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body ache.

2 days of rest. salamat po papa god.

i am really having a hard time thinking about things. deciding. weird. depression talaga to. asar.

hope everything would be over. lahat ng doubts, paranoia, low self esteem and shit.

wolfmann.

to wolfmann, wilf hernandez, may you still be the beat of our hearts. you had us pump our adrenalins and jump and smile to your rhythms. we love you very very much. we will never forget you. :( may you have that peace we keep on finding and wanting. heaven will be delighted to have you there.

what a sunday.

finally. i had 14 hours of sleep. my week was very very busy. pero fun. and dahil sunday, ginawa ko na ang dapat gawin.

- after 4 years... napalinis ko na ang aircon ko. seriously, 4 years talagang di nalinis yun. kaya pala halos magka-SARS ako.

- nakapaglaba na ako. hoooooray. thats 6 weeks of laundry.

- nakapaglinis nako ng kwarto. opo , hindi na ganun ang itsura nun. :) as in kakaibang kwarto na talaga.

- nabayaran ko ni si aeijei. buti na lang at kinuha nya na ang money. i dont owe anyone money na. woohoo. tagal na din nun eh.

- changed the sheets of my bed. yep. my sheets and pillowcases.


grabe. tao na uli ako. *sigh*

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no words can contain if i have to express what i feel for the rockestra event.

when CAMBIO started playing DV, my spine got the chill and just thought of relaxing dahil.. totoo na to. tapos na ang rehearsals. but what the heck. with MSO's opening act... whos to be nervous? SILENT SANCTUARY was up next and i had the "ingat ka" and "sandali" (tama ba yung title?) as few of my fave new songs. IMAGO, *you just made me cry.. we got emotional after the performance. akap... haaaaaaaaayyy. TWISTED HALO had a veeeeeeeerrrrrryyyyyy good one. vin dancel.. hats off po ako sobra. SUGARFREE caught everybodys heart with an opening "prom" then a very sentimental "burnout". tumakbo na ako sa tabi ng better half ko nung start na ng song. then the rockers of the said event.. SANDWICH made the crowd go wild and jumpy and hyper and all. especially with raimund's "weird" dancing struts. hehehe. saya sobra.

the all star encore was so good. kahit sabi nila eh mali mali daw. di naman e.

galing sobra. sayang ang mga di nakapanood. :p

huwaw.

well, i woke up early to get to NU107. I was with *thank you wawerz* and helped me go to dish abscbn to assemble the tarp coz NU was a sponsor for ene and i's production, which is a Sigma Rho Frat Party with Diana Rising, Kiko Machine, Hale, Dicta License and Sponge Cola. 3pm, assembled blahblah the tarp then went straight to Hale's shoot for Kahit Pa at Arellano University.

tamang kulitan. jayson paor of some songhit mag interviewed them and took some picture.







from arellano, 7pm, went back to dish to assist on some bands. some of the pics..


here are the two of "the chick magnet" of the rock scene, champ ofhale then boogie of dicta license.


no wonder he got sick again. sobrang hassle ang day for them sa vid shoot.


ayiiihiii.

parang di ko na talaga kaya, see u sa rockestra!!!!!

ps: thanks to , for helping me sa dish last night. it was a big help anna. i heart u much!

naga musiklaban gig.

(august 13, 2005)

arrived at around 747am courtesy of capt. narciso with the assistance of capt bartolome. never felt as provincial as this seeing those three big mountains and an airport as big as the letran canteen. baggages were self-claimed brought by a yellow-brownish... tractor, i guess. and the weather was really really weird. like its as humid as the beach wind. you'd feel the presence of a volcano somewhere. my stupid self brought a camera with the last line of the battery meter. forgive me with the pics.

830am: arrived at crowne hotel, naga. Jep, R2 and I had breakfast. natawa kami sa kibahan ng milo sa naga at maynila. sa manila, hindi ganito kalabnaw. andaya. P60 bucks for an almost transluscent milo. then natulog.

341pm: gumising. caught devil's advocate in HBO. room service. then natulog uli.

745pm. zach wanted to eat outside so aia, maps and i agreed on dining on a restaurant beside the hotel. roberto's yung name. wow, ansarap at ang mura ng food. first time kong nakakain ng pinangat, authentic bicol express at kasama ng kare kare, mango lechitin and ang pinakakakaibang food, shark na may gata. (na lasang 555 bicol express). nabusog kami no doubt.

900pm: start na. 8 competing bands and 1 guest band then kami na. weird, daming nagpapirma sakin at nagpapic. natawa kami ni aia and tim kasi di ko alam kung ano sasabihin ko. they had their school ids signed. wala akong nagawa but to sign. pag tumanggi ako, lalabas akong suplado. pag nag-explain, maeffort. so pirma na lang kami. lolz. at ansaya nila.
*3rd band played two trick pony. 7th band played akap. napangiti kaming lahat. hehe

1200mn: natapos din. ang gulo. binasa nila si aia ng water and beer pero hala si girl, sayaw pa rin. lalo tuloy naging wild ang crowd seeing aia perform rainsong and anino that lively. galeng talaga. pero normal lang naman yun. tsaka masaya. tumambay lang kami sa room nina zach after. watched tv at nagkwentuhan. hehe.

604am: gumising kami ni jep para magunta sa market at bumili ng mauuwi. i bought a bag. 160 lang. astig. kasama namin si tim.

840am: dito na sa maynila. sa wakas. :)



maynila. tingnan naman kung gaano kaovercrowded.


clouds. la lang. clouds lang sha. hehe.


ako at si r2. ang isa sa mga institusyon ng soupstar. :)


aia, maps and lucielle, mayonnaise manager. :) sila ang judges nung musiklaban.


da first timer sa plane, jep. na ginagaya ng posing ni champ as an angel. lolz

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im back to my old self. my old emo self.

i had my halsey pics before then i noticed 's userpic and every inch of my halsey memories started to grow back. *sigh*

*grabe , , salamat sa matyagang pagiintay at anna, sa dsl mo at pambubulabog ko ng alas singko ng madaling araw. wawa, salamat sa pagkaligaw natin.