You go, I go
and i could not care less
not even the ants
feeding on my coffeemug mark
I say, You say
the words that would leave
indefinite open wounds
with its invisible hemorrhages
You wait, I dont
for they say time fixes
everything thats broken
but i say it wasnt just damaged
or broken, or cracked
it burnt like hell's ashes
soft gush of wind took it away
hurting somebodys eyes
You are irrelevant
The most insignifacnt
Unsubstantial
Pussbag i bumped into
And i feel apologetic for myself
Drunk dialing
Drunk blogging
a worthless piece of dead words
for a worthless piece of shit
I think, You think
Theres no black and white
nothings absolute
everythings a meantime-fuckbuddy
so i realize
the gray area that matters
the phase between anger and forgiveness
doesnt exist for the both of us
anymore
11.11.2007
11.10.2007
Xavier likes to.. (got it from Annachi)
Go to Google and type in quotation marks your name and then "likes to" (ex. "Bugoy likes to"). Type in the first ten things that come up and repost in your own blog.
1. Xavier likes to create instruments with them such as: water gourd drums, large Mayan trumpets, big rasps, rattles, and the Musical Bow
2. Xavier likes to dance a lot! Put on some music, Old School, Salsa, Cumbias, Rancheras, Tex-Mex, Swing, it doesn’t matter, the guy can move!
3. xavier likes to sleep a lot. we could call him a nocturnal creature, except that he sleeps at night as well
4. Xavier likes to go fishing and play John Madden NFL Football on his PS2.
5. Xavier likes to think he could have been a good musician, but he's happy to put his perfect ears to work listening to advertisers.
6. Xavier likes to watch. The other X-men are off at a carnival, leaving Nightcrawler and Angel alone in the danger room. (hahahaha xmen).
7. Xavier likes to play football.
8. Xavier, likes to go to the. mall. . . . So I dropped him off. No, I didn't follow him. (WTF! hahahaha)
9. Xavier likes to be chased and when he gets going, this usually happens about ten minutes after they start playing, he will take off to wherever his legs can.
10. Xavier likes to play cards and watch movies.
wow. so xaviers are almost musical and athletic. and malling. LOL
1. Xavier likes to create instruments with them such as: water gourd drums, large Mayan trumpets, big rasps, rattles, and the Musical Bow
2. Xavier likes to dance a lot! Put on some music, Old School, Salsa, Cumbias, Rancheras, Tex-Mex, Swing, it doesn’t matter, the guy can move!
3. xavier likes to sleep a lot. we could call him a nocturnal creature, except that he sleeps at night as well
4. Xavier likes to go fishing and play John Madden NFL Football on his PS2.
5. Xavier likes to think he could have been a good musician, but he's happy to put his perfect ears to work listening to advertisers.
6. Xavier likes to watch. The other X-men are off at a carnival, leaving Nightcrawler and Angel alone in the danger room. (hahahaha xmen).
7. Xavier likes to play football.
8. Xavier, likes to go to the. mall. . . . So I dropped him off. No, I didn't follow him. (WTF! hahahaha)
9. Xavier likes to be chased and when he gets going, this usually happens about ten minutes after they start playing, he will take off to wherever his legs can.
10. Xavier likes to play cards and watch movies.
wow. so xaviers are almost musical and athletic. and malling. LOL
Hangover.
i had a sip of strawberry margarita and blue hawaii then 3 glasses of kalye juan's zombie sealed the deal. di ako ganun kalasing kagabi pero wew... ansakit ng ulo ko paggising.
sourberry played 4 songs... and they were GOOD! ^_^ em a proud friend. hahaha champ and omnie watched them upstairs and champ gave them a thumbs up. :D woot! good sign!
hale played one of their new songs. Over and over and over again is AWESOME. i actually thought it was a cover coz it sounded much more of bloc party/the killers. and i found myself singing at the last chorus coz it was that catchy and upbeat.
we had a meeting before they played. although its not done yet. andami pang dapat pagusapan bago magusap usap. anlabo pero thats the best i could come up with. tsss. erika dropped by pero twas just short and sweet. (ooohh gossip girl. :D)
then after the gig, mr. walter sy (nakanangtoots) took sourberry's pics for their band profile. tapos diretso nang kalye juan with mamu, anna, don, wawa, hazel and leeza. omg did i mention that bunchu is no longer our bunchu.. coz she was so hot last night. hahaha. then we had a pitcher of zombie. thanks uli kay mamu. ^_^ leeza, the necktie is haunting me in my dreams.
