changed my ljs layout. alang magawa eh.
it's tina's bday yesterday and we had some small gathering. we 9 bottles of brandy and i did not have any hint of being drunk. i slept and this morning, i cant get up and then i felt drunk. weird. alcohol delay. i threw up without anything inside me except my guts.
kinda depressed for being fickle minded and not doing anything to improve my life. i felt like i am sick of thinking what to buy, what to eat and still uncontented of what i have. especially with love.
i know i love the ones i love, but why do i entertain some new "interests" and not think of who'll be hurt. and i also think why do they have to be hurt coz i still love them as intense as before. nothing has changed. except for my mood swings.
sick. i feel like i always kill myself.
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