fine.

*sigh* well i guess i have to get used to really silent holy thursdays and good fridays, since ill be having that annualy.

went to galleria last wednesday night to meet up with . i got a copy of our first issue and the book that im going to review. trish and i just got boozed up in their house that night. twas the first time that i stayed there til 330am. brandy, with milk and chocolate drink (homemade baileys, as we call it) at ang pulutan, chocolate chip cookie.

a while ago, went to dianne's place and watched if only. damn. i think i cried over that movie for five times already.

argh saturday pls come sooner. i need a mall.

raid.

things to buy:

• swivel chair
• a printer (probably a very good one)
• a wireless phone
• 3 dozen hangers
• a new mattress
• N70 or joal's sony ericsson k750i
• topshop jeans (semi bootleg)

things to fix:

• my minidisc player (so i wont have the urge to buy an IPod)
• my laptop (since i lost my pink receipt.. i dunno how to claim it. :( )

things to sell:

• my tungsten T PDA (sherylle got it.)
• my squire fender stratocaster guitar
• my 6230 phone

well i dunno if im gonna still have my MD fixed. im opting to buy 's ipod ONLY IF.. i could have it 2000 lesser. or else... no MD, no ipod. ill be getting one of those sony ericsson w900 walkman then. or... maybe not.

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320pm and i was awakened by some rustling.

my mom's inside my room. she was with one of my sister's maids and folding my dirty clothes in my hampers. (note: thats plural. 2 months worth of clothes wont fit in just one hamper. unless its a truck.) so i asked her what she was doing and she said she got so bored, she thought of cleaning my place. (she was answering my query while searching all my pants. the ones im not wearing that time of course.) then she told the maid.. "pag may nakuha kang mga barya-barya wag mo nang isoli." i replied in a pillow-muffled voice, "ok lang basta pakipatong na lang yung drugs sa may pc". she answered casually.. "ay nagddrugs ka na rin? *scamper scamper*".. like as if she was not AT ALL surprised. and i said.. "so iniisip mo nga nagddrugs ako??? sabi ko na nga ba hindi yung paglalaba ang dahilan kung bakit nililigpit nyo mga pantalon ko e. sa itsura ko bang ito mukha akong magddrugs?"

then she handed out 4 tabs. smiled. "gagaguhin mo pa ba ako?".. duh twas prescribed. pft. she stood up, went back to where she was sitting and folded the remaining clothes, then she opened my closet, pulled out some old curtains.. and then two porn dvds dropped. I SWEAR TO GOD IT WASNT MINE. i havent even watched it. (i wont name the owner though i hated him since january), he left it when he borrowed my bag, and those dvds wont fit in it. time forgot it was there. underneath the dirty blankies. no pun intended.

then my mom said.. "anak mahal na araw na... gusto mong mangumpisal?"

wow. clean room and a clean soul. cant wait for easter.

yay.

just woke up. 410pm wow.

i think i spent my saturday watching movies. i watched "final destination 3" in dvd. Gory. I wasnt that squeamish before and now i am not understanding my capacity to enjoy hollywood blood and prosthetics. i cant even finish silent hill 4.

Ivan, Trish and I met up in glorietta then had seafood linguine and mint tea at Kitchen. Ivan hated his sun-dried tomato and basil Penne, i tasted it and twas kinda okay. Until my third spoonful (or forkful, that is) and ate something fishy. Ugh i was close to throwing up. Watched "Rent", which i guess is a lot better when seen live onstage. though chris columbus directed it well enough, went to starbucks, had a few good laughs then went to ivan's place afterwards. Then i borrowed TransAmerica, Trainspotting and two box sets of will and grace. To ministop cityland buendia: You should have a single beer there. You should.

Yeah, ivan ur right. di nga gumagana yung transamerica. boo. so i downloaded it. pero kailangan pa raw ng codec yung dinownload ko so im downloading the codec now.

palm sunday. lets break into a song.

Transamerica is HILARIOUS.

toby: dude... i thought ur a real guy...
fag: we walk among you.


Felicity Huffman is really really good in this one. i even forgot its her.

on a serious note.. yeah life has a lot of different ways for us to laugh about it. some may be a lot bohemian but if we choose to live in a lot more conventional way.. maybe there's life for some to miss. principles, beliefs *sigh* those irreconcilable things that make this world a twisted place to live in. fun though.

yep life is a journey. and everybody has to bring an open mind. :) no day but today. lets break into a song. again. lol

yeah. its the simplest that makes u sleep well.

my day began with gabby playing rufus the fastfood crew here in my room. che arranging my clothes inside my battle-field like closet. wore a pressed pink long sleeved shirt for mamu's surprise party, until the cab's weird faulty meter ruined it all. and the humid afternoon. traffic is given anyway.