the night is always awesome with them ^________^ *sighs* bat kasi konti lang nagpunta? weird. sana riot kagabe. :D
watched greys anatomy ep7 and i cried for bailey. SHET. ang agaaga masakit ulo ko pati mata ko sumakit. demmit.
sourberry played 4 songs... and they were GOOD! ^_^ em a proud friend. hahaha champ and omnie watched them upstairs and champ gave them a thumbs up. :D woot! good sign!
hale played one of their new songs. Over and over and over again is AWESOME. i actually thought it was a cover coz it sounded much more of bloc party/the killers. and i found myself singing at the last chorus coz it was that catchy and upbeat.
we had a meeting before they played. although its not done yet. andami pang dapat pagusapan bago magusap usap. anlabo pero thats the best i could come up with. tsss. erika dropped by pero twas just short and sweet. (ooohh gossip girl. :D)
then after the gig, mr. walter sy (nakanangtoots) took sourberry's pics for their band profile. tapos diretso nang kalye juan with mamu, anna, don, wawa, hazel and leeza. omg did i mention that bunchu is no longer our bunchu.. coz she was so hot last night. hahaha. then we had a pitcher of zombie. thanks uli kay mamu. ^_^ leeza, the necktie is haunting me in my dreams.
the night is always awesome with them ^________^ *sighs* bat kasi konti lang nagpunta? weird. sana riot kagabe. :D
- - - o O o - - -
watched greys anatomy ep7 and i cried for bailey. SHET. ang agaaga masakit ulo ko pati mata ko sumakit. demmit.
11.07.2007
Early Hale Meeting.
champ messaged me sa YM yesterday kasi may emergency meeting daw. so akala ko naman magaartista na sha. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
so 1130 am na ako nagising at 1230nn kami magkikita sa emi office. dinaanan ko muna si anna sa maceda tapos dumiretso na kaming timog pero napuntang teriyaki boy Tomas Morato.
i think were going to have a really good time next year. especially all the halers. i dont want to get it jinxed so iill not go into details, pero shempre we are brewing something up so everybody could get connected and united. somehow.
seeing champ with a notebook, wrote down all the details na paguusapan... seryosohan na nga to. twilight zone seryoso. mamu, ate chu, anna, champ and i were having lunch while discussing about it.
bluesky production is up again. so the whole 2008, medyo marami raming events. n_n
then went back to the emi office with mamu tapos may practice pa sila ng 4pm, got cds (i love you mamu! *huuuuuuuuuuggsss* shet greys anatomy season 3 OST ♥♥♥♥♥) called liza and supposedly pupunta sa station para guluhin sha while on air. (promise leeza magiging dj ako ng di oras pag pinagsama tayo. i can feel it. LOL) tapos surprisingly, dorina, mona and cheezee were there too. i missed youuuuuuuuuuuuu. sobrang salamat sa brownies at krinkles i think im going to die eating. then sabay sabay na kami umuwi.
tama nga si champ. andami yatang naaccomplish pag maaga ka nagigising. LOL
so 1130 am na ako nagising at 1230nn kami magkikita sa emi office. dinaanan ko muna si anna sa maceda tapos dumiretso na kaming timog pero napuntang teriyaki boy Tomas Morato.
i think were going to have a really good time next year. especially all the halers. i dont want to get it jinxed so iill not go into details, pero shempre we are brewing something up so everybody could get connected and united. somehow.
seeing champ with a notebook, wrote down all the details na paguusapan... seryosohan na nga to. twilight zone seryoso. mamu, ate chu, anna, champ and i were having lunch while discussing about it.
bluesky production is up again. so the whole 2008, medyo marami raming events. n_n
then went back to the emi office with mamu tapos may practice pa sila ng 4pm, got cds (i love you mamu! *huuuuuuuuuuggsss* shet greys anatomy season 3 OST ♥♥♥♥♥) called liza and supposedly pupunta sa station para guluhin sha while on air. (promise leeza magiging dj ako ng di oras pag pinagsama tayo. i can feel it. LOL) tapos surprisingly, dorina, mona and cheezee were there too. i missed youuuuuuuuuuuuu. sobrang salamat sa brownies at krinkles i think im going to die eating. then sabay sabay na kami umuwi.
tama nga si champ. andami yatang naaccomplish pag maaga ka nagigising. LOL
11.06.2007
Heroes s02e07: Out Of Time
so much stuff going oooooooooooooooooooonnn.
there was a rumor that three of the main characters will die this season. and im quite scared about it.
this episode gave one away.
