had been running down from ages
lurking past the shadows of predecessored rages
finding myself staring at the same
dark-blue pinholed blanket of self-inflicted shames.
as to the heavens that heard you
wove a fallacy of two
whispered a soul back to me
from a not so distant treachery.
i said i love you
so many times
i know youve heard me
you still chose to cross your line
i said i need you
but baby i lied
you're nowhere beside me
but you know im doing fine.
since when did a mastered craft
sweetly surrenders to words which makes you laugh
cheering for the creation of the world
that succumbs and crumbles after you.
as you can see the shattered pane
of that wrecked running train
has been flashing in front of me
delivered by an epiphany.
11.14.2004
haha.. zzzz
it has been the 5th consecutive night that i got drunk. and last night was a red signal.
abhie, rico and "gary" (he's this goodboy-looking ex-suitor of abhie) went to see me. friday night. we ate pizza and gary wanted to drown his family problems. (i really do wanted to help, but come on! i just knew him for like what.. 130 minutes?) and since we do not have any plans of using thie night for some serious partying, he should make it his treat. so we went to the blue room and just got some drinks then abhie texted iann and khaz.
we decided to end the night there in their place, but ei, the party was just getting started. when we talked over some things like adobe photoshop, lj wallpaper, tool, wolfgang, and an acoustic fat tuesdays version of britney's toxic and some stuff, i felt like this bumblebee girl in blind melon's no rain video. where after being an outcast she finally found her place. well, that four-cornered room consisted of people without inhibitions (except for an ass) and 3 hidden mini-koala bears. enjoyable was an understatement. even fun. god i loved the place. so iann got this vodka-mountain dew code red-sprite thing and it was really good. not until, i passed out.
yep. for the first time in my history, i fucked up. but good thing im not the barfy type. i just passed out like a tamagotchi set to sleep. damn. pretty embarassing but that was the sign i should get real water. not alcohol. first i didnt really feel im getting woozy or anything then, snap, my head hurts. i hit the floor from indian sitting. the "gary" incident, (yep, there was a gary incident) is not worth blogging.
so thank god for friendster.
me <--> abhie <--> ivan <--> iann <--> khaz
i had another world that i can see myself living into. again.
abhie, rico and "gary" (he's this goodboy-looking ex-suitor of abhie) went to see me. friday night. we ate pizza and gary wanted to drown his family problems. (i really do wanted to help, but come on! i just knew him for like what.. 130 minutes?) and since we do not have any plans of using thie night for some serious partying, he should make it his treat. so we went to the blue room and just got some drinks then abhie texted iann and khaz.
we decided to end the night there in their place, but ei, the party was just getting started. when we talked over some things like adobe photoshop, lj wallpaper, tool, wolfgang, and an acoustic fat tuesdays version of britney's toxic and some stuff, i felt like this bumblebee girl in blind melon's no rain video. where after being an outcast she finally found her place. well, that four-cornered room consisted of people without inhibitions (except for an ass) and 3 hidden mini-koala bears. enjoyable was an understatement. even fun. god i loved the place. so iann got this vodka-mountain dew code red-sprite thing and it was really good. not until, i passed out.
yep. for the first time in my history, i fucked up. but good thing im not the barfy type. i just passed out like a tamagotchi set to sleep. damn. pretty embarassing but that was the sign i should get real water. not alcohol. first i didnt really feel im getting woozy or anything then, snap, my head hurts. i hit the floor from indian sitting. the "gary" incident, (yep, there was a gary incident) is not worth blogging.
so thank god for friendster.
me <--> abhie <--> ivan <--> iann <--> khaz
i had another world that i can see myself living into. again.
11.13.2004
*tired*
just done finishing my new lj bg and i wanted to finish and edit all the pics that i have but i havent done it yet.
ill post sumtym tomorrow. im soooo tired.
/me singing sleep all day
ill post sumtym tomorrow. im soooo tired.
/me singing sleep all day
11.11.2004
keekay.
did u see the moon at around 5am? damn it was good. with those two big bright stars around it. took a picture of it and i forgot where i put my cam. ill check tom.
im done with meg cabot's boy meets girl two days ago. it was so funny. that's the part where i become gay. when i like girls stuff which by rules, the girls and Only GIRLS like it. like oil-free moisturizers, khaki sling bags, flavored lip balms and colored stud earrings. i dont wanna look dirty by the way.
well, if having a girlfriend of 6 years and a 2 yr old kid isnt excuse enough, i might convince myself that i am gay. and i should tell my parents about it. and everyone. maybe i am gay. maybe i am not. who the fuck cares by the way.
ive been playing the guitar for 3 straight days now. and we also bought kitchie nadal's cd. and would you believe, our band had 80 songs in hand. and those are just acoustic songs. neat. i guess we're packed to have auditions by next month.
im done with meg cabot's boy meets girl two days ago. it was so funny. that's the part where i become gay. when i like girls stuff which by rules, the girls and Only GIRLS like it. like oil-free moisturizers, khaki sling bags, flavored lip balms and colored stud earrings. i dont wanna look dirty by the way.
well, if having a girlfriend of 6 years and a 2 yr old kid isnt excuse enough, i might convince myself that i am gay. and i should tell my parents about it. and everyone. maybe i am gay. maybe i am not. who the fuck cares by the way.ive been playing the guitar for 3 straight days now. and we also bought kitchie nadal's cd. and would you believe, our band had 80 songs in hand. and those are just acoustic songs. neat. i guess we're packed to have auditions by next month.
