2007 has been one hell of a rollercoaster ride. nakakatawang isipin na kailangan pa ba talaga natin ng bagong taon bago tayo magbago? kasi ako ganun e. for the shallowest reason.
to keep track kung ilang araw o buwan na ako ganito o ganyan. depende sa kung anong binago ko.
its a tradition for tricia and i to meet every new years eve. evaluating the year comparing to last years. kaht siguro fucked up ang lovelife ko ngayong taon, isa pa rin to sa nagbigay sa akin ng realizations, responsibilities, and consideration. last year was a mess. parang yung nakatago lang ako sa dilim tapos nangangapa. realizing na my eyes were just closed. at ngayong taon lang ako nakadilat.
this year, marami rin akong naestablish na relasyon. sa kaibigan at sa pamilya. sa mga kaibigan, they come and go as everyone says, pero i found the people na alam kong kahit tumanda ako at ilang kalendaryo ang punitin, alam kong mahal ko sila at mahal nila ako.
ngayong taon ko lang din mas napagaralan, na lahat ng bagay, interaction, communication... ay 2-way. natuto akong makinig ngayon, maging manhid, magpalampas ng bagay, magsalita at lumaban. mas nakilala ko ang sarili ko.
at simula ng alas-dose, pagtuntong ng bagong taon, marami akong gagawin. marami akong matutulungan. at marami ang sasaya. hindi ko pa kayang mag-isa gawin pero nakahanda na kami para simulan ang babago sa pananaw ng ibang tao. hindi man lahat ang mapagbago namin ng isip, it will be a good start.
pero masarap magumpisa sa sarili. kaya nga tayong lahat sa tuwing may bagong araw na paparating, lahat tayo nagsasaya, may nararamdamang hindi mapaliwanag. dahil alam natin, na bagong umpisa to para sa halos lahat.
hiling ko lang sa bagong taon, na sana, matuto tayong magmahal at rumespeto. that individually, we somehow practice love and respect everyday. towards other people. there will be chances na hindi tayo tama sa mga desisyon, pero the next day, we get to ponder, and we could have a choice to fix it all up. wag na tayong maghintay pa ng susunod pang mga bagong taon. nasa atin lang naman ang pwedeng ibago ng mundo.
ng mundo natin. at ng mundo nila.
its a ripple effect. what we do today, will just come back to us tomorrow. irregardless of what.
na sana... next year, maging masaya ang lahat ng tao.
happy new year people. may we love each other more.
12.31.2007
The biggest bisyo aside from smoking.
do you know that certain feeling when you buy a shirt that has a 4-digit tag on it? that certain feeling like... you know you should regret it but its the absolute opposite?
its like you know that chocolate will make you fat and youre on a strict diet but you eat it anyway?
thats what happens when i go to Zara and Topman :(
im not really a person who loves branded clothing or a fan of signatures but if this country is really good with imitations... why cant they just make a ripoff of zara or topman's cut kahit plain lang or striped ang print?
and one thing i LOVE about those brands is the simplicity.
im a fan of striped shirts. weirdly, there are a lot of local brands with really good stripes pero ang print.. or worse... yung burda... its like youre a walking billboard ad.
ask ivan about shirt with BIG decals. and after asking... takbo na kayo. AGAD.
and one thing, some calvin klein apparels are made here in our country. since we are good with plagiarism and piracy, why not apply it to clothes?
and i wanna make it clear. basta maganda ang tela, simple, maganda ang cut sa shoulders, sa sleeves, at walang MALAKING BRAND LOGO.. tapos ang usapan.
its like you know that chocolate will make you fat and youre on a strict diet but you eat it anyway?
thats what happens when i go to Zara and Topman :(
im not really a person who loves branded clothing or a fan of signatures but if this country is really good with imitations... why cant they just make a ripoff of zara or topman's cut kahit plain lang or striped ang print?
and one thing i LOVE about those brands is the simplicity.
im a fan of striped shirts. weirdly, there are a lot of local brands with really good stripes pero ang print.. or worse... yung burda... its like youre a walking billboard ad.
ask ivan about shirt with BIG decals. and after asking... takbo na kayo. AGAD.
and one thing, some calvin klein apparels are made here in our country. since we are good with plagiarism and piracy, why not apply it to clothes?
and i wanna make it clear. basta maganda ang tela, simple, maganda ang cut sa shoulders, sa sleeves, at walang MALAKING BRAND LOGO.. tapos ang usapan.
12.30.2007
Yearend binge.
"Anong yearender meal?? LIFE ENDER KAYA TO!"
Since naisip ko talagang magpaka-"healthy" (ulul xavier. *duro self*) for next year, naisip kong magpabili ng liempo pero to my surprise, hindi lang yun ang binili for dinner. pero pagkatingin ko pa lang, na-high blood nako. sana uminom na lang ako ng mantika kung ganito na lang din pala ang usapan.
1. Andoks Liempo. (ano yung nasa plastik? di ko maintindihan. hindi ko naman nakita sa lamesa yan kanina. multong puto? ooooooohh.)
2. Chicharon.
3. Pares.
4. Camto (ewan yan daw yun pero putek. ayokong kainin feeling ko babagsak ako.)
ano to suicide?
Since naisip ko talagang magpaka-"healthy" (ulul xavier. *duro self*) for next year, naisip kong magpabili ng liempo pero to my surprise, hindi lang yun ang binili for dinner. pero pagkatingin ko pa lang, na-high blood nako. sana uminom na lang ako ng mantika kung ganito na lang din pala ang usapan.
1. Andoks Liempo. (ano yung nasa plastik? di ko maintindihan. hindi ko naman nakita sa lamesa yan kanina. multong puto? ooooooohh.)
2. Chicharon.
3. Pares.
4. Camto (ewan yan daw yun pero putek. ayokong kainin feeling ko babagsak ako.)
ano to suicide?
New Year's Resolution.
Happy new year everyone!!! May we lessen the baggages to move forward conveniently for the coming days. *group hug*
12.27.2007
Isang huling papansin na lang...
As this year waves goodbye, it just figures that i should bid goodbye to you as well. It was crazy.
di ako papansin pero ewan ba. pakiramdam ko kailangan kong magexert ng masyadong effort at enerhiya sayo. nakakapagod. di ako galit. di rin ako bitter. ayaw mo nito di ako unfair, kahit paano may idea ka sa mangyayari. the favor of giving you closure. so you should thank me instead.
i just do not want people like you in my life. i could play your game you know. at mamamatay akong panalo. yan ang tinatawag na snob appeal. pero sana bumagay sayo.
you are too preoccupied with whats bothering you. do you know whats bothering you? its you being too preoccupied. youre in a sick cycle of finding yourself in a haystack. youre the needle by the way, so goodluck with that.
you belong to this year. and since its going... you, my dear...
... are so gone.
P.S. im so sorry. im just too fed up.
di ako papansin pero ewan ba. pakiramdam ko kailangan kong magexert ng masyadong effort at enerhiya sayo. nakakapagod. di ako galit. di rin ako bitter. ayaw mo nito di ako unfair, kahit paano may idea ka sa mangyayari. the favor of giving you closure. so you should thank me instead.
i just do not want people like you in my life. i could play your game you know. at mamamatay akong panalo. yan ang tinatawag na snob appeal. pero sana bumagay sayo.
you are too preoccupied with whats bothering you. do you know whats bothering you? its you being too preoccupied. youre in a sick cycle of finding yourself in a haystack. youre the needle by the way, so goodluck with that.
you belong to this year. and since its going... you, my dear...
... are so gone.
P.S. im so sorry. im just too fed up.
Post-Christmas Post
ok fine. merry christmas.
i woke up at round 4pm of december 25. so i think my christmas gifts for my inaanaks are a bit late. its so weird that all the kids wake up as early as 6am on a christmas day. i mean... hindi ba dapat ang event eh kahit after lunch?
tumugtog lang kami from 6pm-9pm tapos uminom ng sandali. mga 2 hours. pero tinamaan ako putsa. hindi ko maalala ininom namin. malamang fundador at alfonso. wala man lang kurant at strong ice. pffft.
ryan always gives the BEST GIFT ever. tangina lang. and he said it was lame. pffft. nung birthday ko it was a topman scarf (na sobrang gusto ko yung kulay) then he gave me AN ORIGINAL DVD OF RENT. plus a silver letter C pendant. what is that. its too much ryan. too much. hay.
so i woke up at around 12pm of the 26th and guess what... ive been throwing up and my tummy has been grumbling all day. i dont know if im food poisoned or its because of the drinks from christmas night.
i went to rob place, bought a wall clock, and called ryan up to complete the stickers for his starbucks card. we ate at chef d angelos na naisuka ko rin pagdating sa starbucks.
so i had some christmas vomit after pasta paella and shrimp spinach pasta. putek, sayang.
and since i got drunk, i guess i brushed off someone in my life. *sigh*
merry christmas everyone. i hope you got my point.
demmit... im getting old.
i woke up at round 4pm of december 25. so i think my christmas gifts for my inaanaks are a bit late. its so weird that all the kids wake up as early as 6am on a christmas day. i mean... hindi ba dapat ang event eh kahit after lunch?
tumugtog lang kami from 6pm-9pm tapos uminom ng sandali. mga 2 hours. pero tinamaan ako putsa. hindi ko maalala ininom namin. malamang fundador at alfonso. wala man lang kurant at strong ice. pffft.
ryan always gives the BEST GIFT ever. tangina lang. and he said it was lame. pffft. nung birthday ko it was a topman scarf (na sobrang gusto ko yung kulay) then he gave me AN ORIGINAL DVD OF RENT. plus a silver letter C pendant. what is that. its too much ryan. too much. hay.
so i woke up at around 12pm of the 26th and guess what... ive been throwing up and my tummy has been grumbling all day. i dont know if im food poisoned or its because of the drinks from christmas night.
i went to rob place, bought a wall clock, and called ryan up to complete the stickers for his starbucks card. we ate at chef d angelos na naisuka ko rin pagdating sa starbucks.
so i had some christmas vomit after pasta paella and shrimp spinach pasta. putek, sayang.
and since i got drunk, i guess i brushed off someone in my life. *sigh*
merry christmas everyone. i hope you got my point.
demmit... im getting old.
12.23.2007
My People Of the Year 2007.
I dont know if i should wait for the end of december before i post this, but i wanna take the opportunity now to do my list of the people who had a big part in my life this year.
2006 was the worst year EVER. (and 1998.) guess ill talk about it on my yearender post but today, im going to acknowledge the people who influenced me BIG TIME this year.
JM ISIDRO - you were saving me every once in a while. sa dami ng hassle sa buhay ko, ikaw yung safety net. andami kong napagadaanan pero wow sa pagkasubmissive. kahit topak ako... walang epekto, nandyan ka lang. hindi ko kaya yung ginagawa mo. kasi pag ikaw may topak, manaka nakang murahin kita ng sandamakmak. but you never asked anything in return. as much as i wanted to repay you with all your good deeds, hindi ko matatapatan.
MAMU ETHEL CACHAPERO - for providing us the most enjoyable nights this year. mga experiences na talagang alam naming maikkwento namin sa ibang tao, mga pagkaing hindi ko alam kung saan ilalagay, mga gigs na taob ang lahat ng rockshows, mga projects na nakakapagbayad ng kuryente ko, mga katatawanan, sa music na NAPAKALAKING part ng nagagawa mo (anbd everyone should know it) and thanks so much for being there whenever i needed you. promise talaga mamu, pag nanalo talaga ako sa lotto, bibili tayo ng kotse mo at ng van para sa kiddos. im wishing you all the love in this planet. i sincerely feel you deserve it. *hugs*
ANNA SY - we have been together through our ups and downs. mga insider tsismis, mga sisa moments mo, secrets... sobrang mahal kita anna. as in sobra, lahat ng moments natin pag magkasama, walang dull. its either kumakain tayo, dumadaldal or tumatawa. sa pakikiramay mo nung sobrang lugmok ako, sa pakikinig, sa ym moments... taragis. dumadating nga ang mga araw na wala akong kausap pero pag wala ka sa YM, naweweirdohan ako. lammo yun. basta alam kong online ka, everything will fall into places just in case the day gives a sign that its going to fall apart.
CECIL ENRIQUEZ // LEA PAGSISIHAN - alam ng lahat na duo talaga kayo, kaya when that argument hapopened last year, half of us were broken hearted. sobrang thanks for being che's friend as well. pag kasama natin si che sa gigs, at nandun kayo, sobrang enjoy talaga sha tapos nagkkwento. miss na miss ko kayo lagi. i just hope kahit paano we could hangout like before again. alam nyo naman pareho kung gaano ko kayo kamahal.
ANDREA BOBADILLA - i dont know if i already told you how much i love you. remember the time when you let me drive your car? yung kasama natin si anna? grabe its one of the funniest moments na pag naaalala ko sa jeep or sa cab, natatawa talaga ako. dea, thanks for trusting me with a lot of things. weird na kahit 2 years ago lang tayo nagkakilala, parang antagal na. i will always remember the laughs, the shortcomings, the heartbreaks weve talked about and for random things. luv u dea. *hugs*
WALTER SY - wawaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. sa yo ako sobrang comfortable. i trust you with all my heart. ngayong taon, ilang beses lang tayo nagkita, pero i felt that we became closer in a lot of ways. i consider you one of my best friends in the gigging industry (oo, may industriya ng ganon). for introducing connie talbot, your amazing camera (hahahahaha) for the laughters, for the memories, for the series' spoilers and lahat lahat na. i heart you wawa. this country needs you. *hugs*
JOAN STA ANA // HANNAH ALCANTARA // HAZEL LAUDE // CELEST FLORES // JAMIE DEL ROSARIO - mga little sisters ko. nung na-meet nyo si gabby, i was the happiest dad alive kasi alam kong she will have big sisters. its just so weird that i feel like your age pag kasama ko kayo. hahahaha. sa mga tawa nyo pag humihirit, grabe buong-buo ang gimik. it may sound weird coz i never get mushy around you, pero nawawala yung mga iniisip ko whenever youre around. pinagsama sama ko kayo sa part na to kasi eto rin sasabihin ko sa lahat. i love you sooooooo much. for being generous, super sweet, thoughtful, lahat lahat na. people should know that youre all witty, smart, and friendly. they thought na may sumthing sa samahan nyo, pero its just the warmth e. nothing negative. good vibes tayong lahat. *group hug*
DON ENRICO PEÑALOSA // SEVEN BARRETTO - goodluck naman sating tatlo. for being sweet, funny and camwhores. hahahaha. its so HOT being with you both. same with all the kiddos, ramdam talaga yung kakulangan pag wala kayo. *hugs*
MONTY MACALINO // GRACIELLE POTENCIANO - kung kapatid ko ang hale, kayo naman ang mga pinsan ko. kahit sobrang bihira na tayo magkita, ramdam ko pa rin na iisang pamilya tayo lalo na when it comes to music. gracie, thanks for being sooooo sweet, i know that youre my gig-dancing partner pero dahil sobrang busy na ng buhay... i want you to know that i always miss you especially when i hear anino and taralets hahahaha. to monty, thank you for being such an inspiration, for being one of the funniest people around, and for the great great talent you have. *hugs*
ELIZA DELA FUENTE - friiiiiiiiiiieeennddd. ive never been so grateful in your existence in my life. kahit super busy ka, you still make time for us. yung bonding nating hindi mapapantayan. mga hosting nating super spontaneous na nagbubulungan pa onstage HAHAHAHAHA. mga food for thoughts, the jokes, the kalandian... wow. as in super mahal din kita and you should better know that. this year was really something. i think yung closeness nating lahat became more soild and thank god youre a part of my life.
