holy cow.

its a thursday morning, abhie and ivan is actually sleeping in my room. i wasted three days converting files and little that i know that i didnt make any plans for the holy days. that sounded strange.. holy days. and the plan that i was actually thinking about is not holy. not that its unholy though, if u know what i mean. theyre actually going to bulacan a lil later and i really think i should post this. hahaha



anyway, im not going to make the bora plan out coz ive already spent my money for it. sad but not THAT sad. at least i have something i could keep for a longer time. anyway bora is still there. i think im still going but not that soon. on may, perhaps.

i dont know if im ready to repent though. its not that i will be intentionally doing all the sins that ive been doing (since i always justify that what i do doesnt hurt anyone so i dont consider it anyway) but i think that certain lifestyle is something like smoking. if youre planning to quit it, much as well do it gradually or youll withdraw like hell. so i cant drastically give it up coz its just the holy week. there would still be holy weeks in the future years, right?

i guess dwelling on the summer heat is punishment enough, suffering from the fire.