after eating A LOT barbecue.. (which is really good), we (, , , , , champ) just hung out inside EMI office. unforgettable was anna screaming with chi(slapshock drummer) beside her.. and man, chi's face was priceless. jamir taking our pic with mamu (which is weird coz he wasnt with us in any pics), and the crazy "rave party" with sir kiko, veejay, angel, sir russ, and EMI guys. champ and i was just inside the pantry talking about some *eherm* serious stuff. lol. no it wasnt serious. i dunno how to explain but it was one of the best. funniest even.

then champ, anna and i went to promenade and the fort. wala lang. may dinaanan lang shang friends. then went to 's event. galeng ng exhibit. stayed sa select mckinley then just ate out while talking.




planned out a fun and fulfilling summer. yey! :D

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tagged by:

10 Life's simple pleasures

Name ten of life's simple pleasures that you like most, then pick ten people to do the same. tagging everybody. :D

01 - Gasoline station convenience store after-gig hangouts.
02 - a ratio of 1:1 chocnut and yosi
03 - Dirty ice cream while playstation2-ing.
04 - Ukay window shopping with abhie, tricia and ivan, making fun of the clothes.
05 - Looped favorite song for more than a week.
06 - Spongebob and Powerpuff girls re-runs/Complete and accurate tv series downloads.
07 - Conversations with Ona and Dianne
08 - Sharing photos with a friend, opening the "ex-files" and my 4 yr-old photos
09 - Bubble bath and a glass of milo.
10 - Reading a book outside any coffee shops.

burnt pepperoni.

310 am and i found myself reheating 2 1/2 slices of pepperoni crunch thin crust and boiling water using microwave heat for my seafood cup noodle. gabby and che were here awhile ago having a pizza delivered when i came home from discovery suites, last wednesday night. i fell asleep and woke up at around 1am, and before everything else...


happy birthday MAMU!!!! WE LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH!!!

last wednesday, mamu, joal, celest, hazel, cecil, lea, anna, champ and everybody's bestfriend ron, and i stayed in discovery suites. gah it was all fun. first, we had dinner. mamu cooked adobo and sinigang (na naubos coz i enjoyed the shrimp pasta so much, ron was laughing coz alam nyang umay na ko), joal cooked fried eggplant and bagoong ata.. na hindi ko rin nakain coz hindi ata kaya ng antihistamine ko ang sugpo at bagoong ng isang occurence lang.

picture the time when champ and i wrestled, he pinned me down... and of course nataob ko sha (at may kasama pang takot dahil ayoko shang masiko sa mukha. papatayin ako ng marami) and we were all crazy laughing coz hindi nila ako matalo. and of course this wisecrack made a deal with joal, i bet.. coz when i went to the living room, mamu was preparing her camera and joal wanted me to go sa kwarto, with all of them sniggering. they cornered me like a boar (this is the only animal that i could think of na mejo close to comparison sakin) and ayun, kiniliti ako hanggang sa kamatayan (i used the word kamatayan coz when i was laughing and about to breathe, cecil got a pillow then covered my face. sweet girl huh).

we played cranium. two teams, blue:mamu, celest (da bright girl hahaha), anna (da artist) and me. yellow: joal, lea, cecil, hazel. nanalo kami. at hindi ako sumasagot ha kasi si celest eh talagang panalo. pang scholarship sumagot. lol then mamu thought of getting absolut kurant. so anna and i played a lil amazing race (coz we got a cab and visited 3 711s and a ministop, select hanggang metrowalk) by getting a cab and roamed around ortigas. so i got them absolut kurant, grenadine syrup and sprite. neat huh. so when they were in their pyjamas, i decided to take a long bubble bath, 2 hours ata or an hour and a half, tapos paglabas ko lasing na silang lahat. :s ubos na yung vodka. i just had 2 glasses. inglesera na si cecil, anna was like a vase sa gitna ng lindol, and joal was like a stripping fireman (well, he IS a fireman though).

the craziest was we went out the hotel, in pyjamas, (celest, cecil, anna and i), crossed the street of emerald to go to 711, just to have a picture taken sa round mirror nila. the call center people were like.. *puffs yosi* HUH??? *puffs yosi... whispers.. stares at us.. puffs*. funny crazy night.

slept at 5am then woke up at around 11am. hotdog and egg for brunch then anna and i were so tired, we barely talked when we were in the cab home.

pagod na rin ako coz 9am of wednesday, nakipagkita pako kay sherylle coz she got my PDA, then nagusap kami about a lot of things (coz i miss US a lot), then sinamahan pa si che sa school nila. nagenroll uli for her pending 3 units. got two bob ong books. (alamat ng gubat and stainless longganisa and man... i was like about to fart when i stopped myself from laughing.)