CHAMP LUI-PIO - hey bro. i dont even know where to start with you. sa dami ng secrets natin at sa dami ng pwedeng makabasa nito, malamang sa personal na lang natin pag-usapan. pero thanks for staying real, humble, honest, and for being a REALLY REALLY GOOD FRIEND anyone could ever had. di talaga ako magtataka bakit andaming magmamahal sayo. youve never changed from the very first time i met you. and sa lahat lahat, thank you for making me feel important. for being such a considerate person. at hoy mas bata ka sakin kung makasaway ka akala mo kuya kita. oo na matured ka na. :P pero seriously bro, salamat! *doing the champ hug na may tapik tapik pa sa likod*
SHELDON GELLADA - isa ka pa. sobrang salamat for having the weirdest humor (hahahaha) and people should know that youre a person with taste and intellect (nakanangtoots!). you have the greatest family ive ever met. for hanging out randomly, at sa nissins cup na curry na talagang pinagdamot mo pero nalagyan ko na ng mainit na tubig. shel, sobrang proud ako sa inyo for being your friend, and being a part of the hale family, not for any superficial reasons but because of the warmth and sincerity of the group, which is really amazing and unbelieveable. one of my best days are definitely with you. sa mga napagdaanan mo this year, i am thankful that im there to listen, to witness and to learn from you. ^_^
OMNIE SAROCA // VEEJAY ABLES - hay kahit hindi ako nakatambay sa paranaque, sobrang laki ng pasasalamat ko sa inyo sa mga bagay bagay na hindi ko na yata dapat ipost dito. alam nyo pareho kung gaano ko kayo kamahal. *hugs*
YAEL YUZON // AIA DE LEON // TIM CACHO // ZACH LUCERO // EBE DANCEL // ARMI MILLARE // CHRIS PADILLA // IVAN GARCIA // BOBBY PADILLA // JUGS USGUETA // KELVIN YU // CHINO SINGSON // DIEGO MAPA // MAPS ACADEMIA // RAIMUND MARASIGAN // KUYA MIKE DIZON // RIA BAUTISTA // ROLL MARTINEZ - for providing this generation one hell of great music this year. and personally, for still having the warmth whenever we bump into each other. those small talks are always special. i may act cool whenever we talk about random things pero sobrang flattered ako whenever we smile to each other. i always wish for more albums, success and for people to recognize how dedicated you are with your craft. everytime i hear you in my speakers or headphones, it changes my day to something else. knowing that what you create is what my soul feeds on. youre always my inspiration and i know that others feel that as well. i will always look up to you no matter what.
ERIKA HOCSON - one of the bestest friends EVER. we may have little times together, pero maaaaaaan, our times are on extremes. grabe tayo tumawa when were together, pag may problems, we really talk about it. kai, you know how much i love you. the series we talk about, the loves of our lives (hahahaha), the secrets we keep, and MY GOD. FOR GIVING CHARLIE TO ME. i love him sooooo much. for greys anatomy and for those rands about uggs and chims (HAHAHA). i just wish for us to have more time together. more starbucks, more shiverrr, and more mango rhums. i hope next year, were UBER HOT and well be laughing to those losers' faces. until they die and feel sorry for everything theyve done. of course its a given that youre my BFF. so anywhere we may be, you know that you are always in my heart. *hugs hugs*
JIM MASINSIN // EBHOI SUGAY // RAE EDGAR RAMOS // AL JOMAIH LAMBOLOTO // RICHARD LINAO // SID DEL PRADO // KIM DEL PRADO // JEFF ANCOT // DINNO ZAIDE - nagumpisa lang sa isang munting shop, hanggang sa nauwi sa mga tugtugan. usually, the default things are the most ignored. anjan naman kasi lagi e. usual na sa atin yung magkasama, pero di na natin napansin na tayu tayo rin ang nakabuo ng isang pader na laging nasasandalan pag may hassle sa mga shota, sa mga nanglalast-hit na di naman kanila, sa mga parties na nangaagaw ng monster drops, sa hiraman ng mighteer, at sa mga bagay na di na maiintindihan ng mga normal na tao. hahaha. kahit abutin na tayo ng liwanag ng araw, tawa pa rin ng tawa kasama yung RC, zesto, goto, isaw, pugo sa tapat ng shop. at dapat mga tsong, alam nyo kung gaano kayo kaimportante sa akin. kahit alam nyong bad vibes ako, nanjan kayo para dumamay. or kahit kailangan nyo ng umuwi. *kabogs sa dibdib na akala mo tambay ng certeza* hahahahaha.
RYAN EDRICK RAMOS - my other new BFF. i swear to god, i didnt imagine before that well get close as this. sobrang thanks for listening to my rants and you know ill defend you til the end. i really dont like it when nice people are taken advantage of. youre the most kind-hearted and generous person ive ever met. sobrang swerte ang friends mo sayo. one of the best cooks, my book buddy and my co-couch potato. thank you for trusting me with everything rye. it means A LOT to me. *hugs*
REI MADRIAGA // ARIS INGUILLO - oi mga kapatid, bat di pa tayo nagppraktis ng buo? hehehehe. pero kahit on the low down YO tayo... dito lang ako para sabayan kayo. ;)
DIANNE UYANGUREN - short and sweet, we always tell how we love each other so bad, im so sorry for being a bitch to you, pero you should know na bitch ka rin. baka nahawa ka lang sakin hahahahaha. pero seriously, i know i could count on you through my troubled times. thanks for being one of the best people ive known. dont change friend ha. even though i might have some shortcomings, you should know that i love you so much.
IVAN OCAMPO // ABHIE TRILLANA // BURNS PUZON // TRICIA HERMOSURA // RONALD NICOLAS // LESLEE HERMOSURA - hello. may masasabi pa ba ako sa combo nyo? for all the times we shared, its like... CRAZY. the funnest, funniest, hottest, craziest group ever. you know how much i love you of course. kahit lagi tayong late sa mga meet-ups natin, wala pa ring siraan ng good vibes. (isa lang naman ang nanginjan satin at kilala na natin yon) hahahaha. for being there on my lowest of lows. i love you so much and i guess i dont know what to do with my life without you on my side. walang papantay sa wit natin kahit writers pa ng friends or will and grace. love you so much, guys. IVAN, that switchfoot concert was something ive never expected. one of the biggest surprises ive had in my life. our early morning kalechehan is one of the best. as in akala mo mga walang pinroblema ever. thanks for being really thoughtful and sweet. i love you so much friend. ABHIE, you know how much i adore you as my twin. ikaw ang tagaumpisa ng mga conference na yan na kinakayagan ko ng ibang tao para masaksihan nila kung gaano tayo katarantado magusap. sa lahat ng videos at random things na napapagusapan natin tuwing umaga o hapon, i just wanna let you know na kahit di ka ispirito eh ramdam kita everywhere i go. luv u twinnie. TRICIA, ONA and LESLEE, susme, hindi pa natin alam ang meaning ng salitang sarcasm eh napractice na natin, habang naglalaro pa tayo ng 5-10 sa looban. siguro naman hindi ko na iisa isahin ang nangyari sa loob ng lahat ng taon na yon kasi isang hiwalay na post yon. alam nyo na yun. si tricia nga hindi na nagcomment kasi taun taon na lang e. hahahaha
sa inyong lahat, uulitin ko, mahal na mahal ko kayo. this year wouldnt be a year of reality for me if it werent for you. *hugs*
2006 was the worst year EVER. (and 1998.) guess ill talk about it on my yearender post but today, im going to acknowledge the people who influenced me BIG TIME this year.
JM ISIDRO - you were saving me every once in a while. sa dami ng hassle sa buhay ko, ikaw yung safety net. andami kong napagadaanan pero wow sa pagkasubmissive. kahit topak ako... walang epekto, nandyan ka lang. hindi ko kaya yung ginagawa mo. kasi pag ikaw may topak, manaka nakang murahin kita ng sandamakmak. but you never asked anything in return. as much as i wanted to repay you with all your good deeds, hindi ko matatapatan.
MAMU ETHEL CACHAPERO - for providing us the most enjoyable nights this year. mga experiences na talagang alam naming maikkwento namin sa ibang tao, mga pagkaing hindi ko alam kung saan ilalagay, mga gigs na taob ang lahat ng rockshows, mga projects na nakakapagbayad ng kuryente ko, mga katatawanan, sa music na NAPAKALAKING part ng nagagawa mo (anbd everyone should know it) and thanks so much for being there whenever i needed you. promise talaga mamu, pag nanalo talaga ako sa lotto, bibili tayo ng kotse mo at ng van para sa kiddos. im wishing you all the love in this planet. i sincerely feel you deserve it. *hugs*
ANNA SY - we have been together through our ups and downs. mga insider tsismis, mga sisa moments mo, secrets... sobrang mahal kita anna. as in sobra, lahat ng moments natin pag magkasama, walang dull. its either kumakain tayo, dumadaldal or tumatawa. sa pakikiramay mo nung sobrang lugmok ako, sa pakikinig, sa ym moments... taragis. dumadating nga ang mga araw na wala akong kausap pero pag wala ka sa YM, naweweirdohan ako. lammo yun. basta alam kong online ka, everything will fall into places just in case the day gives a sign that its going to fall apart.
CECIL ENRIQUEZ // LEA PAGSISIHAN - alam ng lahat na duo talaga kayo, kaya when that argument hapopened last year, half of us were broken hearted. sobrang thanks for being che's friend as well. pag kasama natin si che sa gigs, at nandun kayo, sobrang enjoy talaga sha tapos nagkkwento. miss na miss ko kayo lagi. i just hope kahit paano we could hangout like before again. alam nyo naman pareho kung gaano ko kayo kamahal.
ANDREA BOBADILLA - i dont know if i already told you how much i love you. remember the time when you let me drive your car? yung kasama natin si anna? grabe its one of the funniest moments na pag naaalala ko sa jeep or sa cab, natatawa talaga ako. dea, thanks for trusting me with a lot of things. weird na kahit 2 years ago lang tayo nagkakilala, parang antagal na. i will always remember the laughs, the shortcomings, the heartbreaks weve talked about and for random things. luv u dea. *hugs*
WALTER SY - wawaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. sa yo ako sobrang comfortable. i trust you with all my heart. ngayong taon, ilang beses lang tayo nagkita, pero i felt that we became closer in a lot of ways. i consider you one of my best friends in the gigging industry (oo, may industriya ng ganon). for introducing connie talbot, your amazing camera (hahahahaha) for the laughters, for the memories, for the series' spoilers and lahat lahat na. i heart you wawa. this country needs you. *hugs*
JOAN STA ANA // HANNAH ALCANTARA // HAZEL LAUDE // CELEST FLORES // JAMIE DEL ROSARIO - mga little sisters ko. nung na-meet nyo si gabby, i was the happiest dad alive kasi alam kong she will have big sisters. its just so weird that i feel like your age pag kasama ko kayo. hahahaha. sa mga tawa nyo pag humihirit, grabe buong-buo ang gimik. it may sound weird coz i never get mushy around you, pero nawawala yung mga iniisip ko whenever youre around. pinagsama sama ko kayo sa part na to kasi eto rin sasabihin ko sa lahat. i love you sooooooo much. for being generous, super sweet, thoughtful, lahat lahat na. people should know that youre all witty, smart, and friendly. they thought na may sumthing sa samahan nyo, pero its just the warmth e. nothing negative. good vibes tayong lahat. *group hug*
DON ENRICO PEÑALOSA // SEVEN BARRETTO - goodluck naman sating tatlo. for being sweet, funny and camwhores. hahahaha. its so HOT being with you both. same with all the kiddos, ramdam talaga yung kakulangan pag wala kayo. *hugs*
MONTY MACALINO // GRACIELLE POTENCIANO - kung kapatid ko ang hale, kayo naman ang mga pinsan ko. kahit sobrang bihira na tayo magkita, ramdam ko pa rin na iisang pamilya tayo lalo na when it comes to music. gracie, thanks for being sooooo sweet, i know that youre my gig-dancing partner pero dahil sobrang busy na ng buhay... i want you to know that i always miss you especially when i hear anino and taralets hahahaha. to monty, thank you for being such an inspiration, for being one of the funniest people around, and for the great great talent you have. *hugs*
ELIZA DELA FUENTE - friiiiiiiiiiieeennddd. ive never been so grateful in your existence in my life. kahit super busy ka, you still make time for us. yung bonding nating hindi mapapantayan. mga hosting nating super spontaneous na nagbubulungan pa onstage HAHAHAHAHA. mga food for thoughts, the jokes, the kalandian... wow. as in super mahal din kita and you should better know that. this year was really something. i think yung closeness nating lahat became more soild and thank god youre a part of my life.
CHAMP LUI-PIO - hey bro. i dont even know where to start with you. sa dami ng secrets natin at sa dami ng pwedeng makabasa nito, malamang sa personal na lang natin pag-usapan. pero thanks for staying real, humble, honest, and for being a REALLY REALLY GOOD FRIEND anyone could ever had. di talaga ako magtataka bakit andaming magmamahal sayo. youve never changed from the very first time i met you. and sa lahat lahat, thank you for making me feel important. for being such a considerate person. at hoy mas bata ka sakin kung makasaway ka akala mo kuya kita. oo na matured ka na. :P pero seriously bro, salamat! *doing the champ hug na may tapik tapik pa sa likod*
SHELDON GELLADA - isa ka pa. sobrang salamat for having the weirdest humor (hahahaha) and people should know that youre a person with taste and intellect (nakanangtoots!). you have the greatest family ive ever met. for hanging out randomly, at sa nissins cup na curry na talagang pinagdamot mo pero nalagyan ko na ng mainit na tubig. shel, sobrang proud ako sa inyo for being your friend, and being a part of the hale family, not for any superficial reasons but because of the warmth and sincerity of the group, which is really amazing and unbelieveable. one of my best days are definitely with you. sa mga napagdaanan mo this year, i am thankful that im there to listen, to witness and to learn from you. ^_^
OMNIE SAROCA // VEEJAY ABLES - hay kahit hindi ako nakatambay sa paranaque, sobrang laki ng pasasalamat ko sa inyo sa mga bagay bagay na hindi ko na yata dapat ipost dito. alam nyo pareho kung gaano ko kayo kamahal. *hugs*
YAEL YUZON // AIA DE LEON // TIM CACHO // ZACH LUCERO // EBE DANCEL // ARMI MILLARE // CHRIS PADILLA // IVAN GARCIA // BOBBY PADILLA // JUGS USGUETA // KELVIN YU // CHINO SINGSON // DIEGO MAPA // MAPS ACADEMIA // RAIMUND MARASIGAN // KUYA MIKE DIZON // RIA BAUTISTA // ROLL MARTINEZ - for providing this generation one hell of great music this year. and personally, for still having the warmth whenever we bump into each other. those small talks are always special. i may act cool whenever we talk about random things pero sobrang flattered ako whenever we smile to each other. i always wish for more albums, success and for people to recognize how dedicated you are with your craft. everytime i hear you in my speakers or headphones, it changes my day to something else. knowing that what you create is what my soul feeds on. youre always my inspiration and i know that others feel that as well. i will always look up to you no matter what.
ERIKA HOCSON - one of the bestest friends EVER. we may have little times together, pero maaaaaaan, our times are on extremes. grabe tayo tumawa when were together, pag may problems, we really talk about it. kai, you know how much i love you. the series we talk about, the loves of our lives (hahahaha), the secrets we keep, and MY GOD. FOR GIVING CHARLIE TO ME. i love him sooooo much. for greys anatomy and for those rands about uggs and chims (HAHAHA). i just wish for us to have more time together. more starbucks, more shiverrr, and more mango rhums. i hope next year, were UBER HOT and well be laughing to those losers' faces. until they die and feel sorry for everything theyve done. of course its a given that youre my BFF. so anywhere we may be, you know that you are always in my heart. *hugs hugs*
JIM MASINSIN // EBHOI SUGAY // RAE EDGAR RAMOS // AL JOMAIH LAMBOLOTO // RICHARD LINAO // SID DEL PRADO // KIM DEL PRADO // JEFF ANCOT // DINNO ZAIDE - nagumpisa lang sa isang munting shop, hanggang sa nauwi sa mga tugtugan. usually, the default things are the most ignored. anjan naman kasi lagi e. usual na sa atin yung magkasama, pero di na natin napansin na tayu tayo rin ang nakabuo ng isang pader na laging nasasandalan pag may hassle sa mga shota, sa mga nanglalast-hit na di naman kanila, sa mga parties na nangaagaw ng monster drops, sa hiraman ng mighteer, at sa mga bagay na di na maiintindihan ng mga normal na tao. hahaha. kahit abutin na tayo ng liwanag ng araw, tawa pa rin ng tawa kasama yung RC, zesto, goto, isaw, pugo sa tapat ng shop. at dapat mga tsong, alam nyo kung gaano kayo kaimportante sa akin. kahit alam nyong bad vibes ako, nanjan kayo para dumamay. or kahit kailangan nyo ng umuwi. *kabogs sa dibdib na akala mo tambay ng certeza* hahahahaha.
RYAN EDRICK RAMOS - my other new BFF. i swear to god, i didnt imagine before that well get close as this. sobrang thanks for listening to my rants and you know ill defend you til the end. i really dont like it when nice people are taken advantage of. youre the most kind-hearted and generous person ive ever met. sobrang swerte ang friends mo sayo. one of the best cooks, my book buddy and my co-couch potato. thank you for trusting me with everything rye. it means A LOT to me. *hugs*
REI MADRIAGA // ARIS INGUILLO - oi mga kapatid, bat di pa tayo nagppraktis ng buo? hehehehe. pero kahit on the low down YO tayo... dito lang ako para sabayan kayo. ;)
DIANNE UYANGUREN - short and sweet, we always tell how we love each other so bad, im so sorry for being a bitch to you, pero you should know na bitch ka rin. baka nahawa ka lang sakin hahahahaha. pero seriously, i know i could count on you through my troubled times. thanks for being one of the best people ive known. dont change friend ha. even though i might have some shortcomings, you should know that i love you so much.
