Emo Overrides.

I woke up, turned on my iTunes and listened to Joni Mitchell and Eva Cassidy all morning while drinking a cupful of black coffee.

Then i checked on my phone and ive got really emo messages from a friend. i tried responding and i know it wont just end there. and yeah hes kinda the reason why i started unlitxt-ing. i went outside and noticed that this will be a lazy saturday. the sky is gloomy and bright. which is ironic actually if i put it into words.

i really never wanted to play the "bata-ka-pa" card. but i know when a younger person is actually trying to be matured. but come on, being emo and matured doesnt actually fit in one package. and im not using the word immature as something negative. it's just a... one blunt fact. hindi pa matured e. ano pang salita ang pwedeng gamitin that wouldnt connote negativity?

is this really a phase? when we actually try to drown ourselves with sorrow and try to wait for someone to save us? or not even "save". just to get noticed that youre sad actually.

he says his sick and walang ganang kumain. and after daw magplay ng piano, hed play basketball kasi may trangkaso sha. sabi ko ang OA nya at alam kong alam nya na masama yon. he replied... "(insert what her-name-is here) doesnt care naman e. so ok lang." what the fuck right? i think im getting too old coz i easily texted back... for the record, a lot of people care for you. and that includes me. dont take us for granted because of one person that we really dont know personally. i understand that ur sad, pero that doesnt mean you should neglect your health. stop being emo at maaayos rin yan. if not, therell be a lot of things waiting for you. u askd me regarding maturity before, now is the chance to prove that you are. i care. period.

and thank god he took it seriously. coz seriously, im getting seriously annoyed. seriously.

i may not be the person who has the brightside ideas, pero drowning on too much drama stirs up my stomach. i think we have half of the day to indulge in it, pero kung naitulog mo na, can we please know that its a new day.

sometimes, i wish to be young again. pero kung nareach ko na ang level 120 tapos babalik ako sa level 1, i hope nasakin pa rin yung stats ko. i dont think i would want that kind of trait back.

"i see trees that are green... red roses too..."

The Real Blogging Starts Now

Ive been so weirded out by strangers reading some of my blogs. Actually, the part that im more weirded out is i know that they were reading it. (You know that small boxes appear in the most bottom of the page? The "Who Viewed My Page" list? That.)

I miss blogging randomly. Like what i really feel, what i really do, what i really like and what i REALLY hate. thats the purpose of my blogging. its my bathtub and mountain dew.

So let the fun begin. ^^

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First off, i kinda traded my phone for something that looks like less um... dinosaur-y. My old phone is beginning to look like a mini-transformer that would lose its head off anytime it hits something.

it looks pretty much like this. ^^

of course i am dreaming to have an iphone but i think it could wait. This lil puppy has 3G, 2 Megapixel Cam, good set of speaker, expandable memory and a clamshell. so its perfect for me. I have this fever coz of my nasopharyngitis since wednesday night and last night around 830PM, i think i almost became delirious and went to greenhills just because i wanna have my old phone fixed. it lost its screen around 7pm. but due to my impulsiveness, i browsed around and got this phone instead. three stalls na lang yata yung bukas kasi closing na pero sige lang. i think i just got lucky with this deal.

i was supposed to get mico's guitar effects. pero i think a phone is more important. (and im pointing out na may sense of maturity ang pagkuha ko nito. chura lang.) so it can wait.

and as i quote champ with my nasopharyngitis-induced promise to quit smoking coz its starting to kill me already... "PUTA!!! PARTY NA TO!" i just hope i get well for next week. i kinda sense that im getting a real job. im starting to hate what i really do with this scene. its burning me out.

Lets kill ourselves with the word awesome.

One Party size Shakey's Pepperoni Crunch
Two Cups of Corn with Cheese
Three Glazed Krispy Kreme Donuts
Four Large McDonalds Fries
and Strawberry Milkshake


It was Grey's Anatomy's 2-hour season finale. And thats where i ate the pizza. Did i already mention that Grey's is my ultimate awesomest series ever? I know i love Gossip Girl... but the ending kinda sucked. weird. One Tree Hill had that WTF moment at the end and Desperate Housewives left us with a big question mark on our forehead. But Grey's..? *sigh* its the best.

