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came home tired and all.

just cant accept the fact that russ isnt the manager anymore. he's like this big brother. the tandem russ-vj jokes will surely haunt me. soooobrang i almost cried when he told me bout the news. lungkot talaga. i havent heard the reason pero malamang sooobrang valid din naman. just cant deny that i got affected.

i may still be around. but not like before. siguro adjustment stage din ako. sana they would appreciate my sacrifices and my presence like russel did. paranoid blah blah.. pero baka maisip nilang i have selfish intentions. :( na nakikiride and all. hope they would find that all i have is the love for the band. and for the industry itself. for music.

to sir russel eustaquio:

you are my big brother, sir. i would always miss those days when we were laughing like nothing else matters. i know you'd always be around, pero masaklap na hindi kasingdalas ng dati.