IVAN OCAMPO // ABHIE TRILLANA // BURNS PUZON // TRICIA HERMOSURA // RONALD NICOLAS // LESLEE HERMOSURA - hello. may masasabi pa ba ako sa combo nyo? for all the times we shared, its like... CRAZY. the funnest, funniest, hottest, craziest group ever. you know how much i love you of course. kahit lagi tayong late sa mga meet-ups natin, wala pa ring siraan ng good vibes. (isa lang naman ang nanginjan satin at kilala na natin yon) hahahaha. for being there on my lowest of lows. i love you so much and i guess i dont know what to do with my life without you on my side. walang papantay sa wit natin kahit writers pa ng friends or will and grace. love you so much, guys. IVAN, that switchfoot concert was something ive never expected. one of the biggest surprises ive had in my life. our early morning kalechehan is one of the best. as in akala mo mga walang pinroblema ever. thanks for being really thoughtful and sweet. i love you so much friend. ABHIE, you know how much i adore you as my twin. ikaw ang tagaumpisa ng mga conference na yan na kinakayagan ko ng ibang tao para masaksihan nila kung gaano tayo katarantado magusap. sa lahat ng videos at random things na napapagusapan natin tuwing umaga o hapon, i just wanna let you know na kahit di ka ispirito eh ramdam kita everywhere i go. luv u twinnie. TRICIA, ONA and LESLEE, susme, hindi pa natin alam ang meaning ng salitang sarcasm eh napractice na natin, habang naglalaro pa tayo ng 5-10 sa looban. siguro naman hindi ko na iisa isahin ang nangyari sa loob ng lahat ng taon na yon kasi isang hiwalay na post yon. alam nyo na yun. si tricia nga hindi na nagcomment kasi taun taon na lang e. hahahaha
sa inyong lahat, uulitin ko, mahal na mahal ko kayo. this year wouldnt be a year of reality for me if it werent for you. *hugs*
12.22.2007
Santa!! Aabot pa ba to sa Pasko?
Pero seriously, i always wish for that simple peace every year. for us, the next generation and the next next. Hope everyone gets what they want this christmas! :D *group hug*
12.20.2007
The Carollers' Grinch
I really dont want to be taken as a snob or anything much worse, but i started to hate those annoying carollers. I really think there should be a minimum number of members and not go as solo artists then fall in line and play the same song over and over. if they have to pay royalties for the Noche Buena Song (Kaysigla ng gabi ang lahat ay kaysaya...), the composer will be richer than Bill Gates.
But come on, Philippines? Royalties? Im just making an exaggerated point.
There used to be those cute charming kids (ehem ehem ehem. i hope you got the point mga kab-batch kong carollers), who had dynamics when singing, their tambourines on beat and when they start to sing, the serenity of the holiday nights calms down your everything. you get to listen, ponder, feel sad if youre manic depressive and pay as low as 1 peso to 5 for each group.
But if you live in an area where kids do not seriously have an idea what theyre doing, all dressed in black with their emo hairs, not wearing slippers, and after giving them three pesos (kahit duo lang sila na sobrang out of tune), you will get embarassed by hearing Thank you, thank you, amBABARAT ninyo thank you, and they start to run, cussing. Its like trick or treating 9 days before christmas. O_o The fact that theyre just shouting like kids with ADHD throwing christmas tantrums or whatever you call it, THEY STILL WANNA GET PAID!
3 days ago, ive gathered all my 25cents and pisos, thinking... may use din pala to pagkatapos ng isang buong taon. and i thought aabot sha ng 24. pero my god, i dont know if they have this station or headquarters where they all meet up and tell everyone, "puntahan nyo to, hindi to nanghihingi ng tawad" (that.. didnt actually sound right.) so for just one night, i guess i ran out of coins. and the others... are not even thankful or happy. what the hell is happening!
even in simbang gabi, hindi nabubuo ang isang misa ng walang riot sa dulo. again, teens dressed in black, with their sticky hairs, short short shorts, and they actually come in PACKS. hence, i dont even go to church anymore. because... i still wanna live until christmas. or after even.
/me chanting im a christmas person, im a christmas person.
But come on, Philippines? Royalties? Im just making an exaggerated point.
There used to be those cute charming kids (ehem ehem ehem. i hope you got the point mga kab-batch kong carollers), who had dynamics when singing, their tambourines on beat and when they start to sing, the serenity of the holiday nights calms down your everything. you get to listen, ponder, feel sad if youre manic depressive and pay as low as 1 peso to 5 for each group.
But if you live in an area where kids do not seriously have an idea what theyre doing, all dressed in black with their emo hairs, not wearing slippers, and after giving them three pesos (kahit duo lang sila na sobrang out of tune), you will get embarassed by hearing Thank you, thank you, amBABARAT ninyo thank you, and they start to run, cussing. Its like trick or treating 9 days before christmas. O_o The fact that theyre just shouting like kids with ADHD throwing christmas tantrums or whatever you call it, THEY STILL WANNA GET PAID!
3 days ago, ive gathered all my 25cents and pisos, thinking... may use din pala to pagkatapos ng isang buong taon. and i thought aabot sha ng 24. pero my god, i dont know if they have this station or headquarters where they all meet up and tell everyone, "puntahan nyo to, hindi to nanghihingi ng tawad" (that.. didnt actually sound right.) so for just one night, i guess i ran out of coins. and the others... are not even thankful or happy. what the hell is happening!
even in simbang gabi, hindi nabubuo ang isang misa ng walang riot sa dulo. again, teens dressed in black, with their sticky hairs, short short shorts, and they actually come in PACKS. hence, i dont even go to church anymore. because... i still wanna live until christmas. or after even.
/me chanting im a christmas person, im a christmas person.
EMI Christmas Party
The traffic is unbelievable. I really havent noticed if all the christmasses had this kind of traffic. Or maybe half of manila's population had a car last year or started doing bus lines or jeeps.
I walked from galleria to Discovery Suites, then went straight to the 22nd floor. The girls are AWESOMELY HOT! :))
Sandwich started the evening, then Sugarfree, Hale then Hilera. You know, every time i watch Hilera, i get to love them more every single gig. They played The Police's De do do do and Message In a Bottle. Tangina sobrang galeng. ewan ba. ang galeng. Hale played two new songs to be released next year pero shempre di ko na ilalagay kung ano yun hahaha.
The food. Shet the food. I dont even want to start with it because until now, everytime i try to breathe, like its coming out of my mouth piece by piece. ANG DAMI KONG NAKAIN.
Thanks sa gift Champ. i love it. :D
To Mamu, Anna, Leeza, Jolly, Ayen, Chris, Bobby, Ivan, Champ, Bianca, Oms, Nikki, Veej, Shel, Lesley, Ate Chu, Angel and Roll na pinagod lang ng traffic for 2 1/2 hours... the night oozed AWESOMENESS because of you. Group Hug!!!! sobrang saya. Dapat nga magEK tayo lahat! n_n woot.
trivia: woot is merriam webster's word of the year for 2007. WOOT! :D
I walked from galleria to Discovery Suites, then went straight to the 22nd floor. The girls are AWESOMELY HOT! :))
Sandwich started the evening, then Sugarfree, Hale then Hilera. You know, every time i watch Hilera, i get to love them more every single gig. They played The Police's De do do do and Message In a Bottle. Tangina sobrang galeng. ewan ba. ang galeng. Hale played two new songs to be released next year pero shempre di ko na ilalagay kung ano yun hahaha.
The food. Shet the food. I dont even want to start with it because until now, everytime i try to breathe, like its coming out of my mouth piece by piece. ANG DAMI KONG NAKAIN.
Thanks sa gift Champ. i love it. :D
To Mamu, Anna, Leeza, Jolly, Ayen, Chris, Bobby, Ivan, Champ, Bianca, Oms, Nikki, Veej, Shel, Lesley, Ate Chu, Angel and Roll na pinagod lang ng traffic for 2 1/2 hours... the night oozed AWESOMENESS because of you. Group Hug!!!! sobrang saya. Dapat nga magEK tayo lahat! n_n woot.
trivia: woot is merriam webster's word of the year for 2007. WOOT! :D
12.13.2007
Steve Aoki.
Im not really a big fan of clubbing. although during the rave phase, i was kinda... a sheep. LOL. no seriously, i somehow love club music. but seeing me inside a club, i doubt it.
Ive only gone to Embassy thrice. Two birthday celebrations, and that MTV event. I was not really into dressing up anymore but just jeans, a shirt and most of the time, with a jacket. Until today.
Abhie and I were planning to go to a Steve Aoki event kasi sobrang dami kong naririnig na ang galing daw. so after our birthday, inisip nga naming umalis ngayon. But last night during our celebration, JP said that we'll be going there anyway. VIP. suh-weet. when he told us na its one of the "after party" celebrations, nagblush yata ako. kaso madilim.
I was hesitant pa to dance coz again, im not really into dancing. i look like a bouncing marshmallow to begin with. pero when aoki started to get on with his macbook, ay putsa. nalimutan ko yata ang mundo. umaapaw sa awesomeness, man. umaapaw.
with abhie, pao, ivan and JP there. plus seeing erika, janna and the gang... oh man. helena, janthina and her friends were there too, (jan, in case youre reading this, thank you for still remembering my birthday. god i heart you). it was really an afterparty. with hundreds of strangers in it. too bad i cant leave my place. i really wanted to dance with erika and janna (i miss the hot hot sandwich) but when i tried to go out, ayaw na akong papasukin. and besides, hindi alam ng mga bouncers kung saan yung entrance dun sa kabilang part. inisip ko sanang tumalon pero, baka ma-hassle pa ako. hindi yon rock show, i pondered.
pero ito lang ang masasabi ko... the first day of my second 26th year... i think my following days will be different after meeting Steve Aoki. tangina.
Ive only gone to Embassy thrice. Two birthday celebrations, and that MTV event. I was not really into dressing up anymore but just jeans, a shirt and most of the time, with a jacket. Until today.
Abhie and I were planning to go to a Steve Aoki event kasi sobrang dami kong naririnig na ang galing daw. so after our birthday, inisip nga naming umalis ngayon. But last night during our celebration, JP said that we'll be going there anyway. VIP. suh-weet. when he told us na its one of the "after party" celebrations, nagblush yata ako. kaso madilim.
I was hesitant pa to dance coz again, im not really into dancing. i look like a bouncing marshmallow to begin with. pero when aoki started to get on with his macbook, ay putsa. nalimutan ko yata ang mundo. umaapaw sa awesomeness, man. umaapaw.
with abhie, pao, ivan and JP there. plus seeing erika, janna and the gang... oh man. helena, janthina and her friends were there too, (jan, in case youre reading this, thank you for still remembering my birthday. god i heart you). it was really an afterparty. with hundreds of strangers in it. too bad i cant leave my place. i really wanted to dance with erika and janna (i miss the hot hot sandwich) but when i tried to go out, ayaw na akong papasukin. and besides, hindi alam ng mga bouncers kung saan yung entrance dun sa kabilang part. inisip ko sanang tumalon pero, baka ma-hassle pa ako. hindi yon rock show, i pondered.
pero ito lang ang masasabi ko... the first day of my second 26th year... i think my following days will be different after meeting Steve Aoki. tangina.
12.12.2007
Isang Taus-Pusong Pasasalamat Mula Sa Isang Tumandang Nilalang
Una sa lahat, gusto kong pasalamatan ang mga nakilala ko at higit ko pang nakilala ngayong taon. Some people might think that the randomness of destiny is just a little thing. naniniwala akong we all have a reason why weve met.
The past year was something for me. sabi nga sakin, masasala ko kung sino at ano ang totoo. guess ive had that taste of reality, sabihin man nating hindi maganda yung lasa, pero pakiramdam ko, dun ako gagaling.
Sa mga lahat ng kaibigan kong nagtitiwala, nakikipagtawanan, hindi humuhusga, maraming natututunan sa isat-isa, gusto kong malaman nyo na sa araw araw na ginawa ng diyos, lagi akong nagpapasalamat.
Hindi ko kayo iisa-isahin. kilala nyo sarili nyo at sana alam nyo kung gaano ko kayo kamahal.
sa lahat ng bumati, sa friendster, sa text, sa facebook, at sa kung saan saan pa, salamat. sa susunod samahan nyo na ng regalo. LOL shempre patawa lang yan. baka may magsabi na naman ditong makapal ang mukha ko.
hemmingway, thank you. sobra.. *group hug*
The past year was something for me. sabi nga sakin, masasala ko kung sino at ano ang totoo. guess ive had that taste of reality, sabihin man nating hindi maganda yung lasa, pero pakiramdam ko, dun ako gagaling.
Sa mga lahat ng kaibigan kong nagtitiwala, nakikipagtawanan, hindi humuhusga, maraming natututunan sa isat-isa, gusto kong malaman nyo na sa araw araw na ginawa ng diyos, lagi akong nagpapasalamat.
Hindi ko kayo iisa-isahin. kilala nyo sarili nyo at sana alam nyo kung gaano ko kayo kamahal.
sa lahat ng bumati, sa friendster, sa text, sa facebook, at sa kung saan saan pa, salamat. sa susunod samahan nyo na ng regalo. LOL shempre patawa lang yan. baka may magsabi na naman ditong makapal ang mukha ko.
hemmingway, thank you. sobra.. *group hug*
12.10.2007
Before That Day
After the NuRock Awards, i became busy with all i should be really busy about. It also came to a point where i couldnt even watch the series ive downloaded from last week. At pag tumatanda na talaga ang tao, darating ka talaga sa point na marerealize mo... ay potek bukas na pala birthday ko. Not to mention that you remembered it because your friends reminded you of it.
I was actually thankful with the year that i had. last year, as far as i can recall, is the worst year of life. this year, i somehow enlightened myself with a lot of things, understood more of the truth, and knowing what really important and whats not. im working on being a perfectly responsible person with self-control. siguro mga 2012 pa yon mangyayari. ive met a lot of new and wonderful friends, became acquainted with the "special ones" and had the right amount of love a person needs.
i havent posted kahit nung NURock awards kasi andami ko talagang ginawa. we also stayed in laguna last friday til sunday morning for the event that i worked on. nakakangarag talaga, andaming hassle pero it was almost nothing because of the people im working with.
until i realized na fuck... hindi ko nga naman naplano ng maayos kung anong gagawin ko sa birthday ko. and of course, gusto ko kasing makasama lahat ng mahal kong kaibigan. kung kaya ng pera at kung kaya ng lugar. e di magsaya.
its also the right day for me to thank all of my friends.. na kung wala sila, hindi ko alam kung san ako pupulutin. hindi ko na iisa isahin dahil sa dami ng mga mahal kong kaibigan, hindi majjustify kahit ng amnesia ang makalimutan ko sila. pero i want you to know, na kahit isang oras ko lang kayo nakasama, nakapagusap tayo at may nalaman tayong mga bagay sa isat-isa, kaibigan na ang turing ko sa inyo. tawagin nyo na akong feeling close, pero para sa akin, friendship begins with a small chat. we tend to disregard little nice things, pero para rin sa akin, its really a big deal.
teka inaantok na ako. mamaya ko to itutuloy hahaha.
1104PM
so i went to the office and JM got me a lucky zippo. its green and it has a clover mark. next thing i knew, i got a free drink at starbucks at sabi ng barista swerte ko raw kasi random. heehee. makatay nga ng lotto bukas.
anyway, starting tomorrow, i hope my next year will be much succesful and happier. and i wish for the world to unite. :D
I was actually thankful with the year that i had. last year, as far as i can recall, is the worst year of life. this year, i somehow enlightened myself with a lot of things, understood more of the truth, and knowing what really important and whats not. im working on being a perfectly responsible person with self-control. siguro mga 2012 pa yon mangyayari. ive met a lot of new and wonderful friends, became acquainted with the "special ones" and had the right amount of love a person needs.
i havent posted kahit nung NURock awards kasi andami ko talagang ginawa. we also stayed in laguna last friday til sunday morning for the event that i worked on. nakakangarag talaga, andaming hassle pero it was almost nothing because of the people im working with.
until i realized na fuck... hindi ko nga naman naplano ng maayos kung anong gagawin ko sa birthday ko. and of course, gusto ko kasing makasama lahat ng mahal kong kaibigan. kung kaya ng pera at kung kaya ng lugar. e di magsaya.
its also the right day for me to thank all of my friends.. na kung wala sila, hindi ko alam kung san ako pupulutin. hindi ko na iisa isahin dahil sa dami ng mga mahal kong kaibigan, hindi majjustify kahit ng amnesia ang makalimutan ko sila. pero i want you to know, na kahit isang oras ko lang kayo nakasama, nakapagusap tayo at may nalaman tayong mga bagay sa isat-isa, kaibigan na ang turing ko sa inyo. tawagin nyo na akong feeling close, pero para sa akin, friendship begins with a small chat. we tend to disregard little nice things, pero para rin sa akin, its really a big deal.
teka inaantok na ako. mamaya ko to itutuloy hahaha.