*burps* note to self: thin crust pizza is not good when reheated in microwave. not crunchy, nor chewy, and now my bracewire is poking my cheekwall. i lost two brackets. pft.

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Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
it's ridiculous
It's been months
And for some reason I just
can't get over us
And I'm stronger than this
Enough is enough
No more walkin round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Cryin over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be .. Thats the reason ( * )

(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
Stupid love songs
Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
So im letting go
Turning off the radio ( * )

(why can't I turn off the radio)
Why can't I turn off the radio

its 530 am and im nostalgic.

i have this website waaaaayy 5 years ago and the last time i updated it was back 2003. somebody messaged me sa friendster and now i know bakit may nagaadd sakin sa ym tapos nakita lang daw nila sa website.

click this. hahahaahahahaha *kahiya*

went out with the kids to watch iced age 2. minsan lang ako maging daddy figure and sobrang napagod ako kay gabby, david and alexis. inantok talaga ako paguwi. the movie was really funny. i am starting to love sqrat. too bad i missed iced age 1. (daddy figure huh. and i cant believe im commenting on loving sqrat. oh god im hopeless)

tiramisu meltdown. should just have one slice or else itll taste like strong red wine with concentrated milo.

i really dont have any idea what i feel right now.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABES!!!! :D

well... i dunno. i had lotsa luck this week and not just me. *winks*

last wednesday.. mamu, joal, hazel, celest, cecil, lea, anna and i went to tomas morato to have some KTV fun. geez. i think we had 6 pitchers of beer, so joal, cecil, anna and me got tipsy on our way home. sobrang thanks talaga kay mamu. kaso bitin e. nagtawag lang ng ktv para i-celebrate ang new graduates. hooray!!! i dunno i was really nauseous the time i went home.

then thursday... went to embassy to party with the nominees for mtv asia awards 2006. i mean filipino nominees. unfortunately, it was too early for me to get boozed up. mga 8 pa lang siguro may tama na ako. i had 7 heinekens and 9 mango rhums. putsa.

yeah. pics here. kaso pang friends lang din. lol


teka *kain mcdo* ng 5am geez of being unhealthy. imagine me chomping on bigmac, large fires and a big glass of pink lemonade. at matutulog ako after an hour. wow xave. u really wanna be "healthy" huh. dumbass. hanee, trish, abhie, ivan, les, carla, kaika, che and i went to gilligans para kumain lang kanina after the gig. had liempo and bulalo. i mistakenly ordered seven rice instead of 3 (and disclaimer lang... hindi ko kinain yun! naka dalawang rice lang ako. i-ym message daw akong antakaw ko. nye. akala mo sa kin baka?). saya di ba. trust me im gonna die sooner if i dont stop eating like i dont have a brain. pero di naman ako lang ang kumain nun. geez.

anyway i met erica. *waves* hope u read this. add mo ko ha. lol

well congratulation to somebody who's 250 thousand richer. god makes the funniest, surprisingly overwhelming miracles.

met zarah kanina sa glorietta. :D missed her so much.

unfortunately, i cant make it to tiesto. ivan and abhie's (who surprised me on being here in manila) enjoying it malamang. enjoyed pala. kanina pa siguro tapos yun. then i saw marielili, cathy, chuna, gracie, peppah and kimoy. with lee. may business meeting ata sila sa starbucks since seryosohan sila. i miss all of these people grabe. as in sobrang miss. gusto kong magpaparty ng kami lang, hehehehehee.

anyway... i am almost done with smoking. 2 weeks na kong di nagyoyosi. since inuubo nako... had 3 sticks for this day. ok lang since masarap yosi na dala ni abhie lol.

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ok i have to have this separated. since ivan mentioned silent hill the movie moments ago.. i hurt myself by freaking out coz god knew i love the game. like its my favorite PS game ever. pero di ko na nalaro yung silent hill 2 and 3. silent hill 4 isnt working in my pc but.. anyway... yeah, my iced tea fell off, i bumped my elbow on the edge of the table, and yes, clearly i freaked out.

so first thing, i searched for the trailer, the synopsis, hoping that they would still preserve the story and everything. thank god the set was really good. those chicken wires, the siren, the fog, dahlia gillespie, the nurses, the rust, the dirt, midwich elementary school, ugh... unfortunately, its a girl Harry Mason. and a different storyline though. (wow. silent hill on west virginia. geez.) and i was expecting a lil more cameron-diaz Sybill. but hey, she still had the same tight fitting police uniform. kill for those leather pants.



the posters and some stills were really good (link.. click me click me asswipe!). as in fckin good. i just wish its as good as i was expecting. *pant pant* yes.. i am still freaking out. especially that banjo-sounding theme from the game. yay. the trailer was like the first animation in the game. as in wow wow wow.

will be showing on april 21. sana dito rin. SANA!!! (argh i cant get over it!)