*thanks anna (tababoy@gmail.com) dami ko ng nanakaw na screencaps. hehe*
7.25.2005
7.19.2005
few tweaks.
sudden change of lifestyle. ewan ko lang. i do enjoy the gig nights and all, pero pag gising ka ng 10am until 8 am of the next day.. parang kulang na lang eh magdugo ang ilong ko. yep. i live the life.
nagsignup ako sa fitness first, pero wala ring nangyari. di ako makapaggym. lumipad na yung 2000 ko papasok sa credit card. at kahit sandaling pagpatong ng paa ko sa treadmill eh hindi nangyari. hay. sana maayos ko na sked ko.
chapter 11 pa lang ako sa hp6. dahil wala ring oras. isang malaking pagkakamali. i never took the warning:spoilers inside thread sa pex. antanga ko... spoiler: albus dumbledore died. i was about to cry while reading that. fuckit.
hmm.. do i really need to mellow down? para kasing nagiging uber close ako sa new found friends. bigla na lang akong napapahiya. some people might read this, at malamang alam nila kung anong issue ang tinutukoy ko. i didnt justify my side. i feel like im doing the right thing na i-V.O. ko ang itsura nya sa mga sinisiraan nya. eh.. masyado akong naaliw. may ibang naasar. na hindi ko rin maintindihan kung bakit kailangang magsuot ng goody shoes. eh hindi naman sha yung na-offend. weird. pero hayaan na.
64 messages every 6 hours. sumuko ang "0" button ko. namroblema tuloy ako sa spacebar. naubos pa load ko. aarrrgghh. i wasnt expecting for anything in return. pero kids, sana maappreciate man lang ng tinutulungan di ba? di na uso ngayon yun. pakiramdam siguro nila eh sumasabit ako sa kasikatan. weird. kasi nung di pa sikat, andun nako. dalawang beses na to. pareho lang ng storya. di nako natuto. putang ina.
note to self: wag magmagandang loob. ilang beses kong ginawa, ilang beses akong napahiya. tangina lang daw nung babaeng maitim na nakaskirt tapos troso ang hita. kung magmaldita akala mo may-ari ng record label. pakshet ka. kapal ng mukha mo. baka maging popular ka pa sa post ko pag nilagay ko pangalan mo. mayaman ka man (yun ay KUNG mayaman ka nga), mukha ka pa ring mabaho. tangina ka.
nagsignup ako sa fitness first, pero wala ring nangyari. di ako makapaggym. lumipad na yung 2000 ko papasok sa credit card. at kahit sandaling pagpatong ng paa ko sa treadmill eh hindi nangyari. hay. sana maayos ko na sked ko.
chapter 11 pa lang ako sa hp6. dahil wala ring oras. isang malaking pagkakamali. i never took the warning:spoilers inside thread sa pex. antanga ko.
hmm.. do i really need to mellow down? para kasing nagiging uber close ako sa new found friends. bigla na lang akong napapahiya. some people might read this, at malamang alam nila kung anong issue ang tinutukoy ko. i didnt justify my side. i feel like im doing the right thing na i-V.O. ko ang itsura nya sa mga sinisiraan nya. eh.. masyado akong naaliw. may ibang naasar. na hindi ko rin maintindihan kung bakit kailangang magsuot ng goody shoes. eh hindi naman sha yung na-offend. weird. pero hayaan na.
64 messages every 6 hours. sumuko ang "0" button ko. namroblema tuloy ako sa spacebar. naubos pa load ko. aarrrgghh. i wasnt expecting for anything in return. pero kids, sana maappreciate man lang ng tinutulungan di ba? di na uso ngayon yun. pakiramdam siguro nila eh sumasabit ako sa kasikatan. weird. kasi nung di pa sikat, andun nako. dalawang beses na to. pareho lang ng storya. di nako natuto. putang ina.
note to self: wag magmagandang loob. ilang beses kong ginawa, ilang beses akong napahiya. tangina lang daw nung babaeng maitim na nakaskirt tapos troso ang hita. kung magmaldita akala mo may-ari ng record label. pakshet ka. kapal ng mukha mo. baka maging popular ka pa sa post ko pag nilagay ko pangalan mo. mayaman ka man (yun ay KUNG mayaman ka nga), mukha ka pa ring mabaho. tangina ka.
rockestra.
i went to the ROCKESTRA rehearsal. and boy, ive never had my goosebumps for that long.
almost 2 hours ata akong kinikilabutan. the orchestra was amazing. the songs were arranged unbelievably. sandwich, twisted halo, sugarfree, silent sanctuary, cambio and imago were there to watch. may interview and photoshoot rin kasi.
if you are what you call a "musician", once you missed this event, its like sleeping over a day when saturn is near our planet.
almost 2 hours ata akong kinikilabutan. the orchestra was amazing. the songs were arranged unbelievably. sandwich, twisted halo, sugarfree, silent sanctuary, cambio and imago were there to watch. may interview and photoshoot rin kasi.
if you are what you call a "musician", once you missed this event, its like sleeping over a day when saturn is near our planet.
