2.16.2009

Fighting for Custody.

The battle has just begun.

And there are no other collateral damage but my precious innocent daughter.

This has been one of the shittiest weeks. except when im with my friends. they make me cling on to my sanity.

and to my one and only sister, ang tangi kong kakampi sa lahat ng laban ko. my one and only sponge.

i just feel like sharing this coz ayoko namang clueless ang mundo. too bad i added random people here who couldnt care less but what the heck. andito iba kong kaibigan e.

its just so hard to always put up a happy face. and some people think that they could just do or say anything to me like theyre the only ones who are tired of this sickening cycle. i think im blogging this, for people to also be aware that anyone, in one instance, could just snap. and might do something irrational.

pero yeah, i will be rising above. no matter what, i still have the most important people in my life. nabawasan nga lang ng ilan coz of reasons i cant elaborate, but still. there are still people who could still make me hold on.

i dont wanna get bitter, pero by this experience, i think ill be learning a lot of life lesson.

i will just love myself, stop adjusting, relying and depending on others. coz in the end, all weve got is a handful of real friends, and ourselves.

30 comments:

  1. ay! may ganito na talaga? *mwahugs*

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  2. yeah. im ok though. namanhid na lang ako.

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  3. everything gone numb right after that punch to the wall.

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  4. wow. literal to ha. lol

    its hard for me to type fast hahaha. tanga tanga.

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  5. i think god has plans for you.. just trust him.. were here for you

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  6. friend andito lng sisa friends mo na naglalakad sa kawalan sa gabi. =)))

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  7. hahahaahaha

    that will make the three of us. LOL

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  8. coOL ! aLsO jUst haD my sH!t!eSt wEek, nO my worSt paLa...
    hhhhuuuuhhuuuu
    buT! naLang D! aKo naG !!sa, xoRY waTz tO bE haP! aBoUt
    > eH' kaS! h!nD! LanG aKo aNg t!neteSt n! GOD th!s wEeK"'''''
    maYrOon paPaLa, cGe gO oN w!t LiFe
    buti ka pa maY kakamP! sa fam. s!de mo aKo fReNds LanG
    taLaga nOw i cAn reaLLy saY fRendshiP !s mUch th!ckeR tHan famiLy
    hehehe.... LiLiPaS d!n yaN,,,,
    !mPorTanT daYn !s to hoLd yoUr temPer, th!nK of gOod tHiNgs aNd
    fOrGeT aBoUt waT haPpenEd
    d! kaYa tuLogan mo naLanG yan...
    ! pRom!sE yOu, yoUL fEeL muCh betTeR, bUt yUn nga bawAsan nGa LanG.....pero st!L soMe w!L come pa naMan...
    gO f!ght!nG sa daPat e fiGht i unDeRstanD yOU.....
    i'M aLso go!n tHrouGht hELL rigHt nOw....
    but echos ecHos LanG yaN eYakaN mO LaNg naNg maGdamaG untiL ubOs na Luha tHen go on...haLa b!ra...
    ............bE saFe .........and taKe caRe

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  9. i just wanted you to know that i give my support to you. i know you're a wonderful person and i know you love gabby very much. it must be a terrible thing to have to fight for the right to take care of her.

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  10. and by your 30's, it goes down to 2.. tama yan, love thy self.. know thy priorities, and know not who cares, but those who listen..

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  11. there there heehee

    nakuha ko pa raw magpatawa.

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  12. i suggest we learn to love ourselves before its made illegal.. la lang!

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  13. hey... if you need me andito lang ako...
    wawa naman inaanak ko... huhuhu....

    hay, ruffles lang katapat niyan and isang katutak na dvd's.. hehehehe.....

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  14. thanks cuz. pagusapan na lang natin uli sa muli nating pagkikita.

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  15. Pop ka lang anytime :) I'm always here.

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  16. tsaka na ako mag-c-comment. pag nagkita na lang tayo.

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  17. pinuna mo pa si yesh... eh ikaw rin naman walang nasabi, asjdfasdfkajsdhflkajsdfh

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  18. idol! ang tapang mo kaya kung alam mo lang. :)

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  19. ...andiyan din si God, kuya Xavey :)
    wag mo xa kalimutan takbuhan when you need Him :)

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