Ready To Rumble

things have been going weird lately. good and bad actually.

i dont know if i should start getting that refresher course for driving and renew my almost a decade-old license. yes ive got something to drive now but its not entirely mine hehehe. its not the typical papogi car pero damn, it will save me time, and cabfares. i even rode the lrt2 kanina to miriam college and it was exciting. parang ansarap magcamwhore dun. hassle lang talaga yung mga jeep na tipong pupunuin pa kahit wala namang tao. ano bang balak nilang sumakay don? mga naglalakad na bayabas?

and on the turnout of recent events... i foresee that im going to be on the road frequently. it was a pleasant surprise actually. i could also save some electricity by not being online 24/7 in ym. and multiply. (well a lot of people noticed that i reply in real time. not a good sign.)

oh. and i guess i stopped being nice few weeks ago, to those people who are annoyed by my presence... which is weird kasi i really believe i didnt do anything to them. its just that they give me that cold shoulder i really dont deserve. so rather than bad vibe myself... id rather snob the ass out of those fuckedup bitches. tangina nyo pare pareho lang tayong tao. nasasayangan na kasi ako sa pagiging accommodating and friendly ko e. eh mukhang nadadagdagan ko lang ang self-esteem ng mga yon. i thought being warm has good karma. what the hell was i thinking.

uy karton.

hindi yan karton. plastik yan.

i think i had a problem of pleasing people around me. yung tipong pa-clean slate ka para walang masabing negative sayo.

usapang opisina... kahit hindi mo nasasagasaan ang workscope nya... magpapapansin sha sayo tapos tatawagin kang epal. natawa ako sa sarili ko kasi gusto kong patulan... kaso nakakalungkot kasi kita naman na nilalamon sha ng sarili nyang multo. yan ang napapala ng taong nangangamkam ng credits na hindi sa kanila. ang magkaroon ng karapatang tumira ng patalikod, ngingiti, bebeso... tapos iismid. akala nila, yung papel na hawak mo... inangkin mo lang. hindi ibinigay. kesa naman maubos ang lakas mo sa pagpapaliwanag or lalapitan mo para linawin ang sitwasyon... kupalin mo na lang. better yet, wag mo nang pansinin.

too bad in this world... you dont always get what you deserve. so to save you some time and respect for yourself... just try to make them look like dinosaurs and dodo birds...

..Fossilized and Extinct.

oh and by the way... if youre one of those bitches... i really do wish for you to be happy.. so you could stop feeding on others' happy souls. get a hobby, barney.