STOP READING FROM HERE IF YOU DONT WANT SPOILERS. AND YES IM SHOUTING. lol but if you wanna get spoiled (that didnt sound right), highlight the thing below.
start spoiler here --->
* Nathan finally found out that Peter is alive, but Peter's still on the future with Caitlin. They were quarantined separately, then Mommy Petrelli came to the place and Peter somehow remembered that shes his mom. Peter suddenly went back in time... leaving Caitlin in the future. shit.
* The Nightmare Parkman is DOWN. yeah baby. Matt took him off his ass. They both have the same powers pala pero Matt doesnt really have much control of it pa. Molly is finally saved.
* West discovers that The Man in The Horn Rimmed Glasses is Claire's dad. Noah Bennett came home right after West surprised Claire by visiting her and made waffles with her mom. When Mr Bennett heard that Calire's got a boyfriend, he planned of getting away to escape his death. (You remember the paintings of course). Pero shempre di sasama si Claire. pft. I had a pretty guess that Suresh is Mr. Bennett's killer. Coz the paintings said so. n_n
* The best part is... Hiro is the real Takezo Kensei. the white kensei fought him but hiro got his sword and the place was on fire. oh, the place was full of gun powder by the way, so it kinda exploded with kensei after hiro teleporting out of the blast. pero heres the thing...
Youve heard of Adam Monroe, right?... well... when Peter went back in time, he finally met Adam, and as i quote Bob, Adam is the "most powerful, and the most dangerous" of them all... is because... THE WHITE TAKEZO KENSEI IS ADAM MONROE! FUCKSHIT.
He has the same power like Claire's right? so i guess that makes him almost immortal... living for 400 years. now im more scared for Hiro. T_ T
* Nikki/Jessica got controlled by The Nightmare Parkman... DL appeared in front of her and making her see that Bob shot him. Nikki/Jessica took the virus shot after Nathan talking her out of it coz apparently she cant stop the nightmare. thing is, Mohinder's antibodies didnt kill the virus. so they have to get Claire for her regenarative cells to cure Nikki/Jessica.
And thats where it leads to Mr Bennetts demise. *sighs* i think hes a good guy in the worst situation. i just hope it gets stopped before he gets shot.
<---End Of Spoilers
there was a rumor that three of the main characters will die this season. and im quite scared about it.
this episode gave one away.
STOP READING FROM HERE IF YOU DONT WANT SPOILERS. AND YES IM SHOUTING. lol but if you wanna get spoiled (that didnt sound right), highlight the thing below.
start spoiler here --->
* Nathan finally found out that Peter is alive, but Peter's still on the future with Caitlin. They were quarantined separately, then Mommy Petrelli came to the place and Peter somehow remembered that shes his mom. Peter suddenly went back in time... leaving Caitlin in the future. shit.
* The Nightmare Parkman is DOWN. yeah baby. Matt took him off his ass. They both have the same powers pala pero Matt doesnt really have much control of it pa. Molly is finally saved.
* West discovers that The Man in The Horn Rimmed Glasses is Claire's dad. Noah Bennett came home right after West surprised Claire by visiting her and made waffles with her mom. When Mr Bennett heard that Calire's got a boyfriend, he planned of getting away to escape his death. (You remember the paintings of course). Pero shempre di sasama si Claire. pft. I had a pretty guess that Suresh is Mr. Bennett's killer. Coz the paintings said so. n_n
* The best part is... Hiro is the real Takezo Kensei. the white kensei fought him but hiro got his sword and the place was on fire. oh, the place was full of gun powder by the way, so it kinda exploded with kensei after hiro teleporting out of the blast. pero heres the thing...
Youve heard of Adam Monroe, right?... well... when Peter went back in time, he finally met Adam, and as i quote Bob, Adam is the "most powerful, and the most dangerous" of them all... is because... THE WHITE TAKEZO KENSEI IS ADAM MONROE! FUCKSHIT.