1104PM
so i went to the office and JM got me a lucky zippo. its green and it has a clover mark. next thing i knew, i got a free drink at starbucks at sabi ng barista swerte ko raw kasi random. heehee. makatay nga ng lotto bukas.
anyway, starting tomorrow, i hope my next year will be much succesful and happier. and i wish for the world to unite. :D
12.06.2007
Too Much Information
Does everybody still know how conversations with friends work? have you ever felt youve given too much information that was sensitive to you and never expected a violent reaction? or a judgment? minsan kasi i dont know how it works now.
i just came home so heavy hearted. i dont know feeling ko pagod lang ako, maraming iniisip, kaya kung anu ano rin ang lumalabas sa bibig ko. alam nyo ba yung feeling na may bagay ka nang dapat palang itago kahit paano kasi hindi sa lahat ng oras, nasa iisang linya kayo. i know everybody has their differences pero sometimes, if youre overfamiliar with anyone, nalilimutan na yung boundaries kung hanggang saan lang pwedeng nakakatawa or sobrang nakakasakit.
yung sobrang personal.
siguro id like to somehow defend myself na hindi ako social climber. ive never pretended that im rich. nagkataon lang sigurong may arte ako sa katawan. pero kahit kelan siguro hindi ko inisip na mayaman ako at hindi ako nakikipagkaibigan sa "mahihirap". nagtataka lang ako kung bakit ako macoconnote as a social climber. dahil ba may kakilala akong celebrity? eh hindi ko naman kaibigan ang iba ron. eh kilala ko e. anong magagawa ko magkakilala kami. should i pretend that im sooooo down to earth na dapat hindi ako nagkkwento about them? akala ko masaya pag may insider tsismis? hindi pala.
at kahit hindi ako graduate, i know that i could stand for myself. kaya kong mabuhay without using anyone. mabuti sana kung namumulot ako ng pera. or nanghihingi. eh hindi e. marunong ako dumiskarte. nagkataong marami akong alam. bakit parang dapat maramdaman kong wala akong pinag-aralan? i dont even think im incompetent. i dont even pretend that im smart. coz i really know what i do. so i dont think pointing it out is as personal and hurting as my jokes.
may tinapakan ba ako sa mga kaibigan ko? or ibang tao? may ginamit ba ako? kasi kung meron... pakisabi kung sino. at least kahit paano kaya kong ipagtanggol ang sarili ko.
its too much drama saying these things personally. ayoko kasing magkasamaan ng loob. pero sana naman, as much as i dont judge anyone, and since i call some of my friends the best, magkaroon naman tayo ng kahit konting pigil sa sarili natin, before opening our mouth that could offend anyone.
masaklap pa nito, eto yung mga taong hindi ko inano.
i dont know if i should feel apologetic about something. i dont even know if i deserve those things. pero sana, always think na if ever my other friends judge you in a way na hindi ko gusto, one thing i surely know, i will defend you as much as i can.
im so sorry if ever ive said anything na katumbas ng mga nasabi nyo sakin. or higit pa. pero as much as what i could recall, i really dont deserve it.
you know why i blogged it? because my heart couldnt contain it. i wanted to cry. and for the last time ive asked myself, sa ganitong klase ng sitwasyon, to whose shoulders im gonna cry upon?
lesson learned, i think i should change the way i am.
i just came home so heavy hearted. i dont know feeling ko pagod lang ako, maraming iniisip, kaya kung anu ano rin ang lumalabas sa bibig ko. alam nyo ba yung feeling na may bagay ka nang dapat palang itago kahit paano kasi hindi sa lahat ng oras, nasa iisang linya kayo. i know everybody has their differences pero sometimes, if youre overfamiliar with anyone, nalilimutan na yung boundaries kung hanggang saan lang pwedeng nakakatawa or sobrang nakakasakit.
yung sobrang personal.
siguro id like to somehow defend myself na hindi ako social climber. ive never pretended that im rich. nagkataon lang sigurong may arte ako sa katawan. pero kahit kelan siguro hindi ko inisip na mayaman ako at hindi ako nakikipagkaibigan sa "mahihirap". nagtataka lang ako kung bakit ako macoconnote as a social climber. dahil ba may kakilala akong celebrity? eh hindi ko naman kaibigan ang iba ron. eh kilala ko e. anong magagawa ko magkakilala kami. should i pretend that im sooooo down to earth na dapat hindi ako nagkkwento about them? akala ko masaya pag may insider tsismis? hindi pala.
at kahit hindi ako graduate, i know that i could stand for myself. kaya kong mabuhay without using anyone. mabuti sana kung namumulot ako ng pera. or nanghihingi. eh hindi e. marunong ako dumiskarte. nagkataong marami akong alam. bakit parang dapat maramdaman kong wala akong pinag-aralan? i dont even think im incompetent. i dont even pretend that im smart. coz i really know what i do. so i dont think pointing it out is as personal and hurting as my jokes.
may tinapakan ba ako sa mga kaibigan ko? or ibang tao? may ginamit ba ako? kasi kung meron... pakisabi kung sino. at least kahit paano kaya kong ipagtanggol ang sarili ko.
its too much drama saying these things personally. ayoko kasing magkasamaan ng loob. pero sana naman, as much as i dont judge anyone, and since i call some of my friends the best, magkaroon naman tayo ng kahit konting pigil sa sarili natin, before opening our mouth that could offend anyone.
masaklap pa nito, eto yung mga taong hindi ko inano.
i dont know if i should feel apologetic about something. i dont even know if i deserve those things. pero sana, always think na if ever my other friends judge you in a way na hindi ko gusto, one thing i surely know, i will defend you as much as i can.
im so sorry if ever ive said anything na katumbas ng mga nasabi nyo sakin. or higit pa. pero as much as what i could recall, i really dont deserve it.
you know why i blogged it? because my heart couldnt contain it. i wanted to cry. and for the last time ive asked myself, sa ganitong klase ng sitwasyon, to whose shoulders im gonna cry upon?
lesson learned, i think i should change the way i am.
11.30.2007
For Every Child Who Could Read and Understand
lastly, before going to sleep, lets be safe and pray that this
nightmare our country is having could end as soon as possible. we do
not want our holidays to get spoiled over politics.
these times were supposed to be for peace, unity and love. all about
being a family. we just hope that the people who was voted by the
majority of our country gets to realize that they should be leaders
and not 4-yr-old-kids who could just play with tanks and guns.
and hopefully, individually, we could settle our petty differences for
the sake of happiness and love.
sorry ma-drama talaga ako pag may mga ganitong gulo. at tayong mga
kabataan (uy, naki-tayo) ang makakagawa ng malinaw na daan para sa
isa't-isa. life is short, lets not make it shorter.
again, be safe guys. listen to your parents.
11.25.2007
Hey Rockstar
hey rockstar
you think youre so cool
with youre blinding flashes of light
and bleary penmanship
you hear the crowd singing
your heartbroken words
with your broken chords
and you think its enough
so where do u get your material?
from other people's woes?
coz its blatantly clear
that youre the one who victimizes
and not the damaged one
so everybody's singing
a lie so good
it made the number one spot
even on static frequencies
hey rockstar
yeah fuck you rockstar
you dont deserve an award
coz you gave another meaning for sellout
you just think sadness has a high demand
the words were not you
the serenity of your voice
is one hell of an irony
and you know what rockstar
not because you think youre cool
not because some people ignorantly shouts your name
jumps on your tune
believes on your lies
turns a blind eye, on your appearance
your alcohol-influenced breath
doesnt mean you can break their hearts.
so fuck you rockstar.
go shove your cd up your ass.
you think youre so cool
with youre blinding flashes of light
and bleary penmanship
you hear the crowd singing
your heartbroken words
with your broken chords
and you think its enough
so where do u get your material?
from other people's woes?
coz its blatantly clear
that youre the one who victimizes
and not the damaged one
so everybody's singing
a lie so good
it made the number one spot
even on static frequencies
hey rockstar
yeah fuck you rockstar
you dont deserve an award
coz you gave another meaning for sellout
you just think sadness has a high demand
the words were not you
the serenity of your voice
is one hell of an irony
and you know what rockstar
not because you think youre cool
not because some people ignorantly shouts your name
jumps on your tune
believes on your lies
turns a blind eye, on your appearance
your alcohol-influenced breath
doesnt mean you can break their hearts.
so fuck you rockstar.
go shove your cd up your ass.
11.24.2007
Greys Anatomy s04e09: Crash Into Me Part 1
It is so wrong that i watched this alone. Its the busiest episode ive ever seen in Greys.
Gale Harold's there. Kups pa rin of course. Hes like the Nazi Bryan Kinney lol.
Gale Harold's there. Kups pa rin of course. Hes like the Nazi Bryan Kinney lol.
Saved.
Ive always been skeptical about short-termed relationships. or spontaneous ones. i just dont know how it works when you enter a certain relationship and thats where you start your getting-to-know-each-other stage. i thought we had this event in our lives called "dating".
i think theres an age limit to that. sometimes, we get overboard with what the media puts in our healthy brain cells then it starts to whitewash it with drama, skipping the tedious parts.
i dont even consider it as a relationship if its like a week old or a month old then you break up. except for the sweet november story. youre exempted if youre dying.
ive actually thought of living alone when i was 17. of course i had those slumnotes youd love to answer for a colleague then there are those weird redundant question. i guess what i loved the most was this snoopy slumnote (that comes with a pen! genius!) and it had this question "how do you see yourself after 10 years", and i answered, living with my best friends. so probably, when i was 17, i assumed that im going to be single. so i traced back time... when did i entertain the idea of being NOT single?
i guess somebody just came. unexpectedly. and those pleasant surprises were the dramas exaggerated by telenovelas.
i think i got scared. because when that someone came, i instantly had attachment issues. thinking... shet di ko kayang mabuhay ng wala ka. but we all know na kaya e. pero choice mong di sha mawala.
if we are all princes and damsels in distress, does that mean everyone is waiting for our "someone" to save us? and i guess... being single is synonymous to distress. which is weird by the way.
nakakapagtaka lang na nakakapagod raw maghintay. e di wag maghintay. andami kayang pwedeng libangan.
and thats what i learned when i was 23. detachment. and nobody could actually save us from anything else but ourselves.
i think theres an age limit to that. sometimes, we get overboard with what the media puts in our healthy brain cells then it starts to whitewash it with drama, skipping the tedious parts.
i dont even consider it as a relationship if its like a week old or a month old then you break up. except for the sweet november story. youre exempted if youre dying.
ive actually thought of living alone when i was 17. of course i had those slumnotes youd love to answer for a colleague then there are those weird redundant question. i guess what i loved the most was this snoopy slumnote (that comes with a pen! genius!) and it had this question "how do you see yourself after 10 years", and i answered, living with my best friends. so probably, when i was 17, i assumed that im going to be single. so i traced back time... when did i entertain the idea of being NOT single?
i guess somebody just came. unexpectedly. and those pleasant surprises were the dramas exaggerated by telenovelas.
i think i got scared. because when that someone came, i instantly had attachment issues. thinking... shet di ko kayang mabuhay ng wala ka. but we all know na kaya e. pero choice mong di sha mawala.
if we are all princes and damsels in distress, does that mean everyone is waiting for our "someone" to save us? and i guess... being single is synonymous to distress. which is weird by the way.
nakakapagtaka lang na nakakapagod raw maghintay. e di wag maghintay. andami kayang pwedeng libangan.
and thats what i learned when i was 23. detachment. and nobody could actually save us from anything else but ourselves.
11.20.2007
A Quick Happy Blog.
ok its 350PM and im hurrying up waiting for my yosi to burn. im going to anna's place dahil sabay kami sa MYXMO.
first, i was craving for tocino last night and somebody just gave me one this morning. weird and cosmic, i think brainwaves have benefits.
second, im going with MAMU, DON, AND ANNA. happy shiny people plus add a star for more shine... we're with kyla. kyla is love. so. much. love.
third, we have tickets for the halers so its fun meeting new ones again. antagal ko ng namimiss yung mga halers na first time mong mamemeet. ^_____________^ malabo mang pakinggan yon pero again, nagmamadali ako. no backspacing.
fourth, the spice girls and urbandub cds are waiting for me (alam ko malabo pagsamahin ang dalawang cd na yon sa isang rack pero putangina good vibes plus rock is equal to schizophrenia. and its me.)
fifth, i got a project for december. thank god i was praying for one project that i could put my focus on
sixth, did i mention im going to myxmo? with production ID? and im with annachi, mamubeybeh and donster? plus rae, ryan and JM? more fun. funner.
seventh, i have this dresser na mas matanda pa sakin, seriously... and i finally got rid of it at napalitan na sha ng couch. halatang tamad ang mayari ng kwarto. nakahiga or nakaupo. and its AWESOME. awesome couch. really,,, awesome couch.
eighth, im going to subic tomorrow. confirmed by champoyski. para sa van na rin kami magmemeeting. at may meeting pako kina ivan by tomorrow. so sige lang meet lang ng meet. tadtarin na ng meet meet.
ninth, im on my 6 sticks a day na lang. i started on 11. im gradually quitting smoking and i finally made it. december 1 and the yosi thing is GONE. im going to be fucking hot! move over... um... hot people.
tenth, dont you just love the freaking weather? sunny, ambon ambon at anlamig. im plaiyng christmas songs coz i saw my christmas mp3 collection and all my christmas lights when i was cleaning last night. fuck spirit of christmas nasa akin. this cant be happening.
wow tuluy tuloy. i must be really happy today huh.
first, i was craving for tocino last night and somebody just gave me one this morning. weird and cosmic, i think brainwaves have benefits.
second, im going with MAMU, DON, AND ANNA. happy shiny people plus add a star for more shine... we're with kyla. kyla is love. so. much. love.
third, we have tickets for the halers so its fun meeting new ones again. antagal ko ng namimiss yung mga halers na first time mong mamemeet. ^_____________^ malabo mang pakinggan yon pero again, nagmamadali ako. no backspacing.
fourth, the spice girls and urbandub cds are waiting for me (alam ko malabo pagsamahin ang dalawang cd na yon sa isang rack pero putangina good vibes plus rock is equal to schizophrenia. and its me.)
fifth, i got a project for december. thank god i was praying for one project that i could put my focus on
sixth, did i mention im going to myxmo? with production ID? and im with annachi, mamubeybeh and donster? plus rae, ryan and JM? more fun. funner.
seventh, i have this dresser na mas matanda pa sakin, seriously... and i finally got rid of it at napalitan na sha ng couch. halatang tamad ang mayari ng kwarto. nakahiga or nakaupo. and its AWESOME. awesome couch. really,,, awesome couch.
eighth, im going to subic tomorrow. confirmed by champoyski. para sa van na rin kami magmemeeting. at may meeting pako kina ivan by tomorrow. so sige lang meet lang ng meet. tadtarin na ng meet meet.
ninth, im on my 6 sticks a day na lang. i started on 11. im gradually quitting smoking and i finally made it. december 1 and the yosi thing is GONE. im going to be fucking hot! move over... um... hot people.
tenth, dont you just love the freaking weather? sunny, ambon ambon at anlamig. im plaiyng christmas songs coz i saw my christmas mp3 collection and all my christmas lights when i was cleaning last night. fuck spirit of christmas nasa akin. this cant be happening.
wow tuluy tuloy. i must be really happy today huh.
11.18.2007
Everything is getting SHITTIER every minute... Literally.
so i woke up on a sunday morning, bumping into one link about JENKEM.
And right after the 2girls1cup phenomenon... (warning... I AM NOT KIDDING ABOUT THE WARNING.. if you have a really weak tolerance for GROSSNESS please i beg you do not click ---> THIS.), theres a new narcotic that involves... SHIT. again. (this, is an anagram of shit. how clever.)
to my opinion... i think its really SICK. but to some... i have no idea.
wanna try?