7.17.2005
7.15.2005
robotics II.
okay. let me start.
MY SKED:
-friday- 07.15.05.
0400pm: 6cyclemind. sm manila.
0530pm: Hale. SM North Edsa
0800pm: Imago. UP Manila Pharmacy Hall
1000pm: Pedicab Launch. Saguijo.
-saturday- 07.16.05.
..:if the baguio thing wouldnt push through:..
1000pm: Imago. SMB event, Libis.
1100pm: Hale. PARI gig, eastwood.
O_o
i have to... sleep...
MY SKED:
-friday- 07.15.05.
0400pm: 6cyclemind. sm manila.
0530pm: Hale. SM North Edsa
0800pm: Imago. UP Manila Pharmacy Hall
1000pm: Pedicab Launch. Saguijo.
-saturday- 07.16.05.
..:if the baguio thing wouldnt push through:..
1000pm: Imago. SMB event, Libis.
1100pm: Hale. PARI gig, eastwood.
O_o
i have to... sleep...
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(DISCLAIMER: this is not a first hand experience. though my mom was rushed to the hospital yesterday, this might feel worse.)
its really sad when depression strikes in the family. before, i thought it was the worst thing that happened to myself. i felt depressed since i was 14. just in a manner of speaking. but when depression is uttered by a licensed psychiatrist, for your mother.. that's where the disturbing part starts.
its so sad when you feel so hopeless of having the reason behind a loved one's depression. frustration might look a bit annoying, but its really what you'll feel. ironically, it'll also make you feel depressed instead of lifting ur hopes up for him/her.
have you seen your mom drop a tear while smiling? freaky right? but when you REALLY get involved with this one, i swear to god it'll break your heart over and over.
i went to the hospital to pay a visit. and when she saw me, heard me asking "ano po nararamdaman nyo" (since she has this dextrose attached to the back of her hand).. she just dropped a tear. and i almost cried. so i tried my best 10 minutes of my day to hold my emotions, and left.
helpless. sobra. parang unsolvable math problem.
its really sad when depression strikes in the family. before, i thought it was the worst thing that happened to myself. i felt depressed since i was 14. just in a manner of speaking. but when depression is uttered by a licensed psychiatrist, for your mother.. that's where the disturbing part starts.
its so sad when you feel so hopeless of having the reason behind a loved one's depression. frustration might look a bit annoying, but its really what you'll feel. ironically, it'll also make you feel depressed instead of lifting ur hopes up for him/her.
have you seen your mom drop a tear while smiling? freaky right? but when you REALLY get involved with this one, i swear to god it'll break your heart over and over.
i went to the hospital to pay a visit. and when she saw me, heard me asking "ano po nararamdaman nyo" (since she has this dextrose attached to the back of her hand).. she just dropped a tear. and i almost cried. so i tried my best 10 minutes of my day to hold my emotions, and left.
helpless. sobra. parang unsolvable math problem.
7.13.2005
robotics.
had the worst saturday.
southmall at 4pm made me nauseous. yun na ata ang pinakatraffic na lugar dito sa pilipinas. mahihiya ang makati. walang pinipiling oras. ang daming tao for the autograph signing. i have a schedule sa the fort ng 9. di na kami umabot. champ was really sick and bryan has to drive the vehicle. i was supposed to be dropped off sa c5 pero sobrang late na so sumama na lang ako sa hyatt for a private party. it was jacqs bday din pala so its seemed like we celebrated in a way. i had an 1150 sched sa phi bar. i was supposed to be 10 minutes early pero dahil sa bwisit na taxi driver, nahuli kami ng pulis (at ako ang sinisi ng hayup). so i have to run from megastrip to metrowalk. so thats like mega run the metro for me.
i met datchi nung sunday. it was aldrin the photographer's birthday pero medyo di ko pa alam ikikilos ko nun. aia and i talked regarding the things she need and kung paano ioorganize ang lahat.