He has the same power like Claire's right? so i guess that makes him almost immortal... living for 400 years. now im more scared for Hiro. T_ T
* Nikki/Jessica got controlled by The Nightmare Parkman... DL appeared in front of her and making her see that Bob shot him. Nikki/Jessica took the virus shot after Nathan talking her out of it coz apparently she cant stop the nightmare. thing is, Mohinder's antibodies didnt kill the virus. so they have to get Claire for her regenarative cells to cure Nikki/Jessica.
And thats where it leads to Mr Bennetts demise. *sighs* i think hes a good guy in the worst situation. i just hope it gets stopped before he gets shot.
<---End Of Spoilers
11.03.2007
Trying to be Dan Humphrey
so there were two costume parties that i didnt attend to. :(
frustratingly annoying!
una i was supposed to be a starbucks barista last oct 27. pero may hassle
and then im supposed to be dan humphrey. HAHAHA.
i saw this cardigan he was wearing sa episode 6 and i promised myself to get one. nung nag MOA kami, i was supposed to get this Zara jacket and i thought naubos na yung stocks so pumunta ako sa may bandang likod AND I SAW THE CARDIGAN. IT WAS MEANT FOR ME DEMMIT!
then i cut my hair pero it was shorter than his hahahaha. adik. so after a lot of pizza, ice cream and dan humphrey slothing around...
there you go. hahahaha.
watch gossip girl its so good. LOL
edited 123PM 11/03/07:
the comment thread below was linked by ivan coz we found it funny. weirdly, somebody I DIDNT KNOW commented... "wow that was sufficiently awkward. talk about the superficiality of your friend".
what the fuck? those comments were supposed to be a joke... because CLEARLY kung kilala mo ako... you know that we are just playing around.
and he thought im a "rejected barista". coz he didnt notice na IT WAS FOR A COSTUME PARTY.
theres a lesson here people... KUNG MABABA ANG IQ MO AT COMPREHENSION... WAG KANG EPAL.
sabagay... as expected... meron talagang party pooper. woooooooooo walang siraan ng good vibes! tangina ka.
frustratingly annoying!
una i was supposed to be a starbucks barista last oct 27. pero may hassle
and then im supposed to be dan humphrey. HAHAHA.
i saw this cardigan he was wearing sa episode 6 and i promised myself to get one. nung nag MOA kami, i was supposed to get this Zara jacket and i thought naubos na yung stocks so pumunta ako sa may bandang likod AND I SAW THE CARDIGAN. IT WAS MEANT FOR ME DEMMIT!
then i cut my hair pero it was shorter than his hahahaha. adik. so after a lot of pizza, ice cream and dan humphrey slothing around...
there you go. hahahaha.
watch gossip girl its so good. LOL
edited 123PM 11/03/07:
the comment thread below was linked by ivan coz we found it funny. weirdly, somebody I DIDNT KNOW commented... "wow that was sufficiently awkward. talk about the superficiality of your friend".
what the fuck? those comments were supposed to be a joke... because CLEARLY kung kilala mo ako... you know that we are just playing around.
and he thought im a "rejected barista". coz he didnt notice na IT WAS FOR A COSTUME PARTY.
theres a lesson here people... KUNG MABABA ANG IQ MO AT COMPREHENSION... WAG KANG EPAL.
sabagay... as expected... meron talagang party pooper. woooooooooo walang siraan ng good vibes! tangina ka.
Kung Fu Fighting
"Deep down, everyone wants to believe they can be hardcore. But being hardcore isn’t just about being tough. It’s about acceptance. Sometimes you have to give yourself permission to not be hardcore for once. You don’t have to be tough every minute of every day. It’s okay to let down your guard. In fact there are moments when it’s the best thing you can possibly do… as long as you choose your moments wisely."
- Meredith Grey
Grey's Anatomy s04e06
MEREDITH: "its not about the sex, its not.. about the sex. its about the moment afterwards, when the world stops. Just feel so safe... so safe. Im not ready to give that up. Does that make me sad, weak and pathetic?"
CRISTINA: "...a little bit."
it was meredith doing the talking. but that is me. if you know what i mean. :(
Grey's Anatomy s04e06
MEREDITH: "its not about the sex, its not.. about the sex. its about the moment afterwards, when the world stops. Just feel so safe... so safe. Im not ready to give that up. Does that make me sad, weak and pathetic?"
CRISTINA: "...a little bit."
it was meredith doing the talking. but that is me. if you know what i mean. :(
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