And right after the 2girls1cup phenomenon... (warning... I AM NOT KIDDING ABOUT THE WARNING.. if you have a really weak tolerance for GROSSNESS please i beg you do not click ---> THIS.), theres a new narcotic that involves... SHIT. again. (this, is an anagram of shit. how clever.)
Jenkem or jekem is a narcotic recreational drug composed of noxious gas formed from fermented human sewage. Having originally emerged amongst Zambian street children some time before the mid-1990s, Jenkem is according to widely reported anecdotal sources as of November 2007 in the process of attaining a foothold among US teenagers. However, several sources are alleging that these reports are based on a hoax (see section below). The reporting of this in US mainstream media has been marked by a rush of disbelief and distaste for the apparent grossness of the phenomenon.
to my opinion... i think its really SICK. but to some... i have no idea.
wanna try?
11.11.2007
The Gray Area
You go, I go
and i could not care less
not even the ants
feeding on my coffeemug mark
I say, You say
the words that would leave
indefinite open wounds
with its invisible hemorrhages
You wait, I dont
for they say time fixes
everything thats broken
but i say it wasnt just damaged
or broken, or cracked
it burnt like hell's ashes
soft gush of wind took it away
hurting somebodys eyes
You are irrelevant
The most insignifacnt
Unsubstantial
Pussbag i bumped into
And i feel apologetic for myself
Drunk dialing
Drunk blogging
a worthless piece of dead words
for a worthless piece of shit
I think, You think
Theres no black and white
nothings absolute
everythings a meantime-fuckbuddy
so i realize
the gray area that matters
the phase between anger and forgiveness
doesnt exist for the both of us
anymore
and i could not care less
not even the ants
feeding on my coffeemug mark
I say, You say
the words that would leave
indefinite open wounds
with its invisible hemorrhages
You wait, I dont
for they say time fixes
everything thats broken
but i say it wasnt just damaged
or broken, or cracked
it burnt like hell's ashes
soft gush of wind took it away
hurting somebodys eyes
You are irrelevant
The most insignifacnt
Unsubstantial
Pussbag i bumped into
And i feel apologetic for myself
Drunk dialing
Drunk blogging
a worthless piece of dead words
for a worthless piece of shit
I think, You think
Theres no black and white
nothings absolute
everythings a meantime-fuckbuddy
so i realize
the gray area that matters
the phase between anger and forgiveness
doesnt exist for the both of us
anymore
11.10.2007
Xavier likes to.. (got it from Annachi)
Go to Google and type in quotation marks your name and then "likes to" (ex. "Bugoy likes to"). Type in the first ten things that come up and repost in your own blog.
1. Xavier likes to create instruments with them such as: water gourd drums, large Mayan trumpets, big rasps, rattles, and the Musical Bow
2. Xavier likes to dance a lot! Put on some music, Old School, Salsa, Cumbias, Rancheras, Tex-Mex, Swing, it doesn’t matter, the guy can move!
3. xavier likes to sleep a lot. we could call him a nocturnal creature, except that he sleeps at night as well
4. Xavier likes to go fishing and play John Madden NFL Football on his PS2.
5. Xavier likes to think he could have been a good musician, but he's happy to put his perfect ears to work listening to advertisers.
6. Xavier likes to watch. The other X-men are off at a carnival, leaving Nightcrawler and Angel alone in the danger room. (hahahaha xmen).
7. Xavier likes to play football.
8. Xavier, likes to go to the. mall. . . . So I dropped him off. No, I didn't follow him. (WTF! hahahaha)
9. Xavier likes to be chased and when he gets going, this usually happens about ten minutes after they start playing, he will take off to wherever his legs can.
10. Xavier likes to play cards and watch movies.
wow. so xaviers are almost musical and athletic. and malling. LOL
1. Xavier likes to create instruments with them such as: water gourd drums, large Mayan trumpets, big rasps, rattles, and the Musical Bow
2. Xavier likes to dance a lot! Put on some music, Old School, Salsa, Cumbias, Rancheras, Tex-Mex, Swing, it doesn’t matter, the guy can move!
3. xavier likes to sleep a lot. we could call him a nocturnal creature, except that he sleeps at night as well
4. Xavier likes to go fishing and play John Madden NFL Football on his PS2.
5. Xavier likes to think he could have been a good musician, but he's happy to put his perfect ears to work listening to advertisers.
6. Xavier likes to watch. The other X-men are off at a carnival, leaving Nightcrawler and Angel alone in the danger room. (hahahaha xmen).
7. Xavier likes to play football.
8. Xavier, likes to go to the. mall. . . . So I dropped him off. No, I didn't follow him. (WTF! hahahaha)
9. Xavier likes to be chased and when he gets going, this usually happens about ten minutes after they start playing, he will take off to wherever his legs can.
10. Xavier likes to play cards and watch movies.
wow. so xaviers are almost musical and athletic. and malling. LOL
Hangover.
i had a sip of strawberry margarita and blue hawaii then 3 glasses of kalye juan's zombie sealed the deal. di ako ganun kalasing kagabi pero wew... ansakit ng ulo ko paggising.
sourberry played 4 songs... and they were GOOD! ^_^ em a proud friend. hahaha champ and omnie watched them upstairs and champ gave them a thumbs up. :D woot! good sign!
hale played one of their new songs. Over and over and over again is AWESOME. i actually thought it was a cover coz it sounded much more of bloc party/the killers. and i found myself singing at the last chorus coz it was that catchy and upbeat.
we had a meeting before they played. although its not done yet. andami pang dapat pagusapan bago magusap usap. anlabo pero thats the best i could come up with. tsss. erika dropped by pero twas just short and sweet. (ooohh gossip girl. :D)
then after the gig, mr. walter sy (nakanangtoots) took sourberry's pics for their band profile. tapos diretso nang kalye juan with mamu, anna, don, wawa, hazel and leeza. omg did i mention that bunchu is no longer our bunchu.. coz she was so hot last night. hahaha. then we had a pitcher of zombie. thanks uli kay mamu. ^_^ leeza, the necktie is haunting me in my dreams.
the night is always awesome with them ^________^ *sighs* bat kasi konti lang nagpunta? weird. sana riot kagabe. :D
watched greys anatomy ep7 and i cried for bailey. SHET. ang agaaga masakit ulo ko pati mata ko sumakit. demmit.
sourberry played 4 songs... and they were GOOD! ^_^ em a proud friend. hahaha champ and omnie watched them upstairs and champ gave them a thumbs up. :D woot! good sign!
hale played one of their new songs. Over and over and over again is AWESOME. i actually thought it was a cover coz it sounded much more of bloc party/the killers. and i found myself singing at the last chorus coz it was that catchy and upbeat.
we had a meeting before they played. although its not done yet. andami pang dapat pagusapan bago magusap usap. anlabo pero thats the best i could come up with. tsss. erika dropped by pero twas just short and sweet. (ooohh gossip girl. :D)
then after the gig, mr. walter sy (nakanangtoots) took sourberry's pics for their band profile. tapos diretso nang kalye juan with mamu, anna, don, wawa, hazel and leeza. omg did i mention that bunchu is no longer our bunchu.. coz she was so hot last night. hahaha. then we had a pitcher of zombie. thanks uli kay mamu. ^_^ leeza, the necktie is haunting me in my dreams.
the night is always awesome with them ^________^ *sighs* bat kasi konti lang nagpunta? weird. sana riot kagabe. :D
- - - o O o - - -
watched greys anatomy ep7 and i cried for bailey. SHET. ang agaaga masakit ulo ko pati mata ko sumakit. demmit.
11.07.2007
Early Hale Meeting.
champ messaged me sa YM yesterday kasi may emergency meeting daw. so akala ko naman magaartista na sha. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
so 1130 am na ako nagising at 1230nn kami magkikita sa emi office. dinaanan ko muna si anna sa maceda tapos dumiretso na kaming timog pero napuntang teriyaki boy Tomas Morato.
i think were going to have a really good time next year. especially all the halers. i dont want to get it jinxed so iill not go into details, pero shempre we are brewing something up so everybody could get connected and united. somehow.
seeing champ with a notebook, wrote down all the details na paguusapan... seryosohan na nga to. twilight zone seryoso. mamu, ate chu, anna, champ and i were having lunch while discussing about it.
bluesky production is up again. so the whole 2008, medyo marami raming events. n_n
then went back to the emi office with mamu tapos may practice pa sila ng 4pm, got cds (i love you mamu! *huuuuuuuuuuggsss* shet greys anatomy season 3 OST ♥♥♥♥♥) called liza and supposedly pupunta sa station para guluhin sha while on air. (promise leeza magiging dj ako ng di oras pag pinagsama tayo. i can feel it. LOL) tapos surprisingly, dorina, mona and cheezee were there too. i missed youuuuuuuuuuuuu. sobrang salamat sa brownies at krinkles i think im going to die eating. then sabay sabay na kami umuwi.
tama nga si champ. andami yatang naaccomplish pag maaga ka nagigising. LOL
so 1130 am na ako nagising at 1230nn kami magkikita sa emi office. dinaanan ko muna si anna sa maceda tapos dumiretso na kaming timog pero napuntang teriyaki boy Tomas Morato.
i think were going to have a really good time next year. especially all the halers. i dont want to get it jinxed so iill not go into details, pero shempre we are brewing something up so everybody could get connected and united. somehow.
seeing champ with a notebook, wrote down all the details na paguusapan... seryosohan na nga to. twilight zone seryoso. mamu, ate chu, anna, champ and i were having lunch while discussing about it.
bluesky production is up again. so the whole 2008, medyo marami raming events. n_n
then went back to the emi office with mamu tapos may practice pa sila ng 4pm, got cds (i love you mamu! *huuuuuuuuuuggsss* shet greys anatomy season 3 OST ♥♥♥♥♥) called liza and supposedly pupunta sa station para guluhin sha while on air. (promise leeza magiging dj ako ng di oras pag pinagsama tayo. i can feel it. LOL) tapos surprisingly, dorina, mona and cheezee were there too. i missed youuuuuuuuuuuuu. sobrang salamat sa brownies at krinkles i think im going to die eating. then sabay sabay na kami umuwi.
tama nga si champ. andami yatang naaccomplish pag maaga ka nagigising. LOL
11.06.2007
Heroes s02e07: Out Of Time
so much stuff going oooooooooooooooooooonnn.
there was a rumor that three of the main characters will die this season. and im quite scared about it.
this episode gave one away.
STOP READING FROM HERE IF YOU DONT WANT SPOILERS. AND YES IM SHOUTING. lol but if you wanna get spoiled (that didnt sound right), highlight the thing below.
start spoiler here --->
* Nathan finally found out that Peter is alive, but Peter's still on the future with Caitlin. They were quarantined separately, then Mommy Petrelli came to the place and Peter somehow remembered that shes his mom. Peter suddenly went back in time... leaving Caitlin in the future. shit.
* The Nightmare Parkman is DOWN. yeah baby. Matt took him off his ass. They both have the same powers pala pero Matt doesnt really have much control of it pa. Molly is finally saved.
* West discovers that The Man in The Horn Rimmed Glasses is Claire's dad. Noah Bennett came home right after West surprised Claire by visiting her and made waffles with her mom. When Mr Bennett heard that Calire's got a boyfriend, he planned of getting away to escape his death. (You remember the paintings of course). Pero shempre di sasama si Claire. pft. I had a pretty guess that Suresh is Mr. Bennett's killer. Coz the paintings said so. n_n
* The best part is... Hiro is the real Takezo Kensei. the white kensei fought him but hiro got his sword and the place was on fire. oh, the place was full of gun powder by the way, so it kinda exploded with kensei after hiro teleporting out of the blast. pero heres the thing...
Youve heard of Adam Monroe, right?... well... when Peter went back in time, he finally met Adam, and as i quote Bob, Adam is the "most powerful, and the most dangerous" of them all... is because... THE WHITE TAKEZO KENSEI IS ADAM MONROE! FUCKSHIT.
He has the same power like Claire's right? so i guess that makes him almost immortal... living for 400 years. now im more scared for Hiro. T_ T
* Nikki/Jessica got controlled by The Nightmare Parkman... DL appeared in front of her and making her see that Bob shot him. Nikki/Jessica took the virus shot after Nathan talking her out of it coz apparently she cant stop the nightmare. thing is, Mohinder's antibodies didnt kill the virus. so they have to get Claire for her regenarative cells to cure Nikki/Jessica.
And thats where it leads to Mr Bennetts demise. *sighs* i think hes a good guy in the worst situation. i just hope it gets stopped before he gets shot.
<---End Of Spoilers
there was a rumor that three of the main characters will die this season. and im quite scared about it.
this episode gave one away.
STOP READING FROM HERE IF YOU DONT WANT SPOILERS. AND YES IM SHOUTING. lol but if you wanna get spoiled (that didnt sound right), highlight the thing below.
start spoiler here --->
* Nathan finally found out that Peter is alive, but Peter's still on the future with Caitlin. They were quarantined separately, then Mommy Petrelli came to the place and Peter somehow remembered that shes his mom. Peter suddenly went back in time... leaving Caitlin in the future. shit.
* The Nightmare Parkman is DOWN. yeah baby. Matt took him off his ass. They both have the same powers pala pero Matt doesnt really have much control of it pa. Molly is finally saved.
* West discovers that The Man in The Horn Rimmed Glasses is Claire's dad. Noah Bennett came home right after West surprised Claire by visiting her and made waffles with her mom. When Mr Bennett heard that Calire's got a boyfriend, he planned of getting away to escape his death. (You remember the paintings of course). Pero shempre di sasama si Claire. pft. I had a pretty guess that Suresh is Mr. Bennett's killer. Coz the paintings said so. n_n
* The best part is... Hiro is the real Takezo Kensei. the white kensei fought him but hiro got his sword and the place was on fire. oh, the place was full of gun powder by the way, so it kinda exploded with kensei after hiro teleporting out of the blast. pero heres the thing...
Youve heard of Adam Monroe, right?... well... when Peter went back in time, he finally met Adam, and as i quote Bob, Adam is the "most powerful, and the most dangerous" of them all... is because... THE WHITE TAKEZO KENSEI IS ADAM MONROE! FUCKSHIT.
He has the same power like Claire's right? so i guess that makes him almost immortal... living for 400 years. now im more scared for Hiro. T_ T
* Nikki/Jessica got controlled by The Nightmare Parkman... DL appeared in front of her and making her see that Bob shot him. Nikki/Jessica took the virus shot after Nathan talking her out of it coz apparently she cant stop the nightmare. thing is, Mohinder's antibodies didnt kill the virus. so they have to get Claire for her regenarative cells to cure Nikki/Jessica.
And thats where it leads to Mr Bennetts demise. *sighs* i think hes a good guy in the worst situation. i just hope it gets stopped before he gets shot.
<---End Of Spoilers
11.03.2007
Trying to be Dan Humphrey
so there were two costume parties that i didnt attend to. :(
frustratingly annoying!
una i was supposed to be a starbucks barista last oct 27. pero may hassle
and then im supposed to be dan humphrey. HAHAHA.
i saw this cardigan he was wearing sa episode 6 and i promised myself to get one. nung nag MOA kami, i was supposed to get this Zara jacket and i thought naubos na yung stocks so pumunta ako sa may bandang likod AND I SAW THE CARDIGAN. IT WAS MEANT FOR ME DEMMIT!
then i cut my hair pero it was shorter than his hahahaha. adik. so after a lot of pizza, ice cream and dan humphrey slothing around...
there you go. hahahaha.
watch gossip girl its so good. LOL
edited 123PM 11/03/07:
the comment thread below was linked by ivan coz we found it funny. weirdly, somebody I DIDNT KNOW commented... "wow that was sufficiently awkward. talk about the superficiality of your friend".
what the fuck? those comments were supposed to be a joke... because CLEARLY kung kilala mo ako... you know that we are just playing around.
and he thought im a "rejected barista". coz he didnt notice na IT WAS FOR A COSTUME PARTY.
theres a lesson here people... KUNG MABABA ANG IQ MO AT COMPREHENSION... WAG KANG EPAL.
sabagay... as expected... meron talagang party pooper. woooooooooo walang siraan ng good vibes! tangina ka.
frustratingly annoying!
una i was supposed to be a starbucks barista last oct 27. pero may hassle
and then im supposed to be dan humphrey. HAHAHA.
i saw this cardigan he was wearing sa episode 6 and i promised myself to get one. nung nag MOA kami, i was supposed to get this Zara jacket and i thought naubos na yung stocks so pumunta ako sa may bandang likod AND I SAW THE CARDIGAN. IT WAS MEANT FOR ME DEMMIT!
then i cut my hair pero it was shorter than his hahahaha. adik. so after a lot of pizza, ice cream and dan humphrey slothing around...
there you go. hahahaha.
watch gossip girl its so good. LOL
edited 123PM 11/03/07:
the comment thread below was linked by ivan coz we found it funny. weirdly, somebody I DIDNT KNOW commented... "wow that was sufficiently awkward. talk about the superficiality of your friend".
what the fuck? those comments were supposed to be a joke... because CLEARLY kung kilala mo ako... you know that we are just playing around.
and he thought im a "rejected barista". coz he didnt notice na IT WAS FOR A COSTUME PARTY.
theres a lesson here people... KUNG MABABA ANG IQ MO AT COMPREHENSION... WAG KANG EPAL.
sabagay... as expected... meron talagang party pooper. woooooooooo walang siraan ng good vibes! tangina ka.
