Day One.

"They say we leave this world just the way we came into it ---- naked and alone.

So, if we do leave with nothing, What then, is a measure of a life ? Is it defined by the people we choose to love ?

Or is life simply measured by our accomplishments ?

And what if we fail ? or are never truly loved ? What then ? Can we ever measure up ?

Or will the quiet desperation of a life gone wanting, Drive us mad ?"

- One Tree Hill
s06e05

I woke up 830 in the morning. Unusual as i may say but my body clock got used of the fact that i open my eyes, half-awake half-asleep, i got up my bed, opened the terrace door, grabbed my towel, made some coffee, went to the dining table and had my face on one hand, at this very minute of the day.

I have never been so old, thinking that i woke up not because i just want to, but because i know that i have a life to fix.

Not that its a mess or its ruined, but i guess normalsy runs on a different pace for me. I could say that i have issues (and i mean ISSUES) that some people might think as easy, but we all know that the only obstacle of a process is always time. The effort, so so, having the mentality to know that you can do it makes it a lot easier but time isnt that friendly for some who needs it.

This will be the final quarter that i have to finish all tasks for people i said yes to. Because they need to know that i always had a goal for myself. And a friend said to me, i should stop doing things for other people. Coz im really getting old (by terms of age excuse me lol), and i need to be reeaaaaaaaallly stable for a 6-yr-old angel.

God is so good, i have "something" coming up. I dont wanna tell it yet coz i also believe it might get jinxed. hahahahahaha

It has been so long since my last blog (before that other one where i convince myself to click one button). One thing also bothers me. Series.

Pushing Daisies
Greys Anatomy
Priveleged
Heroes
Dirty Sexy Money
One Tree Hill
Desperate Housewives
House
Gossip Girl
Prison Break
Brothers And Sisters
90210
Fringe
Private Practice

I think my hard drives are going to explode. Actually, my H: drive is getting a lot weird already coz it just gets lost right before your eye. I mean... it will suddenly go missing.

Hay. Should I say, bright sunlight, not that hot (ewan ko lang mamaya), orange juice and pancakes starts your day right. Good Monday. :D