As we call ourselves friends...

... lets be sensitive enough and let me emphasize that im old.

and oo maarte ako.

nakakapagod magpaliwanag, magalit, and be self-righteous. lets not forget that we are doing each other favors pero wag nyo naman akong i-overlook. marami rin akong iniisip and the least that i could deal with is the people around me is too insensitive and takes what i wanted.

hindi ako mahirap kausap.
hindi ako manggagamit.

pero give me the credit that i deserve.

hindi ako mukhang pera.
hindi ako materyoso.
at marami akong prinsipyong hindi maintindihan ng karamihan sa lahat.

wala akong pinagmamalaki.
wala akong sinusumbat.
ako ang klase ng taong dinaan sa positibo ang lahat.

im reasonable.
rational.

and if you acknowledge that i am your friend, try to appreciate the effort, and the things that no fucking money or object could buy.

i am not asking for anything.
when one thing is given, i didnt ask you OR FORCE YOU to give me that thing.
so do not EVER EVER blame me or emphasize that i owed you anything.
hindi ako namimili ng kaibigan. hindi rin ako bumibili ng kaibigan.
alam kong marami rin kayo non. and when that time comes, we will be surprised that we are still breathing without each other.

im so tired of compromising. so go learn how life works all by yourself, and i will do the same with mine.

if you say that we are friends... then live by it.
if you also think its better for our friendship to be over... its ok. coz youll eventually find someone that youre on the same page with. same as with me.
if you wanna stay... stay. lets just make sure that we fight the battles together. and lets also make sure that THAT battle is worth fighting for.

and when i say battle, it means that i know how some battles work. do not insist anything i do not want to do. my judgment isnt covered with fear. i know how to fight. i also know when and where to fight. no one fights without any ammunition. dahil sa lahat ng gera, napansin kong ako ang laging nasa unahan, so hindi kayo ang tatamaan ng bala.

madali akong kausap. wag nyong gawing problema na ako lang ang bastos at maarte. gusto ko lang nagkakaliwanagan tayo.

Stopping the Retrograde Effect

There are hundreds
fucked up shits
that no one could ever get
nor explain
the mystery of
alignments

Science had proven
gravity
inertia
momentum
as existent forces.
Pheromones
brainwaves
and that
Pluto was NEVER a planet.

When you thought you had yourself pulled
as to a pulley
pull pull pull and pull a little more
then when those phalanges let go of the rope
you crash.
badly, as to from
what height.
but gravity is constant.

senses.
common senses.
common as from a study of a group
of a hundred
or seventeen
and if majority agrees on one thing
its called the norms.

now what is normal to you
how do you define normal
how do you define things
its always has been the battle of faith
and facts.

so how do we conclude?
do we rationally calculate ourselves?
and on what measurement?

kindness to others
money
success...
how do we define success?
happiness
contentment
gratitude

ah.
the mystery of those.

lets just blame abnormalities
to mercury.
coz that's the safest way.
on trying to elaborate
rationalization
of what egotists
and users usually do.

can we stop it?
yeah, i thought so too.
its fuckin hopeless.



the world will be revolving.
but im stopping.
im on fucking hiatus.

Treehouse Anniversary.

Well actually, im pretty bummed up until now. i used up a 2-day energy yesterday. Thank god for Emy, Abby and Les.

19 bands. wow. and i cant imagine that theyd all play in one night. Kelevra wasnt there to play though. *sigh* everybody should look out for that band. Once you hear their songs live... god... you wouldnt even believe that it wasnt from the radio.

Note: Im so sorry Carla. Everything was so delayed. :( super babawi ako.

When i first saw Joan, i breathed a little. ayun may kakapitan ako ng sanity. then hazel and hannah came. then anna. then DON AND LIZA!!!! ayun nataranta na ako at wala na akong baterya. kung sansan na ako napadpad. wawa!!!!!!!!! shet!

kaso di ko na kaya. LOL. nung lagay na yon, naglasing na ako at kung saan saan na ako nagpupunta.

im about to post pictures pero it was the time when im drunk na already. I love you Erika and Sam. and SOURBERRY! plus the whole of my tropa.

especially to my little cousin, kristin, who suddenly became the angel that saved me from all the BS that ive been through. nobodys fault, i know. i blame it on the mercury retrograde.

To all the bands, to all the people who came and stayed, soooooopper thank you!

and happy birthday to pao and champ.

Treehouse Update: Gates open@ 6PM // feb 7

since napakaraming banda at libre... we moved it to 6pm para hindi masyadong late umuwi yung mga gustong mapanood lahat. at agahan nyong lahat so you could have your space dahil libre to hehehehehe.

see you!1 6pm andun na dapat kayo! :D

Treehouse First Anniversary - Feb 7, 2009. Free Admission!!

TARA PUNTA NA LIBRE TO!!!

Youre so vain, you even think this blog is about you.

Disclaimer: This post is so negative, you might not even want to read it. naglalabas lang ng SOBRANG inis dahil nakakairita na.


i really do not have business with you. really.
im just so tired of accepting the fact that we co-exist. really
im so tired of you being condescending and all at the same time, being such a trying-hard pathological bitch. really.

and please please, i am begging you...

i get the fact that we breathe the same air and live under one sun. pero one request lang...

can you get off my fuckin area? try befriending my friends for i dont know what sick reason you have. dont you have any??? my god youre so annoying.

everybody hates you... and you know why? coz ur a motherfucking insensitive wannabe, who pretends to be bipolar and seeks a lot of attention from everyone. i was not reacting at first, coz its how i knew you and i told everyone to just accept the fact that maybe, in some weird cosmic joke, you were considered normal with that kind of personality. though whenever i speak your name, i can taste vomit in my mouth, coz im not just mad at you, i resent you.

and yes, hatred is such an effort to begin with, but again, if youd interpret what you do pre-internet times, YOU BUTT IN ANYTIME YOU HAVE A CHANCE TO... and back then, we call it rude. so i do not hate you for no reason at all. i hate you coz you grab our attention to hate you even MORE.

can you like... find other people on other circles to bother? and pretend that youre friends with them?! GOD.

wow. i cant even read it myself. sobrang BAD VIBES talaga tong taong to. gigising ka, yan ang mararamdaman mo. bulsyet.

Fernando Torres Presents...

taralets!