Kung Fu Fighting
"Deep down, everyone wants to believe they can be hardcore. But being hardcore isn’t just about being tough. It’s about acceptance. Sometimes you have to give yourself permission to not be hardcore for once. You don’t have to be tough every minute of every day. It’s okay to let down your guard. In fact there are moments when it’s the best thing you can possibly do… as long as you choose your moments wisely."
- Meredith Grey
Grey's Anatomy s04e06
MEREDITH: "its not about the sex, its not.. about the sex. its about the moment afterwards, when the world stops. Just feel so safe... so safe. Im not ready to give that up. Does that make me sad, weak and pathetic?"
CRISTINA: "...a little bit."
it was meredith doing the talking. but that is me. if you know what i mean. :(
Grey's Anatomy s04e06
MEREDITH: "its not about the sex, its not.. about the sex. its about the moment afterwards, when the world stops. Just feel so safe... so safe. Im not ready to give that up. Does that make me sad, weak and pathetic?"
CRISTINA: "...a little bit."
it was meredith doing the talking. but that is me. if you know what i mean. :(
10.31.2007
A day without sound.
hindi naman po ako nabingi mga kaibigan.
my pc suddenly went mute. and i did every possible way to fix it.
from the simple check-your-speaker-plug to the most complicated copy-swenum.sys file-to-a-temp-folder-then-check-if-your-PnP software enumerator-is-still-under-thedevice manager>system root-and-if-not-....
do you know that there were a lot of things that you could actually do with it.. pero heres my case.
my soundcard is properly installed. i uninstalled/reinstalled it 8 times. the driver was fine. and the pc detects the soundcard installed whenever i uninstall it. volume control is missing, and it says no audio device.
1. delete registry keys after uninstalling it.
2. check for the plug n play software enumerator. if missing... do the thing what computer geeks do.
3. use regcure to fix registry errors.
4. do that msconfig thing and check bootlog.ini if theres an application that stops for the soundcard driver to start.
5. bash your monitor with a baseball bat and sell the working parts.
6. pretend youre deaf.
7. do the dubbing while watching tv series.
8. watch porn. if and only if... moaning is not your fetish.
9. reformat.
10. suicide.
so my whole tuesday was spent in front of my pc. bonus pa yung migraine kong hindi na nawala.
and first time ko lang ginawa yung pagkagising, nasa harap ako ng pc hanggang sa pagtulog. isipin nyong nagpabili na lang ako ng barbecue at kanin para kainin sa harap ng pc dahil HINDI TALAGA AKO TUMAYO. (maliban sa point na may nagpunta sa kwarto ko at nangupal lang, sabay winalkoutan ko at pinuntahan ko si ryan habang nanginginig sa galit.)
and since nawawala ang OS CD ko, i decided to download XP from torrent pero kailangan ko shang iburn. isa na lang ang blank CD-R ko tapos walo yung DVD-R.
mantakin mo ba namang magkamali pako ng burn. e di pwede sa dvd-r i-burn yon. so pati reformatting ko e naudlot.
wat is happening to da world. my gudnes. at shempre kakagising ko lang. hayaan na nga munang walang sound.
huhuhuhu bubuy... magsalita ka. galit ka ba sakin?
my pc suddenly went mute. and i did every possible way to fix it.
from the simple check-your-speaker-plug to the most complicated copy-swenum.sys file-to-a-temp-folder-then-check-if-your-PnP software enumerator-is-still-under-thedevice manager>system root-and-if-not-....
do you know that there were a lot of things that you could actually do with it.. pero heres my case.
my soundcard is properly installed. i uninstalled/reinstalled it 8 times. the driver was fine. and the pc detects the soundcard installed whenever i uninstall it. volume control is missing, and it says no audio device.
1. delete registry keys after uninstalling it.
2. check for the plug n play software enumerator. if missing... do the thing what computer geeks do.
3. use regcure to fix registry errors.
4. do that msconfig thing and check bootlog.ini if theres an application that stops for the soundcard driver to start.
5. bash your monitor with a baseball bat and sell the working parts.
6. pretend youre deaf.
7. do the dubbing while watching tv series.
8. watch porn. if and only if... moaning is not your fetish.
9. reformat.
10. suicide.
so my whole tuesday was spent in front of my pc. bonus pa yung migraine kong hindi na nawala.
and first time ko lang ginawa yung pagkagising, nasa harap ako ng pc hanggang sa pagtulog. isipin nyong nagpabili na lang ako ng barbecue at kanin para kainin sa harap ng pc dahil HINDI TALAGA AKO TUMAYO. (maliban sa point na may nagpunta sa kwarto ko at nangupal lang, sabay winalkoutan ko at pinuntahan ko si ryan habang nanginginig sa galit.)
and since nawawala ang OS CD ko, i decided to download XP from torrent pero kailangan ko shang iburn. isa na lang ang blank CD-R ko tapos walo yung DVD-R.
mantakin mo ba namang magkamali pako ng burn. e di pwede sa dvd-r i-burn yon. so pati reformatting ko e naudlot.
wat is happening to da world. my gudnes. at shempre kakagising ko lang. hayaan na nga munang walang sound.
huhuhuhu bubuy... magsalita ka. galit ka ba sakin?
10.30.2007
Food Trip.
Mamu planned a sembreak get together for everyone and since may dalawang nagbirthday (na hindi naman siniputan ng isa jan pffft) nagset kami ng meetup last week pa.
It was Jamie's and Lea's birthday. And Since sembreak, ininvite lahat.
Mamu, Anna, Sheldon, Lesley (ayan tinama ko na my gudnes), Bunchu, Tookney, Hannah, Jamie and Donster were there. kararating ko pa lang, kumakain na kami sa Taco Bell Trinoma. Then after a Soft Taco and Quesadilla, nagunahan pa kami sa krispy kreme kasi ang first 5 lang daw ang ililibre ni jamie. LOL. nagpanic pa tuloy yung nasa harapan namin. natakot. akala kung ano nangyayari.
Then nagpuntang Toys R Us, tumambay sandali...
at kumain ng steak sa timog. Isang malaking tipak ng karne ng baka. habang mina-migraine ako kaharap ang sisig at ang NOPOKOLOKING T Bone Steak. for only 99 pesos ha. wow.
Sa mga di nagpunta... pfffft. wala kayooooooo! doybads.
thanks mamu. :* di na ako papayat hahaha.
It was Jamie's and Lea's birthday. And Since sembreak, ininvite lahat.
Mamu, Anna, Sheldon, Lesley (ayan tinama ko na my gudnes), Bunchu, Tookney, Hannah, Jamie and Donster were there. kararating ko pa lang, kumakain na kami sa Taco Bell Trinoma. Then after a Soft Taco and Quesadilla, nagunahan pa kami sa krispy kreme kasi ang first 5 lang daw ang ililibre ni jamie. LOL. nagpanic pa tuloy yung nasa harapan namin. natakot. akala kung ano nangyayari.
Then nagpuntang Toys R Us, tumambay sandali...
at kumain ng steak sa timog. Isang malaking tipak ng karne ng baka. habang mina-migraine ako kaharap ang sisig at ang NOPOKOLOKING T Bone Steak. for only 99 pesos ha. wow.
Sa mga di nagpunta... pfffft. wala kayooooooo! doybads.
thanks mamu. :* di na ako papayat hahaha.
10.28.2007
Right.
I have this story to tell.
When i was younger, around 16 i guess, i was dreaming of this person who could make me feel... real. myself. more of that. i was actually trying to find the best person i could grow old with. and then, you know how time goes by, things eventually change. principles. philosophies.
And so i decided, i really should be the right person instead rather than looking for the right person for me. Because, as time passes by, i realized that i dont even know how to categorize a person as the right one. i mean, i dont even know how to be right myself.
Until ive met some life-changing people. And i thought, by them, i could learn who i really am. i had all the worst characteristics spewing out of me. i became selfish, self-absorbed, and i learned how to act like i dont care. because, by that, i saved my sanity.
and so i thought.
i still had a lot of questions. a LOT. and i kept it inside me, because i can feel i KNOW the answers. i know whats right and wrong, but the choices that i make doesnt go well with the right. you get what i mean?
i hate to be dramatic but sometimes at night, i always think of the right one to make me learn to choose the right choice. but then again, i saw myself when i was 16. so its like this peculiar memory. where ive been daydreaming, hopeful but unsettled. do you know that kind of feeling when you EXACTLY know all the words to say but when your mouth tries to deliver it, its suddenly gone. not gone like its not there anymore but its just... inside your head. and you cant get it out. thats why nobody knows whats bothering me. because, its just stuck inside my head. stuck like a piece of something between your molars. you actually know its there, but you dont know what it is. all you know about it is its annoying and irritating. and you... cant get it out.
so you need a toothpick or... a floss.
there comes a time in your life where you have EVERYTHING around you... but you cant find a fuckin thing thats close to being a toothpick. crazy. and it ticks the hell out of you.
we wait, so they say. we wait for the right time, blah blah. but is it pathetic to say... i need it NOW. i cant wait because i need it RIGHT NOW. and then you seem to have no choice but to be irritable and uneasy while "waiting" for the right time. to find a toothpick, that is.
and you know how this crazy world works. when you need it the most... its not there. no matter how you try... it will still NOT be there.
until i end up, having almost everything around me, perfect things that i KNOW i need, but... its not a toothpick.
not even close.
When i was younger, around 16 i guess, i was dreaming of this person who could make me feel... real. myself. more of that. i was actually trying to find the best person i could grow old with. and then, you know how time goes by, things eventually change. principles. philosophies.
And so i decided, i really should be the right person instead rather than looking for the right person for me. Because, as time passes by, i realized that i dont even know how to categorize a person as the right one. i mean, i dont even know how to be right myself.
Until ive met some life-changing people. And i thought, by them, i could learn who i really am. i had all the worst characteristics spewing out of me. i became selfish, self-absorbed, and i learned how to act like i dont care. because, by that, i saved my sanity.
and so i thought.
i still had a lot of questions. a LOT. and i kept it inside me, because i can feel i KNOW the answers. i know whats right and wrong, but the choices that i make doesnt go well with the right. you get what i mean?
i hate to be dramatic but sometimes at night, i always think of the right one to make me learn to choose the right choice. but then again, i saw myself when i was 16. so its like this peculiar memory. where ive been daydreaming, hopeful but unsettled. do you know that kind of feeling when you EXACTLY know all the words to say but when your mouth tries to deliver it, its suddenly gone. not gone like its not there anymore but its just... inside your head. and you cant get it out. thats why nobody knows whats bothering me. because, its just stuck inside my head. stuck like a piece of something between your molars. you actually know its there, but you dont know what it is. all you know about it is its annoying and irritating. and you... cant get it out.
so you need a toothpick or... a floss.
there comes a time in your life where you have EVERYTHING around you... but you cant find a fuckin thing thats close to being a toothpick. crazy. and it ticks the hell out of you.
we wait, so they say. we wait for the right time, blah blah. but is it pathetic to say... i need it NOW. i cant wait because i need it RIGHT NOW. and then you seem to have no choice but to be irritable and uneasy while "waiting" for the right time. to find a toothpick, that is.
and you know how this crazy world works. when you need it the most... its not there. no matter how you try... it will still NOT be there.
until i end up, having almost everything around me, perfect things that i KNOW i need, but... its not a toothpick.
not even close.
10.27.2007
PCS gig / Shiverr.
everything was late actually.
the gig started at around 8pm and we came at around 830. didnt catch sugarfree na pero we were actually planning to go at after sandwich. pero i hate chicosci for being sooooooo late. 3 hours? what the hell is that?
mayonnaise and melany played... they are SOOO good. im such a mayo fan. and im missing chona and the gang.
sandwich was kinda pissed off with the ampli and the monitors. so raims tried to.. "play" with the mic and the bass drum after the last song. hahahaha
nawala nga lang si anna coz she has to go somewhere.
sobrang stressed na si mamu tapos pagod na rin sina leeza and jess. of course i cant bail out on them *hugs* kaya inassure ko na muna na parating na chicosci bago kami umalis. hassle pa yung gamit so medyo kabado na rin ako.
and that was 1245am when we went out of paco. pffft.
i was with jeff, dino, rae, and ryan at naligaw pa kami ng konti.
so i called "janna".
janna: hello?
me: hey janna... its xavier.
janna: ... uh... xavier..?
me: um... xavier.. erikas friend? *weirded out*
janna: erikas friend... ok..? *i think shes more freaked out*
me: yeah.. where are you? werent you at the party?
janna: i just came home. im sick na e. pero go. its fun, you really should go.
me: ahh. di ko kasi alam directions e.
janna: *instructing*
so after the call, i texted her saying na sorry erikas phone cant be reached and sobrang thank you.
she texted back. do u mean janna ba? im joanna.
and i havent even met her. wtf. i had that number all the while thinking its janna's. ugh.
anyway, the place was really cold. like not-kidding-cold. ryan's jaw were trying to lockup i guess and rae's hands were really numb. the beers out of the case werent iced pero once its poured out, it instantly colds. ganon kalamig. our breaths were icy and sabi ni erika twas colder daw before we arrived. grabe. 130am na kami dumating and we left at around 230. pero we got drunk pa rin coz the beer was just 10pesos hahaha. and there were cocktails.
dinno cracked out a joke to erika well never forget. its traumatizing. i hate dinno sometimes. LOL
the day was so tiring. pero twas super fun though. :D
the gig started at around 8pm and we came at around 830. didnt catch sugarfree na pero we were actually planning to go at after sandwich. pero i hate chicosci for being sooooooo late. 3 hours? what the hell is that?
mayonnaise and melany played... they are SOOO good. im such a mayo fan. and im missing chona and the gang.
sandwich was kinda pissed off with the ampli and the monitors. so raims tried to.. "play" with the mic and the bass drum after the last song. hahahaha
nawala nga lang si anna coz she has to go somewhere.
sobrang stressed na si mamu tapos pagod na rin sina leeza and jess. of course i cant bail out on them *hugs* kaya inassure ko na muna na parating na chicosci bago kami umalis. hassle pa yung gamit so medyo kabado na rin ako.
and that was 1245am when we went out of paco. pffft.
i was with jeff, dino, rae, and ryan at naligaw pa kami ng konti.
so i called "janna".
janna: hello?
me: hey janna... its xavier.
janna: ... uh... xavier..?
me: um... xavier.. erikas friend? *weirded out*
janna: erikas friend... ok..? *i think shes more freaked out*
me: yeah.. where are you? werent you at the party?
janna: i just came home. im sick na e. pero go. its fun, you really should go.
me: ahh. di ko kasi alam directions e.
janna: *instructing*
so after the call, i texted her saying na sorry erikas phone cant be reached and sobrang thank you.
she texted back. do u mean janna ba? im joanna.
and i havent even met her. wtf. i had that number all the while thinking its janna's. ugh.
anyway, the place was really cold. like not-kidding-cold. ryan's jaw were trying to lockup i guess and rae's hands were really numb. the beers out of the case werent iced pero once its poured out, it instantly colds. ganon kalamig. our breaths were icy and sabi ni erika twas colder daw before we arrived. grabe. 130am na kami dumating and we left at around 230. pero we got drunk pa rin coz the beer was just 10pesos hahaha. and there were cocktails.
dinno cracked out a joke to erika well never forget. its traumatizing. i hate dinno sometimes. LOL
the day was so tiring. pero twas super fun though. :D
10.26.2007
Charlie.
ive found the new love of my life. and yes hes a guy. his name is charles. charlie. for short. *pffft*
erika gave it to me. i was looking for a beagle and charlie just... found me i guess. erika and i were just chatting randomly and i didnt know that they breed dogs. hes not a beagle alright, but he's a mini sheltie. a sheepdog. hes sooooo furry, smart and ambango. i thought at first he would be kinda weirded off with his new environment but the very first night i got him, he was giddy, eating a lil bit of my donut and wanting to sleep beside me.
hes 2 years old. i was thinking... how could i teach charlie new tricks. but the day after, he jumps on my lap whenever i tap it, he stays when i say sleep (lol) and hes not choosy with his food. (but of course i dont want him to eat random stuff. like my shoes). he always follow me around (and its irritating in the cutest way), and he actually learned to adjust running up and down the stairs within a day. he poos and pees outside and thank god i dont need to train him for that.
i was waiting for him to bark. and he did not bark to anyone but gabby. he barked in a not scary way. sobrang weird nga. like he knows gabby will be his new bestfriend. gabby was hugging him, they were chasing each other like crazy weasels and i was like... shit i love this dog.
so mcdoogie (my beagle) will wait for a little while. i better love charlie first with my whole heart.
