random003.

im in my withdrawal state. i havent had a cigarette for 6 days and my body is like feeling weird about it. ive had this terrible dry cough, colds and starting to get feverish. so i decided to have 4 cigarettes yesterday and 2 this night. they say i have to do it gradually and i hope i could. im the most un-self-controlled person. i noticed that because..

the doctor yesterday told me to stay away from chocolates for the meantime. so my cough would stop sounding like a car that wont start. what i had that evening was..


chocolate fudge brownie with vanilla ice cream topped witn strawberry and chocolate syrup.

and 45 minutes ago..

grande hot chocolate and a pack of dunhill. (its all red!!! christmaaaaaass!!! *valentines and birthdays are red too dimwit!*)

pretty clear that ill not be feeling well that soon eh. tsk tsk. oh im gonna die soon you know.



i am currently addicted with God Of War. Im too busy leveling up my weapons. i almost forgot eating and brushing my teeth. my sister called telling me to have dinner at their house, and i cant believe i still brought rakki there. so i can still play God Of War. How sick is that?



while wearing my pambahay black shirt and wearing slippers, i went to robinsons place to watch a movie alone. tinopak ako bigla. i was 15 minutes late for Just Like Heaven and i am regretting that i didnt ask che to come with me. since that is fuckingly spontaneous, ive thought she wouldnt agree so anyway..

i am such a sappy fat lune. i am a big sucker to romantic comedies. *sigh*