yesterday, IMAGO and HALE had a taping sa MRS. kami nina Tim ang nauna with Jep, and LT. nung galing kaming cafeteria ng abscbn, pabalik ng dressing room, nakasalubong namin si Roll. i asked him kung ano ginagawa nya dun. yun pala may last minute taping din sila and pareho pa kami ng calltym. Then sumama muna sina champ sa room namin habang naguusap kami ni sheldon about the emails ive been receiving lately. It was really fun seeing both bands in one room. medyo nagkahassle regarding some stuff pero sooobrang saya naman after. Zach was so eager to get his playstation so nagpunta silang greenhills. omnie was so sick kaya nauna na sila pero champ was color coding so naghintay kami til 7. buti nakahabol si kaya napanood nya naman yung both takes. side a and cueshe were also there.
nalibre pa kami ni champ ng dinner then he dropped LT and nina sa EDSA then nagpababa ako sa Podium. he's so freakin sick. i told him and sheldon na magpunta sa doctor since hindi na nakakatuwa ang mga ubo nila. after that, i went to starbucks vito cruz to meet trish ng sandali then diretso mayrics for sugarfree, pedicab and 6cyclemind.
after, nagpunta kami ng eastwood coz we were invited by darwin kasi 4th anniv pala ng 6cycle. i saw most of the soupstar family and keiko's sister as well. tama nga si darwin. ngaragan nga coz 4am na kami nkauwi. pero grabe si DK. nagboard exam pa sha before going to abs tapos may calltime pa sha ng 6am for blue ketchup's new video. and.. si KYMIE ang LEAD ROLE!!!! woohoo! go kimoy!!!!
kanina, aia and i went to see the pinoy blonde premiere. humabol si danica with her since Zach and Dylan is hosting the premiere. Pati si che. the visuals were good. astig nga yung idea kahit mejo off yung pagkakalagay ng songs sa scenes, pero astig pa rin in a way.
haaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyy. oo. pagod ako.
southmall at 4pm made me nauseous. yun na ata ang pinakatraffic na lugar dito sa pilipinas. mahihiya ang makati. walang pinipiling oras. ang daming tao for the autograph signing. i have a schedule sa the fort ng 9. di na kami umabot. champ was really sick and bryan has to drive the vehicle. i was supposed to be dropped off sa c5 pero sobrang late na so sumama na lang ako sa hyatt for a private party. it was jacqs bday din pala so its seemed like we celebrated in a way. i had an 1150 sched sa phi bar. i was supposed to be 10 minutes early pero dahil sa bwisit na taxi driver, nahuli kami ng pulis (at ako ang sinisi ng hayup). so i have to run from megastrip to metrowalk. so thats like mega run the metro for me.
i met datchi nung sunday. it was aldrin the photographer's birthday pero medyo di ko pa alam ikikilos ko nun. aia and i talked regarding the things she need and kung paano ioorganize ang lahat.
yesterday, IMAGO and HALE had a taping sa MRS. kami nina Tim ang nauna with Jep, and LT. nung galing kaming cafeteria ng abscbn, pabalik ng dressing room, nakasalubong namin si Roll. i asked him kung ano ginagawa nya dun. yun pala may last minute taping din sila and pareho pa kami ng calltym. Then sumama muna sina champ sa room namin habang naguusap kami ni sheldon about the emails ive been receiving lately. It was really fun seeing both bands in one room. medyo nagkahassle regarding some stuff pero sooobrang saya naman after. Zach was so eager to get his playstation so nagpunta silang greenhills. omnie was so sick kaya nauna na sila pero champ was color coding so naghintay kami til 7. buti nakahabol si
nalibre pa kami ni champ ng dinner then he dropped LT and nina sa EDSA then nagpababa ako sa Podium. he's so freakin sick. i told him and sheldon na magpunta sa doctor since hindi na nakakatuwa ang mga ubo nila. after that, i went to starbucks vito cruz to meet trish ng sandali then diretso mayrics for sugarfree, pedicab and 6cyclemind.
after, nagpunta kami ng eastwood coz we were invited by darwin kasi 4th anniv pala ng 6cycle. i saw most of the soupstar family and keiko's sister as well. tama nga si darwin. ngaragan nga coz 4am na kami nkauwi. pero grabe si DK. nagboard exam pa sha before going to abs tapos may calltime pa sha ng 6am for blue ketchup's new video. and.. si KYMIE ang LEAD ROLE!!!! woohoo! go kimoy!!!!
kanina, aia and i went to see the pinoy blonde premiere. humabol si danica with her since Zach and Dylan is hosting the premiere. Pati si che. the visuals were good. astig nga yung idea kahit mejo off yung pagkakalagay ng songs sa scenes, pero astig pa rin in a way.
haaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyy. oo. pagod ako.
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