P.S.
I LOVE YOU ERIKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. BFF forever, so thats redundant. LOL
10.22.2007
Dumbledora.
Ryan mentioned this last night and i got the link from Iza.
Apparently, Dumbledore's Gay according to JK Rowling. I mean... patay na yung tao e. sana naman hinayaan nya na lang si Dumbledore magsalita. LOL as if.
I dont think hes anything. pffft. come on. is it because he stayed single, chose his career and didnt play around? wat is dis!
Note: A preliminary transcript is now at the end of this post; please note that there may be some small errors in phrasing, and all questions have been paraphrased to save time; this is not a final transcript, but the accuracy of the questions and answers have been maintained.
Tonight, the one thousand grand prize winners (and their guests) of the Scholastic's Open Book Tour Sweepstakes along with a companion got the chance to see Harry Potter author J. K. Rowling read from "Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows," answer questions and sign books at New York City's Carnegie Hall. We have exclusive information this evening on the myriad of "Deathly Hallows" questions she answered as well as in-depth details on a number of subjects she spoke about.
A caution now. Parts of the following WILL contain book seven SPOILERS.
First, the biggest revelation of the night came when Jo revealed to her audience the fact that Albus Dumbledore is gay and had fallen in love with fellow wizard and friend, Gellert Grindelwald. This elicited a huge reaction and prolonged ovation. So much so, it promoted Jo to say:
Information on the original Order members was also revealed during tonight's event. Jo related the fact that Remus Lupin, prior to the third book, was unemployable because he was a werewolf and upon his graduation from Hogwarts along with James and Lily, was supported by James using their own money. In addition to this she shed more light on the early days of the Order, saying James, Sirius, Remus and Lily were full time Order members. "Full Time Fighters," as Jo put it.
Jo also went into further detail about the many portraits in the wizarding world and their occupants. An occupant can only move freely to other portraits in their dwelling or to another portrait in which they are depicted. She also revealed that Harry himself made sure that the portrait of Snape made it into the Headmasters Office, but doubts that he ever went to speak to it.
Life debts were another subject discussed during tonight's question and answer session. It was revealed that Draco Malfoy does not owe Harry a life debt. While speaking briefly on the Elder wand, Jo did not detail the the core of this extraordinary wand. Hagrid never married and James and Lily went into hiding shortly after she first became pregnant with Harry.
Finally, speaking about her personal feelings and experiences of the past seventeen years with the boy wizard, Jo said finishing the first book and the seventh book produced very similar feelings. She also admits that she was very difficult to live with for the weeks following her completing the last book in the "Harry Potter" series.
A full transcript of this evening's event will be available on TLC soon. TLC will update throughout the evening with the latest from this event.
Apparently, Dumbledore's Gay according to JK Rowling. I mean... patay na yung tao e. sana naman hinayaan nya na lang si Dumbledore magsalita. LOL as if.
I dont think hes anything. pffft. come on. is it because he stayed single, chose his career and didnt play around? wat is dis!
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Tonight, the one thousand grand prize winners (and their guests) of the Scholastic's Open Book Tour Sweepstakes along with a companion got the chance to see Harry Potter author J. K. Rowling read from "Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows," answer questions and sign books at New York City's Carnegie Hall. We have exclusive information this evening on the myriad of "Deathly Hallows" questions she answered as well as in-depth details on a number of subjects she spoke about.
A caution now. Parts of the following WILL contain book seven SPOILERS.
First, the biggest revelation of the night came when Jo revealed to her audience the fact that Albus Dumbledore is gay and had fallen in love with fellow wizard and friend, Gellert Grindelwald. This elicited a huge reaction and prolonged ovation. So much so, it promoted Jo to say:
"If I had known this would have made you this happy, I would have announced it years ago."
The question was: Did Dumbledore, who believed in the prevailing power of love, ever fall in love himself?
JKR: My truthful answer to you... I always thought of Dumbledore as gay. [ovation.] ... Dumbledore fell in love with Grindelwald, and that that added to his horror when Grindelwald showed himself to be what he was. To an extent, do we say it excused Dumbledore a little more because falling in love can blind us to an extent? But, he met someone as brilliant as he was, and rather like Bellatrix he was very drawn to this brilliant person, and horribly, terribly let down by him. Yeah, that's how i always saw Dumbledore. In fact, recently I was in a script read through for the sixth film, and they had Dumbledore saying a line to Harry early in the script saying I knew a girl once, whose hair... [laughter]. I had to write a little note in the margin and slide it along to the scriptwriter, "Dumbledore's gay!" [laughter] "If I'd known it would make you so happy, I would have announced it years ago!"
Jo also said after revelation: "You needed something to keep you going for the next 10 years! ...Oh, my god, the fan fiction now, eh?"
Jo also revealed that Neville Longbottom married Hufflepuff Hannah Abbott and she was to become the landlady at the iconic Leaky Cauldron Pub. She thought that people would find the fact of Neville's living over a pub particularly cool.
Equally large revelations were made concerning Petunia Dursley when Jo answered the question of what Petunia could not bring herself to say when Harry and the Dursleys parted ways before his seventeenth birthday. She would have wished him luck, saying:
"I do know what you're up against and I hope it's okay."
Information on the original Order members was also revealed during tonight's event. Jo related the fact that Remus Lupin, prior to the third book, was unemployable because he was a werewolf and upon his graduation from Hogwarts along with James and Lily, was supported by James using their own money. In addition to this she shed more light on the early days of the Order, saying James, Sirius, Remus and Lily were full time Order members. "Full Time Fighters," as Jo put it.
Jo also went into further detail about the many portraits in the wizarding world and their occupants. An occupant can only move freely to other portraits in their dwelling or to another portrait in which they are depicted. She also revealed that Harry himself made sure that the portrait of Snape made it into the Headmasters Office, but doubts that he ever went to speak to it.
Life debts were another subject discussed during tonight's question and answer session. It was revealed that Draco Malfoy does not owe Harry a life debt. While speaking briefly on the Elder wand, Jo did not detail the the core of this extraordinary wand. Hagrid never married and James and Lily went into hiding shortly after she first became pregnant with Harry.
Finally, speaking about her personal feelings and experiences of the past seventeen years with the boy wizard, Jo said finishing the first book and the seventh book produced very similar feelings. She also admits that she was very difficult to live with for the weeks following her completing the last book in the "Harry Potter" series.
A full transcript of this evening's event will be available on TLC soon. TLC will update throughout the evening with the latest from this event.
Some highlights have been transcribed:
Q: Did Neville ever find love?
Of course. ... To make him extra cool he marries the woman who becomes, eventually, the new landlady at The Leaky Cauldron, which I think would make him very cool among the students, that he lives above the pub. He marries Hannah Abbott.
How did you decide that Molly Weasley would be the one to finish off Bellatrix?
I always knew Molly was going to finish her off. I think there was some speculation that Neville would do it, because Neville obviously has a particular reason to hate Bellatrix. ..So there were lots of optios for Blelatrix, but I never deviated. I wanted it to be Molly, and I wanted it to be Molly for two reasons.
The first reason was I always saw Molly as a very good witch but someone whose light is necessarily hidden under a bushel, because she isn't in the kitchen a lot and she has had to raise, among others, and george which is like, enough... I wanted Molly to have her moment and to show that because a woman had dedicated herself to her family does not mean that she doesn't have a lot of other talents.
Second reason: It was the meeting of two kinds of - if you call what Bellatrix feels for Voldemort love, I guess we'll call it love, she has a kind of obsession with him, it's a very sick obsession ... and I wanted to match that kind of obsession with maternal love... the power that you give someone by loving them. So Molly was really an amazing exemplar of maternal love. ... There was something very satisfying about putting those two women together.
How different would the last two books be if Arthur had been killed in the middle of book five?
I think they would have been very different and it's part of the reason why I chose my mind. ... By turning Ron into half of Harry, in other words by turning Ron into someone who had suffered the loss of a parent, I was going to remove the Weasleys as a refuge for Harry and I was going to necessarily remove a lot of Ron's humor. That's part of the reason why I didn't kill Arthru. I wanted to keep Ron in tact ... a lot of Ron's humor comes from his insensitivity and his immaturity, to be honest about Ron. And Ron finally, I think, you see, grows up in this book. He's the last of the three to reach what I consider adulthood, and he does it then [ when he destroys the horcrux] and faces those things. So that's part of the reason. The only other reason I didn't kill Arthur was that I wanted to come full circle. We started with an orphan, someone who lost their parents because of the war. ANd so I wanted to show it again. ... Even though you don't see Teddy, I wanted to express in the epilogue, that he gets an even better godfather than Harry had, because Sirius had ihs faults, I think we must admit. He was a risky guy to have a s a godfather. Because Teddy gets someone who really has been there, and Harry becomes a really great father figure for Teddy as well as his own children. I hasten to add that I didn't kill Lupin or Tonks lightly. I loved them as characters...so that hurt, killing them.
Q: In the Goblet of Fire Dumbledore said his brother was prosecuted for practicing inappropriate charms [JKR buries her head, to laughter] on a goat; what were the inappropriate charms he was practicing on that goat?
JKR: How old are you?
Eight.
JKR: I think that he was trying to make a goat that was easy to keep clean [laughter], curly horns. That's a joke that works on a couple of levels. I really like Aberforth and his goats. But you know Aberforth having this strange fondness for goats if you've read book seven, came in really useful to Harry, later on, because a goat, a stag, you know. If you're a stupid Death Eater, what's the difference. So, that is my answer to YOU.
[loud applause]
Did Dumbledore, who believed in the prevailing power of love, ever fall in love himself?
My truthful answer to you... I always thought of Dumbledore as gay. [ovation.] ... Dumbledore fell in love with Grindelwald, and that that added to his horror when Grindelwald showed himself to be what he was. To an extent, do we say it excused Dumbledore a little more because falling in love can blind us to an extent? But, he met someone as brilliant as he was, and rather like Bellatrix he was very drawn to this brilliant person, and horribly, terribly let down by him. Yeah, that's how i always saw Dumbledore. In fact, recently I was in a script read through for the sixth film, and they had Dumbledore saying a line to Harry early in the script saying I knew a girl once, whose hair... [laughter]. I had to write a little note in the margin and slide it along to the scriptwriter, "Dumbledore's gay!" [laughter] If I'd known it would make you so happy, I would have announced it years ago!
Q: Since Ron is able to speak Parseltongue in the last book, does that mean that parseltongue is a language that most witches and wizards can learn or must a person be born with some ability to speak Parseltongue.
JKR: I don't see it really as a language you can learn. So few people speak it that who would teach you? This is a weird ability passed down through the Slytherin blood line. However ROn was with Harry when he said one word in Parseltongue, which I do not know so I cannot duplicate for you, but he heard him say "Open," and he was able to reproduce the sound. So it was one word. Whether he could learn to speak to snakes properly is a separate issue. I don't think he could. But he knew enough, he was smart enough, to duplicate one necessary sound.
Q: [Speaker thanks Jo for the Dumbledore answer.]
JKR: You needed something to keep you going for the next 10 years! Oh, my god, the fan fiction now, eh? [Applause.]
Q: What did Dumbledore write in the letter to make the Dursleys take Harry?
JKR: Very, very good question. As you know, as we find out in book seven, Petunia once really wanted to be part of that world. And you discover that Dumbledore has written to her prior to the Howler...Dumbledore wrote to her very kindly and explained why he couldn't let her come to Hogwarts to become a witch. So, Petunia, much as she denis it afterwards, much as she turns against that world when she met Uncle Vernon, who is the biggest anti-wizard you could ever met in your life, a tiny part of her, and that's the part that almost wished Harry luck when she said goodbye to him in this book, she just teetered on the verge of saying, I do know what you're up against and I hope it's OK. But she couldn't bring herself to say it. Years of pretending she doesn't care have hardened her. But Dumbledore appealed in the letter you're asking about, so that part of Petunia that did remember wanting desperately to be part of the world and he appealed to her sense of fair play to a sister that she had hated because Lily had what she couldn't have. So that's how she persuaded Petunia to keep Harry. Good question.
Q: When Harry was stabbed by a basilisk in the Chamber of Secrets, since he was a Horcrux shouldn't it have been destroyed then?
JKR: I have been asked that a lot. Harry was exceptionally fortunate in that he had Fawkes. So before he could be destroyed without repair, which is what is necessary to destroy a horcrux, he was mended. However, I made sure that Fawkes wasn't around the second time a Horcrux got stabbed by a basilisk fang, so the poison did its work and it was irreparable within a short period of time.... I established early in the book, Hermione says that you destroy a Horcrux by using something so powerful that there's no remedy. But she does say there is a remedy for basilisk poison but of course it has to be administered immediately and when they stab the cup later - boy I'm really blowing this for anyone who hasn't finished the book - there's Fawkes, is my answer. And thank you for giving me a chance to say that because people have argued that quite a lot.
Q: Why couldn't Harry speak to a portrait of Dumbledore throughout the last book>
Well there are two reasons, three reasons actually... Teh last bit, why did he have to decode? As Dumbledore says to Harry...to tell Harry about the Hallows was to tempt him. And Harry, throughout all seven books has been incredibly impetuous and reckless. That's one of Harry's biggest flaws. He does tend to act without thinking, and Dumbledore knows this about Harry. He wants him to work it out slowly enough to gain wisdom along the way. That's why he passed the information through Hermione, who is the most cautious person in the books, as you know. And Dumbledore says explicitly, so your good heat isn't overcome by your hot heads. Or I may have paraphrased myself slight there so forgive me. "She doesn't even know her own book!" [laughter] Yes so that's one reason. Harry needs to decode. He said, he does say in this book, he's frightened by his decision not to race for the wand, because he had never chosen not to act. So that's Harry's real big coming of age moment, that he's decided to hold back for the first time very in his life. So the other two reasons that i have for him not t speak to Dumbledore's portrait, first of all, I crated a lot of rules for this world and then later had to navigate my away around them. But this rule was always good, and the rule was that portraits could only move between portraits in the same building. so if I'm in a picture and you're in a picture and we're both in Carnegie Hall, then we can move into each other's pictures. Otherwise we can only move only to other places where we have a portrait. You can't just move willy nilly through all the - the Louvre, the Met - you can't do a world tour, as a picture person. You are limited by geography. So there was that reason. And then lastly of course, the third reason, is it really would be too easy and I wouldn't have had a plot.
Q: Many of us older readers have noticed over the years similarities between the Death Eaters tactics and the Nazis from the 30s and 40s. Did you use that historical era as a model for Voldemort's reign and what were the lessons that you hope to impart to the next generation?
It was conscious. I think that if you're, I think most of us if you were asked to name a very evil regime we would think Nazi Germany. There were parallels in the ideology. I wanted Harry to leave our world and find exactly the same problems in the wizarding world. So you have the intent to impose a hierarchy, you have bigotry, and this notion of purity, which is this great fallacy, but it crops up all over the world. People like to think themselves superior and that if they can pride themselves in nothing else they can pride themselves on perceived purity. So yeah that follows a parallel. It wasn't really exclusively that. I think you can see in the Ministry even before it's taken over, there are parallels to regimes we all know and love. [Laughter and applause.] So you ask what lessons, I suppose. The Potter books in general are a prolonged argument for tolerance, a prolonged plea for an end to bigotry, and I think ti's one of the reasons that some people don't like the books, but I think that's it's a very healthy message to pass on to younger people that you should question authority and you should not assume that the establishment or the press tells you all of the truth.
[Loud applause.]
Q: What did it feel like completing your first Harry Potter book versus completing the last.
JKR: What a great question. It felt strangely similar actually. Both feelings were more alike than with any of the other books. When I finished the first book, there was this incredible sense of achievement that i'd actually written a novel, i"d actually finished my book. And it was after seven years of writing and making notes and rewriting. And then when I finished the seventh book, that was 17 years. WIth the seventh book there was a huge feeling of loss as well. I couldn't believe I was done. And it took me weeks, as my poor, long-suffering husband will attest. He's here. [applause] Yes, you should clap him, he's very patient! [ovation] He's not the type to stand up and take about but trust me. Toward the end of a book i'm not that easy to live with. Yes Neil would bear witness to the fact that for weeks, really... it felt like a bereavement. I knew it was coming. I was prepared, I knew it would hurt, and it was huge. So, that's why I'm glad to be here and talk about it. Thank you.
