war.

in this insanity we are all living in, we have searched for something to grasp on so we can finally have the answers to our existence. we protected ourselves to have a reason of this make-believe a reality so bitter, we dont want to linger. we deny. yet, we crave.

if, we had the courage to search for our missing selves, we could've had removed the biases, the judgments and the hatred we impose. what sense does it make if we fight over something we believe in, where in fact, at the same time, all of us ask the very same question? we offer ourselves to be washed, fogged and lead us to illogical illusions and then, we just wanted truth. where in some areas of this so-called life, were just the same as presumptions and theories. facts decided by majorities, were as harmful as not knowing it at all.

we choose a leader. and at the same time, we become sheeps. risked by ambition, overpowerment and authority. until life hasnt got any meaning at all. exchanged with other's gain is the most substantial sacrifice anyone could've made. again, risked with lies and deception.

we're not supposed to shed blood after a tear. we're not supposed to destroy in order to preserve. we cant protect life by devastating it. we all know that unfair is the antonym of life. but if we all succumb to it, life isnt existent to begin with.

some say that we can start all over again. but as i see through it, we cant start. we just have to end terrible hurts and continue what already has been started. we are not stickfigures on a magic slate. we are in a carousel of plastic horses. a make-believe so amusing, we think its real.