As we call ourselves friends...

... lets be sensitive enough and let me emphasize that im old.

and oo maarte ako.

nakakapagod magpaliwanag, magalit, and be self-righteous. lets not forget that we are doing each other favors pero wag nyo naman akong i-overlook. marami rin akong iniisip and the least that i could deal with is the people around me is too insensitive and takes what i wanted.

hindi ako mahirap kausap.
hindi ako manggagamit.

pero give me the credit that i deserve.

hindi ako mukhang pera.
hindi ako materyoso.
at marami akong prinsipyong hindi maintindihan ng karamihan sa lahat.

wala akong pinagmamalaki.
wala akong sinusumbat.
ako ang klase ng taong dinaan sa positibo ang lahat.

im reasonable.
rational.

and if you acknowledge that i am your friend, try to appreciate the effort, and the things that no fucking money or object could buy.

i am not asking for anything.
when one thing is given, i didnt ask you OR FORCE YOU to give me that thing.
so do not EVER EVER blame me or emphasize that i owed you anything.
hindi ako namimili ng kaibigan. hindi rin ako bumibili ng kaibigan.
alam kong marami rin kayo non. and when that time comes, we will be surprised that we are still breathing without each other.

im so tired of compromising. so go learn how life works all by yourself, and i will do the same with mine.

if you say that we are friends... then live by it.
if you also think its better for our friendship to be over... its ok. coz youll eventually find someone that youre on the same page with. same as with me.
if you wanna stay... stay. lets just make sure that we fight the battles together. and lets also make sure that THAT battle is worth fighting for.

and when i say battle, it means that i know how some battles work. do not insist anything i do not want to do. my judgment isnt covered with fear. i know how to fight. i also know when and where to fight. no one fights without any ammunition. dahil sa lahat ng gera, napansin kong ako ang laging nasa unahan, so hindi kayo ang tatamaan ng bala.

madali akong kausap. wag nyong gawing problema na ako lang ang bastos at maarte. gusto ko lang nagkakaliwanagan tayo.