Voice: Excuse me, Ms. Rowling?
JKR: Hello.
Voice: I have a question.
JKR: God? [laughter] And they say I don't believe in you! [Ovation.]
Voice: May I approach teh stage?
JKR: Sorry, I missed that, what was that? You may approach the stage, I always wondered what oyu looked like.
Announcer: Actually I don't have a question but I do have a little surprise. [Explains that they've picked some more questions from competition winners, randomly chosen to surprise sweepstakes winners.]
Q: Does Malfoy owe Harry a debt?
JKR: That's a great question and a lot of people wanted to know that. When Dumbledore said to Harry, Voldemort won't want a close associate who is in your debt, I wasn't implying by that there was any kind of magical bond there. It was more that Dumbldore's extensive wisdom and knowledge of human nature, he knew as Harry later thinks in book seven, he knew that Pettigrew would react a certain way to having saved his life. ... He's weak, fundamentally weak. Pettigrew is a very weak character. He's not someone I like at all. He's a weak person and he likes to gravitate to people who are stronger. Dumbledore is right. Pettigrew had an impulsive mercy... would Malfoy e in Harry's debt? I think the very worst burden Harry could have put Malfoy under was this one, that Malfoy has to feel any kind of gratitude. So I tried to show that slightly in the epilogue when they look slightly at each other and there's a, "Hi. It's so embarrassing, you saved my life. No one will ever let me forget it." I think, does he owe him a debt, probably not. I think Malfoy would go back to being an improved version of what he was but we shouldn't expect him to be a really great guy any time soon.
Q: Harry often wondered about his parents lives before he died. What did Lily, James, Remus, Lupin and Sirius do after Hogwarts?
JKR: To take Remus first, Remus was unemployable. Poor Lupin, prior to Dumbledore taking him in, lead a really impoverished life because no one wanted to employ a werewolf. The other three were full-time members of the Order of the Phoenix. If you remember when Lily, James and co. were at school, the first war was raging. It never reached the heights that the second war reached, because the Ministry was never infiltrated to that extend but it was a very bad time, the same disappearances, the same deaths. So that's what they did, they left school. James has gold, enough to support Sirius and Lily. So I suppose they lived foff a private income. But they were full-time fighters, that's what they did, until Lily fell pregnant with Harry. So then they went into hiding.
Q: Did Hagrid ever get married and have children?
[Aww from crowd] JKR: Oh, did Hagrid ever get married and have children? No. [awwws again] I may change that immediately due to the look on your face. Yes! He had 22! - No, no, Hagrid never did marry and have children. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. Oh I feel terrible now. I'll write another book! [Ovation] Realistically, Hagrid's pool of potential girlfriends is extremely limited. Because with the giants killing each other off, the number of giantesses around is infinitesimal and he met one of the only, and I'm afraid, she thought he was kind of cute, but she was a little more, how should I put it, sophisticated than Hagrid. So no, bless him. [Awws] I kept him alive, come on! [Applause.]
Q: Is Severus Snape's portrait in the headmaster's office?
JKR: Some have been asking why hasn't the portrait appeared immediately. It doesn't. The reason is that the perception in the castle itself and everyone who was in the castle, because Snape kept his secret so well was that he abandoned his post. So all the portraits you see in the headmaster's study are all headmasters and mistresses who died, it's like British royals. You only get good press if you die in office. Abdication is not acceptable, particularly if you marry and American. I'm kidding! [laughter] I digress. I know, because I thought this one through, because it was very important to me, I know Harry would have insisted that Snape's portrait was on that wall, right beside Dumbledore's. [Applause.] As for whether Harry would go back to talk to him, I think, I'm not sure he would have done. Snape, I was really [?] the week after I finished the book. And I went to a chat room - not a chat room, what am I talking about? [laughter] I never go in chat rooms. I went onto a fan site because I was looking for questions to put up on my Web site, which is sometimes difficult. And I was so heartened to see that people on the message boards that people were still arguing about Snape. The book was out, and they were still arguing whether Snape was a good guy But that was really wonderful to me, because there's a question there, was Snape a good guy or not? In many ways he really wasn't. SoI haven't been deliberately misleading everyone all this time, when I say that he's a good guy. Because even though he did love and he loved very deeply and he was very brave, both qualities that I admire above anything else. He was bitter and he was vindictive... but right at the very very end, he did, as your question acknowledges, acheive a kind of peace together and I tried to show that in the epilogue.
10.15.2007
The Clearing.
Ivan had this idea. and at that same night, Abhie was thinking about it too. since im clueless of whats going on in my life, i thought its a great idea.
From now on, starting from the very moment i typed the title of this blog entry, ill try to be a less truthful person. not that im going to lie or anything. or hide anything. i think ive been too observant, subjective and opinionated. so ill be good vibing myself from now on.
good vibing. wow verb.
before ive never hated anyone. as in the word hate. pansin ko, meron nakong tatlong tao na ayokong makasama sa mundo. i dont care if they like me or what, as if it matters, basta ayoko silang makita or gusto ko silang burahin sa utak ko.
its true. you become what you hate. so instead, ill put less strenuous emotion when they get mentioned or worse, bump into them.
tama na yung laging malungkot. or galit. andami kong friends na masayang kasama. baka masira ko pa mga araw namin pag dumaldal ako.
some things are really best unspoken. especially if its other people youre talking about. nagiguilty ako pag nagsalita ako tapos marerealize mo na ayaw din pala sa kanya ng lahat. because of all the same things that he/she did to everyone na hindi nya alam na ayaw ng lahat. and i could feel na maybe, there are things that i do rin pala na baka ayaw din ng iba. so ill get a little cautious na rin with what i say/act.
its like... i hate spiders. and rats. but what could i do. i live with them. we co-exist. LOL so instead, ill just shrug and go on with another topic. like analytic geometry perhaps.
but seriously, im tired of feeling negatively. its either i adapt or pray that god will just exert some powerful energy unto them to change. or realize they annoy and hurt people.
good vibes everyone! ^_^
PS:
to anyone ive hurt... im sorry. if you feel like youve never done anything bad to me, its purely unintentional. pero kung alam nyong may ginawa kayong katarantaduhan, alam ko yon. at gumanti lang ako.
so truce. hahahaha. pero seryoso. sorry. *hugs*
From now on, starting from the very moment i typed the title of this blog entry, ill try to be a less truthful person. not that im going to lie or anything. or hide anything. i think ive been too observant, subjective and opinionated. so ill be good vibing myself from now on.
good vibing. wow verb.
before ive never hated anyone. as in the word hate. pansin ko, meron nakong tatlong tao na ayokong makasama sa mundo. i dont care if they like me or what, as if it matters, basta ayoko silang makita or gusto ko silang burahin sa utak ko.
its true. you become what you hate. so instead, ill put less strenuous emotion when they get mentioned or worse, bump into them.
tama na yung laging malungkot. or galit. andami kong friends na masayang kasama. baka masira ko pa mga araw namin pag dumaldal ako.
some things are really best unspoken. especially if its other people youre talking about. nagiguilty ako pag nagsalita ako tapos marerealize mo na ayaw din pala sa kanya ng lahat. because of all the same things that he/she did to everyone na hindi nya alam na ayaw ng lahat. and i could feel na maybe, there are things that i do rin pala na baka ayaw din ng iba. so ill get a little cautious na rin with what i say/act.
its like... i hate spiders. and rats. but what could i do. i live with them. we co-exist. LOL so instead, ill just shrug and go on with another topic. like analytic geometry perhaps.
but seriously, im tired of feeling negatively. its either i adapt or pray that god will just exert some powerful energy unto them to change. or realize they annoy and hurt people.
good vibes everyone! ^_^
PS:
to anyone ive hurt... im sorry. if you feel like youve never done anything bad to me, its purely unintentional. pero kung alam nyong may ginawa kayong katarantaduhan, alam ko yon. at gumanti lang ako.
so truce. hahahaha. pero seryoso. sorry. *hugs*
10.13.2007
Baka nga.
Maybe im not worth it. or maybe, everything is over.
You know when theres a phase in your life na tipong youre on the top of the world... theres no way but down baby. Simple Science.
Ive learned a lot of lessons in my life. ive given and shown the real me, so maybe the me that im talking about isnt enough. or too much.
tama na to. maybe its time for me to hide. disappear. wala mang dahilan para maging praning, pero ayoko ng magisip. ayokong tinataguan. nililihiman. ewan ko kung may ginawa akong masama. pero pihado, hindi ko intensyon yon dahil marunong talaga akong magmahal. magmahal ng kaibigan, kapatid o kahit sino pa mang alam kong mahal ko.
but like just an ordinary love story, everybody ends up breaking my heart.
so why give other people a chance? if you know its the same story over and over.
im starting to doubt that in order to be happy, you should take a risk. show off the courage so you could reach that happiness textbooks were talking about.
everything is temporary. i dont think so.
there is a permanent thing in this life. pain. and happiness was just the cloud covering the real color of the sky.
sabi ko na nga ba aabot sa ganito.
ayoko nang magisip.
You know when theres a phase in your life na tipong youre on the top of the world... theres no way but down baby. Simple Science.
Ive learned a lot of lessons in my life. ive given and shown the real me, so maybe the me that im talking about isnt enough. or too much.
tama na to. maybe its time for me to hide. disappear. wala mang dahilan para maging praning, pero ayoko ng magisip. ayokong tinataguan. nililihiman. ewan ko kung may ginawa akong masama. pero pihado, hindi ko intensyon yon dahil marunong talaga akong magmahal. magmahal ng kaibigan, kapatid o kahit sino pa mang alam kong mahal ko.
but like just an ordinary love story, everybody ends up breaking my heart.
so why give other people a chance? if you know its the same story over and over.
im starting to doubt that in order to be happy, you should take a risk. show off the courage so you could reach that happiness textbooks were talking about.
everything is temporary. i dont think so.
there is a permanent thing in this life. pain. and happiness was just the cloud covering the real color of the sky.
sabi ko na nga ba aabot sa ganito.
ayoko nang magisip.
Top 10 Overrated things (tagged by beluli)
I'd like to get a tag sequence going: list down what to you are currently the top ten most overrated things (people, events, etc.) and tag 6 other bloggers.
My Top Ten Overrated Things
10. money.
09. getting patriotic at the most wrong situation.
08. horror films using hair as a scare factor.
07. battle of the bands.
06. noontime shows.
05. the "cool" image.
04. people hating backstabbers/plastics.
03. teenage angst / trying so hard to be emo.
02. boxing celebrities. not athletes. celebrities.
01. manipulative bitches pretending to be girlfriends.
tagging? anyone.
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im used to sleeping early but i have to do laundry. at walang tubig na matino pag maaga. tanginang maynilad yan.
My Top Ten Overrated Things
10. money.
09. getting patriotic at the most wrong situation.
08. horror films using hair as a scare factor.
07. battle of the bands.
06. noontime shows.
05. the "cool" image.
04. people hating backstabbers/plastics.
03. teenage angst / trying so hard to be emo.
02. boxing celebrities. not athletes. celebrities.
01. manipulative bitches pretending to be girlfriends.
tagging? anyone.
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im used to sleeping early but i have to do laundry. at walang tubig na matino pag maaga. tanginang maynilad yan.
10.11.2007
Lizards / Kindred.
i forgot heroes last week. wtf. how could i forget it.
i just watched ep2 and 3. as much as i wanted to post, it will be just pure spoilers.
i could just say that when west said... "claire, shut up." then he carried claire a la smallville... *dies*
the twists were mindnumbing. ill post the spoilers later. im hungry. lol
(after a lil while)
highlight the spoilers if you wanna... er.. get spoiled.
START SPOILER HERE -> Episode 2: Lizards
i just watched ep2 and 3. as much as i wanted to post, it will be just pure spoilers.
i could just say that when west said... "claire, shut up." then he carried claire a la smallville... *dies*
the twists were mindnumbing. ill post the spoilers later. im hungry. lol
(after a lil while)
highlight the spoilers if you wanna... er.. get spoiled.
START SPOILER HERE -> Episode 2: Lizards
- The episode started with the beaten and tied-up peter petrelli, suffering from amnesia and questioned by the smugglers on how he ended up inside a container van without their smuggled goods.
- Claire somehow stepped into the limelight with her curiosity regarding her class' topic. Regenerating Limbs of Newts and Lizards. She impressed West and the whole class. ♥ ♥ ♥
- Hiro's still trying very hard to make Takezo Kensei to be the hero he was known for. And since takezo was too drunk to fight, hiro wore the armor and faced the battle of the twelve swords. - i think Hiro is the real takezo kensei. ^_^
- Suresh found the sick haitian. the cure was his antibodies and mr bennet's plan is falling into the right places. ruining "the company".
- Peter is discovering his powers one by one. Hes got an irish girl btw.
Alejandro and Maya, the twins, showed how their powers work. Maya cries with black tears that kills people around her and only alejandro could absorb it. neat. - Hiro is in love with the swordsman's daughter. Shes the girl Takezo Kensei should end up with.
- Mrs, Petrelli was interrogated regarding Mr, Nakamura’s death. When she was inside the room alone, Nathan and Parkman started to hear her screaming. And she seemed to be attacked by an invisible entity. – Remember the invisible guy? I don’t know if he has something to do with it.
- The brit Takezo Kensei seemed to have Claire’s powers. Hee hee. West could fly like Nathan, Takezo could heal like Claire, kaya pala generations ang title ng volume 2. ^_^
- Claire, tried cutting off her small toe. And apparently, she could regenerate. Not just heal, but grow the cut part of her body back. Gory… West saw her. And hes pretty freaked out. – Well lahat naman siguro ng tao magffreak out sa ganon. Lol
- A box containing Peter’s identity was found by the leader and Peter made a deal with the smugglers to work with them so he could finally know who he was.
- Finally, Jessica/Nikki and Micah are in this episode. Unfortunately, DL is dead. L
- Sylar’s back. With the illusionist, Candice. Shes the one who dragged Sylar down the sewer and mended his wounds. bwahahaha.
- Claire confronted West and tried lying about the toe incident. West didn’t believe her, mocked her inside the classroom by asking the teacher annoying questions. Ito yung moment na tinutuloy ko. When Claire spilled the truth while she was crying, West grinned and said.. “shut up claire!”.. then they flew. ♥ ♥ ♥
- Hiro sends messages to Ando through the sword. It has this small capped bottom where you could put things apparently. Hiro finally made Takezo be what he should be. ^_^
- Alejandro and Maya tried to steal a car and they were chased by a police. Maya climbed a fence and Alejandro was caught. Maya went to the station and killed the police. They also met this guy inside the precinct cell. Relevance? He has a car. And I don’t know if its Claire’s stolen car. - Yes, It's Claire's stolen car.
- Peter gained the trust of the smuggler’s leader by helping them rob. Pero ayaw nyang tingnan yung box. T_T he thinks hes falling for this irish girl na kapatid nung leader. Pffft. Inunahan ng libog amp.
- Hiro was supposed to go back to the future. Unfortunately, he fell inlove with the swordman’s daughter.
- Sylar killed Candice, ate her brain, pero WAHAHAHAHA wala shang powers. Nasa gitna pa sha ng kawalan. Kupal kasi.
- Claire discovered that West was one of the people abducted by her dad.
- They were looking for the eight paintings Isaac Mendez did. The first painting was mr nakamuras death. Suresh found the eighth one, and he sent it to claire’s dad, and it was his death. With Claire kissing somebody.
10.10.2007
Eto na to e.
1. ok. ive been stopping myself to want an iphone.
the fact that it doesnt take videos. and i have an ipod. and i dont know. :(
but im starting to badly WANT an iphone.
ill talk myself out of it.
pero shet i want an iphone.
2. i expected that i could get wii for 11,250Php lang since 250$ lang sha sa states pero unit pa lang pala yon. theres an available Wii sa greenhills, modified with 15 games for 17K. i think i should indulge on my psp pero gabby cant take her hands off of it. and besides, feeling ko may training program/workout sa wii. so im gaming and working out. isa akong aliw na pogi. LOL
3. Im wanting a 10megapixel digicam and casio has been my most reliable camera when i had my first exilim. na naupuan ko after a week so nabasag ang lcd. i need it coz of documentary purposes. (my life and all. ^_^)
i am broken into pieces. AYOKO NANG GUMASTOS! pero kailangan ko sha for sanity purposes. and i dont know whatelse.
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