Whew.

I deleted the entry i typed minutes ago. Hatred is such a waste of energy. I wrote it down lang just to clear my mind.

Anyway... The launch was succesful pero soooobrang tiring.

February 29 is the day where i didnt eat ANYTHING. Except for a small pack of bread pan na pinaglumaan ng panahon and one Polo candy VJ gave me.

Pagkagising ko pa lang, i tried finishing some graphics for the event tapos diretso agad ng printing sa Q Ave./Araneta. I was supposed to go to Makati pa for Ivan since i told him a week ago na dadaan ako sa office nila... pero there are circumstancial circumstances (as roll wouldve put it). Ive wasted 500 pesos for cab fare. Great. nagmamadali ka na, nagkarally pa sa makati. at damay ang buong mundo. weird right?

ok keywords to remember muna tayo bago yung sumunod na paragraphs:
Tired. Starving. Migraine. Pressure. And i have to smile the whole night.

The gig started late. It was really fun. naghost pa kami ni erika. Thing is... im the usher for the media, i was also the host and the organizer all at the same time. talk about multi-tasking. idagdag mo pa ang migraine survival. So i sit down alone... trying to regain strength para makangiti uli and talk to people. Sabi ko nga... tiring but really fun.

Medyo mas marami ang tao nung mayrics. Isabay ba naman si Ne-Yo sa launch namin. At ang rally. pero marami pa rin ang nagpunta ha. Kaya isang matinding woot para diyan, hehehe.

I also had the chance to talk to Jayson of Rivermaya regarding super random things. To Julianne on how good she is, and to Yael regarding Lost. sweet. :D

anyway... i wanted to sleep the day off. it was half BAD and half good. ive thought about quitting on some stuff pero i talked to myself off it coz im not a quitter.

There will be major changes starting today. change is good. change is everything. Thank god makakapagpahinga ako the whole week. I wanna see my real friends. i miss them so much. sila lang ang sumbungan ko sa mga bagay na hindi ko na naiintindihan. Sila lang yung tagapagtanggol ko. and thank god they dont teach me to just run away. i miss you friends. tara lets go out please.

Kaya ako? hindi ako magsasalita. ipapahinga ko na ang sarili ko coz im tired of defending myself on a lot of things.

Monty... sobrang salamat. Hindi mo lang alam na gusto ko ng umiyak kanina nung niyakap mo ako. wala kang katulad.