the lost caffeine

well, its almost a week from now since im having my 5 hour sleeps. my 3rd non-smoking day and ive been as dizzy as a tornado. i feel like i need caffeine in my system. i dunno if im a narcoleptic in the making. i suddenly fall asleep during afternoon. then i wake up 30-45 minutes after.

i had another shrimp alfredo, three large frosties, 2 snow balls and 5 quail eggs. tapsilog for breakfast. u think i have a chance of losing weight? not a strike. well, that's because of not smoking. guess im not a food addict. i just feel hungry, that's why. oh. what if i have my bulimia again? will it help? hmmm.. i smell a eating disorder comeback. *scary*

i cant install this freakin' photoshop.


i look like a cartoon character here. elmer fudd or sum'n.