The Clearing.

Ivan had this idea. and at that same night, Abhie was thinking about it too. since im clueless of whats going on in my life, i thought its a great idea.

From now on, starting from the very moment i typed the title of this blog entry, ill try to be a less truthful person. not that im going to lie or anything. or hide anything. i think ive been too observant, subjective and opinionated. so ill be good vibing myself from now on.

good vibing. wow verb.

before ive never hated anyone. as in the word hate. pansin ko, meron nakong tatlong tao na ayokong makasama sa mundo. i dont care if they like me or what, as if it matters, basta ayoko silang makita or gusto ko silang burahin sa utak ko.

its true. you become what you hate. so instead, ill put less strenuous emotion when they get mentioned or worse, bump into them.

tama na yung laging malungkot. or galit. andami kong friends na masayang kasama. baka masira ko pa mga araw namin pag dumaldal ako.

some things are really best unspoken. especially if its other people youre talking about. nagiguilty ako pag nagsalita ako tapos marerealize mo na ayaw din pala sa kanya ng lahat. because of all the same things that he/she did to everyone na hindi nya alam na ayaw ng lahat. and i could feel na maybe, there are things that i do rin pala na baka ayaw din ng iba. so ill get a little cautious na rin with what i say/act.

its like... i hate spiders. and rats. but what could i do. i live with them. we co-exist. LOL so instead, ill just shrug and go on with another topic. like analytic geometry perhaps.

but seriously, im tired of feeling negatively. its either i adapt or pray that god will just exert some powerful energy unto them to change. or realize they annoy and hurt people.

good vibes everyone! ^_^

PS:

to anyone ive hurt... im sorry. if you feel like youve never done anything bad to me, its purely unintentional. pero kung alam nyong may ginawa kayong katarantaduhan, alam ko yon. at gumanti lang ako.

so truce. hahahaha. pero seryoso. sorry. *hugs*