Emo Overrides.

I woke up, turned on my iTunes and listened to Joni Mitchell and Eva Cassidy all morning while drinking a cupful of black coffee.

Then i checked on my phone and ive got really emo messages from a friend. i tried responding and i know it wont just end there. and yeah hes kinda the reason why i started unlitxt-ing. i went outside and noticed that this will be a lazy saturday. the sky is gloomy and bright. which is ironic actually if i put it into words.

i really never wanted to play the "bata-ka-pa" card. but i know when a younger person is actually trying to be matured. but come on, being emo and matured doesnt actually fit in one package. and im not using the word immature as something negative. it's just a... one blunt fact. hindi pa matured e. ano pang salita ang pwedeng gamitin that wouldnt connote negativity?

is this really a phase? when we actually try to drown ourselves with sorrow and try to wait for someone to save us? or not even "save". just to get noticed that youre sad actually.

he says his sick and walang ganang kumain. and after daw magplay ng piano, hed play basketball kasi may trangkaso sha. sabi ko ang OA nya at alam kong alam nya na masama yon. he replied... "(insert what her-name-is here) doesnt care naman e. so ok lang." what the fuck right? i think im getting too old coz i easily texted back... for the record, a lot of people care for you. and that includes me. dont take us for granted because of one person that we really dont know personally. i understand that ur sad, pero that doesnt mean you should neglect your health. stop being emo at maaayos rin yan. if not, therell be a lot of things waiting for you. u askd me regarding maturity before, now is the chance to prove that you are. i care. period.

and thank god he took it seriously. coz seriously, im getting seriously annoyed. seriously.

i may not be the person who has the brightside ideas, pero drowning on too much drama stirs up my stomach. i think we have half of the day to indulge in it, pero kung naitulog mo na, can we please know that its a new day.

sometimes, i wish to be young again. pero kung nareach ko na ang level 120 tapos babalik ako sa level 1, i hope nasakin pa rin yung stats ko. i dont think i would want that kind of trait back.

"i see trees that are green... red roses too..."