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i have offered my past to your ghost that immortalized my undying promise. words i have tried to forget while it lingers around your pretty face.

now i can see you smile with all the sincerity your heart can show. that little four-letter word created your world around somebody's arms that now wraps you every night.

you wore your dress like it was your new skin, and your beauty keeps on breaking my heart. i am not in this right state of mind to love another but that another showed me everything ive dreamed of. and i feel so guilty of hurting myself for not getting the thing i didnt want.

did i want you? or im in this denial stage that you're now wearing this happiness i thought we'll be having together. its just so weird having this ache that makes my stomach churn and yet, my tears were held back. coz i know i shouldnt be hurt on seeing how happy you are now. coz i am too.

if ever we had this second chance, what couldve been the chances of getting the things i have right now? its just so weird that you havent told me you're permanently going away. closure was merely a fragment you wont use for my sake.

i thought we have saved something else on something i assume i wrecked..

and now you're gone..

best wishes. hope you found the one.