And then Treehouse Production was tonight. at mag:net . awesome. ganda ng lineup. :D

i am full of awesomeness today. really full. and im so tired, i really dont know why i typed these things.

Oh btw, wawa and erika are home. welcome back hugs for the awesomest people! :D i missed you so much. Kai gave me this Wii Gum Case and its awesome. luv u bff!

shit im really tired. and my back hurts. im so random, i just wanna blog for the sake that im doing something before going to sleep.

The Finale.

I just finished watching American Idol Season 7 finale. The last time i tried to watch the outcome was season 3 with fantasia.

I think this one's one of the bests. I honestly believed that those two were deserving. no matter who wins.

As much as i wanted to say that i felt bad Archuleta didnt win, my god... ive never been such a fan of a 17-year-old. mukha akong tanga when he sang with One Republic. And "In This Moment" was awesome. Ive actually had goosebumps when i watched him perform. He's like a grown-up Billy Gilman.

David Cook's performance though were really powerful. I mean, it could really catch your attention and make you stay in front of the tv while he performs.

But all in all, my heart goes to the other David. I still think he could go all the way. Im just afraid with David Cook might just be a fad since that title has been not-so-great with the other winners.

Im still happy with the outcome. I really think this season was the most interesting. Ive never felt bad on the results, in fact... that night was oozing with winning performances. :) I somehow felt bad when Simon was demoralizing Cook. Well i think that made him more surprised.

David Archuleta all the way! :D though america might not agree on it.

Fall Apart.

When the universe comes crashing down
i wont know know where to run
i wont know where to hide
and i wont have anyone to keep me safe.

When the sky is falling
i wont know who to tell this to
coz ill end up being a laughing stock
for this shallowness im scared of.

and when i start to fall apart
i wont know where to run
i wont know where to hide
coz that someone that keeps me safe
will get hurt
will just cry
or will leave me falling on this pit of guilt
ill drown myself into.

When this world turns upside down
i will try to stand still
i wont try to dodge

i wont know who made this
crash, fall and turn upside down
except for myself.

Who would be the night's Goliath?

David Archuleta VS David Cook.

The battle is on!!

My bets are on Achuleta. Magkikita rin tayo sa finals! ^^

On Anxiety-Inducing Sequels

Donnie Darko is my favorite movie of all-time. If you might ask, its about a troubled teenager who was diagnosed with Schizophrenia, and sleepwalks caused by "predestination paradox" and a man-sized bunny wabbit. Sounds geeky but i tell you its ultimately cool.

Unfortunately, they were making a sequel off of it entitled S. Darko. Since Donnie (Jake Gyllenhall) died in the first movie, this sequel is now about his sister. Samantha.

Ed Westwick (Gossip Girl) will be one of the cast. :( I just hope having chuck in it could actually un-frustrate me. But on a serious note, i really do feel scared with them doing this. I love this movie so much. I know it will be bad. I just know it. *sighs*

Justin Chatwin (War Of The Worlds) will play a major role with the original Samantha Darko. This will take place seven years after Donnie died. (which actually is seven years after the first film.)

Speaking of Justin Chatwin, He will be playing Goku for the 2009 Dragonball movie, with James Marsters (Spike, Buffy The Vampire Slayer) as Lord Piccolo. Dragonball fans... would you think they could give justice to it? ~_^

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Gould's 1992 book-turned-to-movie Jumper made the Box-Office on its opening night and i recalled some of the people i know didnt like the movie coz of the storyline. Come on. You shouldve watched Carl Sagan Films then.

Its rumored that it will have 4 parts. I thought it will just be a trilogy. Wow saga.

Jumper (the book) was released 1992 and the sequel is entitled Reflex, which was released 2004. And they will be doing a film of that too. So the storyline will be more solid, catering for "deep people" (mukha nyo!)

I gotta admit, there is nothing to ruin on the first movie since it was just concentrated on Rachel Bilson and Hayden plus the chase with Samuel L. Jackson. I just wish for more BAMF (er... its the comic sound Nightcrawler makes when he teleports) and fight scenes. ^_^