11.09.2004
busy boy.
this pc is so dumb. i lost my 2 posts. can i just say pakshet.
hmm..
like ive said twice, i had dinner with tricia last friday. ron, jonie and dianne followed. then kit and abhie. we were so noisy sa don henricos. pero major saya. too bad i forgot to take pictures. (sobrang taglish daw sabi ni rico)
i spent a lot again. i maxed out my credit card. just bought boy meets girl by meg cabot (kikay) and the god of small things by arundhati roy. im just finished reading deception point and now, im stuck with eleven minutes (coelho).
i kept on looking for brown's digital fortress pero wala pa ring stock. and trust fund boys by whosoever. hay.
ang tagal matapos ng bahay. good thing ryx comes with me to look for the right things.
the dust, the noise, the tv-less days, *sigh* good thing i have my books. kaso dahil sa sun cellular, telebabad lang ako. masakit na ang tenga ko dahil sa headset.
hmm..
like ive said twice, i had dinner with tricia last friday. ron, jonie and dianne followed. then kit and abhie. we were so noisy sa don henricos. pero major saya. too bad i forgot to take pictures. (sobrang taglish daw sabi ni rico)
i spent a lot again. i maxed out my credit card. just bought boy meets girl by meg cabot (kikay) and the god of small things by arundhati roy. im just finished reading deception point and now, im stuck with eleven minutes (coelho).
i kept on looking for brown's digital fortress pero wala pa ring stock. and trust fund boys by whosoever. hay.
ang tagal matapos ng bahay. good thing ryx comes with me to look for the right things.
the dust, the noise, the tv-less days, *sigh* good thing i have my books. kaso dahil sa sun cellular, telebabad lang ako. masakit na ang tenga ko dahil sa headset.
11.04.2004
a week's post
got to manage to sneak in and use my gf's net connection. teehee. have been soooo busy the past week. our kitchen and bathroom is still under renovation. already a week now. and its one hell of an inconvenience.
thursday: they have already launched their 2nd album entitled "take two". freedom bar with all of my prends and they launched it with typecast (played "rainsong") and twisted halo (played "bathala"). weve got a lot of pictures and since im just sneaky here, dont have the time to upload it. i had the pin, the album, the shirt and the poster. geez. got so high after the gig. mean, literally. *wink wink* ive felt every pulse beating, ate 15 pandesal with strawberry jam and butter, barfed, and told somebody over the phone..
anong nararamdaman mo..
para akong nasa loob ng tupperware sa gitna ng grocery. gets?
*click*
the bastard hung up... sheesh.. oh well..
friday: star city with che and her office friends. got the pictures as well and ill try to upload it as well.
saturday: went to glorietta to do some "serious" shopping. 30 blank cds, (odie and garfield oh-so-cute cds), 2 shirts, pillows, and i dunno whatelse. after that, went home and had sabado nights with the tropa.
sunday: went to glorietta again for the winnie the pooh trick or treating with the kids and gabby. fuck those stores without the candies.
monday: nov. 1. all saints day. didnt go to the cemetery since we dont have a dead person here. (is that good?) we just had another serious inuman. like 8 big bottles of beer, long neck of empi (if u dont know what it is... its emperador) and again, 14 bottles of beer. and we're only 5 people. walang tama. syet.
tuesday: went to the dentist. bad day since my head hurts and the house is sooo dusty.
today, gone to sm manila. to buy a new book. :)
happy november.. eh.
thursday: they have already launched their 2nd album entitled "take two". freedom bar with all of my prends and they launched it with typecast (played "rainsong") and twisted halo (played "bathala"). weve got a lot of pictures and since im just sneaky here, dont have the time to upload it. i had the pin, the album, the shirt and the poster. geez. got so high after the gig. mean, literally. *wink wink* ive felt every pulse beating, ate 15 pandesal with strawberry jam and butter, barfed, and told somebody over the phone..
anong nararamdaman mo..
para akong nasa loob ng tupperware sa gitna ng grocery. gets?
*click*
the bastard hung up... sheesh.. oh well..
friday: star city with che and her office friends. got the pictures as well and ill try to upload it as well.
saturday: went to glorietta to do some "serious" shopping. 30 blank cds, (odie and garfield oh-so-cute cds), 2 shirts, pillows, and i dunno whatelse. after that, went home and had sabado nights with the tropa.
sunday: went to glorietta again for the winnie the pooh trick or treating with the kids and gabby. fuck those stores without the candies.
monday: nov. 1. all saints day. didnt go to the cemetery since we dont have a dead person here. (is that good?) we just had another serious inuman. like 8 big bottles of beer, long neck of empi (if u dont know what it is... its emperador) and again, 14 bottles of beer. and we're only 5 people. walang tama. syet.
tuesday: went to the dentist. bad day since my head hurts and the house is sooo dusty.
today, gone to sm manila. to buy a new book. :)
happy november.. eh.
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