5.24.2005

swallowing saturn.

i built a castle out of water
had a grasp of flowing illusions
ambition of you wanting me
ambition of me loving you.

i wanted to have a dream out of you
but never did reality pricked me this hard
like a needle, until now
like a knife, since then.

i falter on the wings that you once said
and how funny i wanted to fall
i wanted to fly
and yet i wanted to hurt
myself and... myself.

oh how much i wanted to fill
that emptiness in your words
but thats just me,
a hungry daydreamer.

reaching the stars burned my heart
still i wanted you
by my hand and by that
very same canopy you were stuck at

ill just weep
for i dont deserve saturn.
so i should stop
putting its ring on my finger.

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