.) went as well and told us a very personal sick sad story, which is, of course, affected us in a lot of ways. dahil walang mayosihan sa dencios rob, we went to starbucks adriatico, yakyakyak, then 7pm, rico had to go home. so abhie keiko and i went to khaz's place and again, surprised by one very "bubbly" scenario. (i cant and wont mention it here. mahirap ng maudlot ang porn cds na pinapa-burn ko. *peace khaz*)
keiko went home, then after 3 hours, si abhie naman. so ronald, burns, ivan, khaz, iann, and i, went out to have our vocal ranges stretched. a 3-hour videoke.
then i went home at around 3am of wednesday. sinalubong ng another inuman by dianne, teena, josh, jayar and alvin. kaya 530 am na ko nakatulog.
at eto ako.. basang basa sa ulan.. eherm... shit, videoke aftershocks.
3.10.2005
war.
in this insanity we are all living in, we have searched for something to grasp on so we can finally have the answers to our existence. we protected ourselves to have a reason of this make-believe a reality so bitter, we dont want to linger. we deny. yet, we crave.
if, we had the courage to search for our missing selves, we could've had removed the biases, the judgments and the hatred we impose. what sense does it make if we fight over something we believe in, where in fact, at the same time, all of us ask the very same question? we offer ourselves to be washed, fogged and lead us to illogical illusions and then, we just wanted truth. where in some areas of this so-called life, were just the same as presumptions and theories. facts decided by majorities, were as harmful as not knowing it at all.
we choose a leader. and at the same time, we become sheeps. risked by ambition, overpowerment and authority. until life hasnt got any meaning at all. exchanged with other's gain is the most substantial sacrifice anyone could've made. again, risked with lies and deception.
we're not supposed to shed blood after a tear. we're not supposed to destroy in order to preserve. we cant protect life by devastating it. we all know that unfair is the antonym of life. but if we all succumb to it, life isnt existent to begin with.
some say that we can start all over again. but as i see through it, we cant start. we just have to end terrible hurts and continue what already has been started. we are not stickfigures on a magic slate. we are in a carousel of plastic horses. a make-believe so amusing, we think its real.
if, we had the courage to search for our missing selves, we could've had removed the biases, the judgments and the hatred we impose. what sense does it make if we fight over something we believe in, where in fact, at the same time, all of us ask the very same question? we offer ourselves to be washed, fogged and lead us to illogical illusions and then, we just wanted truth. where in some areas of this so-called life, were just the same as presumptions and theories. facts decided by majorities, were as harmful as not knowing it at all.
we choose a leader. and at the same time, we become sheeps. risked by ambition, overpowerment and authority. until life hasnt got any meaning at all. exchanged with other's gain is the most substantial sacrifice anyone could've made. again, risked with lies and deception.
we're not supposed to shed blood after a tear. we're not supposed to destroy in order to preserve. we cant protect life by devastating it. we all know that unfair is the antonym of life. but if we all succumb to it, life isnt existent to begin with.
some say that we can start all over again. but as i see through it, we cant start. we just have to end terrible hurts and continue what already has been started. we are not stickfigures on a magic slate. we are in a carousel of plastic horses. a make-believe so amusing, we think its real.
3.06.2005
dizzy dumarsh.
well. the weekend has been a bit busy for me. cant login and upload other pics from saturday. burns, abhie, ronald, rico, ivan and i went to gilligans just to have some dinner. ivan had himself late. at balak mag-resign huh. *zip*
ive been a bit pressured with the band since we're having a bit of a problem regarding our situations. al (bassist) has already moved to cavite. so bukod sa sanga-sangang schedule namin, dagdag na sa pahirap ang location. on the other hand, there's this one band who really wanted me to be their vocalist. i know it's a big privelege coz one; vicor records is waiting for their demo. (and they want mo to be IN that demo) two; they were my choir friends. three; one hell of an ego-boost for me. sayang talaga yung offer pero mahal ko talaga banda ko kahit anong mangyari eh. i really cant decide yet.
isa pa, its so hard organizing the listers eb. masyado kasing late magemail yung ibang tutugtog eh dapat ang deadline eh nung feb 28 pa. hay.
*nahihilo, nahihilo, nahihilo*
ive been a bit pressured with the band since we're having a bit of a problem regarding our situations. al (bassist) has already moved to cavite. so bukod sa sanga-sangang schedule namin, dagdag na sa pahirap ang location. on the other hand, there's this one band who really wanted me to be their vocalist. i know it's a big privelege coz one; vicor records is waiting for their demo. (and they want mo to be IN that demo) two; they were my choir friends. three; one hell of an ego-boost for me. sayang talaga yung offer pero mahal ko talaga banda ko kahit anong mangyari eh. i really cant decide yet.
isa pa, its so hard organizing the listers eb. masyado kasing late magemail yung ibang tutugtog eh dapat ang deadline eh nung feb 28 pa. hay.
*nahihilo, nahihilo, nahihilo*
3.04.2005
god works in mysterious ways.
we went to the jars of clay concert last night and we cant believe our gen ad ticket became worth 2360. long story.
10 years. ive waited 10 fucking years. and whoa. i became..
and me found each other at the front.
somebody proposed on stage as well. after singing their own version of "unforgetful you".
too bad dianne cant come coz of her finals. so josh, aj, che and i enjoyed the whole night.
10 years. ive waited 10 fucking years. and whoa. i became..
somebody proposed on stage as well. after singing their own version of "unforgetful you".
too bad dianne cant come coz of her finals. so josh, aj, che and i enjoyed the whole night.
3.03.2005
3.01.2005
aj the bespren.
aj gave me tickets for the jars of clay concert since i have been a fan since the first album. he actually got 4 tickets and two jars of clay cds. (in which, i know that i would be the one using it.)
and just for the record, he won 20 cds (or more), and major concert tickets from studio 23's breakfast. like he wins everyday. i remembered, i used to join radio contests and get premiere tickets like for almost 30 movies. party tickets, and shirts as well.
labyu bespren. stig ka talaga. \m/
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