loser.

i just turned off my ps2. i was trying t finish off God Of War pero masakit na mata ko. instead.. i am now diverting my attention to something that would make me sleep.

so friendster surveys now is like one of the mediums of soul searching. how.. conevenient. the hell i care. game:

NAME: xavier
COMMONLY KNOWN AS: xave, xavier, yehboi, chin (used only kung kababata kita or kamaganak)
BIRTHDAY: 12/11
GLASSES/CONTACTS: glasses (na natapakan kagabi at nasira)
BRACES: yep. still stuck and torturing my cheekwalls.
HAIR COLOR: black..
TATTOOS: nopez. thinking of having it by next year.
PIERCINGS: tongue, eyebrow, 5 sa left ear and one sa right.
SIBLINGS: 1
PETS: fishes
..::FAVORITE::..
BAND: FALLOUT BOY, IMAGO!
SONG: warning - incubus
FOOD: teriyaki boy's shake sashimi. (argh. im getting hungrier and hungrier)
MOVIE: while you were sleeping (PA RIN!)
COLOR: moss green
ACTOR/ACTRESS: meg ryan/charlize theron/no actors. they act alike
SPORT: billiards, tennis

..::LAST::..

MOVIE WATCHED: harry potter 4
SHOW WATCHED: LOST. i dont have tv. 3 months na. i lost my remote control so i just download. lol
SONG LISTENED TO: pedicab - bukas
SONG STUCK IN YOUR HEAD: imago's freefall
PERSON TALKED TO: marvin, jimbo while playing scrabble

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WISH: to be filthy rich
TIME YOU TALKED 2 YOUR MOM: i cant remember. two months ago ata.
COMPACT DISK LISTENED TO: paramita (cd right? mp3s pinapakinggan ko e.)
COMPACT DISK BOUGHT: orange and lemons
GAY/LESBIAN RELATIONSHIPS: uh huh? what about it you homophobic?
LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS: i dont think i would survive one
ONLINE DATING: AGREE!
SUICIDE: survived 6 times. and i know its stupid.
HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: yep. *batt batt*
THINK ABOUT SUICIDE: wtf! uv asked that! whoever did this.. dont think about it. just go ahead and try.
HATE YOURSELF: oh yeah
WISH YOU COULD LIVE SOMEHWERE ELSE: HELL YEAH!
STAND OUT: *winks* di mashadu.
WRITE IN CURSIVE OR PRINT: whatever
SURF: does this involve the sea or the net or the detergent?
WANT MORE PIERCINGS: yup left lower lip. had that before and i miss it.
WANT MORE TATTOOS: not yet
EVER CRIED OVER A GIRL: oh yeah
EVER CRIED AT A CHICK FLICK: hahahaha. ya!
EVER LIED TO SOMEONE: nope. *rolls eyes*
EVER BROKE A COMPACT DISK: putanginang tanong to.
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP: own a record company
MAKES YOU HAPPY: gabby and che. *sigh*
MAKES YOU SAD: that i try to help then feel sed
NUMBER OF TIMES YOU'VE HAD A BROKEN HEART: *shrugs*
OF TIMES YOU'VE BEEN IN LOVE: twice
OF THINGS YOU REGRET: my fathers death. my school/course transferring/shifting and a lot of
others
OF THINGS YOU WEAR ON YOURWRIST: bracelet given by abhie, my "x" bracelet and my big fossil watch
OF BELTS YOU HAVE: 1 green cheap belt. with a lot of metal on it.
MADE YOU CRY: *sigh*
WENT TO THE MOVIES WITH: che is my movie buddy
SLEPT IN YOUR BED: madami. *winks*
SENT YOU AN EMAIL: halers. and yg notices.
APPLES OR BANANAS: bananas. with peanut butter. *drools*
RED OR BLUE: blue
HALLOWEEN OR CHRISTMAS: christmas
MOUSE OR RAT: depende sa mood.
LORD OF THE RINGS OR HARRY POTTER: HARRY POTTER!!! YEH!
CARE BEARS OR TELLYTUBIES: care bears
BLACK OR WHITE: white
SAID YOU LOVED SOMEONE AND MEANT IT: always
GONE OUT IT PUBLIC IN PAJAMAS: yeah! lolz!
BEEN ON STAGE: of course
WISHED YOU WERE OLDER: nope.. steady lang
FRIENDSHIP/LOVE: both....
WANT CHILDREN: yeh. two. :)
MOST IMPORTANT THINGs IN A RELATIONSHIP: trust, sincerity

..::FINISH THE SENTENCE::..

I MISS: my mom. my dad. my old self.
I AM: a paranoid schizophrenic daydreamer
PEOPLE DESCRIBE ME AS: cool. but i dont think the same.
I AM TIRED OF: this world and all the baduy people na mahilig makialam sa pamamagitan ng inosenteng tanong. sa mga taong mahilig magmarunong, magmaganda at wala sa lugar.