it just so happened that i clicked the link of our batch's yahoogroup. and i was a bit saddened. feeling ko... wala akong narating. i am still the college boi who lived for the gigs. and thats it. may ibang nasa embassy sa dubai, doctor sa states, meeting up for bowling and pupuntang hongkong for a 3-year contract.
yeah i got a lil insecured. ok... big. but then... i realized, just this second that im typing this, after high school... ive accomplished a lot of things. especially finding my own self, my passion and my very happiness.
i felt weird when i discovered nag reunion pala sila. di ako nakasama coz lumipat kami ng bahay and wala ng may contact sakin. di ko binigay or pinost ang cell number ko. and when i saw their faces... geez... i felt like i am still the highschool loner who isolates himself with his headphones. i cant believe highschool pa lang ako, takbuhan ko na ang music. and still... alam kong hindi ko pa rin makakasundo ang mga yon. they still sound like the typical goofballs who would get louie neil dela cruz by his collar, and erase the board using him. disturbingly, louie thought hes so cool that they waste their time on him. and hes oh-so-proud hes been bullied on.
he hasnt changed. he still thinks that way. my god.
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